Frayed

I believe that it would be my family. If it wasn't for their help, love, and support I probably wouldn't be here at this moment. I have bipolar and I get those suicidal thoughts and such so if I need comfort from that I always think of my family. They make my life complete and that's all I think I ever need in life.

I don't really eat peanut butter, but when I do it's usually crunchy peanut butter. I hardly ever get it but when I do it can be polished off in less then a week. The only time I like smooth peanut butter is when I eat a sandwich of peanut butter and bananas because I the crunch just ruins the whole taste all in all.

I think of the characteristics that people or songs or what not give off. If I'm reading a story I go by the description and try etch something sensable in my head. I use the descriptions to allow me to imagine things. I've actually thought about it... and when I do imagine things it's usually always a faceless person on the body of someone I know now.Hope that didn't cause confusion.

That is really cruel. If this forum allowed cursing I would be cursing up a storm. I have a true passion of hate towards people who are cruel to animals and use animals for experiments. This is just one of those things I find absolutely horrible. I can't even think the words to say with out slipping out a curse here or there. I feel so saddened and angered at the same time... ugh.

I do think it's unfair. I strongly support same sex marriages. I am not Australian, nor do I know much about this topic, but i do believe it to be unfair.I am quite proud of Canada for supporting same sex marriages and allowing it. I am really disappointed that I can't vote at the next election for Canada because a party is trying their best to win the champian and take that away. I hate Stephen Harper... with a passion. My information may be wrong.

I agree! It's freaking annoying. I especially find them annoying when you're driving and someone is on their cellphone being all hazardous while traffic piles up just so that they can talk freely on the phone, they've even had the nerve to flip the finger if you honk at their selfishness.I also hate those who try to flash their phones around and pretend that their not. Cellphones are quite common and to have someone flashing it around like it's hot stuff is kind of stupid. I wouldn't be jealous of a phone... I have a phone at home and there are payphones all around my city so I see no purpose.I don't have a cellphone, I don't want a cellphone, nor do I need a cellphone.

Both places foods are pretty greasy and fatty... but I love them both. If I had a choice it would be KFC. I don't eat the chicken, which may sound weird since I am choosing KFC. I love KFC's fries, I could eat them until it hurts to eat... I absolutely just love them. The gravy is pretty awesome too which goes awesome with the fries.McDonalds fries have no taste! Why eat something that has no taste... even though they made them less fatty like that you still get more calories and what not with all the salt you pour onto the fries. I do like their quarter pounders though, mmmmm I'm hungry now.

My Number One Obsession... this is tough. Well I guess my number one to be shounen-ai. I am really obsessed with shounen-ai manga's, layouts, and animes. It is really time consuming and I've become a rabid fan.Photoshop is another thing I'm obsessed with. I can spend so many hours on it. I use it for everything. As soon as my computer goes on and everything is loaded, photoshop is always the first thing to be opened. Even after the many hours and year and a half of having photoshop I still know pretty much nothing about it, I do hope to find out... I still got many years ahead of me.

I've never actually been called stupid because I hardly answer stuff in class. What really kind of hurts is when I do answer it and give an explaination to my answer (I always do this) and then my friend Joe calls me a "nerd". I don't like being labeled as a nerd because I am a nerd. I also don't like it when I show off that I am being a nerd; talking about stuff that no one cares about or is absolutely random that throws people off guard and I receive the oh so familiar 'nerd'.O.O

I have absolutely no problem with them. I have Nortan Internet Security (I think that's why it doesn't show) so when it is enabled I don't see them. When I have it disabled I still don't find it a bother. It's not like it's a really persistant pop-up that just won't close (I hate those). I pay no attention most of the time, I really don't notice them.

It's from what I heard in my psychology class. I've heard different as well. I've heard from 200- more. Also the average for an IQ test is 120. If that's wrong then I would have to blame my psych teacher for that as well. I remember that 70-80 was concidered that of a mentally handicapped person. 80-100 was that of something and 120 was fairly average.

I know the harms smoking gives to you, I'm not worried about that right now but I should be. I mean you can get so many different cancers, along with heart disease and breathing problems. My ex's cousin has throat cancer from smoking, he's only 22. So I guess I should be worrying more.I've been smoking since I was 11, so that's almost 7 years now. It's not a lot compared to people that have been smoking for 40 years and it is a lot more for people who have been smoking for less then a year. I agree that smoking is bad but it's so hard to quit.My mom and I have been trying to quit for the last month. It's not easy what so ever. We try go a day without cigarettes and we end up smoking more! We tried cutting down and that's really the only thing working. We smoked a pack a day each and now we're sharing a half a pack a day. We can't go on the patch because I'm not old enough and my mom has high blood pressure and is allergic to the adhesive. I can't take Ziban and my mom can't take Ziban. We wanted to try the hypnotizing but you have to go on Ziban or the patch for it to work... we can't. I try chew gum but I go through two gum packs a day... I don't know what's worse... brain cancer from the aspartame or lung cancer from the smoking. So best thing for us to do is cold turkey but we're not ready yet.I want to quit before I turn 18, that is my goal. I turn 18 in two months from now so I have two months to quit, I should have tried months ago.. having pressure put on me is hard too. I mean with me and my mom trying to quit it's like bickering back and forth 24/7. I mean if we try to do it seperately it wouldn't work because you'll just be pulled back into the smoking habit.And on and on with my pityless excuses.

I chose others. I've only played Parasite Evil and Resident Evil, didn't much like both. I am more into fighting games like Mortal Kombat, Street Fighters, Killer Instinct and so on. I usually play on a Nintendo 64 because I don't like the way the do it in the latest game consoles.

I just recently quit my job last month. I worked doing child care for this one work place that provided help for people on drugs, people getting away from drugs, prostitutes, abuse victims(sexual, emotional, and physical), people with STD's, homosexuals (various reasons), and convicts. In the evening they do councelling sessions for women and men. I did the child care at four out of the five nights they do it. I would make $15 a night even if I had 1-12 kids.It wasn't the low amount of money they paid out because I knew it was a small place getting money from a special pay provider. It was the kids! I would look after children that had AD(H)D, Terrets, FAS, and kids that had bad lives. Every two out of the four nights I babysat I had this one kid. He fell into the last catagory. This boy was eleven years old, 5'11, and 220lb's or more. This kid would push me, punch me, tackle me down, vandelise property, hit me with the shingles from the roof (they hurt!), hit me with anything he could find, swear at me, try get the other kids to do the same thing, and would make up stories to get me in trouble when I went to tell his mother. I would get in trouble because I most of my attention went to him and some kids would get hurt while this guy was making a scene and what came from his mouth? "Look what you did! You were suppose to be watching them"... now I know that's true but you can't when this kid was being dangerous and such. I can't physically or emotionally do anything to this kid so nothing happened. I felt sorry for this kid so I let him stay in the group, his mom always came in black and blue so generally I didn't want him around that while group was going on... They added another girl to help me with this and she did nothing and still I would get in trouble or get abused. I also was very fond of his little brother and sister (they were cute and good!).I finally had enough when I was about to take a sip of my newly poured coffee and he went and pushed the cup against me making me burn myself. I then asked my aunt to remove him from the place because he wasn't welcomed to be babysat again. The next day he was there... pulled the same fight fight tell tell crap with me again... I asked her to remove him again. The next week same thing so when the next time I was to go babysit for the group I just didn't show up. I cursed and what not and I yelled "I quit!" over the phone... That's why I hated my job.Before that boy came in I loved it. The kids liked me, the boss liked me, the parents liked me, and I loved the kids. I would go to work excited and not dreading. Also once I left they remove the kid from the babysitting, another reason for me to be mad!

My site is there to... what do I do to get it back and do I have to change the name or apply for another one?

I've already heard about this and frankly I don't care. I also heard the same about McDonalds but I eat there almost twice a week. I go to KFC maybe twice a month and I eat the fries because I'm not to big of a chicken fanatic. I will eat the gravy though, I don't know if they use the chicken to make it so yeah. I don't care either.As long as it isn't meat from where I use to work I am all for it.

I live in a city that has many bridges, people call it the 'bridge city' because we have seven bridges. They're always talking about building a new one or spending millions of dollars to fix the 7 bridges we already have.We're also the crime capital of Canada so we're always trying to change our reputation and there is always some dimwit trying to keep it. You'd think that such a small community would be so bad compared to the bigger ones. Another is Crystal Meth, it's really bad here where I am from.

I always thought that coke was green but I read on a website saying that coke wasn't ever green (Snopes.com to be exact) This was quite interesting, and I don't think I'll ever be wearing lipstick again... gross. I also won't be doing that anymore, scary to now know because I'm always doing it.

I get up to my mom yelling at me, the alarm clock never works. My moms yelling vs the alarm clock, well my mom will win. My almost daily routine is to get up, grab my clothes, and walk upstairs to my kitchen and have a smoke *Bad* and a cup of coffee. I then get up and have my water and head to the shower or get dressed (I don't shower in the morning if I showered before bed) After that I put on my smelly stuff and brush my teeth. I put make up on then do my hair and then have another coffee and head out the dorr. That's how I like to wake up in the morning.

The Christmas Advertisements aren't that bad here. The only thing I have seen close to Christmas is those Terry's Chocolate Oranges. They should be getting worse by the time November 15th-25th rolls by.I've already gotten into my Christmas spirit so I say 'Bring on the Christmas Advertisments' because Christmas is my favorite time of the year and if there is anything about Christmas I'll really be happy.

I heard that in a life time a person eats atleast 12 spiders in their sleep. So I guess if I'm lucky I won't eat a daddy long legs. I don't know if that's been said already I only read the first page.Anyways as to the venom, I would have never known. I don't think I would have ever known any of this unless I read this thread. I am severly afraid of spiders so this just makes me even more because I can always find a Daddy Long Legs in my basement. (Unfortionitely my room is in the basement)

This would be my fifth year as a high school student. I have never had a huge problem with home work because I always did it inbetween classes and lunch. If it was a project then I'd wait until the last minute... I am really bad at that.I am in a program now for teenagers whom have mental illnesses (Depression, A.D.(H.)D, Anxiety,... etc) because I'm trying to adjust into a normal school again after dropping out. It's like a high school only we have one period and the rest is like anger management or mental illness awareness, and recreation. I feel that in this program I don't get ENOUGH homework, I feel like I need to pass this class immediately and start onto a new subject. I will be going back to a normal school after the Rememberance Day (Canada) break so I hope it will be back to normal.

The Google Toolbar is my angel! It blocks pop-ups completely for me... I also love that is has a spellchecker. It's been the only thing to help my sister with her adware problem. This is why I absolutely love the Toolbar.My second favorite is the gmail. I don't need the 2.?GB of space, but I do take up more space now then I even have. I also like that it's not TOTALLY crammed with Ads, I mean there is some, but not a lot. It's fast to load, and it never makes my internet explorer crash... Please note that I'm comparing it to Hotmail *cough*I am constantly using the Image search so it comes in handy. If I need a picture of something asap I know where to turn to. I guess I like a lot of them the best... I probably could keep on going.

I don't mind if I got anything wrong with my teeth, I go to a dentist every few months only because I got ready for braces, broke half my tooth the day before I got my braces then got filled, got 8 teeth removed, *note this is all in three months* then took my wisdom teeth out a few months later, cleaned them x 6 times, braces tooken out then got bleached... I can go on (this went on for 3 years).I think I'm addicted to the dentist, I just like to have perfect teeth. I mean it is a bt strange to have some stranger poke around in your mouth with his/her fingers, I'm sure you wouldn't even let your girl friend/boy friend do that. As for cavities... I've had about 4 filled, so I'm all good... no use being mad at the dentist about it, not his fault.

Up until now I have never heard of anyone say the word 'mouses'. I do recall mouse's (for computer) and mouse is, but never 'mouses'. I use the word mice, I guess it's because I was taught that way and that mouses is incorrect. Was my grade one teacher not teaching me right?Canadians have different words then the states so it could be different in that sense, of course it could be my teachers fault I never learned it. I'll look it up in the dictionary later on to verify it for my own curiousity.