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  1. it has been a long time since last I play ps 1. And I don't know about ps 3, what do you mean by graphics and how sony ruin their console? Any elaboration?
  2. The meaning of life is to cultivated, what is cultivated?Cultivate means to arise our consciousness, what is consciousness?Consciousness is a state of being able to distinguish, like when we sleep we can no more distinguish things, our mind is dreaming to any feeling come to us thus we can not control over our feeling at the moment of dreaming.. Thus we can not distinguish.To distinguish is to consciously select the best path while being very low in brain frequency or without much concentration on forehead (which make head hurt)Also in other meaning, to cultivate is for aiming to become a better human, a good person without using mind but using the heart, because mind is interrupted by condition while heart is always select the best way.To cultivate is to achieve a state that we will not reincarnate again in this tormenting cycle of life and death. It is believed by monks that the state of enlightenment is what they had wished for, they thought it as very important factor than anything in mundane world. Since money cannot buy a state of clean hearted.
  3. NO! watching porn will degrade a man's morale, and becoming not serious in facing life.And also mast... will lower their spirit and remember every drop of sperm is a big source of spiritual energy, which can in fact cultivated to achieve high awareness or cultivated to become money (people will lots of money very seldom mast.. or even not doing but being helped by his partner). So it is very precious!While at your young age, you should preciously aware and bind yourself better.
  4. dear starchaser, I know this because i have several friends practicing dark magic, and what do you mean by must be strong yourself, as will be listening to the orders? The doll will start giving orders? Maybe... I had never asked them but surely had seen such a doll. I remember the doll name now, it is called jenglot see : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jenglot i don't know druids and pagans, how are they practicing and which source of power they gain from
  5. wow this is goodMy method previously is using javascript to redirect the main file for example index.php to another file like home.php, but I happen to worry about how search engine will treat my site later on, so I decide not to do it after a while. Your htaccess technique is a good implement it since the search engine will come to this site instead. Good!
  6. maybe we should wait for admin for telling us what is going on If for improvement, i think some design improvement is needed, the combination of blue and red in shoutbox is not matched (i think so). Then add more image to make it lively, like each sub forum has its representing image, and the thread or subforum text at top right should not be black or underline. if it is aiming Open Discussion then the hosting features is much like being blurred, people see that this forum is discussing anything, and dont know in fact that it is for free hosting?
  7. Things I hate is .... bad people, who cheat on me, who make us of me heartlessly, who show off his ego just to knock me down, who is twisted in mind.And about your post, i think everyone hates war!
  8. few years ago, i take sleeping pills 30 mg one tablet. after drinking we will fall asleep no matter how our brain is active, it is so good!! And I wonder how many pills to be taken to become a suicide method? is taking sleeping pills and die, will that hurt? and I think natural or herbal sleeping pills are good, rather than taking others
  9. I am also shock when seeing Open Discussion, I thought it is a temporary problem..Maybe some file is replaced or some database is error?
  10. Dying is in fact bring another life, life in the death realm.There is nothing as we are consciousness, thus no matter where we go (whether in physical world or not) we do exist, what we don't know is maybe we conscious or not conscious about our life, that's it.When we die, we go into another world, it's another reality, and when we live, we live in a reality too, base on which side of coin we are viewing, we are in fact always living, the problems like 'do we happy in any world, or do we agony?'
  11. i like the sig, how do you create it?can you post a tutorial on creating this ?
  12. poor old lady, may her soul be rised to heaven MMO is really crazy, i still remember playing MMORPG like 24 hours beside eat about 10 mins, sleep about 4 hours, and keep playing and playing for about several months, that's when I am still study though, now when playing game I feel like 'so unreal and boring' and 'nothing to gain for, as how powerful we are in the game is only a game', please get on the 'real life'
  13. Maybe you need to find a girlfriend, just find some girl you interest with, since the gender is different, she might interest of you. Though not in a girlfriend relationship, but as a close friend is already enough. When times come, this girl might know some friends.Girlfriend method is usually work and the best, that's what I think. Beside that, she can also cure your problems, give you attentions and help you from something that you never think of.
  14. Magick is very real and it is true. To know more about magick you can come to old cultures people who live in forest, live without the influence of modern technology. When you go there, you will see that most of those traditional people still uses magick. In forest in Indonesia, some old traditional tribe could even fly from tree to tree, they look like jumping but very high and even can stand on a small branch of tree and then jump from tree to tree. Some other people practice dark occult which can harm people, and people that is harmed their head will come out lots of nails from inside head (not from outside), the nails is growing out from his head!! This dark occult as often said uses 'tumbal' which means sacrifice, they will need to sacrifice things like some animals blood (for example all black chicken's blood is known very effective for the sacrifice).Some others (even fierce one), the people who wanted to learn dark magick, must eat baby, from the whole baby is cooked for eat to make them powerful. Some sacrifices small kids in order to build a bridge, the under of bridge has lots of kidnapped kids skull places under it to strengthen to the bridge as being blessed and not harm by spirits. While some others that practices these dark magick, as they die, their soul can not left their body as the heaven nor earth won't accept it, so that they remain in their death body, but this body will not decay, but it is shrink and shrink into a hand size, while most of dark occult people when found such a doll will keep it, they give blood for this doll every full moon. And everytime given the next day this blood is gone because it is believed to be drunk by the doll with spirit (that previously a human practice dark magick). This doll will then help his master to do dark jobs.It is believed that such a doll has its will, sometime you can see his eye ball can move, in fact it is alive. Some white practitioner, might help him to alleviate his burden because can not reincarnate and stayed in the doll size body by pushing him out from this body and his soul can be reincarnated or return to earth.
  15. then when your computer is connected to local network, and when you are working, people in your LAN can shutdown your computer?That is pretty insecure...
  16. I disagree most of people here that refrain you from sex at 13I think as you would like to then go for it, and of course also the responsibility you will bear later onAs the simple reason is, what drives us is nature, not law. Though law plays an important part but law is getting too busybody by ruling people's privacy. And of course, if the person you have sex with is pregnant and ask for your responsibility then that might be the part that law rules, and of course you will need to do something about that.When you have sex at young age, some positive things is that you will be burden by those responsibility, regret, and you will overcome these in young ages by accepting such a truth. But those that have sex until marriage will find the marriage to be so bore, then they will just go to whorehouse, or to have another relationship to learn the lesson of understanding, the lesson of flirting for example. That all of these might be needed. I have seen people trying to wait for sex after marriage due to this religion's rule. But they are just fail in every way, they flirt after they have family, they regret why they are not having sex at young age (i am not pointing at illegal age), thus they fail to support the family and those rules from religion will sound like a hindrance for everyone to learn how our nature works. The rules are made to enslave people, to justify people to a conformity but WE ARE NOT ROBOT! We learn from what we done, not what we thought to be truth, thus sometimes we fail to get the essence of love and becoming wild, that's only a fact that we are being flush by the stream after failing crossing this shore.Try to open your heart, your need, your desire, your lust, and that's make you understand your own nature, understand yourself better, rather than becoming a robot with program inside.
  17. Integrity, hmm this reminds me about how people sexually abused other in bus or public place. Some might grab the chance of abusing others in a very crowded train. They maybe come from a rich one, a poor one, a person who is religious, a person who often pray. But why those things never had changed their integrity? The simple is, integrity comes from the realization upon oneself. The realization is the process of valuing himself, respect himself, and has attain a perception of why they self respect, self value, and self understand. By only loving oneself, then one could love others. By respecting oneself, one could respect others. By loving oneself and loving others, one understand the struggle of life, and thus not being selfish, by lowering their ego they realize not becoming hypocrite.
  18. dear shddgfgc How your friend's relatives visioning his past life? If you have the story he is telling, then I would like to analyze it for you I myself believe in karma and past life, and have been through many things that karma work around me. The time when I do something wrong, then the same energy is back to me. For example, I have a relation to my teacher as student and teacher relation. Sometimes teacher often give me advice which some of it, I doubt, consciously I am not doing what he is asking due to the reasons that I feel there should be some kind of mistake. And after some period of time, I regret not doing what teacher had told me and how I then mock the teacher and ask why will not he force me to do since he will know that this will happen to me in the future. Then this karma ripens very fast, and one day I have met a friend who has the condition just like me. Our relation is like i am the teacher and he is learning from me. I know that the time when he told me that he had problems with his girlfriend, I already know that his relation won't last and I ask him to retreat and just forget about her. But he is refusing (just like me, refusing what my teacher had told me due to ego), and he went out to the city his girlfriend lives and saw something unbelievable which he saw his close friend and his girlfriend is together which makes him hurt a lot. He then regret a lot and even want to suicide. Then I see that this is the karma that has ripen from what I had done before, it's exactly the same, the feeling, the hurt, the regret, the ignorance, all happen to be the same with me and my teacher. From this I know that I had done something wrong to my teacher and thus this hurt happens to me via another people, which is the exception of why not my teacher avenge for himself? Due to how this spiritual world works, sacred people would not plant karma on their heart to keep it clean, that is why every negative energy we do to them will then bounce off, and some spirit that respects this teacher will help him neutralizing this karma. And the spirit is for most influencing my friend's emotional body, which makes him becoming a host to the process of returning karma. About past life, past life is where our spirit attach to a body previously. People with good karma can reincarnate faster than people that do bad things. Because the cleaner their heart is, the more conscious they are as they die, and then lead them to find a good place to reincarnate faster (which they choose by their own). Due to the spirit world, when we return to dead, we will be force to accept all data in our unconscious mind which includes every past life we had, and every debt we should pay or every debt we WANT to collect (which of course does not only imply material things). While being in this state, we are then force to realize upon our sin, and due to the shaken heart, which regret of doing bad things, or anger because of something, in our pure consciousness we then choose to reincarnate which in this consciousness we are like a unity of all people which we feel unity of love that does not measure over anything, equal position, that lead us to understand how important should we repay or collect debt. The relation between past life and now is as follow - We are bound to be what we become in previous life (if we are not enlighten) If our past life is poor, then today's life will also poor. The next life is depend on current life, changes on current life changes the next life. If in current live, we are smart and confident to become a king (for example) and before realizing it in this life and then we die. The next life will make us continuing this spirit to become a king. Since the confident (self), the motivation (emotion) and the visioning (knowledge) is inheriting to the next life which also includes any other karma. If our karma is destined that we fail, the next life will show the result. If someone who had only vision on becoming some position, then without motivation and emotion, the next life this will also the same, as they also hoping without motivation and emotion. This is how karma works. - Repay or collect Debt If for some reason, we have debt and we don't repay it. In the next life, the person that being owed will try to collect us with conscious or subconsciously. For example we are being robbed suddenly, it may because of the debt we had upon and the robber is the one we owed. The robber might not know in fact they are collection debt and we also don't we are paying debt. But then perhaps the value of what we owe and being robbed does not match (which is indicated not by the currency, but by how our emotional body value this sum of money) we will then repeat the cycle of karma. In this life, after being robbed, we might think that we are unlucky and don't know the fact. But right after we are died or being enlighten and had collected all previous consciousness, we might realize that "Ouuu, that happens because we owe the debt and we don't pay for it" and then we begin to become angry "how the sum he robbed is much more than what I owe" (the emotional body angers). Then in the next life, you will meet him AGAIN! This is because people around us must have relations in our past, maybe the past right before current life or maybe long time ago. Then after meeting this people, we will subconsciously trying to cheat him or get money from him (for the reason we want our money back in previous life but we don't know it, we just being controlled by our subconscious mind. Which for example when we meet someone, we might easily dislike or like because of the previous relations). After getting money from this people, we then feel lazy to return him, but our unmanage emotional body might feel suffice or even laughin because the sum we had got is much more than he should pay. Deep inside our heart is having fun of this event. But then the same things happen to the person we got the money from, they happen just like what happened to us. He will feel that the money he should pay is lesser than he had paid. Then this circle of karma is like endless, we keep collecting and repaying debt, up until we realize upon "how much should we get" and "the heart to accept loss because of simple reason of compassion". After we are enlighten to accept any misfortune and not affecting our emotional body (which means our emotional body is cleaned from greed and so on). We will not pursue for debt or something like that, but often a high cultivator will reach misfortune though they are not doing bad. This is the nature of bad spirit reside in most people. This spirit influencing people to hate a high cultivator, for me, I think just like Jesus (sorry, and this is only my opinion and simple example hopes that you don't angry with it). Subconsciously a group of people will hate this cultivator (a person who is progressing in the path of enlightment) because of their personal greed, the ego and fame. And they keep spreading negative energy to hinder anyone who stands in their way, by provocating people to hate Jesus and find even the slightest mistake. For me, a high cultivator is not fully pure, even they could unawarely do some bad things before they achieve the perfect enlightment, and what even worse is when some high cultivator collect debts from someone who owe him in previous life, for those high cultivators, this action is to alleviate the sinner's burden (though the sinner might not find himself owing, if the sinner believe in what the cultivator said and paid the debt, this means he had faith thus he is easily guide to achieve enlightment since he had lower his ego and not pursuiting his own path, like the paragraph I wrote above, when someone trying to pursuit his own way while being ignorance of karma relationships in previous life, they are doing planting even more bad karma, to reduce thise buddhist has often told people to do good no matter what to reduce over collecting due to ignorance and to control the emotional body from greed). The situation is worser while a cultivator is in fact lowering the karma of his student, then this student will perhaps spreading things about how the teacher demand something, then this create a group of people with high ego, people that want to collect debt without paying, people that want to control over their destiny though they are not fated to, and become anger, depress, stress or even hurting other when they are not reaching their goals. Thus Jesus often said "do you believe in me?" when he try to alleviate karma of people. Some people who is hurt a lot and find the life to be a merit or blissful though they are born blind, they are accepting what karma has destined them to be without fighting, thus such as people is easily guide and cure. Because of this faith, miracle happens upon such student and they can see. The key to this article is faith, how do you believe in God? And how do you losen your ego to God? And walk this path of life with bliss under any circumstances, to prove that you are a person that accepts any karma returned from any wrong doing in the past. Thus this faith helps you attain you to happiness without greed, bliss and joy in any circumstances, thus you are the light in your environment where everybody might find you special, because you are not easily shaken by conditions, you accept the benevolence of God.
  19. Yes I really dislike overpopulation. Like when we see how Japan is so crowded, then some group exist for suiciding. Not only war control population but virus like HIV is also taking a major role. Though the spreading is wide but still i think this virus is ineffective of controlling population. We still remember how those old times people often relates HIV with homosexuality, and how HIV is spreading to remote place in Africa, I don't really think that this method is effective. How about creating a virus that spreads very fast and air borne, which by coming into contact (close body contact) it spreads, and then the time till the death is given like a year, by doing this, the spreading is continue in the progress (one year limit time of spreading) and then after a year the person dies, then this will surely good for controlling population or even world domination, how's that my opinions? In some view, we really know that the overpopulated places will suffer from distress, mental and physical illnesses. People is living in agony, and it's become harsh to even think about living not to mention thinking about future. I think the world suffer a lot from Human Rights, like being used to against euthanasia, and while human rights stop people from killing the population is not dropping while stress is growing.
  20. If this really possible in the case we don't login to the \\computername?if it can, then this is a bug or security problems.In my opinion if login is needed, we need to start -> run type \\computername, a box pop up then type user and password to login to the remote computer, then the windows explorer open, and we close it, by doing that we have logined to the computername.Then use the shutdown that shadow told. Anyone knows is login really needed?
  21. I have something like this happened beforemy computer (desktop) the power supply does not run or fan, so the CPU can not be powered up. So I changed the power supply and that time, after using for several days, the problems arise again, though the power supply is new but it is broken in several days, which then I brought to the same technician. They check it all, and test the processor voltage, they say the processor voltage is abnormal by their diagnosis, the caused of power supply to be shocked and break is because of the processor, after changing processor the problems stop.That time I used amd athlon xp 1,6+
  22. EXE files is created from compiler. To create exe files or executable files you need to learn computer languages. Such as C (any kind for example is borland C compiler), C++ (borland, microsoft), basic (microsoft), java (sun) and so on.After learning those languages, you can use the compiler (bought or free) to compile your program. For beginner I recommend learning C++ to have a better foundation in how computer organize data, such as memory, thread, IO, and how to create a basic dos application until learning to create windows based application using microsoft API.In old days, to create windows based .exe, you can use Microsoft Win32API or used Microsoft Foundation Classes to create such. MFC is a kind of library that results your .exe to be compiled but very dependent on the MFC itself, but MFC makes your development process faster since the library often handled basic need to create application with form. While Win32API depend on the OS and software installs on the OS which is registered to the OS using registry.Than Borland makes their delphi language very powerful that exceed what MFC has given to software developer. The Borland Delphi can creates application as easy as what Visual Basic has offered and exceeded libraries that given from MFC. Software developer in some times move to use borland delphi for development to result in a compiled executables that depends on delphi core (i forget the core name), while they have many libraries, creating menus, interface better, and so on becomes very favourite which is because it depends solely on the delphi core and of course the OS API.The drawback of MFC is it is so static, the features itself does not offer much standard things, which makes many variety of developer create their own set of controls inheriting the very very very basic control offered by MFC. But this is different with Delphi, since delphi's control is much like VB, which is a new basic control delphi has offered while programmer can inherit them to create another new control with features they want.But what Microsoft then learn is, how java is so quickly absorb and implemented in world, and the interprated languages which offered security and prevention over some malicious codes, but with also how developer is sticked to the rules of programming or standard of programming (the creative side of programmer is then ruled).Then by learning from Java, microsoft creates new languages set which works like interprated languages though it is in fact compiled but not to the machine code but to another higher code which is called intermediate code, but it's in fact being run not by itself because the machine does not directly understand most of the code in the exes (which means that the execution pointer does pointed to the code loaded to memory, but instead to the engine which wrapped those codes) but instead an engine is interperating for the machine to understand, which then this engine is called microsoft .net framework.Since the presents of .net framework, delphi has ran out of their power, though their languages is compiled and based on the machine itself which is often faster than code being wrapped by engine. The reason they lose is, the newly operating system Microsoft Windows Vista, is checking some exe codes before running for the SECURITY REASONS, this only apply for those .exe which is compiled for machine not intermediate languages exe. Which results such an executable to be slower to execute than .exe created using intermediate languages.This then move the programming world from old machine compiled codes to intermediate compiled. But for the fact I am going to state is, IF PROGRAMMER only knows microsoft .net languages then they are certainly bind by Microsoft, which means they are building something over what people have been built. This of course fools them and make them not understanding the basic of how computer works! Like school begin to teach windows as the first course, then they don't know exactly what is the basic of computer, they learn languages like Visual Basic, but they don't know real Assembly (not mixed with the term 'Assembly' from microsoft, since microsoft has twisted this term, due to the fact microsoft calling executables code generated from .NET framework is called assembly which by them means a package. But the old assembly day is in fact a machine language or low level programming, which gives you any freedom to access the processor and any IO on the hardware) but in my perception microsoft trying to make programmers an ignorance by driving them to learn high languages so that no one can defeat them any more on the term of understanding machine hardware programming. That's why linux and other os is fighting microsoft over issues of monopoly and so on, the strategies microsoft has put upon public is that public is a user, user must be easy, but also remember user is consumer then who is going to create the product?).By this reason, some company has specialized themselves upon something else and work in the different path than microsoft. Like Google specialized in search engine, they built from ground up for their search engine include the operating system that work with the search engine. Then microsoft just say "why wont the world use the same OS that this OS can be used for any specialized machine, such as search engine?" Then they create microsoft search engine, hopes that the world can accept this OS to be used as any engines foundation, but I doubt so, since the OS has used extra resources which is not needed for some engines, then burden the system and system down or slow down. See today's processor can be in fact a high powerful server in old days which uses dos based applications, but the user requires more powerful interface, more easy, 3D and more fancy, than today processor is like an end user computer. But in the viewed of company, they want to maximized their machine usability, which work more for user or client computer and does not require to be fancy on the server side).This is what I have known from my experience of programming, than I begin to understand, to learn programming is an endless work...if you do like to learn programming start fromC and C++ (understanding things like library, components, database, GUI library, and create reusable things)Then learn .NET if you want easy and follow the trend, I suggest C# since it is a good language
  23. Well, in my guess, well I have not yet seen it by my own Some negative energy which has very high concentration in them, might cause collision between the place, the collision result in the bending crop and create those shapes. Since the energy is the manifestation of a complex structure of universe (which we can see in natural environment, such as bee hives and so on all has natural shapes being created because of energy wave that implants in the consciousness of those animals).
  24. wow you have great knowledge in phone upgrading I have sony ericson k750i, and the firmwire is the original one, do you know how to upgrade it, any tools? because hacking tool is prevented in forum any idea can help me? via pm is okay.
  25. Some children might need attention on what they are demanding, the root of this problems may arise from something happen in the past, which build up in her to why she is having such an attitude. Parents should tell the children what they should and should not, and I don't know what really happens and how it become such a mess. For me, the first thing you should know is to realize what happens already happens, let's just accept the fact that she is carried away, and now what is left behind is the scar that she made, you should accept it as a truth. Though neighbors or people will show different attitude, just accept it. And she should learn something from the lesson that she herself brought upon, though it might be hard one, but at least as parent, we had given what we should and told her what she should not, more than it is what she should bear alone. The fact if she is already being counseled for years then do as follows 1. stop the counseling 2. pay no attention to her, hopes that she learn what she will get if she is under no attention at all 3. let what she is wanting and let her be, this is quite hurt as she will go in mistakes, but if that's what she want then we can not actually preventing her, we could only do what we could
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