AmandaB78

I totally see where your coming from. I hear it all the time. It just that sometimes he can be nice and I sooo think hes gonna change. Which he does but when it comes down to drinkin he doesn't care so then its pointless to try so I stopped. Matter of fact, last night I was haning out with him and he had his stupid friend there so he ignored me so I ignored him. THen when his friend left I stayed and hung out with him. He was being nice again. Then I told him I might sleep over so he turned off the light and started to pass out, but I need pants to wear instead of jeans so I turned on the light and started looking for pants and he was like .. go home your making too much noise. So I gave up looking and then he got up went to the bathroom and I was about to leave and he got mad that I was leaving. So i ended up staying. It was like 1130 and he passed out and I was really uncomfortable and had to work this morning so I just wanted to sleep in my bed. SO I got up and went home. I didn't even tell him I was going home. His phones shut off(go figure) so I can't get a hold of him, and he can't call me which I know he likes. I honestly not a bad person at all from what I'm told but sometimes I just don't see the point of telling him to go f himself because I know without me hes worse off. You should see what happens to him when hes not with me. Hes miserable, thats one of the reasons why I want to stay, because I know he truly can't stop being with me.

I think that cheating is absolutley wrong. If you really love someone then there should be no reason why you would cheat. I think its pretty low if a guy or girl cheats. It just says that the person theyre with isn't good enough for them because they are going out and getting it from someone else. I would beat the crap out of any guy who cheated on me. I would certainly get some revenge. It would hurt so much if I found out the person I'm with was cheating on me. How can you have a relationship without trust???

I think its okay. I definitly see no problem with homosexuality. No one should have any say in who someone likes. Any human should know that you really can't change how you feel towards someone. Even though people have their opinions on homosexuality I don't think it really matters what other people say.

Your so right. I know I don't need this but yet I still put up with it. The past week hes been fine. Hes been picking me up from work and actually wanting to hang out with me. The only problem is I know hes going to do something wrng this weekend. I always dread the weekends because I know something is obviously going to happen. I've realized that I love him more than I love myself and he knows that. But lately I've been doing a lot more for myself and not revolving my life around his. If he doesn't want to hang out with me thats okay because I've got better things to do ith my time. By not caring about hanging out with him, I've actually got a lot of things done.

Well I work at a computer store and part of my job is to buy and sell quality desktops and laptops. Dells are horrible. I personally don't like them so I agree with you in not getting one. I would definitly suggest a Sony Vaio. I really like those. They tend to be expensive but they are respectivly good. They always tend to have a good amount of RAM and they have large harddrives. Dells usually only have a 40gb harddrive and 256mb of ram. Some of the Vaios I've come across come stock with 512mb of RAM and usually a 60gb harddrive. They also have good software loaded.

Thanks everyone..You guys are awesome..!!! I've been trying to not be as nice and caring as i usually am today. lol.. Well see how everythnig turns out. Ill let everyone one know soon

hey everyone. I have a serious problem on my hands. Let me start here.. I started going out with this guy a year and 4 months ago. While we were together he used to get drunk all the time and completely hurt me.. Not physically but emotionally and mentally. Its like.. when he gets one beer in his system he doesn't care about me or us. Everything sets him off. So I put up with him for a year or so. I was use to the weekends being a mess.I knew that I would get ditched at least once or twice every week, have him leave my house out of nowhere for stupid reasons (always when he drinks tho) ((which is every night)), hanging up on me all the time, basically breaking my heart. I do everything for this kid. We are broken up now. But were back trying to see if wwe can work it out. He tells me hes goning to change but I've heard it a million times. He freaks out over nothing still to this day and were not going out. He says he can't trust me and mostly everything is my fault but if you ask me and everyone including my parents friends teachers etc.. hes got some seri0ous problems and if anything I shouldn't trust him. Hes done some bad things and he even admits to me that he "ditches" me and that he keeps things from me. Also... I've really changed my life around alot in the past year and started doing alot of good things instead of being miserable. But he doesn't appreciate the things I do. He doesn't ask me how I feel or how my day was. He doesn't congradulate me on things I do. He just thinks about himself. I love him but I HATE THIS! I don't mean to sound cocky or anything but I'm sure there are other guys out there that would appreciate me and treat me good but I can't let go. Everyone I know tells me I should but I can't do it. I hate being miserbale and I know I will be. I just don't think he'll change. He told me he would the other day and just an hour ago. He got mad at me because some stupid kid called my phone. I don't talk to this kid I can't stand him and I don't know why he called. But "the boy toy" got mad and basically flipped on me walked out and went home. It wasn't my fault!! I'm 17 and hes 20 but I swear to god hes just as immature and stupid as he was when he was 13. I need some advice. I'm pretty positive the outcome though.

I use yahoo. I don't really think it matters where you get your mail unless you get too much mail. I get about 1 thing every other day. Sometimes less. Most of the emails I get are for Xisto anyways. I hate aol though.

I would have to say that any Need For Speed is the bomb. Ha Ha. I am absolutley obsessed with all the Need for Speeds especially NFSU2 and Most Wanted. I haven't put the controller down for like a full year. Well actually I did. I was ranked 28 out of everyone online in drifts. Those are my favorite. But then I stopped playing for a little bit and got Most Wanted and that is sick! I don't like how its not for online though. It would be pretty fun to out run the cops with some other people.

Hey don't feel bad. I usually get handed money and told to go pick out what i want. Then I wrap my own presents and put them in my parents closet. So much for a surprise. This year I just don't know what I want. Sometimes its easier to go and pick out my own presents. Also they sometimes get the gifts wrong and I get stuck with something I didn't even ask for. I've got to say though my aunt and uncle are pretty rich yet they are the cheapest people I know during Christmas. I hate getting gifts from them. Last year I asked for Tiger Woods 05 but they said it was too expensive so they bought me 04. Too bad I already had that one. The next gift I opened was a pair of freakin socks. I got socks in boxes twice while my sister was getting everything she wanted plus more. Christmas is overrated now. It's just a time of the year when the meaning goes out the window and everyone becomes greedy. If I were you I would just take the money and spend it wisely. Have them buy you stuff you need.

Thanks everyone for your feedback. All of you definitley helped. I download the easy thumbnail program and also recognized that in some browsers my images don't show up. Not only that but some pages were simply not saved as an html document. Also my jewelry is made by me. Pictures are taken by my also. I make alot of jewelry in my spare time. Also i was looking for someone to critique me on how the jewelry looks and also maybe explain to me the purpose and use of an FTP manager. I just got a job at a computer store designing some of their website which is based off an ftp manager. I just would like to know the basics on FTP. One other thing I need a little help with is basic submit buttons and how to get them to work properly. I want to make an area like forums where people can say what they think of my jewelry and it will autmoatically be put on the page. Can some help with that???

My family canceled aol along time ago and then one day we got a bill of 210 dollars. My parents flipped. We don't use aol. Nor do we have the program on our computers. My parents refused to pay the bill but then they had to. Then my parents told them to cancel all the screen names and what not but still we received a bill of 345 dollars. Turns out one of my sisters friends was using her screen name under guest and they charged us for it. We had to call the fraud department and have them fix it. I sat on the phone with aol telling them that we refuse to pay it becuase we don't even have a service with them anymore. The lady told us we have to pay it regardless. SO I called fraud department and got it all situated. I also called aol back and told them to cancel our names completely and if they don't were going to bring up a large problem to a news station. I hate aol. It screws up your computer. They use those stupid advertisments about viruss to get unknowlageable people to buy their products and use them. Most of the time these products don't do anything and they certainly are a pain in the butt to deal with.

My school is pretty small. There is about 400 people including staff, maybe less. We have the basic cliques but we all sort of hangout with eachother. We don't hate agianst other people though. Most of the conflicts are within the cliques. I'm sort of in the middle. I hang out with a lot of different people. I'm the mediator. I'm a peacemaker in the school now. I hate drama so I sort of try to mediate the problems.

Oh my. I would have laughed right in their face. Then I would have blackmailed them both. If I had the teacher as my teacher I would make sure I get an A. If that were me walking in on them i would have snapped a picture on my phone to make sure I get an A. Haha. What did you do? What time was this at? Like was it during school because if it was thats looking to get caught right there.

I love dreamweaver. Its easy to figure out. I didn't know how to use it at first but i figured it out pretty quickly. The whole design of the software is made simple. I don't know very much about frontpage but I do have dreamweaver and I have used it to edit my friends bands website. It was easy to create the website because when you start a new site on dreamweaver you can upload files to the server. You can view the site and type text in where you want it. It also has a code helping tool. When you type <hr a list will pop up with adjustments to the horizontal rule. Also when you type a tag in the editor it autimatically adds a closing tag. You can also use flash videos in it. I use it often. You can choose to make as many sites as you can.

I love myspace. Mypsace is so convienient. I've found people on there that I haven't talked to for a long time. Not only that but its a good way for me to keep in touch with people I don't get to see very often and even family. Plus its a good way to express yourself in an easy format. Not everyone can create a webpage by html coding but this is an easy way for those people to make a page about themselves. Sometimes though (usually if your a girl) random people message you and say stupid things. Thats one thing that annoys me. Another problem I have with myspace is that sometimes the server goes down or they have general problems that take a bit to fix. I can understand that its overloaded with users now.

Hey everyone I was just wondering if you could check out some of my site and tell me if the links in my jewelry section work. If they don't work someone let me know. If they do work I was also wondering if you all could tell me what you think about my jewelry. If they aren't working could you guys come back when they are working (when i fix them) and tell me what you think. I love to make jewelry and clothes and other things. Even if your a guy , I would definitly love some feedback. Thanks ya'll! One more thing, I can't change the color of the links and its driving me crazy. Is it possible? http://forums.xisto.com/no_longer_exists/

I use to have a motorola V600. I loved it. I got it when it came out and it was the sickest phone I've ever had. ( I only used my dads old crappy nokia ya know the old ones everyone had) But then one day the ear speaker didn't really work. I could barely hear anything. I usually had to use speakerphone. I paid 250 bucks for that phone but got a 250 dollar rebate for some weird website. THen I got a Nokia 6101 the kinda new ones. I got it for 50 bucks and it has video and the capability to record my own ringtones. My other 250 dollar phone didn't even have that and I got this phone for 50 bucks and it almost looks identical.

I smoke and I honestly am not effected at all by that. Show me a picture of a black lung and maybe I'll think about it. Trust me, when your a person who smokes and you see adds around that say silly little things like "Smoking kills" and a picture of a cigareete, you could really careless about it. But, try putting a picutre of a black lung and the words "smoking kills" and I guarentee you'll get someones attention. Media doesn't really know how to make people quit. Maybe if they put a few commercials on with a few smokers coughing up a lung(not literally) and a few black lungs they might be affected.

I'm 17 and I smoke. I look like I'm 10. Smoking is absolutley horrible for you, I know this but yet I still smoke. I think the only reason I smoke is because I am so stressed out. I have a feeling that once I'm out of highschool and most definitly this town I will probably stop smoking. I'm not worried about the wrinkles, smell. or possibly being "ugly" to people but I'm worried about the health effects. Frankly I want to be around to have kids and watch the grow up. Knowing my luck I would get some kind of breathing problem due to the fact that I still smoke. I intend on quitting soon ( BUT actually quitting this time for good) I think anyone who isn't stressed out should just quit now while they can.

I think that yoou should tell her how you feel. Its up to her to make a decision. You never know she may like him even though hes failing and stuff. You should tell her that there are other guys out there that would treat her better. Maybe she'll get the hint. Try hinting to her that you like her and maybe just maybe she'll come around.

I hate break ups. I just got dumped last night after about a year and a half. I don't like breakups just because the longer your with a person the harder it is to get over them.

I am definitely one of those teens that doesn't get enough sleep. I wake up at different hours of the night. I can't go to sleep too early because I wake up more often. I usually try to get to bed beofre 11:00. Usually when I go to bed after 11:00 I feel horrible in the morning and can't function.

I think the media is trying to find something to blame everything on. For instance the columbine shootings. Those kids already knew what they were doing they probably imagined that day since they were kids. We all have a brain so its not like we would let a video game influence us to kill people , some people just want to kill people. Its not the video game its the kids mind. Hes the one who knew it was wrong but just wanted to do it anyways. Violence is everywhere. Little kids learn violence in like 1st grade. Imagine some kid taking your peanut butter sandwich. Imagine how sad or mad you would get. Now imagine if the kid was big and kind of a bully. Then you try to get it back and he pushes you. Well if that were me i'd spush him back. We're human violence is somewhere in our nature.

Aww thats so cute. I suggest you flirt with her. I doubt anything will happen because your still in high school but its worth a little shot. Shes young.