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lying in the grass of the tallest mountainthinking of thoughts that will never be heardunder the sun on a cloudless daysomething strange occuredit's not the first time i've been to this placei have memories from when i was 5this was the only place though where i could gowhere the thoughts ran wild and i was truely alivewhat's the secret to happinessi cry to myselfwhere's all the successwhere's all the wealthas all the unheard thoughts run through my headas a tear runs down my cheek"come with me", a distant yell"if it's happiness you so eagerly seek"a scratchy old voice from what i could tellas i lift my head from its immovable shelli see an old man with a cane wearing ragsas his back, now towards me, kinda sags"come with me if you want to know""come with me if you want to grow""come with me and i will surely show""come with me or you'll never know"waving his hand for me to followsaying these things which are hard to swallowwhat can this old man possibly knowas he walks away so eagerly but slowas i get up to follow the old manhe disapears from within the treesnot knowing where he wentas i ponder his last words which were these...."strong is what you should want to beto find the truth that will set you free""no more running no more hiding no more pretending no more fighting""fighting the thoughts fighting the fears fighting the truth fighting the tears"as his voice fades in the distancei wonder if it was only a dreamas i open my eyes and to my surpisei know that i was only sleepingbut was it a dream or was it a visioni guess i'll never knowas i stand to my feet and shake the grass from my hairi realize that it's time to gowhether is was a dream or a visioni'll always remember what i heardon that bright sunny day where no clouds could be seenand where that something strange occured

it's dark with just a glimmer of lightsearching life through a closed windowi see a visioni see a beautiful bright lightseeing the sun come up with such anticipationnew beginnings?new hopes?new destinations?another day to change the endless waysthinking about tomorrowi'm in a dreamor is it just a phase?not knowing what is really being changed until the sound of the alarmreality is the ultimate drugthe ultimate depressantan endless supplythe sun finally leaveswith as much anticipation as when it arosei understand whyas the last glimmer of light dances amongst the darkened treeseverything fades to blackan overdose on realityi close my eyesthe sun will be backit has no choice.....

wow. where the heck have you been???? i have to agree. life teaches us a lot and we can only learn from our own experiences and let time sometimes lead us to learn more. at the same time, it's not good to have regrets even if you choose not to do things over again. everything is a learning experience even if we don't want to relive it......

put you effort in. you will be ok. just like your introduction. it was perfect. you know what you want to improve on. keep posting. because it's not just us that has something to offer......

i don't play anymore. i don't have a piano. i was thinking of buying a keyboard after i moved in to this apartment i am living in now but i hate spending money. this is relevent to the topic because there is more important things in life than anything superficial or the ideas we create in our own heads that we think will make us happy. happiness is in the mindset and there isn't anything you can wish for that can make someone truely happy. even a list of what you THINK you want. anyone who is truely happy leads the "perfect" life and there is no such thing as we are always being tested.....

i love the yellow and the sparkles. something magical about it, but i absolutely HATE the brown and i think the main page should have the same theme as the forums. i like the blue. heck, it's my favorite color....but you need more color in your logo in your forum. when you have a blue theme, you need something to stand out or it looks too bland. i love the logo though! just needs to stand out more. i like WD'S options she worked hard on in another thread.....

i figured you was. but never can be too sure. you have a lot of weird thoughts recently :)but that is an interesting thought. what would people say or do if they could meet god face to face?even though i believe he is inside us all and to know him is to know our own selves first, it's not really the same.

you know, this could be taken many ways, opaque. you could be talking about god.....thomas edison, or god forbid talking about death in what people say about meeting their maker. you should be more specific but i think the higher power is already inside us all and in some ways, we have already met this person.

yea, some things are just not right in life. i think tribal customs believe in pro creation to keep the tribe going but they also have to know that a pregnancy that young could leave someone dead. this is definately not protecting their women and it does seem to me that this child was possibly raped but most tribes live under their own laws and would be hard to investigate something like this. and yes, that is VERY scarey because if her daughter gets pregnant as early as her mother, the mother WILL be a grandmother at age 18. that is just unexeptable in my eyes. these so-called kids wont ever know what it's like to even be a kid. what a shame!

i think that is a lot better than listing "eyes" as a preference. personally, i think people put too many expectations on love and when a person limits themselves, then they might be passing by that perfect person and will never know it.i did think the musical instrument was kida funny too but it just means the person should be accomplished and creative. heck, i had to take piano lessons for 7 years of my life. what a chore when i had to practice 1/2-1 hour a day every day but i miss it now and music....whether just listening to it or being about to play, is soothing.i think opaque just needs to get himself laid and wait til the time is right when that perfect person walks in to his life when he least expects it and not worry or stress so much about something that isn't in his control. life happens in mysterious ways and getting married for the wrong reasons won't be good in the long run either....

ummmm i think he was talking about cigarette smokers haha. it's a bad habit. i smoke and wish i never started now it's just a daily routine than an physical addiction. i have quit before and never saw the after affects that other people have. i do agree 100% that some people don't have any control over their lives and drugs can make more of a mess in their lives. especially when people start robbing, cheating and stealing to support their drug habit or stand on street corners doing things they wouldn't normally do. it's really sad to see and witness. the sadest part is you can't help these people. they have to be strong enough to help themselves. unfortunately, this is rare when they are used to taking the addictive drugs and there is a saying that once an alcoholic, always and alcoholic. which also means once a drug user, always a drug user because just because someone is 10-20 years sober doesn't mean it is not still a struggle because they deal with knowing what that drug can do for them and make them feel every day of their lives.

haha you talk about the male version so evil. sheeeesh. but there is one fact. it isn't called mother nature for no reason whether the sky is blue or there is a hurricane. also, most male forms have the prettier characteristics. the easiest to notice this is in birds or fish. but in all seriously, it really defined in certain religious beliefs. if someone doesn't incoprorate those beliefs, it's rare to put a gender to the parts of nature like the sun and the moon, the rain and the clouds, thunder and lightening, etc....mother nature or mother earth are just words to most. nothing more. i think most people take nature for granted and we underestimate their energies.

sorry. i don't see anything normal about it. but what is? the fact that you had to have your cousin poiint it out to you because you didn't realize says something. i have known a lot of people in my life and very few people i have known do that. i wouldn't say it's a bad thing though but it's good to be aware of what we do so maybe if we want to correct the problem, we are more able. and no....i am not talking about the problem being tossing things in the air :)but it's good. usually we learn more about our own selves from others and it's good to be open enough to see what they do.

yup. love should be a prerequisite for marriage. unfortunately, that isn't always the case. you have people marrying for money, you have people marrying to get in to the united states. you have people marrying because they got themselves pregnant. the list goes on. those are all bad reasons and yes, in the long run, you might just be miserable. in fact, even if you marry for all the right reason, you can be miserable marriage isn't any walk in the park. and no. love doesn't work like that in what opaque is trying to accomplish by making a grocery list haha. it's funny though. love comes when you least expect it. BUT! if worse comes to worse, he can always order himself a mail order bride. i notioced he failed to list two important things. she would have to be able to clean and she would also have to be capable of staying barefoot and pregnant for 18 months for two kids. a boy and a girl(jack and jaqueline).

see, i am with you there. i didn't think that site was annoying. i thought it was funny.

i think he is just MAD when he starts back up 4 year old threads for no apparent reason this is the second time he's done this in the last couple days. how does he find these threads?!?

ban the ip's. you will notice that spammers post more than once so when you start banning the ip's, you will notice a big difference.

all members will have to be initiated. it's an unwritten rule. and if they come back in with no sense of humor....well, they will be kicked again :)but yea, i love the new chat room. a chat box or chat room is what this place was missing when people are done posting and don't want to leave this place

oh yea, good vital stats is important. she has to be breathing, right?you sure do have a lot of requirements. i don't think love works that way

india sounds great! i must visit. maybe i can be famous too! yes please. back on topic. opaque is more interesting than water on the moon.....

this guy hasn't posted as much in the last two years and still has the most posts. i have a solution though. let's delete him

ohhhhh WD, you are getting evil. i like it! i am converting you slowly! haha! ok. well you get your wish. you are now a fairy. your visits to the trappers all around the world didn't go as expected. one guy said, "hey look.....a fairy". his buddy is amazed and captures you and puts you in a jar. they get bored staring at you all day so they came up with an idea. "what would happen if we tear off her wings?" and that was that. a fairy without wings, trapped in a jar to be stared at al night and day until you suffocate. i think we have to be evil. this is soviets game and he made the rules haha where is that guy? he is supposedd to keep his own game running

your wish is granted. bani can't eat pizza without getting sick. but one day, he tries and fails. you are there to witness your wish in action and start smiling and laughing and thinking how proud you are of yourself in getting him back. then all of a sudden he starts really getting sick and turning green. he then throws up the pizza all over you. you are so embarrased, you never show your face again. i will miss you, WD i wish lakers will win tonight!

haha you like PAIN, don't you bani. well, you set yourself up for this one. your wish is granted. you find time alone with this wonderfull girl. and yes, because you could see this in your wish, it happens. she says no. but that's not all. she leaves you an out. she asks you to give her one good reason to go out with someone like you and unfortunately you couldn't give her one. she walks away and you are left alone. replaying that moment and regreting it every day of your life....starting with when you made that stupid wish and mentioning my name! haha i wish that bani never answers my wishes or i am in big trouble! haha