JasperIk

I dislike Harry Potter very much.I checked out the first book, and i never finished it, i returned it before i even got half way into it. I just found it incredibly boring, and just did not entertain me at all. For Christmas a couple of years ago i got the whole series (then it was only 4 books). I tried to read it again, because i felt bad getting a gift and not ever reading it. But i just couldnt read it it. I respect the author, and i am glad that some kids are reading due to her books, but harry potter is just not for me. I am not very much into witches and wizards, so maybe thats why i don't enjoy the books. I have seen two of the harry potter movies in theatres, but i am not a harcore fan of the movies either.

Alright, i was just wondering...sorry i didnt put the correct link earlier. I am notorious for mispelling links. Thanks for the information, i just wanted to make sure i didnt do anything wrong. Not really important i guess but...When i try to go to the cpanel through Internet Explorer, it just continiously pops up the thing that you sign into, but doesnt sign me in, but when i sign in through Firefox it works, is anyone else having that issue? It doesnt bother me, since i use firefox most of the time anyway, but i just found it weird.

It says its an ad free site, but when i go to my site ( i have uploaded anything on it, i guess its the "default" version of my site) I have ads on the side. Do those go away when i have more credits? Or when i upload the page onto to it? http://forums.xisto.com/no_longer_exists/ everyone elses site i have seen doesnt have them...im just a little confused on why I do. Notice from rejected: Fixed the URL

I have Stairs that lead up to my Apartment. I hate them, because they make doing laundry more difficult. Because i have to carry my laundry down the stairs, then walk to the laundry room, come back and walk up the stairs, come back down, get the clothes carry them BACK up. Its tireding. And they also suck when you come home late and are really tired, or had to work...or went to school. Plus i have fallen down on them more then a few times. The only good they do is knowing someone is coming up them.

Yeah I did make my Banner and my Avatar. I only know how to use Photoshop, i did have Paint Shop Pro for a little bit, but i was never good at it. But If you have photoshop I cant try to help you . And even if you don't im sure i can figure out how to help you. I was born in Irkutsk.

So I actually didn't see this part of the board untill just now. I don't know why i missed it. Anyway I am Jasper, I'm 18, male, and I live in California. I don't really know what to say...Um i was born in Russia, but i have lived in California for over 10 years. I like Music, and Writing. My favorite show is Six Feet Under...My favorite actor is Jude Law, my favorite actress is Angelina Jolie. I dont really have a favorite movie...i get obsessed with movies but i dont have a favorite one. I guess thats it...

I have smoked weed, I used to smoke it all the time. I don't do it as much though, i occasionally do if i am with friends, or feeling really sick. I've snorted cocain before, not as often as i have smoked weed, but not exactly a small number. I have done E once...but i wont ever do it again. And I have also done- speed-crystal meth, and Shrooms.I would never do LSD, or Heroin...especially LSD though. I probably Drink more then i smoke weed...and i hardly ever drink. I know its bad for you, but i don't do it on a regular basis, and when i decide to drink its to have a good time, its not to drown away "my sorrows". Notice from KuBi: Edit as per requested.

I don't like colgate, it doesn't make my mouth feel clean. My favorite is Crest, I like the way it tastes, and it makes me mouth feel clean. I also like Aquafresh. Especially when it comes out the plastic thing, you know where you press down and the three colours come out...?I have colgate right now, but i hate it.

I'm *happy*. I don't honestly care if you hate me for it, or love me for it its not your deal. I don't really care if people don't like me for it, because chances are i don't like them anyway. People can't always choose who they like. I don't really like bisexuals, i have my reasons...and i think they are good reasons why i can't respect them. But i would never wish death upon them, but i wouldnt go out of my way to be friends with them either. I am not very fond of lesbians either, i will talk to one more so then i will talk to a bisexual, but again i wont go out of my way to be friends with them. I'm *happy* but why do i have to be friends with bisexuals or lesbians? I don't....were not the same, no one is the same. On that note, transgendered people don't have much to do with *happy* people. Because most are actually born straight. People just like to put us "gender 'challenged'" people together....so they can have a cute little GLBT logo..that means ABSOLUTELY nothing. [i was faced with a very heart aching story, that changed my views on many GLBT organizations, because they turned their backs on the T in that little Accronymn] Everyone should put politics and religion aside, and speak what they believe, not what everyone else believes. Peoples views are so based on, oh well my mother and father believe one thing, i should believe it too..or well my priest believes this is wrong, so i should too. What do YOU believe? I'm not going to say i was born *happy* because I honestly don't know, it wasnt really what i thought about when i was 1 years old...or even 10 years old. True i have had experiences, i shouldnt have had at young age, but i can't say they made me *happy*- or didn't make me *happy*. I'm sure many are born *happy*, and I am sure many weren't. Or maybe we aren't born with a sexual orientation, maybe it just becomes so during puberty? I am pissed off that a lot of teenagers today are just using the ever growing acceptance of homosexuality, to explore THEIR sexuality. Everytime i turn around a girl is "bi" but then the next week is "straight" or "lesbian" like...what the hell is all i have to say to that. Its not just girls either, some guys do it. Thats why i don't date guys my age, or a little younger because they are so into exploring their sexuality, and i dont feel like being used for someones confusion..im a person, not a toy. I know Im *happy*, I love guys. I can't imagine myself loving a girl. I'm not attracted to girls emotionally or physically. When i see a girl, nothing happens, but when i see a guy a lot happens, i get happy...or sad depending on the circumstances. I like guy's bodies, and i like their minds. Is that SO 'wrong'?

I think Cloning is awful. Its just so wrong on so many levels. Especially when they really just want to clone, to help save people's lives. But these clones have feelings, they are "only human"...its not fair to create someone for the soul reason to save someone else. People think just because you CAN do something that its okay, or that you should. Ive heard they wanted to clone a whooly mammoth, what for? They are excint, maybe there is a reason why they are.Humans shouldn't play god, and i feel science is just getting more and more morally wrong. I have read about scientists taking the head off of one dog, and placing it onto another dogs body...WHY? [And its true]. Scientists need to start figuring out how to SAVE lives, not CREATE them. Our Planet is being destroyed everyday..but its okay because soon we will have clones....?

When [or roughly when] did contract the virus?The unfornanate thing about HIV, is that it can take a year, or 10 years before it becomes AIDS. They say the average is 8 years, but its really not true. But if he has just HIV, and say he has only had it for maybe a year or two, he has a good chance of remaining healthy. You can't always fix what is already broken, but you can try and prevent it from breaking more [This reffering to his health] When did he find out that he had it? Because sometimes people go through a lot of things, when they find out. He could be in shock, or denial. A lot of people get depressed about having HIV, because its almost always [especially now] 'their' fault. Its not like some genetic disease, or anything its caused by "stupid actions"...so he is probably blaming himself, feeling completly at fault. And the media isnt always helpful, with its sex leads to AIDS, using drugs leads to AIDS. People make bad choices, and sometimes have to pay for them dramatically. He also may be feeling down, because of his meds. If he has just started taking them, they might be making him feel worse rather then better, and he may be thinking 'what is the point-i just feel worse' But it takes awhile for the meds to work [it is like this with most meds] I suggest he should go to support groups, with other people with HIV. Because itll probably be easier if he does, it will help him realize he isn't the only person with it. But honestly if he just has HIV, he has a huge chance to help himself. Just try to pull him out of any depression he might have. Support, can often help more then meds. Honestly, because the mind will kill you faster then the virus in many cases. I would say more, but everyone else has pretty much covered T-cells, CD4, and Viral Load count. On a side note, its nice [bad choice of word i suppose] to see other people that know about HIV/AIDS i often come to boards and have to explain EVERYTHING.

Im a almost vegitarian. I mostly dont really eat anything, but i dont eat beef, chicken, turky, pork, or anything like that. I do however eat shrimp, crab, and lobster. Not a lot but occasionally. I don't eat any of the "land" meat simply because it makes me sick, everytime i have tried to eat that kind of meat, i just get sick to my stomach.I just also dont like to know that i am eatting a killed thing, its not right. I understand most animals people eat are raised for the soul purpose to be eatten, maybe thats just as bad if not worse then going out and killing some random animal.I just have such a guilty concious, i cant even kill an ant without feeling bad. I kill fleas a lot, but because i don't want them spreading germs to me, to my pets, or anything..Its funny the whole karma thing, i always tell people who are very into being meat eatters, that i hope they are a cow in their next life...so they know how it feels to be shot and eatten. Same when people hit deers, and blame the deer...for being in the road that used to be a forest, where their ancesters lived for hundreds of years, before man made the "expensive" machine that got "ruined" because it hit a deer. Im sorry just humans can be so cruel and selfish.

Smoking makes you smell, but i dont think it makes you have bad skin. Maybe dirty skin, or something but not bad. I find guys who smoke to be really sexy, i like the druggie look. But that is not the point.I smoke, its funny because i smoked more before i was 18 then i do now that i am 18. Partially because its easier to bum off ciggerettes when you cant go out and buy them, but since now i can people basiclly tell me i can buy my own, im old enough. I don't smoke constantly, one pack can easily last me a week, if not more because i only smoke when im nervous, or just need a break. But i am not healthy, i am no where near healthy, its not because of the smoking...but i really should stop if i want to help my health. I can stop if i want to, i am not a very addicted person, i just have bad habits. Smokers who dont take care of themselves, always look bad because the smoke gets stuck on their clothes, and skin and thats what makes them look bad. But if they take showers reguraly, wash their clothes, clean their house, and only smoke outside...they really don't look bad. Its those who sit on their couch smoking a ciggerette in clothes they have been wearing for 2 days that look bad.

I would never do laser surgery. I think its a good idea for people who do work where its hard to wear glasses, or its hard to have contacts...but i would never get it. I wear glasses, i only wear contacts if i lose my glasses. I think my glasses just gives me a personality, i think i look weird without my glasses, and i feel weird without them.Plus contacts irritate my eyes, and it takes me forever to put them in, putting stuff in my eyes isn't my favorite thing in the world. I have been wearing glasses for awhile, so part of the reason why i hate contacts is because i am so used to my glasses. Plus i am constantly losing my contacts, even when they arent in my eyes. My eye sight has really gone down the drain the past year, like i can't even see BIG letters sometimes if i dont have my glasses. So I choose glasses over contacts, but both over laser eye surgery.

I had no idea what it meant. I am not very into the hip hop thing [i actually hate it, i think its violant, loud, and just plays the same beat over and over with just different crude lyrics for every song] Anyway, to me crunk sounds like to get drunk, or high. But i have been told different things some people say its like having a good time, like partying. Others have told me its just to get drunk or high... I don't know I am so behind, i feel like an 80 year old in an 18 year olds body. Most of the time when people talk to me they have to explain things to me. I just have always been a little in my own little world. I dont know half the shows these days, i dont even know what are the new bands...i just am so oblivious to the world. Anyway...so what is crunk is it just a type of hip hop...AND to get wasted? Or is one "Crunk" while the other is "Krunk"?

Well the only musical i have seen live is The Sound Of Music... :-/. But as for movies i have several favorite musicals.1. Hedwig and the angry inch. I absolutly LOVE this movie, i wish i could see the play. The lyrics to the songs are amazing, and everyones voice in it is also just very amazing. 2. Rocky Horror Picture Show - How can you not like this movie? Who DOESN'T like this movie? Every Time i see Tim Curry all i think is RHPC and Clue. And to think it was one of [or was it her first?] Movie with Susan Surronden. The movie is crazy.3. Mouline Rouge- So the song creation isnt their own but the movie is still great. The colours are fricking awesome, just so beautiful. Ewan <3 4. RENT - Probably the only musical i can really relate to. Its just really sad. But the music is great, very catchy. 5. Little Shop of horrors - I loved this movie when i was younger, i havent seen it for awhile though. The flower was so obnoxious. I can't think of any other musicals i have seen....but i do love musicals. Its funny that about 30 years ago EVERY movie had someone singing in it. Like a kid would be thinking out loud, but singing instead, like everyone would start out singing for no real reason. Now no movie unless its a musical has singing. I kind of like it better that way though.

I liked it when it first came out. Like i actually saw a preview for it in theatres a little before it was even really known. I thought it looked different, so when it finally was in theatres i wanted to see it really bad. So i waited for it to be in a local theatre and i saw it with some friends. I thought it was nice, not the most perfect movie but it was creative. My friend said she didn't like it she thought it was stupid, so i was just kind of whatever, because i guess it wasn't "cool" enough to like. But then it just got WAY too popular. I really hate when movies get overly popular. Everyone was quoting it, and i HATE when people say things that start with "Your Mom..." we aren't in 2nd grade people. Its not THAT funny. And then my friend who said she thought it was stupid, suddenly liked it. I just hate when things take over people's personalities. So basically what i think, is that the movie was good. But its a movie only to be watched once - in the theatres [even though i did see it twise , but because my other friend wanted to see it with me] and never watched again, and never ever to be quoted. I give the movie a 7/10I give the Write a 10/10I give the actors a 20/10I give it's quoters a 0/10

I think cheating is wrong, but i still do it. I don't even really know why I do it. I just can't ever picture myself with just one person for my whole life. I sometimes can't picture my life without someone, but i can't picture myself with just THAT person. I just have a hard time being committed to one person. Cheating always causes me problems. The first real committed relationship i had, the first month i cheated on him most of it. We were together for about 5 months , and he found out that I cheated on him. He wasn't supposed to find out, and he ended up leaving me for it. I also cheated on my ex before my last, on my last ex I did that only because it was the easiest way to break up with him. But Karma hit me, when my ex cheated on me. Maybe when/if i am ever in a fully committed relationship it will be easier for me not to cheat. But for now i just can't always stay with one person because I just want to full around. I mean i do want to have that one person, that loves me but i want to be able to go out and see other people and come home and have the person there. But if your married you really shouldn't cheat. And If your in a committed relationship you shouldn't cheat. If you don't want to be with just that person, and they just want to be with you maybe you and them should just stop being together.

I use my computer to get news, because when i sign on MSN messenger i get all the news i need, same with AIM. Who needs TV when you have the net? I also get news when i sign on to my e mail for yahoo, because the Yahoo site has a current news thing. I also go on my computer to talk to my friends on AIM/MSN/YIM, but most of the time im not really talking to people, i'm just signed on. I also use my computer to make graphics, because i like to make graphics on photoshop it makes time go by faster and its fun.I don't play alot of games though occasionally i will. I like Spider Solitaire. I go online for school work as well. I watch DVDs on my computer and listen to music as well. I use it to look up pictures to make my graphics, mostly Jude Law and Jake Gyllenhaal, i know that sounds really lame. I'm not star struck, they just have a lot of photos and have the perfect faces to go in a graphic. But thats really all that i do on my computer.

I honestly don't take break ups very seriously. I was dumped a couple of months ago, and I just now have started to ask myself why. I hate breaking up with people, because you can never really know a person- what will they do if you break up with them? Atleast i know I can handle being dumped, because i can look at their side of the story even if i still care about them, its stupid to continue being in a relationship where only one person cares about the other. I think staying in a relationship that has no love is more hurtful then getting out of one. I did think my ex loved me, but obviously i was wrong. But i believe it was Karma, for all the times i had left guys, or cheated on them...because thats what my ex did. So i can't honestly say how unfair it is because I probably on some level deserved it. Relationships are hard to manage. But to Answer the question of the thread No I don't get depressed if i break up with someone, or the other way around. Maybe just because im young and haven't felt "real true" love before, but for now i don't. I do however get depressed if i like someone, who doesn't like me back, because i can't have them, atleast if i am with someone and we break up I at one point had them, but to never have someone at all sucks more.