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WELCOME! Ive been off and on with trap for awhile (under a few ID's) and I think you'll love it here. Not much anyone cant help with, and there really isnt anything Computer related that you cant learn or get help with. The Moderators are a good group of people that are dedicated to making the Trap the best that it can be. I hope all goes well with your plans and enjoy your stay here...

OK, I am tired of reading conspiracy theorems and so on being put forward, so here is my idea/ conclusion of this topic: Is it so hard to beleive any of these idea's? no, but is it painful to at least ponder that this was done in jest? or that maybe, just maybe the original poster is a friend of BuffaloHelp's? maybe this topic was posted by an admin or a mod, so as to determine "The State of Xisto". I dont think we will ever know the true identity of "allfanged1", however I also think, unless he/she has been banned, we have seen the last of him/her in the Trap... You do have to think that there was some positive motivation behind this, the initial post just seems so ranty, no real heart behind it. but this is all just IMO, nothing to take to heart really, im just putting it out there... P.S: Ive never had a problem with BH, in any form, under any screenname over the years, BH is actually pretty cool...

and although I respect your opinion here S/M, Your wrong,My daughter was born in May, the 24th to be exact, and I just last Friday, managed to get a hold of her mother, who dropped off the face of the earth for a little while (Since the middle of May) during which time I was working my rear end of at work, and trying to track the ex down and find my daughter, make sure she was ok, see if they needed anything, etc etc etc. How can I not take it personal? The new woman freaks out because I'm talking to my ex, about our daughter, and she thinks that after about a week of seeing each other she has the right to complain and argue about my dealings with the mother of my child? I don't think so, any woman in my life comes second to my daughter, end of story, and if that makes me a moron, imbecile or any other flagrantly descriptive word you wish to misuse, then so be it, but my daughter is #1, has been since she was conceived.

How can dreams make us more civilized? Dogs dream, and they arent exactly the poster children for civility, "Hi!, Im Rover, I think I'll sniff your crotch now, and your sphincter smells fabulous by the way." Dreaming does not make us civilized, it allows us to know we have a sub-conscious that is working around the clock, processing external stimuli and internal chemical balances/off-balances manifesting them into a psychological reaction. Atleast thats my understanding, its kind of like a fever for your sub-conscious or conscious, depending on your brain.

Ok U two, I think your missing the point here, How am I supposed to have a relationship with a woman who flips out over the fact that I am talking to the mother of my child? She was made aware before we started seeing each other that my daughter will always come first, and at the time she seemed to understand and even agree with me, but when I call to share the good news that I know know her name and such, she flips out, but Im the moron?

So, I started seeing this girl after breaking up with my ex, who was pregnant (long story, I taking care of my responsibilities, or trying at least). a few weeks into the "relationship" I started talking to said ex, who had disappeared after we broke up and refused to let me have contact or any info about my daughter (). I of course being smart, open and honest, told the new "girlfriend" about me talking to her, more so to pass on that I now knew about my daughter and share my happiness. She then proceeded on a 20 minute rant about how she didn't like being tossed to the side for my ex, and how thats not fair to her, and she thought we had something, yada yada yada. I tried to explain things to here, letting her know that I was calling to tell her about my daughter, who I just finally got a name and bday and so on for, thinkingf she (the new "girlfriend") would be happy for me, but I guess I was wrong. The Funniest part is, that night she accepted a job 1hr 45minutes away and was moving, but called me to tell me she was sorry and was wondering what the chances of us getting back together were. I laughed and told her none, I could never get over her reaction, and then I told her to have a nice life in her new town.what are your thoughts on it?P.S. The new "girlfriend" was aware of the situation before we started "dating"

I agree that "Religion" is a burden, congregations are more like a herd of sheep, bein led to do/beleive what the "Church" says. However "Religion" is "outdated", but if they change things, then that would kind of blow the cover of the conspiracy that is "Religion" and the "Church", and that would defeat the purpose of having it. mid you, I am a Religious Skeptic, not that I dont beleive in a higher power, but in the sense that I think "Religion" and the "Church" are full of BS, Big time. How is it that 500yrs after the alleged "Miracles" performed by "Jesus", that the bible gets written, by probably the greatest playwright of all time, William Shakespeare? or that the similarities between "Religions" are so similar, as pointed out by "Zeitgeist: The Movie", that humanity have failed to see the ploy that has been set before them? Its Garbage, all of it, Western "Religion" is a con, and probably the greatest con of all time. George Carlin (May He Rest In Peace, *Moment of Silence for a Genius*) was right: People need to open their eyes, and remove head from sphincter before they decide from themselves, but this is just my opinion, along with many others. As my dad says, "There is only one "God"... YOUR's" *Disclaimer: If any "Religious Fanatics" of any kind were offended by reading this, to bad, it's protected by freedom of speech. It's my opinion, and no, I am not forcing it on you, you read this all by yourself (I Hope).*

Ok, Here It Goes...When I applied for the free web hosting I went over everything required and was still denied due to a "lack of post content", yet days before I submitted a new topic under the Introduction to Spirituality thread and received credits for it. after that I did not see it in the forums, assuming that it just needed to be accepted first, I let it go., now it is not anywhere to be found and there is no indication other than my credits that it ever existed. This post was a full Introduction to Buddhism and took me quite some time to type out and organize, but yet I lack the post content to be hosted. I am not typing this out of anger so much as discombobulation, and yes I just wanted to use the word in a sentence, as to why a greatly written introduction was submitted and creditted, but yet I still lack the post content to be hosted.Also, as per the recomendation to keep getting better, when I re-apply for hosting I lose all additional credits that I have earned to get hosting, thereby costing me more than what is advertised, WHY IS THAT? I am not drawing any conclusions, nor am I degrading Xisto or its staff, but how does this make sense? on top of that, the Mod told me to go to another site, and even provided a link. despite the pact that the other site is a Xisto site also, its the thought that matters right?, if I wanted another site I wouldnt Be here, but I am, and am told to go elsewhere... Im just confused.P.S. Hows that for post content?

iN NO PARTICULAR OORDER: The Dropkick Murphy's, Flogging Molly, Disturbed, Rammstein, Greenday, The Offspring, Foo Fighters, and many more that I am unable to think of at this particular moment...

FF VII was good, gr8 gameplay and character development. Try playing FF VIII, they changed alot, but the overall feel was heightened by it. I would have to say FF's 7/8 are the best, 10 was weird, blitzball was wicked, but 7/8 were the best by far...

The FF Series Amused me to no end for a number of years, but only certain ones. other than that I dont get much time to play RPG's anymore, FF7: Crisis Core was the last one I played, not bad, but too short for my likes...

I was heavily into Track(2.5km), Wrestling(Freestyle/Submission) and Baseball/Softball for years, played a little bit of lacrosse with friends through out the years. Unfortunately now a days my knee is not up to par, and even to run 1km on somedays may cause pain and run the risk of having another blow out, but Im still game for playing some Beer League 2 Pitch. XD

I do beleive that legally, the owners/operators of Y"youTube" must request permision from the members individually to release such information. It IS an invasion of privacy, blatant at that, and the government is merely trying to remove more civil liberties from citizens. If google released my information to the US government, I WOULD sue for insane amounts of money. I am not a US citizen and therefore am not subject to american law unless I am on US soil, which I am not, nor have I been recently.

Whats ur opinion? Im thinkin of getting one, mostly for fun, but partly just as cheap transportation to and from some places...

GTA is definately better to play the first time, very consuming and detailed, but HALO rules in every other category just b/c of the multiplayer capability and everchanging atmosphere of gameplay when u play online...

UI personally think that its great, ive got a badknee(among other issues) and the last time I had a blow out, I visited an apothocary. He asked me what the problem was, i told him and he whipped up a cream/goop, that lower the inflammation and reduced the pain within minutes. As per the idea that it depends on what you have and how your body works affecting the "cure", I think that that does play a part, but at the same time you must be recepticve of it workng, and open your mind, doubt will cause failure in most cases. "Think and live as if" is the best way to describe it, if your mind is projecting positive images (optimism) you shall see only the good happening as with the opposite, think bad, feel bad and enter the downward spiral of pessimism.

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Seriously man, take that to the government, threaten to do something to get put in their so you can have (A Humane Standard of Living)... that is absolutley ridiculous that most ppl's living conditions are inferior to that of a F'n Convict...

here are a few of mine, more to come... "... The Aristocrats!" "i'MoRe ThInK tHaN u DrUnK i Am!?!""That's A Nice Mount Me Hat Ur Wearing Officer..."A professor was once asked of the difference between cleverness and intelligence. To answer his students he said: When man reached space, he realized he could not use a pen to write down on paper, because there was no force to push the ink through. Thusly, the Americans told their best engineers to work hard. They toiled for a while and created a special pen that could write on any surface, upside down, without needing gravity. The Russians used a pencil.-RandomReject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears.- Marcus AureliusI may not agree with what you say, but to your death I will defend your right to say it.- Voltaire Life is not, in fact, like a box of chocolates. It is more like a box of Chuck Norris, roundhouse kicking you in the face. And if you receive a box of Chuck Norris, you ALWAYS know what you are going to get. -UnknownBefore the beginning of great brilliance, there must be chaos. - I Ching Trisha Takinawa: Here comes Mayor Adam West himself. Mr. West, do you have any words for our viewers? Mayor Adam West: Box, toaster, aluminum, maple syrup... no I take that one back. I'm gonna hold onto that one. -Adam WestWeaseling out of things is important to learn. It's what separates us from the animals ... except the weasel. -Homer J SimpsonPraise, like gold and diamonds, owes its value only to its scarcity. - Samuel Johnson And Shepherds we shall beFor thee, my Lord, for thee.Power hath descended forth from Thy handOur feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands.So we shall flow a river forth to TheeAnd teeming with souls shall it ever be.In Nomeni Patri et Fili Spiritus Sancti-McManus Family Prayer (Boondock Saints)

That one day, on my death bed, I will ponder the meaning of my life, ask my self what it is I have left undone, unsaid etc. Also, have I fufilled whatever I was put here to do, will my next life be better or worse than this one (it is said that the better karma you have upon passing in this life, the greater your reward in the next, or vice versa)

That would about sum it up, but I beleive that in some capacity it would be natural to be attracted to ones self, healthy if you will. Think abotu these ppl that purge because they think they are fat, at a whopping 90lbs. Or those who over eat and get to the point where they are physically unable to walk, and worse yet, are unable to leave the house, or bed due to their immence and massive girth. To love oneself is the greatest and truest love of all, because we know it to be true, and unconditional. so Im not sure how to answer your question, I would guess that it depends on what capacity you love yourself.

Blow jobs and masterbation are considered babykilling also, do u want to impose a punishment on ppl who do that too? No Dependant on local law, as well as means of disposal the weight of that decision on her concious think about it, yes after 22wks or so (I beleive) the fetus is considered a person, but when born, then do we start to exist as humans. I do not think abortion should be banned, there will always be instances where a woman should be permitted to have abortion, such as if she was raped. If a woman is raped and gets pregnant, should she be forced by the government to keep it? Is that the smart thing to do, give her a life long reminder of what happened to her? now, if the girl is just a skank, and gets pregnant, thats by her decision, and I have a slight moral problem with abortions for these women, but if say its a family on welfare that is barely able to survive and they want to have it aborted, i see no ground for me to interject, that baby should be given the best life possible, and not be a strain on the economy/social system. As for the murdering of a born child, The person should be held fully responsible for the actions they chose. If its just a case of suspicious crib death, lesser punishment then say Shaken Baby, or the worst case of kill and throw away (dumpster, river, etc.) What about ppl who just leave their child on the steps of someone's house?, or an orphanage? I find that cowardly, atleast have the decency to face those required to put the child up. But those are just my opinions, take em or leave em, theyve been put forth as food for thought, and I suggest you eat well...

What is God? Good Question... Althought I do not agree with L. Ron Hubbard about anything but this, he put it beautifuly... " If you want to become rich for nothing, Start a religion" (something to that effect, I fail to remember the exact wording) "God" is what we as humanity choose it to be. I personally beleive that it is all a hoax, though I do not fully doubt the existence of an omnipotent being of some sort, I fail to see the validity of religion, other than a cheap parlour, smoke and mirrors operation to obtain wealth and power, and lastly control of global interests... If you havent already seen it, watch the movie, I did, and it not only backed my previously formed opinions, but showed me a dfew things as well... Zeitgeist-The Movie

Buddhism isnt a religion man, its a way of life, a path to enlightenment... Buddha is not worshipped as a creator god, hes is respected for being enlightened, as the bible says "There is only one true god" Buddhism says we are all Buddha's, for a Buddha is one who has becoma "awakened"... Eihei Dogan is the 12th century founder of Soto Zen in Japan, that exerpt was written while attempting to come to grips with Buddhism...