midnitesun

well somewhere i feel sorry for them , you just have to be fat to imagine living a life like that , when climbing a staircase leaves you out of breath and panting is no way a good life to live in

when i was about 13 i wanted to learn swimming ,by then most of my friends already new and me and one more only did not know,we two have to watch them do fancy dives and swim while we dare not enter water that is even upto chest level ,so we decided to go with them one day ,we set out to the lagoon in a small boat which was hardly containing our nine people and that itself was frightening because if somebody moved too much the boat may be capsized but since i and my other friend were determined to learn , we carried on , after arriving at a suitable place , that too i think was some ten or twelve feet deep ,the ones who knew immeadiately jumped into the sea and without warning dragged both of us with them , i was in total panic and i did not know what to do , i struggled and cried for help but already i swallowed a lot of sea water and began loose my strength because of the sudden surge of activity and panic , it was only when i started going down that i felf some strongs hands pulling me up and i was put back on the boat , they made me lie on my back and all the i swallowed was coming out of my mouth and my nose , i was coughing and crying and my friends were laughing at me telling me that i am a *BLEEP* ,no you can decide who is the *BLEEP* but anyway i recovered after some ten minutes and me and my other friend who too met the same fate demanded to go back home ,so again our friends were fuming because we spoiled their day by behaving like babies , but after that incident i have a phobia for water , even though after my ordeal in which i thought i was going to die , i learnt swimming and continued to do so every weekend until a brother of one of my friends was swept away into the sea and lost ,now on that day also we were there too but after that it marked the end of my swimming and my life at sea ,even now i sometimes see in dreams me being drowned or something bad happening , i know i should have gone to a docter too but i never told my parents of that incident because i knew if i told i will be banned from going anymore , but that incident is definitely hidden inside my subconscious and keeps troubling me in someway every now and then.

any idea what his grudge was ?, it must be a pretty bad one to be able to survive for 20 years and provoke such hideous acts agains innocent people and children, i believe the amish community came from netherland to escape from hostilities they faced there and are relatively peaceful and keep mostly to themselves, makes me wonder again what grudge would that person must be having against them

well i am not the least suprised north korea going ballistic a few weeks back and now probably going nuclear but suprises me is why the US is taking a different stance while dealing with north korea and having different measures while dealing with iran which is some 10 years away from making a nuclear bomb and already already there is widespread speculation that an attack on iran is imminent ,why did they allow north korea this close to having nuclear bobmbs ? as had been with iran why havent there been all options including the military one not on the table as washington puts it ,is it because of north korea's close ties with china and fear of inviting china to any conflict involving north or simply US foreign policy which cannot bear iran with the bomb , we have seen the lies made upto the iraq war ,now we are seing the same lies being repeated though slightly different with iran ,no wonder rise in extremism and countries feeling the need to have a nuclear bomb in order to prevent them being invaded , as far as i can speculate m no matter what happens we will have to live with the reality of a nuclear north korea and sometime in the future a nuclear iran too ,

yea how are we supposed to kmow this is'nt another spyware , everyone hates spyware but i would hate more to have a spyware help me get rid of spyware ,as buffalo pointed it is best to use caution and common sense while surfing the web ,also i like the feature in google which gives a warning if i am about to enter a site that possibly contains spyware or malware ,even though google it self has to find out one by one sites containing spyware or malware , it has already prevented me from visiting a dozen sites when google gave out a warning

if she dont stop being open even when you tell her to if i were you i would frankly tell her that you really mean it and ignore her as much as you can until she can realize she has got a problem with you

its been a long time so i dont remember the type but i guess it was a 386 ,i got to use it fully on my own when my brother brought a new one, as for learning how to use it nobody taught me , i learned by myself , nut then i did not have internet connection so was not able to browse or learn internet , i just had to do with ms office and corel drwa ,but that itself was awesome at that time since i was a freak to desining stuff

if you are using firefox as your browser it has a plugin which downloads videos and saves them in your pc , all you need to do is go to plugins section in firefox site and install download video plugin

there is absoultely nothing you cant find from donloading an mp3 song to making a nuclear bomb by doing a little research as you have mentioned , all you need to know is how to put the right query in the search engine , so if everybody starts doing their own little research before posting in a forum there would be nothing to post about asking how something works or its details , but as you have mentioned some people post about things so simple that it is almost ridiculuos to wait for sometimes hours before anyone replies to it when they could have got the answer in a minute by using google , i always google for the simplest to the most complicated but sometimes forums are very useful if you have a very pretty long query and you are not sure how to search with the right keywords , here i mean again using google , for example i am having an error in my code so when i type the error in google and search it is always from forums which the best answers are coming from

obviously how much you earn will depend on the country you are living in , i know friends who are full time designers and earned 3k a month , can you believe it , but still they are considered average earners and will probably live the more or less the same sytle as a 50k earner in some other country , for myself i am onto designing because i simply love it ,so it is nice you get a good salary by doing what you love mos

well it certainly makes no sense in replying to a topic which has been resolved by an earlier post unless the solution you are giving is a modification or an improved one than the earlier solution , but i see many times the same thing been repeated over and over again especially if it is a long post , the reason i believe is some just read the original post and never bother to read the answers or simply do not bother and post just for the sake of getting credit ,certainly some problems will be solved if the topic is closed after it recieved significant posts , i have recently seen for example a post about someone's site not being included in google search engine and there had been several replys as to why it might have happened , so a guy came and posted his opinion but then the post was i think more than or equal to a year old and his site would have probably been indexed by any search engine and whatever reply will not be of any use to the topic starter, so i dont see any reason why someone should post a reply to it or to say the least why that topic should be active at all ,then again i understand how difficult it will be for moderators to go through tons of posts and check their validity every now and then ,so i guess posters should be encouraged and educated about the need to read every posts for a particular topic he wishes to reply , see its age and relevancy ,otherwise one could even say it is a kind of spamming if everyone keeps posting the same reply is it not ? , but in my opinion there are some die hard posts which are ever popular and have no relevance to when it is posted , like for example the post about how you discovered Xisto , a forum can only be neat and clean if the users make it , there is nothing the admins or moderators can do to influence what is going to be posted , they can only do a little more laundary for the post or throw it to the garbage .

as albus have mentioned earlier it is not mandatory that you need to have a link to Xisto in return for being hosted freely by Xisto , but you sure can show your appreciation to this unmatchable and great service by providnig a backlink to Xisto site , also Xisto dont make it compulsory for hosted members to make a certain number of posts at a certain time , it is all upto you when to post and what to post , you may have seen the recommendation to have atleast a minimum of ten credits but that does not mean you really have to ,it is purely for your benifit ,like if you cant get online or post due to any unexpected circumstances and if you do not have enough credit left on you for a few days your site will get suspended and that will surely affect your web traffic in a way you would not want , so in my opinion Xisto is the best place to get hosted free not to mention its paid services too which too are excellent and extremely competent

i think it depends on the users preferences as to which browser is better , if we start a debate surely nobody will win because both IE and firefox are good in their own ways , i personally prefer IE even though firefox came to my rescue several times when i get infected with very bad spyware ( which had happened a couple of times , and i had to download and use firefox untill i was able get rid of the spyware ) but everytime i uninstall firefox and return to my good old IE with whom i dont seem to able to part with , i have never tried opera purely because i dont like to experiment with softwares on my own , i will leave it to the experts and whichever they clain is the best would my best choice too

looks like myspace is attracting a lot of hackers ,sometime back it was banner now its flash i wonder what its going to be next

i made that post sometime back , i noticed several people complaining about the angle the rain is coming , well if you look at the background you should notice that it is taken from an angle too and if i put the rain with a lesser angle the 3D effect which you now get wont be there and besides i have seen many a times rain coming from the same angle as i have shown when the wind is blowing strongly ,maybe because i come from a place where we get heavy rain , also if you are interested i may make an animated version too

if you want to learn indepth may be you should get hold of an ebook,you can learn from a site but waht you learn will be very limited since it is a big language and to explain everything starting from the biginning would not be possible using a site , but you can still try , try out google and best of luck

oh boy i always thought he would meet his end by one of his croc friends ,i am sure he would have not prefered a sting ray , anyway he is real joy to watch and many people from around the world will surely miss him ,by the way i am still upset a sting ray got him

i would believe dragons breathed fire after believing that i fell overboard into altlantic ocean and a mermaid came and saved me ,then we fell in love and lived happily ever after , now you can find a fish skeleton which has only the tail and part of the body intact ,that does not mean you found the bottom half of a mermaid right ? but you can still argue that it is the remains of a mermaid as long as you want , nobody believes in these mythical figures which have become so famous that some people dont want them to be myths at all , so it is no suprise that you can find people who believe in mermaids falling in love with people ,dragons breathing fire and santas breathing fire ,

well didn't it happen quite sometime back , also it doesnt compromise microsofts programs in any way , this is just an example of the server being vulnerable ,not the site or its coding ,remember everyone makes mistakes so why not just big names

the best amd easiest way to find out if something is installed or not installed in your server is to not worry about it and just run whatever application you want to run ,so if it does'nt run you something is not right , then only you should start worrying , i would say whatever you are going to download and install has high chance of running on most servers because otherwise that particular application will be useless if it runs in only 1 or 2 servers world wide , lol

perhaps if you can be more descriptive of your request i may be able to help you , i mean i have a feeling you dont want a simple login in html and javascript , you may need a more dynamic one , so if you tell me in which language (php, asp or asp.net) you want the script written i can definitely help you , , but make sure those languages are supported by your server and you should have either MSSQL or MYSQL installed in your server too ,

now thats ridiculous , i wonder how you will be able to even open your internet explorer or whatever browser you are using and do anything ? you said you removed the addware by using a software they gave you ,well if you got addware from them in the first place how can you trust them and download and install a software they gave ? it will be opening door to more dangerous malware like trojans , i got a really bad spyware sometime back and whenever i open internet explorer it will go a spyware removal site's home page ,it was a pretty strong one ,when i first tried to remove it by scanning no software i used but spybot detected it , but when i click remove and delete the programm stops responding and closes itself automatically , so i first tried task manager to identify the spyware but i found out that the task manager was disabled ! then i went to regitry editor ,to my utter shock it too was disabled ! , so i went to system configuration to see which programms are running at start up , i was fuming when i found out that i could not edit or delete anything , i could see the program right infront of my eyes running away happily under the sweet name COMMAND.exe and every now and then bringing an alert in the system tray saying windows have detected spyware and to remove it click here , wherther i click cancel or close or anywhere it will happily bring me to that site , i was so pissed off i donloaded firefox and started using it and was on the verge of completely removing internet explorer when i finally got rid of my good friend spyware , phew , i ahte internet explorer after that

nope it is nothing to do with file permission too and i did check error logs ,infact i tried everything i can google out before posting this topic , i guess it is something to do with apche handler ,anyway i am no longer interested in doing it in cgi , i will use php instead but thanks for replying

i am having a problem running a cgi script written in perl in my site , the path to perl and file permissions and anyother thing that may cause a problem i have checked and found none , the response i get is 500 , internal server error ,i am pretty new to perl but i am sure it's nothin wrong with the code , so if anybody can throw me a light on what may be wrong i will be most grateful ,thanks in anticipation

in order to love some one you need to get your whole five senses working , now i wonder how many are working directly when you are chatting with your online girl friend or boy friend , personally i dont believe you can love some one online but as always ther will be exceptions to any rules so i am not going to ask any of you to come up and verify that you had or your friend had an online relationship , it may happen i agree but it wont be the same as when you love some one normally so much for online lovers