master_bacarra

I like strategy games because it helps me think even while playing. Most games don't require much thinking, but with strategy, you can think of ways on how to effectively defeat your opponent. On the other hand, I suck at sports games and action/fighting games.

Well it would be very weird, it's like you're a complete stranger every day and I think it would be a struggle to be knowing people everyday and trying to get a connection only to lose it at the end of the day. Having relationships for a day would make me feel like making an effort to know people would be useless because I know it won't matter anyway.

I was able to fix it. Thanks a lot!

Good day! I have some questions about my hosting account. I have been idle for quite some time and unfortunately, I wasn't able to gather enough credits so my hosting got suspended (after my credits reached negative). Last weekend I gathered enough (around 10 credits) so my website could be reactivated again. I was told by my friend yesterday that my site was now accessible however, I realized that it was only my main page that has been activated, the subdomains were not. Whenever I try to access it, a trap suspended page keeps on appearing. Can anyone please explain to me why this is happening? I wanted to shift to paid hosting so I won't have to worry about credits but since I can't purchase online, I have to stick with the free hosting for now.Oh and sorry if I didn't use the search button for this (if ever there's a similar topic in the forum already), I'm a bit of in a hurry. Will check back probably tomorrow for the replies. thanks.

I'm currently playing Travian. My brother introduced me to it and he kinda persuaded me into playing it, which turned out to be both good and bad in a way. During training, one of my co-trainees saw me playing it and he started playing it himself until everyone in the room started playing it. We always play it before and after work/training (since the resources re spawn depending on the rate) to upgrade our village. It was a good thing because during idle time (whenever there's no work to do), we are able to play, and it was a bad thing because we're almost addicted to it that now that we're back in the office and the internet access is limited, we're so desperate in checking our accounts so we won't loose precious resources. Some of us are able to manage, but most of us end up worrying about it

when I was a kid, I wanted to become an astronaut and fly to space. I remember staring at the clear night sky being in awe with the stars despite my not-so clear vision. When I grew up a bit I changed my choice to becoming a chef. Now that I'm a full-time programmer/analyst, all of those stuff with remain a dream and I'll just call myself a frustrated dreamer but who knows, if I want to have some changes, I could probably accommodate later on.

I think I've replied to a similar topic on how to remember your dreams. You could practice and train yourself into remembering a dream, but there are also certain factors for you to be able to do so. here's my post on a different thread: click here It helps if you don't have excess movements when you're asleep and you don't jump out or jerk once you wake up. Allowing your body and mind to slowly go into the transition of sleeping to waking state helps you to remember your dreams more. I don't know if sleep inducing products (like incense candles or sticks and drinking milk or pills) would help though. And of course, it helps for you to write down all the details of the dream that you're able to remember once you wake up. I do a lot of those, just in case I want to asses myself (I do a lot of dream interpretation) or I want to recall certain stuff (trying to prove if deja vu can happen in dreams lol don't mind me )

Well I never really liked McDonald's fries. I don't know if their food preparations apply to all the branches all over the world (like a universal protocol or something to prepare such stuff). I think it would be like preparing the food depending on your region or country (to suite the palate of the "masses" so to speak). In most of the McDonald's branches I've gone to, their fries usually taste the same, and it doesn't taste that good as compare to the fries of their competition here in the country. There could also be other products that could be included in the menu that is country- or region-specific. I've heard that only the branches here in the country offer Spaghetti in their menu, that's not even available in the branches in the States (or probably anywhere else).I actually realized after I started to work how disgusting it can get to eat in fastfood chains (unfortunately for me, most of the chains in malls don't have any variation in their menu, and now I don't have any choices anymore). I've tried eating in a single fastfood store for one day (during training), breakfast, lunch and dinner, and mind you, I feel like barfing everytime I hear the name of the store days after that. It's as if you're being deprived of the real taste of food and in the end you really can't appreciate it that much. Now I'm beginning to wonder why kids nowadays love to go to such stores, and looking back to my childhood days, I'm beginning to wonder why I felt the same as these kids.For me as a food lover, I think my concern with these stuff is the natural taste of the food getting affected by the chemicals being added to preserve it (and probably the health hazards that comes along with it). That's why I try to go to restaurants or food stores that offer fresh ingredients in their menu and stay away from fast foods as much as possible, and if I have enough time, I could just go to the grocery and buy the ingredients myself and just prepare it at home (saves me money).

lol I've seen gummy worms before, but I only eat gummy bears. Of course the shape isn't the issue for me, it won't matter if it's a worm or a bear or whatever, as long as it's candy. Although, I think I've given up on the gummy ones, for the reason that I'm beginning to dislike the texture and the gooey-ness once you chew it, as compared to the gooey-ness of caramel bars. The taste could also be a factor.

well I don't really require my readers to register just so they can comment on my blog, especially if my blog is just newly launched. however, new comments are moderated so I could check it personally (once a comment of theirs is approved, they could comment in my blog using the same name and email address, minus the moderation). spams are filtered using akimset so I don't really have any problems with that. my only concern are the readers that put "anonymous" as their names. so far I haven't encountered such, and thank goodness for that.oh and congrats on your blog.

Well at a certain level it does matter, but that's on the perspective of maturity. I think most people here have already pointed out that each person matures differently, despite their age. I know some people who, at young age, act and think a few years their senior. Some people choose their partner basically on looks, some people look further than just looks---and sometimes, they choose people who are more mature in the way they think. I guess there's some level of attraction to people who look or think maturely.

I don't smoke, although I remember trying it once when I was younger. Never did try it again after. I think it's because of a smoking-free household that's why I never really got into the smoking thing. Although I realized just a few months back that my dad was smoking, but he doesn't smoke at home. I guess I was too naive to not notice that the pack of cigarettes in our house was his (I initially thought it was for an officemate of his, or my brother's). It was confirmed when she mentioned that my dad does smoke, but he doesn't smoke at home because he doesn't want any of us (meaning me and my brothers) to be imitating him and doing the same habit. Well, I guess part of the reason is the fact that I have a problem with my lungs. I have friends who smoke but they never pressured me or anything so I could try smoking.

I don't have the same experience as you but I'll try my best to give out some help. It's really hard when someone tells you in front of your face that your loved one has a limited amount of time left to live. It's even harder to pretend that you're happy even if you're really not. From the way you told us the story, it seems that you've been cheated by the doctors of giving you such results without carefully analyzing it. At a certain level, it could be understandable since there are certain types of cancers that can only be detected once they're on the last stages, but I think it is still a responsibility of the doctor to ensure that the results are accurate, after all, we're talking about a person's health here, and now she's going to suffer the consequences.But enough of the blaming, let's focus more on what you can do at the very least to help your mom to become at ease. I know this is a difficult time for your family and especially for you, but you have to stay strong for them. Sometimes, we have to keep up pretenses and make ourselves look strong in order for people to feel safe around us. In times like these, your mom needs you (and your siblings, if ever you have some) the most and you have to make sure she won't feel abandoned, especially now that she's on the lowest point of her life. But of course, I didn't say you should just keep things for yourself---you could cry all you want, later you'll realize it feels much better upon letting it all out. I know it's going to be difficult to be the "shoulder to cry on" when in fact you also need a shoulder to cry on, but maybe you could gather your strength from your own family. If needed, you could tell your kids and your husband about the situation in the best way you can, and hopefully they would understand. With regards to your mother, make her last days memorable. Try to have more bonding moments with her, savor the moments. Just your presence will make her feel strong enough so she could move on day by day, despite the pain she's experiencing. People need others to live by the moment, and like the cliche, "no man's an island". I know this holiday season would be very difficult for you, but at least try to live in the present and at least not worry about what's going to happen in the future. A lot of people worry about what is to happen and they haven't even lived their life in the present! Enjoy every moment while you can.I hope that I was able to help you even for a bit. Don't worry, I'll include you and her in my prayers. Be safe.

I think the title is a bit misleading, which have been pointed out already by most of the people who posted before me. Some people get happiness through money, because they can buy what makes them happy. That is the need for material stuff. But I think what the thread starter was trying to ask is choosing a path (or job) that makes you happy because it's what you really want in life (or what you've always dreamed of becoming), or a path that will give you enough money (or even more) to support yourself or dependents, if any. Most people would say "go for whatever makes you happy", that despite the measly money you get, at least you're happy. Some would say the opposite, well, for practicality. If you live in a country with an economy that is struggling, sometimes people don't have any option but to take a path that's not necessarily of their liking, because they need money. In my country, you'd be surprised by how many nursing schools have popped up here and there because of the boom of the need for nurses all over the world. Most students take up nursing in the hopes of getting that job that pays well. Most of these people don't necessarily start off in life dreaming of wanting to become a nurse when they grow up. Most people would change careers because they don't get enough money in their current job, some are already professionals in their careers, and yet because of money, they choose to start over again, with something that's alien to them.Now, enough with the lecture. For me, I would choose to have a job that pays well, simply, as I've said, because of practical reasons. I am not necessarily living a life of luxury, but I also have needs as a person, needs that weren't provided to me when I was young. As a working individual, I have a chance of fulfilling that need. Of course, for now I don't have that much need, so I spend less, but who knows, in the future I might be buying some other things, or probably having a family or whatever. How much you spend depends on your lifestyle. Of course when you say lifestyle, that includes the daily needs like food, shelter and clothing, if you're more on the "spending" side, then accessories, gadgets and stuff. The more the need for material stuff, the more you spend.Saying that doesn't necessarily mean I'm giving up on stuff that makes me happy. Cooking makes me happy. It's my passion and I love food. I wanted to be a chef, but I chose a different path. I could still make cooking a part of my life despite me taking a path different from what I like. I don't necessarily have to give it up, it's still part of me and will always be a part of me. So I could say I'm still happy in whatever I'm in right now.

I don't really believe that it's unlucky. I actually feel as excited during Friday the 13th as people gets too cautious during that day. In our country, most people believe just the number is unlucky so they don't have 13th floors (which I find weird, considering that the 14th floor is technically the 13th floor). I think they were so attached to the superstition that's attributed with the number. And I find it even more humorous that our country has the largest population of Catholics compared to other religion, yet they believe in such stuff. As far as I remember, Catholics aren't supposed to believe in superstitions in the first place, well for those devout ones anyway.

Although I have replied to this thread before, I think I'm going to update my answer. I mentioned that I liked iced tea the most, but unfortunately, I realized that iced tea (lemon-flavored, to be specific) triggers my heartburn. So as much as I like to drink iced tea, I have to limit it to a certain amount, or I'll end up having heartburn. I only drink water now, just to prevent some stuff.

I find it a bit weird that someone would act like that in front of you. I think it could be what t3jem is saying, that she's doing all these exaggerated actions in front of you, or it could be the opposite way and she's just trying to annoy you. In any case, just talk to her about it (but don't jump into conclusion that she's trying to get your attention because you think she likes you... that's a big no-no). Tell her [in nice way] that what she's doing is distracting you from what you're doing. You would only call the attention of your teacher/instructor if she's doing something that's even more distracting to you (although I already find the foot-on-chair thing already distracting). Just because you like her doesn't mean you're just going to tolerate what she's doing so she won't get mad at you.

Well, technically, you don't have the right to get jealous since you're not his boyfriend anymore. You could get hurt, I understand that, but as a result of the break-up, you are not entitled to whatever she doing or whoever she's meeting with. There's a saying that something (or someone, for this matter) becomes the most important thing (or person) when you realize you've lost (or even start to lose) them. You know for a fact that it's your fault that you've split so I think you should get an idea where to start if you really want to move on. (1) You know, even the smartest person gets dumbfounded when they're falling in (and out) of love. Such cliche, I know. I think most people will agree to that. (2) I will get to this point later. Right now, all I can say is, like what I've said, you don't have control over who she meets or hangs out with anymore. (3) Well OF COURSE! If I received like 10 messages from the same person in one day, I would already freak out, what more if it came from an ex? Any person would definitely tell you to stop it. And you could just squeeze it all in one call instead of a hundred messages. There would be more emotion (plus, she'll think you really put an effort into it) in a call compared to a text message. You do know that text messages are interpreted in a lot of ways, right? A message can convey different emotions depending on how the reader is going to read it. (4) She's not lessening her guilt over hurting you. Remember, you're the one who hurt her in the first place, remember? Her breaking up with you would probably be the best thing that ever happened to her. But that's just the mean way of looking at things. All I'm saying is that you probably misinterpreted what her intentions really were in the message. Like what I've said, messages can be interpreted in a thousand ways. On a positive note, come to think of it, it was nice for her to send you a message asking you how you're doing. Most ex's wouldn't bother. First, I think the best way for you to move on is to have a quality time for yourself, ALONE. If you can't get a vacation this early (I'm guessing newly-employed people aren't given vacation leave yet), just stay at home, that means no bar hopping, just in case you're going to bump in to her again. This is for you to be able to internalize and think about what has happened, what you could have done to prevent it from happening, assessing yourself and your attitude towards other people. Or you could go to others for help. Just because you have a master's degree in Psychology, doesn't mean you can solve it yourself (wait... you're doing it here already ). Making peace with yourself would take a lot of time, and after you've done that, it would be the time you face her and tell her honestly what you feel. It all starts with yourself. And as they always say, stay positive. What I've noticed from your story is that you already jump to conclusions and think of negative stuff, before you actually process things out first. As a result, you always get angry and emotional. Well, that's a good thing with forums like these. You can get a mature advice and since you're talking to people you don't know and don't know you, you're less likely to get worried of your news getting spread all over the metro), but I don't think people here would go that far. Consider yourself lucky, for you get the services for free. (1 & 2) Well a letter would be nice. I think it's a great idea, since you've already mentioned that calling her would also freak her out or something. Just don't send the letter immediately. Put a lot of thought to whatever you're going to write to it. From the looks of it, I think you're doing great. Thinking about what have happened to you in the past is a great way of dealing with the problem. Keep it up! I hope that helps, even for a bit. Most people have given their responses, and I think I should share some. Good luck.

lol I'd rather call someone who's not in control of their anger abnormal than someone like you. hehehe. First of all, welcome to trap (that's coming from someone who's been on hiatus for quite some time)!I don't think you're suppressing your anger at all. I think what helps you with it is your being optimistic. I used to be like you before---people think I'm so full of hope and positive energy that they question where I get all those from. I've been through a lot of personal problems in my life yet I maintain this attitude that "everything will be okay". Don't let it make you jaded though. I think I went through a phase in my life where everything seemed so dull (yeah, I know, so cliche) and meaningless, and all those optimism evaporated into thin air. I suddenly became this irritable person that a simple scratch could mean war. I think any person needs some outlet for their anger every once in a while, just to let go of what's keeping them inside. Some people like to just brush things away as if nothing happened, but that doesn't really solve things. We need to confront our problems so we don't have that excess baggage within us that can also add to the whole "keeping it to oneself".With that, I wish you well and hope that your positive outlook in life will continue on. Don't sweat it too much.

lol i was talking to velma yesterday sorry i didn't know. anyways, happy birthday velma! (or belated, whichever... well it IS a weekend here, server mentioned that it would be held during the weekends).

well i used to be very active here in the forums, especially in the shoutbox. that's because i always have time to go online while i was doing my thesis. before that, i was only going here to post something so i could gain credits so my account will stay online. then i started talking in the shoutbox late last year and early this year. right now i already have a job so i don't have enough time to gather credits, and probably chat with the peeps in the shoutbox. i'm actually planning on buying a hosting account instead since maintaining the credits would be difficult now.but to answer the question, mine would probably be around 10%. i try to post once in a while (just like this one), and talk to some people. i read stuff, but i lurk most of the time.

When I was younger I thought it was real but later on I realized some of the wrestlers were too exaggerated and you could notice that the punches and the kicks were not really real. And besides, men can endure pain fast so a simple punch or kick won't make them tired that easily.