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HOLLA at you!i love gmail!!! tooo!! why?well first of all @gmail.com is shorter to type, and just feels better than @hotmail.com etcthe spam blocker is outa this world.. enstead of my inbox being 978767676 spam messages, i have 20 real msgs, and 7978676 in my spam folder! another thing.. it is paired up with AIM soo you can chat with your AOL contacts right through your gmail window even if your at work, school, or somewhere where its blocked!google is a dominator, you can team up your gmail account, to open up BLOGGER, google ads, website stats things, YOUTUBE along with many other great things**doesnt the name google, just make you feel safe?i also love the fact that the inbox section (where your messages are laid out) is wide, unlike windows live mail (hotmail) i feel so cramped when checking my hotmail, plus its slowGmail tabs conversations, so enstead of having 897867 messages from one person taking up your view of the rest of your inbox, its JUST ONEi looove GMAIL <3

thought i would add up a bit to what i last said.. dont get me wrong sometimes people must change in other to mantain a relationship, but one should never change what makes us, us to get someone..for example, if your in a relationship, and are an alcoholic, have a serious additction that is interferring with your life, with yourself, as well as the person, then yes you should change.. if you dont want things to get worse.. but yeadont worry.. be yourself, if they love you, then yay, if not i bet they arent worth it.. and they are nicer, and better looking humans out there

you know, i think ive learned this lesson the wrong way, but you simply cannot make someone love youit ether grows from them, or it doesnt, you shouldnt have to change yourself, just so they start to love you...because if they do end up loving you, they are loving a new fake version of yourself.. not the real you, which will most likely end up, leaving you with a horrible breakup, and a relationship, where all you did was gave, and eat the dirt hoping for the bestresently a guy, believe it or not, who ive known for years, and have fallen for several times, sort of asked me out, but clearly said, you know, your really pretty, but a little makeup woudnt hurt, and you should wear slutty clothes, you are 17... not 12. which was a red flag for me in my head, i admit i need to change, but i am going to change because i want to, not because some *BLEEP*, want to be cholo, guy is telling me i need to change, people need to be less shallow. and maybe then our devorse rate will decrease

well dreams for the most part, is your brain making connections, as to what your feeling and thinking..i think that it by dreaming him being a good person, your brain is illustrating how you somehow in your heart do not want to move on completely from the good image you have to him in your brain.. almost as if your just wishfully thinking..i know you might think, waaa not even, but think about it..how was your relationship with this person in the past?

omgg do it! i actually went around *believe it or not* and made people try my pretzels! most people sort of gave me dirty little looks.. but they ended up loving them!

hhahha shoes are becoming dilusionaly ugly.. specially sneakers, such as converse, or anything related to running in general i think.. no offence to any african american trappers, but some shoes are just taken overload a bit..i think women classy shoes (such as heels, flats, boots etc) are becoming cuter by the minute though! lots of style..

HAHAHAHA i agree, the first 2 minutes are a bit too graphic, ive had her album for over a year, and PAPARAZZI was probably my least favorite song, its just in between, as for the video it had too many bits and pieces from other music videos

awww HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE TRAP! look at you, all growned up! you are five years now!!, anyways, i always wondered, who is the owner and funder of Xisto, is it a one man show, or a corporation, will the real Xisto funder, please stand up?hahah ether way i LOVE Xisto! amazing hosting, amazing forums (which are ACTIVE), amazing members, amazing little sidekicks that help you with everything.. aka.. yes you mike :(i dont think ive ever felt more at home in any host! i love the diversity of ages and backgrounds TRAP offers.. just.. ahh i love you little trap! happy happy happy birthday to you silly, ill be waiting for my cake :angel:

FIREFOX all the way, i love the tabs function, plus many sites do load faster in firefox. Firefox (compared o internet explorer, opera, safari etc) just feels better to use, more organized etchaving so many windows as in internet explorer disgustes me, plusss if your computer freezes or crashes, you have the option to restore your sessions! and it warns you when your closing multiple tabs.. pluss FIREFOX has so many updates, and fun plug ins, (such as skins etc)

ive had them all, DIAL UP is a pain in the *** it is slow, plus you cannot use your phone and internet at the same time, scratch that option please.. plus they ripped off my family (we removed the service 5 years ago, and turns out they had been withdrawing the money everymonth from my moms creditcard!)DSL has a good speed, as well as Cable, but what i noticed is that Cable internet has an extra boost, aka sites will load faster etc, but then again, do you really want to bundled etc?in my opinion ether dsl or cable internet are goodbut i enjoyed cable better, because the simple plan had WAY better upload speeds than DSL

The point of high school, is to educate our younger society with knowledge, as well as to grow their intelligence, so we are not surrounded by a bunch of uneducated, unable to think, ignorant bastards (not saying you are) but you earn most of your life knoledge through your high school experience, lets just put it this way.. high school is an easy way to make sure our population is equally better or GREATER than other countries populationplus like many said, your personality and interpersonal skills cannot be earned by sitting at home or on the computer trying to obtain your GED, your more well rounded when you have a chance to get out there into the real world, and going to high school is one of the safests way to do so.Plus... idk if its just me or what, but i loved my time in high school, i meet so many people, and developed who i am today due to it

i just watched the starters video for the new IPHONE, and i would have to say the Iphone all the way, mostly because of the brand name, Palm, doesnt seem as cool, plus phones like those are so much subject to price decreases, rebates, and 2year contract things.. making other people pay for the same phone a bit later WAY less than me. And the Iphone for the most part reminds constant on the price.Another thing (excuse my language) the Palm looks ***ing RETARDED, what is it supposed to resemble.. an EGG? just by the screenshot i can tell it is comfusing to use, plus it wont be as neat as the Iphone, where you have all apps assembled, rather than a bunch of crap on your homepage, and having to go through thousands of menus to get WHAT YOU WANT.APPS. I doubt the Palm will have an app store like the iphone does or such a potent music downloading system, such as ITUNES.. plus come on.. that would look so uncool, im listening to music on my palm.. Iphones literaly pass for ipods.. (and they have a built in ITOUCH as well)I doubt the touch screen is as GOOD as the Iphones touch screen.. so boo to the palm (:The iphone is the ultimate phone// it will be with the new 3G S update. no questions asked i want an iphone, screw the Palm

they are really good!! you are really talented, although i do not what the original pictures looked like you are very creativeim so dumb, when i opened the topic i actually thought they were going to be graduating class of 2009 graphics (oh nine, 09?)

heyyy welcome to Xisto! yay a boy my age... you are a boy right?? hahaha :(you should add me on myspace or messenger.. we can discuss stuff hahahaha https://myspace.com/browser gisellebebegirl gisellebebegirl@hotmail.comanyways, welcome to Xisto! btw how is new york?? im from the opposite side of the world.. california

i looove the way everything is set up! it looks so profesional and official.. almost like youtube, myspace, etc. although i do not speak the language your website is in, it looks like its going to be a great success if the actual content is as good as the layout!good luck!

If makes you feel any better, so have i Nothing makes sence to me anymore, i know i should be happy, but im not and its just everything is starting to slip out of control, i cant handle this anymore, i know it sounds like im breaking up w/my life but eh, i need to figure out what makes me happy, what i should be doing, this aint like me to run away from things, but i guess theres a first time for everything, i know im happy, i listen to what people say, i listen to myself, i look in the mirror, and nothing clicks, i stand up and stick my nose up in school, act like nothing can break me, but in reality i just want to drop down to my knees and cry.. hoping somoene will come, hug me, and help mei just feel so lonely.

Anyone looking for a dog??? i currently own a papillion mix, and i love her to death.The Papillion (French for butterfly) first originated around 1500, with no defined purpose or function, yet this breed fascinated European royalty, because of its intelligence, poise, and spiciness. Paps are good butterfly, & bird hunters, yet because of their thin bones and overload of courage, they are better off as companion dogs. The Papillion is part of the toy spaniel family (often just called toy spaniel), its main aspect characteristics is their butterfly like ears (always a dark color, never white), and their somewhat coat, which like some breeds of cats is always multicolor & always includes a combination of white plus some other color. Even though they have a lot of fur (not hair) they do not have to be groomed a lot, unlike most long fur breeds. Papillions are fairly light, weighting anywhere between 7-20 pounds, yet amusingly they act as if they are the big dogs in town, from experience, I know that they tend to bark, and chase, huge dogs as if they are actually capable of beating them in a fight (they will also bark at any stranger, or person that walks near the house); they also don?t really have to be potty trained, as just simply placing a mat, or leaving them out for 5 minutes is enough signal for them to know it is time. Papillions for the most part tend to have problems with their patella, and in the hind legs (because of how thin their actual bone structure is), which can be fixed through surgery. Because of their small head they also tend to have problems with their opening at the top of the skull, which is similar to baby?s soft spots, so like a baby, the dog needs to be protected. Another problem they might have is Intervertebral disc disease (has to do with their spine discs not working correctly, and like in humans is extremely painful). Because of their thin bone structure they also tend to have problems when administered anesthesia, since even though anesthesia is given based on weight, their bones quickly absorve it, giving the dog an overdosed effect; Penicillin should never be given during anesthesia, as it might give them a reverse effect, causing them to die. Nails should be clipped constantly, and teeth should be brushed as well, as tartar may accumulate, causing mouth infections. Some of the diseases that they might have inherited are Mitral stenosis (has to do with the blood flow in heart, usually increases heart size, making it difficult to compensate normal actives, leading to death), Entropion (eye irritation caused by eyelashes and hair near eyes curling inside the eyelid, causing severe pain), von Willebrand"s Disease (has to do with the way their blood cells act, for the most part causing the animals to bleed to death during operations etc), Progressive Retinal Atrophy (affects both eyes and causes the animal to progressively go blind, yet its not painful to the animal). They also sometimes start getting seizures (from age 2-5 usually start) or degeneration (lost of eyesight) as well, so monthly checkups are a must.Papillions are very loving dogs, yet they should be socialized with other animals at an early age to prevent some behavioral problems. For example, having them socialize with other dogs, might calm down their constant instinct to bark and act like a big dog to other animals, such as cats, which they have different reactions to. For example my dog was at first fearful of cats when introduced to them, such as my dog would not leave my side if the cat was anywhere insight. If you are considering obtaining a papilion as a pet you must have lots of time and affection for animals, as this type of dog will always want to be by your side, and will stand on your door crying until you come out etc.

I am senior.. and well this is my last week of school, but still, i am fed up with everyonemean girls, drama, teachers, drama, deadlines, the constant need to satisfy everyonemy latest concern is in one of my classes.... long story made short, theres this guy ive liked for a time now, and hes liked me back.. and well i just resently made a new almost BFF (i will call her Anne, so she remains annonymous) Anne, told me she liked Peter (again name change), but also kept telling me to date Peter, that we would look so cute together, etc etc, and i kept telling her, no i know how Peter is, i dont want to go through that againAnd honestly i was on over him mode, i wanted to forget about him completely, but hes one of those guys who just makes your day by smiling at you.. and makes you somehow forget everything that is going on, or has happened that was bad before..Well anyways, me, peter & anne hung out together about 3 weeks ago (yes 3 weeks ago, and this drama is still going out) through the date we were normal until we got to his house, where we all sat on a couch (Peter in the middle) and Peter started to hold my hand/ put my arm around him etc... Anne saw this, didnt say anything at the momment, acted as if i was her bestest friend in the whole world... 2 days latershe starts to try to make me feel guilty, by saying how he was the 2nd one shes ever liked, and how her last boyfriend did her so badly.. and how i backstabed her for being all over him & being slutty...but i mean.. wasnt she just telling me to go for it? what about that.. sure thats how she feels, but how about how I FEEL?slowly after she kept trying to make me feel guilty everyday and distancing from me, we began to forget about it..then all of the sudden her friend kept bringing it up, not to my face, but making hints of this, calling me names, such as ****, *BLEEP* etc, in class.. ofcourse i let it slide the first couple times, no need fighting over a guy right?? ive continued to just let it slide.. but when is it enough?? anne wont take in the full side of the story, and when i try to tell her, she keeps telling me i did wrong, and to stop blaming people for my own problems.. but i mean come on, how is this all my fault??her friend is just seriously getting on my nerves, and even though i keep telling myself.. one more week giselle, one more week, i just have the urge to walk up to her and punch her in the face, and see how SHE LIKES THAT..but then again if i do that, i cant graduate, or walk on graduation, she aint worth it right?

Her apparently "epic" video for her song Paparazzi, was leaked last week, as she posted on her twitter account "stop f*** leaking my videos" the video was set to premiered in the Uk on June 13, but apparently she was beat to it, the video is produced by the same team who did a bunch of Madonna videosi am personality in love with this video.. the beginning is sort of "explicit" since it features her making out with a Sweden guy, who happens to be taking advantage of her.. in order to obtain better pictures (does this remind you of Britney Spears's life anyone?), immediately she begs him to stop, and he refuses to, so she slams a bottle of liquor on his head, which makes him trow her off the balcony..Lady Gaga then appears again in a wheel chair, then changes into some sort of handicap metal outfit, in which she uses metallic crunches to make her way across her mansion and emerges into a dance sequel..where she appears wearing a white outfit & with backup dancers (walking again).. the dance routine seems a bit seen already, perhaps on her other videos.. (the whole time shots of dead models are featured everywhere), then she is seen making out with both male & females in a couch..shortly she discovers a magazine while sitting next to her boyfriend that features "the new it girl- its not lady gaga" as the cover.. upset by this, she gets up and makes a drink for his boyfriend.. which she releases poison she has on her ring into.. then kills him with this & calls 911... where she says "I just killed my boyfriend" (my favorite part).. after this the police comes and gets here, and shots of magazines are showned that say"lady gaga is innocent" "we love her again" "lady gaga is back" which again, reminds me of britney spears and her struggle with all her men, and how hard some artists try in order to come back into the spotlight once they arent in it anymore...as for the ending.. she is seen taking pictures like a model at the police station.. again favorite partthis is an amazing video.. and as called by Perez Hilton (yes Perez Hilton, the hater of every artist alive) EPIC.this was uploaded less than 4 days ago on her label "Cherrytree" youtube, and already has over one million plays..

You are having a horrible day because your clothes aint feeling right,, they feel stretched and just yuckyand you look into reflections and you look FAT and your having the worst day of your lifeand then somoene tells youyouve been loosing weightand you get so mad because you've been having the worst day because you are fatter!

I must admit it, i am addicted to chocolate covered pretzels.. they areeeeeeeeee delicious ineedthe brand i am eating right now is the Flipz, Nestle chocolate covered onesanother thing that tastes great is popcorn with m&ms (:what are your "weird taste" recipes or favorites??

The most current issue right now is the dilemma that revolves around the Swine Flu, which sure its effects can be deadly but other countries are exaggerating rewarding the precautions that must be taken. Some countries such as Asia are currently as paranoid as to force all Mexicans on trips to leave the country, without some sort of previous test to check for the swine flu. It was also said that many countries were considering killing all pigs, just to make sure the virus doesn?t originate in their land, which is just cruel to the animals. In order to fix this issue I would gather all of the scientists/drug finders etc into some sort of meeting in order to assign a unitary objective which would be to find a cure, then host another one regarding the discrimination that is going on in foreign countries towards Mexicans, requiring a probable cause to force them to leave the country.Also since this Swine flu has been taken outa proportion, I would demand accurate data rewarding the number of affected people/people who died, and survived, in order to make everyone stop panicking due to the media.

Ive been thinking of making my ultimate major be Graphic Design/Web, along with some other sort of Media design.. but as i think about it, i get worried, because the future of the Internets overall aperance is so uncertain at this point,,, ive seen some beta versions of "new internet projects" and to me at least it looks like another world..i see internet leading more into a javascrip movie like sort of enviroment lookwhich looks hard as f*** to codeand even if you can catch up to it..will you be able to manage, design & set up the "the next big thing"

I guess i should start posting;;I am fatobeseFat, fat fator so i am told everyday at my houseyou think they'd got thei know , thanks hint.why cant people be fat and happy??i mean the skinny can walk around happiluy cant they?you dont see anyone pointing at them..mocking them etc.. like fat people... you know what im talking about go youtube Funny Fat peoplesee how many results you get..i shall dietYes you, aww i hear little *BLEEP* in the background mumbling and laughing, how adorable is she.Shes old, claims to know best, yet raised a little effed up bastard.Maybe someday people will learn to speak properly, stop acting like cavemanAnd learn to feed themselves a glass of water.You know what i just realized.. im Paranoid of beautiful peoplethey are everywhere, they are invading us..Breathing happily,I breath, Im happy.Breathing gets harderHappiness is overlooked everydaywhy do they keep reminding me, i aintOne day, i will, one daytil day, jealousy will overtrowhow obvious I hate seeing people get hurtbut you know that feeling you getthe i told you not to, dont trust meill let you *BLEEP* up on your own thenfeeling??? it hurtsI feel alone. Oddly, know that feeling? your life is ok, its alright, nothing huge came along to destroy it, but it feels empty, sorta like it was there all along and it finally hit you. I hate moving, every time i do, i get that feeling, that "i dont have anyone to trust" theres only fake "appearance friends there...Just a thought;; alone. alone. alone. not so alone. but in my mind alone.-Giselle~yes i wrote some love songs, because i loved you

Last week in my Biology class, it was brought up by my professor that perhaps the U.S will never find a cure for cancer or more or less actually admit there is one, due to how much money it actually makes from Cancer treatments for the so called survivors, who in case you didnt know, on the reported survivor rates, they consider you to be a survivor if you lived past 5 years, which means that if you lived 5 years and one day, you are a survivor which leads to the question.. how many people actually survive cancer? i read on this website that only 2% actually survive, dont quote me on that statement though, i dont know how reliable that source was chemotherapy if you look into, its a twisted thing as well, sure it kills the cancerous cells, but in reality, it kills all sorts of cells, and creates "other" cancerous cells, once it gets rid of your original cancer cells, and with the members of society being called survivors just living 5 years, dont you think the united states would try an alternative? im sure there are other alternatives out there, but the obvious one is the injection of pure Vitamin C, (not oral), which is used in other places, such as in private clinics south in Mexico, and has worked to threat cancer, i know it isnt a "proven" method to cure it yet, but i mean as you can read in the two articles below, it does help http://abcnews.go.com/Health/Story?id=5512201&page=1 http://forums.xisto.com/no_longer_exists/ so why not try the Vitamin C injections before chemotherapy? its vitamin C, you take in almost everyday, it will not make any harm, yet it might aid the cancer! As a counterargument my friend told me that i was basicly suggesting to use patients as "genie pigs" but come on, if you find out your 5 year old daughter has cancer, would you rather try the vitamin C first? or go straight up into chemo, which is going to not only weaken her, but isnt really going to help her, because it ends up creating new cancerous cells? just a thought