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AIDS was NOT brought around by homosexuals. No one really knows how it started. And actually the first case was i believe in the 1940s between a man and a women. But they didnt know what it was, and no one had seen it before, and no one else had it besides them, so it was just kind of forgotten. Now i dont have the document right at this moment, because i read it in biology last year. Now the first case of a homosexual having AIDS was in 1981...so obviously if a straight couple in the 40s had it, whose to say it didnt happen because of straight people? And the fact that Africa has AIDS...and its mostly straight people (atleast straight coupeling). And i have many friends, and their parents have mentioned about knowing people coming back from different countries, (war) and them getting sick, and their wives getting mysteriously sick. Just because the thing is first documented in 1981, and the guy happens to be *happy*, doesnt mean there were other cases before them, and especially if it has to do with war veterens do you think information like a weird disease is going to leak out to the press? Hell no...they are going to keep it tightly wrapped and not ANYONE know of it. I just get so ticked off when someone like you..come around and point the finger at homosexuals...AIDS is NOT a *happy* disease..and you know what? It never was. Because if it was...straight people wouldn't get it.

I have used it, because sometimes i dont actually know what a word is. And i try to look it up in dictionary.com and it doesnt give me a meaning. And you know when your called something, that is of immature slang, you want to atleast know what you are being called.

For the actual graphic part of it, i give it a 9. Just because i think its kind of plainFor the content i give it a 7, i dont really know what it is actually, or who it is i guess. So an average of 8

to be honest, i dont really care if someone is homophobic.I personally am biphobic, yeah i dislike bisexuals, and i am g^y. I just dont like most of their personalities, they all (everyone single one i have met) are too selfish and greedy for their own good. I seriously feel sick when i meet a bisexual, especially one under the age of 20. I try my best to avoid them as much as possible. Especially the female ones, i wont date a bisexual guy , and i wont be friends with a bisexual girl. Ill be friends with a bi guy though. Its just how i feel. At times i can be lesbophobic as well. Not as much as i am biphobic but i just dislike a lot of lesbians behaviors (their attitude especially...SMILE it wont kill you!) You may say that it makes no sence for me to phobic of them, but I am...we aren't the same anyway. But in all reality i just don't like people in general, their gender preference doesnt really have much to do with it ...its really if they have a good or bad attitude, and most bisexuals i have met, their attitudes clash with mine, same with lesbians. I dont normally stop being friends (though it has happened) with people just because they say they are bi, mostly it just leads up...97% of the time i was fed up being their friend anyway because they just didnt work as being my friend...just more of coincidences then being a *BLEEP* and saying good bye cuz they are bi. I dont really have a problem if people dont like me because im *happy*, i just dont like to be told i should die, or that i am going to hell. I also hate the people (mostly guys) who are so quick to hate *happy* guys but so quick to love lesbians...i dont really believe thats fair- women do it a lot too. Someone will probably bring up the point of how is it fair for you not to like bisexuals, but its not okay for me to like lesbians and not *happy* guys...well my reasoning is because i dislike their personalities, not the fact that they are "into" both genders...or more importantly not the fact that they don't turn me on. (meaning yes its obviously true that guys like lesbians because they think they are hot, and hate *happy* guys because it is not "sexy" to them...) So do i think homophobia is wrong? If you beat the hell out of someone for it, or tell them to go to hell, or that they should die...then yes. But if we litterly make you sick...well its your problem but atleast you have an uncontrolled reason. I mean you cant say i am a bad person because whales litterly make me sick. I mean if you have a real phobia your going to try to avoid us...so why get into our business or try to harm us? Hating someone, is different from being afraid of them, or uncontrollably sickened by them.

Technically virginity...doesnt make a women lose her hymen, she can lose it many other ways, and by this i mean purely "innocent" ways. (Yeah guys, sex ed does teach you things) So going on the breaking of the hymen as losing your virginity is foolish, because then a lot of girls will have lost their virginity riding a bicycle. Moving on to the real topic. You can't get back your virginity...Its something you lose, and your never getting it back. I understand you mean spiritually but you still are not a virgin, physically...and emotionally. You cant just erase that you ever had sex. You cant just go oh well i just slept with a 100 people, im going to pray and be a virgin again. What if you get an STD...do you pretend like you dont have one? Because your a 'virgin' again? All the posts i have seen you write, are about god. Well what about you? What are you really like? Do you use god's "opinions" as soley your own, because you are afraid of going to hell? Do you have any opinions on your own, if god said premarital sex was okay would you do it? If god said every man and every women MUST murder someone when they are 35 years old or else you would be sent to hell...would you do it? I'm not trying to attack you...im just asking...if you do everything and anything god "asks". I think people just made the whole confessing your sins thing, so you can feel better for being such a selfish being, so you can't have guilt, and so you are tricked into thinking its a key directly into heaven. Face it your not a virgin anymore, nothings going to bring it back, you can pray till your blue in the face, but the truth is...its never coming back. I'm not trying to put you down...but if i did, i am not going to say i am sorry because your lack of opinions of your own put me down, and i dont expect you to tell me your sorry. I'm not worried about going to hell, i dont even believe in hell. If god 'cares' as much as every christian says he does, why is he so damn judgemental? Wouldn't you think just living is good enough reason to go to heaven...?

With the whole animal thing. Where only humans are homosexual...So humans are advanced (this isnt always a good thing, but thats another topic). To my knowledge animals can't love (atleast like we do) finding a mate is soley to reproduce, and yes some animals do spend ALL their lives with one mate...but i dont know if that would be concidered love. Maybe animals can love, but the fact that they MUST reproduce is probably stronger then their (if they can) capability of loving. What im getting at is, humans are capable of loving, and we don't always (infact hardly ever) put reproduction first. So to compare us to animals, inwhich their NATURAL instincts are to reproduce..where we have the option but our brains are more emotion driven, and we will choose love before children. True, with love comes children (or a one night stand at a bar...)but I doubt you sit there, and plan out getting pregnant because you want to keep the human race going...no you sit there plan it out because you want a baby, with your husband..because you LOVE him, not because the human race is going to become exctinct if you dont reproduce. In all actuality...people dont even have sex to reproduce anyway... I mean obviously with condoms, and birthcontrol pills, and abortions...sex is for pleasure, not to reproduce (atleast in MOST people's eyes) Where animals have sex to reproduce...You cant always use animals as an example of how we should act...every animal acts different, so why would you compare humans to dogs? or ducks? or monkeys? the same with why would you compare a duck with an elephant, or a hippo? If a monkey eats banasas, but a fish doesn't are you going to say they are wrong? Does that really make sence...no it honestly doesnt. So why do people keep comparing animals to humans? Sure we have animal like instincts, but we also feel emotions not all animals can feel.

The world is very racist. I am not going to say i am not 100% racist. I would never not be friends with someone if they werent the same race as me, but i dont make it a point to be friends with anyone of a different race (i dont make it a point to be friends with anyone, friends just happen.) Everyone it seems to be pointing the finger at eachother. African Americans point their finger at white people, white people point their finger at mexicans...and its just a long chain of pointing fingers. Personally i do say some things about races, i dont really mean them...i just get fed up with the majority of certain races. Its never what colour their skin is, its more of their attitude and , true i shouldnt judge a group of people for what small group of them i have seen, but sometimes it just happens. Its hard to respect people if what you have seen of them isn't very enlightening. But like i said above i would never refuse a friendship with someone just because they are of a different race. I hate when people pull the race card, "Oh im white i was denied this right" "Im asain i was denied that right" FYI maybe it was YOU as a PERSON and not the colour of your skin! In my opinion if someone is allowed to talk trash about someone, that someone should be allowed to talk trash about the other person, or NO one should talk trash about eachother. But racism will never go away, its always going to be around. We just have to be atleast mature enough not to cause harm on someone for their race. Am i racist? In my opinion im Not...do i think racism is wrong? Yes...but its not ending anytime soon.

You need a pretty decent ammount of posts to judge people on. Because some people start off posting LONG messages, and then get lazy later and beging to spam...so say they made half of their messages long, while the rest are short. But because they made their long posts first they appear to be a member who does not spam. Its the same for those who start off by writing not very long replies, and then their replies get longer...its really not a fair judgement in my opinion. Also sometimes its not how long the message is, it matters what the content is. I mean anyone (and a lot of people do ) write long boring replies, that have absolutely NO point...that is still spam. While sometimes you cant really write much about a topic, but you want to give your opinion. This is spam "Yeah i agree with you"Not Spam "I agree with you, because_______________________" I suppose its a matter of opinion too. Each member, and each mod is going to have their idea of what spam is...so it really has to fall on whoever sees the post and deals with it.As for the suggestion of mods, i think its better to have more helpful members then it is to have mods. I understand the Mod/Member ratio isnt exactly "even" but the biggest problems forums have is they hire too many mods. I think the mod/member ratio is good now. Everytime i come on there is atleast one mod on, and i think that works because you dont need 20 mods on every second of the day.

I don't know, i guess i should be against it, but i am not. As long as they dont go invading your stuff just to do it, i think its fine. You never know what someone can be hiding. I can easily hide many things in my pockets let alone my backpack. Many students have smuggled in alchohalic drinks, many deal drugs, many do drugs at the school...And just knowing that i used to be a part of it all, i think it should be stopped. Schools shoudnt even have to do this, our future really has no hope..The only thing im against is getting in trouble for like aspirin, or anything like that. I have had friends who got in trouble for caring around pills like midol and motrin, and aspirin...meanwhile kids 5 people down probably have E in their back pocket.

My Poem doesnt have a title... I accept and respect your critisism, but there really is no way to write a poem. Sure theres the text book way on how to write a poem, but before it was a "set" way there was no right way to write a poem. I rather write what i feel, and not what others tell me to write. Pain It sweeps over me It runs through my veins It ruins me It tries to end me Pain It moves across me It grabs me It stings me It doesn?t let go Pain You?re the cause of it You?re the reason I cry You?re the reason I want to die You?re the reason I bleed Pain No one to blame I cant blame them I cant blame you I cant blame myself Pain Who causes it? Who brought it? Who will fight it? Will it over power me? Pain I won't let it It won't end me I can only end myself F--- pain I try to get out of the self pity poems...but i always end up going down that path. My writing is depressing, its something im trying really hard to work on. But i write what i like to read...

Biting my lip, trying not to cryTears Run down my cheek I try to hide But I cant pretend any longer thatdeep down in sideIm weak and Bitter, I cant Hold back this Frown, I try To erase it To ignore it but It just lingers I Wipe my cheekHold my face All the while Still biting myLip ,Waiting For this pain toSurpass, but as it drifts away, I know Its my fault, like alwaysAnd I know that anotherIs gone- wasted awayBecause of me, and again I lose another oneSo I pity myself, as always?because thats just meI know my poem format isnt the greatest, i just kind of have no stationary way to write a poem. But the words are what is important in my opinion...

My Height is about 5 feet 9 inches. I am kind of proud because i am taller then both my parents. My Weight is about 115.

In my family we dont have many gambelers. My grandma did a lot of gambeling before she died, but the money she gambeled away was money that was basically given to her for whatever she wanted.But my friends dad, he goes through 2 thousand dollars everytime he gambles! And he isnt one to gamble every 6 months, try atleast once a week....i dont understand people like that. How can you just blow away 2 thousand dollars? I dont evne have that much to lose. I hate gambeling , i dont even like making bets. When i do i only put it what i can afford to lose. And once i win , i dont put it all in there to gamble again, i either leave it at that, or spend a little...its just safer that way.

Everyone at my school is pretty connected in some way. Everyone thats "punk" "goth" or a "skater" hang out in the same area, along with the drama students, choir students, and band students. Then you have the gangs, the mexicans and "indians" (who are really mexican, but deny it till their graves) ( i live in southern california, if you do to you probably understand what i mean) dont really get a long, but they basically hang around the same area. Then you have the rich kids they basically hang around eachother. But basically we are all intertwined. I am not a social butterfly but i have a lot of friends in many "cliques" People don't really give others a chance, but everyone has something in common with any group.And i cant put myself into a clique, because i dont fit in...so i mingle with everyone. I dont really go in contact with the gangs, but its nice to have friends in them, so that if worse comes to worse they will stick up for you. I dont really hang out with the rich kids either. But i hang out with the nerds, jesus freaks, drama kids... and druggies..But to answer the question, yeah my school has cliques, but no school is really like the movies we dont exactly avoid eachother like the plague.

Im not exactly sure how old you are, and dont take any offence, but you sound kind of immature, so im guess not above 16...if even that. With this, and again im sorry if i am wrong...it would mean that he himself is not very mature. Guys are dorks, we are we say cheesy things to get peoples attention...especially when were younger. I know a lot of guys , that act like the one your describing, some guys are just overly flirtatious, it doesnt necessarily mean they like you...they could just like to make you go "stop" , they want to push your buttons. And some guys are just flirty to girls in general, and maybe he treats you like he treats 20 other girls.But if he really bothers you, why be his friend? Obviously you must like it a little, or else you wouldnt try so hard to keep being friends...you cant possibly say you dont like the attention, because that would probably be a lie...Im just trying to throw out points there...different view points i guess..

I said i wasnt going to reply to this thread, but i guess i am...I personally don't want to get married, its not a big dream of mine to say "I do". But the fact that i cant, in many places just makes me feel worthless to be honest. I don't understand why people think its so horrible. Why does it matter if i love someone, and marry them? Does it really have an effect on anyone besides him and I? No it doesn't. Its MY life not anyone elses...People say its a sin. But the divorce rate is so high, and thats a sin. But its okay because its a man and a women? People are having premarital sex, but its okay as long as they are straight? Religion and Politics arent even supposed to have anything to do with eachother, but it always seems intertwined. Just because marriage was supposed to be religious, doesn't mean it still is. Having a nice wedding between two people of the same sex, is not nearly as bad as getting completly wasted and getting married to a stranger in Las Vegas...but oh its okay because its a man and a women. I just dont understand peoples reasoning...As long as no one is getting hurt, i think people deserve to live a happy life. And is it really so bad if two people of the same sex get married and adopt kids? Is it really so horrible that two people get to be happy with eachother, and a child has a loving place to live? Or are you just afraid that kids will grow up open minded, oh the horror. All kids really want is two loving parents, kids arent born bigots people making them that way. And you can believe in god, without thumping the bible. I know a lot of hardcore christians who will actually stand up for *happy* marriage, because they can determine what is right (if anything is at all) in the bible, and what really just has no purpose and its just bigotry. Im done with this post before i say anything i will regret (not regret because they are my opinions, but regret that it will get me in trouble.)

Let me start off by saying how much i hate phones -all phones. I hate to call people, i hate to dial, i hate to have people call me, i hate listening to voice mail, i just abosolutly HATE phones. I just get so uptight when i am forced to talk on the phone, and my idea of long conversations is 5 minutes. I just hate talking to people on the phone because the phone gets warm, my ear gets warm, my voice gets tired, my hand gets tired...just soo many things. I avoid talking on the food like its a plague.Anyway cell phones, they bug me. People treat them like they are their babies, even though they didnt need them before they had one. I just am not a fan of cell phones, i had a cell phone for awhile, my average bill was like 35 dollars, i only text messaged.

Well if you cant beat em join em...If you tell them that it bothers you, people are weird and they will think you are overreacting. Because even though its a "little" thing to say, if you say it all the time, it starts to get 1. Overused 2. hurtful. But people don't think about it like that, they think they are being funny. The other option is you can ignore them. Ignoring is the best thing you can probably do, if they think it no longer bugs you, they wont have much of a reason to say anything, and if they continue they shouldnt be your friends anyway. But I do agree that it hurts. I have friends who nag at me all the time and it just stops being funny (if it even ever was) and starts to make you feel bad about yourself..But I hope i helped you. And if it continues maybe you should stop talking to her for awhile?

A part of me wants to see the movie, and a part of me is telling me...don't. The part of me that is telling me don't is winning.Just the previews freaked me out enough, that i dont want to see it. Most movies dont scare me, i litterly fell asleep watching the ring. But this one...i just get good vibes from it i guess.I cant believe its out on dvd already when did it go into theatres i foget...So the court scene...thats because someone sued the priest or something? Am i wrong? Its probably a really good movie, but i wont be seeing it.

I dont think your supposed to think so hard about the question. I think the kid means that some things you will never know. So him emptying the hole will get finished, (is possible) before the question of who made god will be answered. Thats my take, maybe i just didnt get it...

I havent gotten the smiley one yet. The one i hate (and i keep getting it) is one, i dont even know what its about, but it has a girl with a white coloured bikini one, and and thats all you see is her cleavage and bikini. I really dont like having breasts popping out at me. I also keep getting one that has a baby on it, thats not that bad. I just really hate the one with the bikini top...

Latley i have been using Firefox. I didnt till about a month ago. I just stuck with Internet Explorer, but then my IE wasn't working properly, so i downloaded Firefox. I like firefox because it loads things faster, you dont have to always go through a 1,000 steps to get to one thing like you do on IE, it skips things. PLus it loads a lot faster. I still use IE for a few things, or if i open it on accident. But 90% of the time now i use Fire fox.

I question god. I wont say i believe in a god, and i wont say that i do. Its just very hard for me to believe in something, that hasnt really been helping for a few thousand years. Not to get off of the subject, but just for a moment. Its hard for me to believe in the devil. I just feel that the devil was created to scare people into chosing the "right" path in the world. And its so judgemental to tell people that they are going to hell. I don't believe in hell or heaven either. I am sure if one does exist, maybe we all go there...but i just find heaven and hell to be excuses for people's behaviors. Anyway, I concider myself Agnostic. Just i am open to the possibility that maybe there is a god, but i dont want to be forced to go to church or anything. I pray (very rarely) but only in the most desperate circumstances. I prayed when Princess Diana was in the car crash, and my prayers werent answered. And for a 9 year old, who was always told that when you pray your prayers are answered, to pray and not have them answered really kind of made me concider that maybe god didnt exist. So i didnt pray for quite a long time, untill my grandma was in the hospital and i prayed for her the night before she was going to have the machine turned off. I prayed because i knew i wasnt going to save her, but i wanted her to be happy wherever she was going. Because i realized you cant pray and expect everything to be okay. You have to think logically, praying for her to get well would not have been logical, but praying that whereever she ended up for her to be happy, IS logical. And thats where people go wrong, they expect "god" to fix their problems, but sometimes its even out of gods hands..you cannot expect everything to be fixed, when you put your hands together...its just not logical. I also think people don't believe in god...not the way people used to. They go to church, and they pray everynight...but do they really honestly believe in him? Believing is never questioning, believing is not using him as an excuse for your actions, believing isn't expecting him to fix your problems. Believing is just that belieing...i dont think people believe the way they should. And maybe THAT is why he hasn't showed his face (not litterly) in a few thousand years. There is hardcore evidance showing that he might not exist. I mean Adam and Eve? Its pretty nasty to be honest, and for it to work even a little there would have had to been an "Adam and Eve" on every contanint. Or even every Country...but the fact is, there would have been a lot of inbreding for it to be possible, and we'd probably resemble a mutated rat then a human being if this theory were correct. But there is also evidance proving god exists. Why is it SOOO many cultures believe in a god, even before exploration started to happen. Maybe God does exist, but he did not co write the bible if you understand what im saying. But to answer the question...I am really not sure...i am drained of faith i guess.

10. 5 I feel slow . I always forget the W for some reason. I just tried it a few more times, the fastest score i can get is 8.

I don't know if many people read his books, maybe some have read American Psycho but aren't really into the author. I happen to be a very big fan of him, it all started when i read The Rules of attraction. Its about 3 people (Sean, Lauren, and Paul) Sean happens to really like Lauren, and Lauren kind of likes Sean, but at the same time Lauren is still in love with victor. Meanwhile, Paul (lauren's ex) has a crush on Sean. Another character happens to have a crush on sean...but its not so promising, and she is probably my favorite character in the whole book. Basically its just about all these people who have crushes on eachother, but its way deeper then just a elementary crush. Its really good, its kind of hard to explain in full detail without giving away too much. (Theres a movie based on it, i like it...but its not as good as the book)Anyway after i read that book, i wanted to read more of his work so i bought Glamorama. Now that book is by far my favorite book by him. Its incredibly hard to explain, i have read it a few times and still finish it wondering wth i just read. Basically its about this Model/Actor Named Victor (yes same guy from above) and all these weird things happen to him, and you cant tell if he is making it up, or if its a movie, or if its really whats happening to him. Its very good, but kind of disturbing in many ways, so if you are easily grossed out, i wouldnt suggest this book probably.I later read Less than Zero, its not my favorite by him but its pretty good. (Many probably saw the movie based on it) Its just about a guy living in LA, theres really not much to say about it. I also read American Psycho, but i am sure others have too, or atleast saw the movie. Its about Patrick Bateman (Seans (rules of attraction) brother if anyone cares) and he is just a murderer, hes just crazy its really the nicest word you could name him. He murders all these people, while living the life of a classy new yorker, and never even gets caught because no one expects him to be this cold hearted murderer...he's just messed up. The informers..honestly dont waste your time. It really in my opinion isn't the best of his work. If you really want to you can read it, but i cant even tell you what its about because i found it so just blah i didnt finish reading it. Three of his books have been made into movies, Glamorama is supposed to but i dont know if itll ever be made i have been waiting for over a year now for it to start casting...The informers cant really be made into a movie its just kind of a bunch of short stories. His work is kind of graphic, and disturbing sometimes so i wouldnt suggest his books if you like G rated material.