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I dont think either of you are right. Perhaps its just a lame myth to try and get people of today not to wear their pants around their knees. Since you know, Homosexuality is such a 'horrible' thing, no kid would want to be concidered gay..right? I heard [im not saying im right or wrong, this is just what i heard] that in Jail guys tend to lose weight, so when they get out of jail their pants are sagging, because they no longer fit..So it probably does start because of jail? But in california, most guys except 'emo' kids wear sagging pants, white, black, asian, mexican...so its no longer really a gang thing.

In jail you shouldnt be able to watch tv, go online, lift weights, or do any other activity. Harsh? NOT really you do the crime you pay the time. There should be no death penalty because they shouldnt have rights in jail, it should be a miserable experience they killed someone why should they be treated well? The death penalty, you would think would be the easy way out for members in jail to wish they could die, but instead its 'dreaded' cuz they are treated well in jail. They should be treaty poorly, because they have caused pain to others. They shouldnt have the luxary of tvs and computers they should be in a cell with a bed and a toilet, and it be SMALL.And for those who havent murdered, jail should be such a bad place that they never go back cuz itll SUCK. But instead jail is a pretty good place and many people like to be in it cuz they get everything for free.You did a crime why should you be treated like a king/queen?

Well this thread is spammalicious...So welcome to highschool? Sometimes im so glad to 1. not be a girl 2. be gay so i dont ever have to deal with chicks...but anyway...You should just ignore them they obviously have nothing better to do then listen to private convos and stuff... and talk bout others. They must have low self esteem...though itd be nice if i knew what people said about me when i left the room... so maybe i dont completley disagree , but then again who has the time to do that?

I dont use that word, but i find it funny how so many people are against it. Its just a word, and it hardly means a thing now. Like the C word, okay wtf? Almost everyone is like omg the C word! Okay its just a word, and if someone deserves to be called it im gonna call them that, male or female. And if i want to call the female part that, i will i dont care if it offends people. *BLEEP* offends me but people dont seem too against it , and say it. Same with *BLEEP*. And queer so what is the difference? Who decided words were bad anyway? I mean seriously. But The N word is used so carelessly almost but i find it funny that white people arent allowed to use it but black people are..its kind of lame dont you think? The world can be so racist, and MOST of the time its not the white kids that start it all.

Why do people in general have to be so ignorant? You saying Muslims are ignorant is just saying you yourself are ignorant...I just dont see the point, sorry.

Lets look at it through a different perspective shall we? Im going to use my mother for an example, my dad isnt the father of all my siblings, and so he should really have only paid for me. Anyway my mother demanded him to pay money, but why should he have to pay? Why couldnt any of my other sibling's dads pay? And he wanted to marry my mother, and she wouldnt marry him, so eventually he moved on because she pushed him out of her life, and yet he should have to pay? When he wasnt the one who was causing the problems in the relationship. And just so you know, all the money he did send her, didnt ever EVER go to me, it went to my mother and my other siblings. Another example, my ex had a girlfriend for 4 years and they both knew he was gay, and they did have sex and she ended up pregnant. Now she didnt find out till after they had broken up. Now she WONT let him see his daughter, and yet she is asking for child support? thats not fair because its not like he is saying he doesnt want a part of the babies life, he does but she wont let him. Another example, the parents go to court, the mother gets custody [which always seems to be the way, since apparently dads are just so awful] and she gets child support, does that NOT suck that not only cant the dad see his kids that often but he has to pay for them too? I just have known alot of great dads, who have been pushed out of their kids life, and they alot of times CANT pay the money its not that they wont, its that they finacially cant. Then yeah there are the dads who WONT pay. But theres also the dads who do [like my father] and their money is NOT put into good use.

I think schools that are all boys schools or all girls schools are bad. I don't really see the point in them. But as for private schools that are for both male and female i dont see the problem, they get the same social rights as public schools, just they actually try to get a good education where as in public schools people go their just to be social and don't always take their grades into concideration. But i think the WORST is homeschooling, i find those kids to be the most annoying lonley kids ever. They have no friends because they are homeschooled, they are completly unaware of anything social because they are homeschooled, if they do have friends they are from the internet and they become wrapped up into the internet and that IS their life, and that is NOT healthy. Kids need to be around other kids, and homeschooling is just by far the worst idea. I understand why some people would want homeschooling, but if you just dont want to go to a regular school because of 'differences' between you and other kids, that is just stupid because there will ALWAYS be differences, you might as well not live if you cant even handle going to a school. But as for the original post, i think sometimes private school kids can be 'snobs' but, its like that at any school someone always thinks they are better than everyone else.

True or not, people need to stop having their life revolve around the net. Friesnt on the net dont even really matter, and no one should kill themseles over people on the net. Nor should people kill themselves over ANYTHING on the net, its not worth it. I hate suicide, and its so sad to see people kill themselves over things that truley do NOT matter. Being a teenager is hard, and it does MOSTLY get better, and people shouldnt end their life because they are feeling depressed, most of the time its just your hormones changing during puberty... and i can see how people do get wrapped up about the net, or anything else basically as small, but people need to stop thinking with their feelings, and think rationally.

Occasionally i will wake up before my body does and it will scare me because I cant breathe. And ill be trying to wake up and i cant! It normally happens when i am at a new place, it has actually happened in school.. which was extremely scary. (yes i sleep in class) The other night (the same night i dreamt i went to a funeral) i woke up, and there was a light in my room, a glowing light...it was WEIRD, it reminded me of when my grandma first died... i woke up to a light, a more white/yellow light that time though. But then i fell asleep.EDITED IN:Well i have more to add but i dont want to double post, so i will just edit more into this.So about 2 weeks ago i dreamt i told my mother something, and i just kept dreaming that i told her, and each time she had different reactions. Maybe i just feel guilt because i have never told her, i doubt she'd care much but i should have told her. Then about a week ago i dreamt it was the end of the world, on the 19th...it was scary astroids were falling from the sky...and i was trying to call my mother and she wouldn't answer...And the other night i dreamt i was being sent to a concentration camp, not my first dream of that sort....I just hate my dreams with an extreme passion!

I eat when i take my meds thats about it. Sometimes i will eat dinner, but mostly not. I probably don't eat as much as i should, but i get sick, so i try to eat as little as possible. If people analyze me sleep, how would that help me? Like what do they do, watch your sleeping patterns and just recommend things?

I take medications, but they arent any 'mind' altering ones, nor do i normally take any thing to get to sleep. My problem is being too sleepy, i can always sleep. I normally dont take my dreams too seriously, its just that i have soo many creepy ones, i have to ask myself wtf. Is there something wrong with me? I mean i AM sick, so maybe it has a part to do with it, but even before i was sick i have always had weird dreams, even as a child...so what is wrong with me?

So, if anyone has everyone gotten to know me, they would know that i have a pretty messed up mind. Sometimes, i dont even want to think because i cant always control what i think about ,and i honestly scare myself. But i can control it more when i am awake. But when i fall alseep, my mind is left uncontrolled, and i cant controll what i think... and i have the worst dreams. I am aware that dreams have hidden messages, like death doesn't always mean death. Sex doesnt always mean actual sex, and many other things. But on the creepy factor, my dreams scare me. Last night i dreamt i was going to be exorcised, as in i had a demon/strange presents in/around me, and they were going to exorcise it out. I can't explain in full detail cuz my dreams get scattered in my brain, but leading up to being exercised i had a kid, and he was murdered... and then i had another kid... and i was afraid he would be murdered too, and so the time of him being murdered kept getting closer, and so i thought if i got exorcised I would be able to stop him from being murdered... but thats all i can remember. All my dreams i had last night, are just meshed together... so i can't be all to clear. I also dreamt i was on a rollar coaster. Then i dreamt, i was at my some relatives house, and my cousin was there, but it wasnt a cousin i actually have, and i liked him. Then a few nights ago i dreamt i went to a funeral, and it was obviously someone i knew, but at the same time i didn't actually know the person. And my family was there , and my friends. Then the night before that i dreamt i was being chased by a giant blob. And i dont know when, but i think it was last weekend, i dreamt i was at disney land, and it was kind of a pool... and bombs fell out of the sky, and so we ran up to a hotel, and i was trying to sleep with this one actor, but he and another one were kind of fighting over me. And our hotel was segregated, it was more like an apartment, and in one room there were all mexicans, and in the other all white people. So we were running out of food, so we went out, and a virus was going around so we had to keep covered, and we went to a salon..why i dont know, then it turned into a school and again it was segregated, and i sat infront of a mexican, and i got up, and he touched my papers, so i punched him in the nose, and i got in trouble and sent to the office, and they made me call my mother, and normally my mother is a biatch, and this time she told me she didnt care that i punched someone. I have a lot more weird dreams, Ive dreamt my grandmother was cooking her brains, tornados, earthquakes, drowning, my brother's head falling off, visiting people i have known that have died, dying and no one caring, all my family getting AIDS, murdering my grandmother, going to a place between heaven/hell/and earth and seeing my dead friend - and him going to heaven, my mother disapearing/being murdered, my cousin's daughter dying, my cousin dying. The list just goes on... Im just sick of having creepy/messed up dreams.

I haven't watched the videos, because i already know its an awful thing. I don't need videos to make my opinions be against abortion, i am already against it. But i bet a lot of people who are for it, are probably too chicken to actually watch them, because they might grow a heart and feel bad.

A sperm is not a life, an Egg is not a life, they are both half of a life, and when put together they form life. So your whole statement didn't make any sense. The reproduction system is smart, and the man produces a lot more sperm, because not all of them make it... if the man produced just one sperm at a time... well life probably wouldn't exist, the reproduction system knows a lot of sperm will be 'sacrificed' just to get to the egg. And because of this, how difficult it is to even concieve a child, wouldn't you want to keep it, knowing its a 'miracle' you were even capable of forming life? On another note for people saying its the woman's right. Well isnt it my right as a human to be able to get married? But because im gay, in most states i am not allowed to, but its mostly legal to kill a baby? So isn't it the baby's right to live? Or what about this one, i think animal testing is wrong, even with science using mice.... wouldn't it be the animals right to not be used for testing? So the animal isnt a 'human' but it still has a heart, and eyes, and a brain. Would it be right for a mother to decide she doesn't want her kid anymore, and murder their child after they gave birth...what is the difference? I don't see one. But you say its the woman's right....well a lot of people/animals deserve rights, but don't get any...so why should the mother have a right to kill her baby?

My friend brought up a point, and i don't agree. But i am not going to let it ruin our friendship, because thats just stupid... but he thinks that abortion should be legal because if it is illigal people will try to do it themselves, or go and get it done through an illigal place. And itll cause harm to the women. Well, first i must argue that even with 'legal' abortion, many complications could go wrong, so it isnt exactly 'safe' either. Secondly, no one is forcing these women to harm themselves. Thirdly, if they want to kill their baby, maybe they should hurt. Now i think abortion should be legal to those who have been raped, they should have 'real' abortion clinics for those who have been wrongfully raped. But for anyone else it should be illigal. Now, if people dont want to make abortion illigal ... then why is it that in school, in sex ed we cannot view abortion, or view what it looks like afterwards, because the site of it is just so graphic? And yet they will show STDs? I mean, it must be pretty horrible, so why is such a horrible thing (that we cant see in school, or even on tv) be allowed to be legal? Just wanted to add on to what i wrote above.

First off i think the pro-choice is crap. So the woman can choose to have an abortion.. but didn't she also choose to get pregnant? We forget that, in order to reproduce, humans must have sex, now sure everyone thinks sex is just a "game" but its actually MEANT for reproduction, so by CHOOSING to have sex, you are CHOOSING to get pregnant, no matter if you use protection, the possiblity is out there, and why should it be the childs fault that you got knocked up because you were Stupid?. Why should an innocent life be taken away, because you cannot keep your legs closed? Now, some would say my statement is rude, but truth hurts, so i dont apologize for my opinions, because sometimes you just have to be hard to get the point outthere. If you cannot financially support a baby, if you are not healthy enough (mentally, or physically), then you shouldn't have sex- either that or get your insides taken out, because thats the only thing that will prevent you from having a baby (getting your tubes tied is 99% safe, which is really 0%) I understand the point of someone wanting to get an abortion because they were raped. (Though, if you get drunk and have sex, and claim you have been raped, i dont personally think thats a good enough reason, because you did bring it upon yourself) But if you were TRULEY wrongfully raped, why SHOULD you have to carry a baby? Many would actually carry the baby, and give it up for adoption, and i think that is a good idea- it gives a child a chance to live, even if they were 'wrongfully' brought into the world. But if you really truley cannot handle carrying a rapists baby, i do see the point of why not, and i wouldnt agree that you should abort, but i think that you really do have a choice, and a legit reason. I also understand that some people are too ill to give birth, but then again you did choose to have sex. Say you have an STD, and the chance is high, or certain that itll be passed on, i understand the reasoning to why you would abort, because the baby wouldnt live long, or have a healthy life if you did choose to give birth. Or if you have any other disease that might pass on to the baby, or have a very high risk of passing it on. But, you also didnt HAVE to have sex, and so at this point i dont really think you have a completly legit reason to why you would abort, besides the fact of the babies health. Now...if you sleep around, and get pregnant, and decide to abort i dont think you should have that choice. Abortion should not be used as a "birth control" And unfortenetly thats what most use it for. How is that a legit reason? Its not, you use abortion as a problem solver, to just abort away your problems, and then you continue of the habit you have already been involved in, get pregnant - get an abortion over and over, how on earth is that FAIR? Why should you have that option, why should you be able to choose? You SHOULD NOT have the right to choose. Many would also argue that , well what if i give birth to the next hitler? What if you give birth to the next Gandhi? Don't make lame excuses. Also many would say, well.. i dont have enough money, or i dont have enough love to give... 1. If you dont give a lot, they wont expect a lot 2. Chances are, once you give birth you will have a lot of love to give 3. Adoption, there are many families who would love, and would have the money, and love to support your child. Again, dont make up lame excuses. And then there is this excuse: Its just not a good time in my life - well it seemed like a good time to have sex, so why cant it be a good time to have a baby? Think before you do. And of course there is this one: What if the baby feels unloved because it finds out it was unplanned, leading up to really being unwanted? - News flash, most babies are unplanned, and ultimitetly at first unwanted- so why turn a miracle into a tragedy, make the best of the situation and show your kid that you love them, even if at first they were a 'bump' in the road of your life. What is also pretty horrible, is people are actually aborting their babies, because they are genders they didn't want. How horrible is that? Should people be able to play 'god'? I think NOT. And i know the female carries the baby, but i think its wrong for a women to abort a baby without talking with her boyfriend/husband/one night stand first. Because it takes TWO to make a baby, and the female is carrrying a peice of her, and a peice of him so he should be allowed to make HALF the decisions. I know cases, of abortion ruining a relationship because 1. the man really wanted it 2. the female never even told him, untill later 3. the woman wanted it, the man didnt ... and no one talked about it. Thats unfair. So obviously i am very against it, and if you don't want to take my opinions into concideration thats fine. If you think that my opinions are worthless, because im a guy, and a gay one at that thats fine too, but im only speaking the truth and if you dont want to hear it thats your problem, chances are it hurts and thats why you dont want to hear it.

Now, don't hate me for this...but um your post is rather dramatic, and i do think you might be lying. Maybe, its because Im a guy and so i dont really understand how girls communiticate, but your whole post is rather... well like i said dramatic. You started off basically insulting all of them, so if you already disliked most of them why did you sit with them? Granted you stated you had sat there before all of them, but its obvious the table was not all yours..and they obviously had taken over it. But seriously you liked what one of them? you basically just sat there for attention, and thats obviously true, since you stated you liked them because they laughed at your jokes...You say your not racist, but did the fact that Tynesha is black have to be brought up? I mean does it really help us understand her? Not really, its just useless information that can be seen as being racist, BECAUSE of the uselessness of it. Now the lunch thing, it may seem very stupid for her to get pissed off about you taking something so small off her plate, but the fact is, its HERS. Not yours. Its a violation, true some people wouldnt care, but some people do and you shouldn't touch other people's things regardless of how big or small it is. Its rude. But i just see a big case of immaturity from both parts, and I dont blame you for getting upset, but i really dont blame them for kicking you out. Besides what does it matter? School is just a place full of extremely ridiculous cliques, moods, and immature students.

So on Livejournal i am part of a community ( i wont say what it is, because i might "offend" someone) and people who DON'T support what the community is about always come and bash us. But i was thinking, them coming to our community and bashing us for our opinions (though, could be seen as "mean") would be just like us coming to their community and bashing them for what they believe in. Just because our community is against something, doesn't make it bad. We aren't really bothering them by having it, they don't have to look at it. But they do, they go on it to complain about how horrible we are. But we don't go around bashing them for being for it. I mean is it so hard to stay out of a place you don't agree with? UGH! It's just so frustrating, we don't go on it to fight with people, we go on it to discuss our opinions.

So, I like to draw but to actually sit and take the time to do so, and having to erase all the time gets frustrating. So i was looking at guys to draw, and i just was just over drawing. But I had photoshop open, so i decided that i'd work with that instead. Now i havent ever used the sketch things for drawings, so it was kind of trial and error i guess. I used a mixture of a lot of things though, just continuesly duplicating the layers, and putting stuff behind the layers. I should have just written down the the steps, but like i said its just trial and error, and it actually took me awhile (not as long as it would have if i drew it by hand) to get it exactly how i wanted (i can be kind of a perfectionist) So Anyway the Original: The 'artistic' one: :: sighs :: I know its not AWESOME, and it would be better actually hand drawn, but i am lazy...

The problem is, what will probably happen is that the Rich will get the drug faster, then those who don't have much money, and who can hardly afford the drugs they provide as of now. And it still won't help prevent people from getting it, because the best cure for it as of now, is to stop spreading it.

I haven't found any downtime with Xisto, and the one time i thought I did, it turned out to be me, not Xisto. So maybe it is/was just your computer. I know you might say, well Xisto is/was the only thing down, but when i thought it was down, all the other sites were working, untill later i got the same message that i had on Xisto, so i realized it was actually me..but some sites were just going down before others on my computer.

Japans shouldn't have Bombed Pearl Harbor, but American shouldn't have bombed Japan with an atomic bomb! Not only do bombs destroy homes, lives, and everything else around people...but Atomic Bombs, cause genetic defects. Its going to take atleast a hundred years before no defects are found in children, that were born to survivors of the attack. American Unintentially caused harm to Japans "future" innocent off spring... But the only way to really give a war crime to America, would be to punish people who weren't even that old when it all happened, or werent born yet... you know? Not many people old enough, to punish!

I did something that i didnt think i would ever do. Normally the things i do don't bother other people (meaning they dont need to do anything, because of what i do) well...the other day I went to get a drink, and my ex was in the kitchen and I was like can you hand me a cup, and he's like i will just get it for you. So, without thinking i told him, can you smell it? And he just gave me a weird look, and then i realized he wasnt going to do it, and so i was like please? can you just do that...so he did, and i was like okay now rinse it? And he did, than he poured me a drink..And i felt bad, but i had never done that before, and i couldnt handle him not smelling and rinsing. If i had not seen him get me the drink, i probably wouldnt care, but i watched him.And i realized that i count a lot, maybe i just subcontiously like to count, and i dont notice it, but sometimes i will stop because i realize that i have been counting for like 5 minutes.

I meant to add the original picture, but i hit submit before i gave it more thought. On the font, i think the plain was the best to go, i spent most of the time playing with the opacity, stroke, and glow...etc. And on the actual font type, that took a long time to find one i actually liked (im rather picky when it comes to font) My font actually does have a glow, its just darker, and you can only see it on the stomache, it might have a drop shadow, but i don't remember. But in all honestly, i am not happy with the text. The border is supposed to be transparent, but with the brush i used, only some of it is...

It seems everyone else that comes to America Learns english (I was born in Russia moved to California when i was 8, and i think personally i speak better english than a lot of Americans!) except for Mexicans. I'm not trying to be a *BLEEP*, but its the truth. And you are right, I turn on the radio and all i hear is a spanish channel, then i flip the station its rap, then again, country, spanish, spanish, country, rap, rap,...they are also the only clear stations. Or its talk...in the morning its all these talk shows, it frustrates me i don't want talking in the morning. This is why i don't listen to the radio.