thank you rob for replying me,i found it very useful, but now you even make me more fear from dogs .
but i will try my best to be near them, the small ones first as you suggested and see. my problem is nowadays the weather is so great, so i go a lot to the park. and guess what? always a lot lot of dogs are there and always come near me to play, well i am not that kind of running person and make everybody laugh at me but i still with no movement till he goes away, or change my place. and both ways show that i am afraid of them to everyone and that really kind of embarrassing.
for my whole life for a reason or another i always have a bad experiences with dogs, for example not a long time ago, i was jogging in the park, and passed near some dogs and as usual they started running after me . thanks god i stopped and continue walking and they avoided me,the point is my fear is not for no reason, but i really want to try hard this time. thank you a lot rob, i will try to do my best and post my experience here.
thank you anwiii, you two , you and rob, give me a good feeling that i am not the only one of fearing of dogs or at least there's a reason. about feeding the dog, it is way for me to do, because i should touch them first you know before feeding them. but i will try step by step.
the problem here that most of dogs are with their owners but off a leash. they are running here and there, where their owners sit chatting of eating and leaving the dog jumping everywhere and they are looking nice, i mean the dogs but from far away. therefore i can't trust them. any way i will put your advices in my mind and do my best, just need the courage to do the first step, wish me luck.