spawn_syxx9

So I just read some journal entries about people who believe they have goen through bad times. I got a few choice words for you. Be glad that you don't have the things over your head that I have. I repent for the things I did everyday as I see them cross my eyes over and over every day of my life. I can't even begin to word and write about the *BLEEP* I did openly illegaly and hurtfully. I don't claim to be a good person, I'm probably one of the worst people that could possibly be under the age of 20. But I am still here and I am trying to make my life better. I have a girlfriend who is homeless and has been since she was the age of 13. Did she do things that other girls look down upon. YES! did she do things that most people look down upon.. HELL YES! did she do things that I didn't do.. *BLEEP* NO! when you are on the street, you do what you need to do to survive til the next day. *BLEEP* you people who are so *BLEEP*ing high and uppitty that say, " Oh she culd have gone to the gov for $$$ and help.." trust me.. we have and they haven't helped her at all this whole year and 4 monthes that I have known her. All I am trying to say is that we have all gone though bad times. Some worse than others and some take things differently because of the person they are. I'm not saying that is bad, but realize that the world isn't that bad. America isn't that bad. Stop bashing America and life itself. yeah we got issues wrong, but *BLEEP* every country does. We are the only country where you can go to school and work adn earn your own. *BLEEP* to the UK, to Europe, to Canada.. damn your socialisitic economic systems where you got homeless people who possibly could make the same as someone who works their asses off. HERE IN THE U.S. YOU GET PAID FOR HOW HARD AND HOW SMARTLY YOU WORK!!So guess what people? wake up and realize that we all go through bad times and I am gladly open to talk about them but don't *BLEEP* like it is the end of the world. I have been to the end. I have been incarcerated and been in solitary confinement in a little 3foot by 3 foot box with no lights and only one peice of bread and 3 cups of water all of that time. That is the *BLEEP*ing the end of the world. When I came out, I was harder, I was smarter, I was better than ever. I smiled and laughed on my way back to my cell. Now I'm almost 20 and I am working to get my gf and me off our "bad" lives and into our own home ^^ It'll be so great :DI am taking almost 20 units in college (over full time student), I am going to have 2 jobs, I am going to be tutoring and then being a night bouncer. When am I going to sleep? probably never but that is ok. It is worth it. Legit life is feels so good now.. god sometimes I feel the air and feel so great because I remember when I missed it and why I made the stupid choices I did and why people did things to me that hurt me to the point that I had no choice but to actually kill myself. twice now. I have been legally dead twice, but hell I came back. So point of this journal entry... look across the way from where you are. See the word LIFE.. and you know what you do.. you flick it off and say *BLEEP* YOU, YOU CAN'T MAKE ME QUIT.. EVER!!

All I can say to that is that this is middle school dude. It is going to go down like that. You are the son of a teacher just as I am a son of a former teacher, but it's my mom, anyway all I can say is that even though it seems like you should have the right to do something back. You probably shouldn't.I mean don't just let them take advantage of you. Tell them to back off and then actually do something about it if they actually do something out of line. I don't mean to sound like a wuss but personally I'd just break their bones. That is how I got respect from 6th through 8th grade and beyond. But I don't suggest you do this because I did it because the guy was trying to get frisky with my girl at the time. You just need to stand your ground and tell them that you will have to suggest to the school that they suspended or expelled if they continue to bother you. But you do realize that this is how middle school is. Kids will act like that and you really can't do very much else than tell on them or fight back.

The mods will do it for you.

yeah .cjb.net is good but I liked .tk just cause it actually stays longer.

I don't mind it. I think that they will understand if you leave for a long time and come back and explain it to them. Plus you will get a warning email if you fall under. So you could email them back and explain to them why you don't come so often. These are not unrelenting internet freaks. They just don't want to be taken advantage of.

I do not see what is so great about browsing the internet faster if not all sites are made for the way certain browsers are configured.

I just downloaded Mozilla Suite and it appears to be running faster than IE 6. But at the same time, I don't get very good results from Firefox. Well not hugely fast enough results that make me like it any more. Of course I think i will try Mozilla out a little longer.

FU Still Better. I have contacted a moderator and they will make sure that the IP address and everthing concerning this hacker is taken care of.

I have a nokia 2270. You guys should be putting this in the mobile section. It is right above the topics in this forum.

Well I just dled Mozilla. It seems to be running faster than Firefox. But we will see when I get home. This is just an office computer.

Well these seem to be the two most used but which one is actually better as far as site that are coded for Ie but then have to make the transition to Firefox or Mozilla?Because Firefox doesn't make my internet browsing any faster ever since I got Netscape. It seems that some places that I guess were coded are compliant with IE a lot more than Firefox. I haven't tried Mozilla but I don't want to bother if it is slower than Mozilla.

Damn you guys have nice phones. Anyway we already have a topic like this. Go to the mobile sub-forum.

That is pretty cool though I doubt that every single tv program is on there.

No I mean like my bank page doesn't load very well on Firefox. Or certain sites that are really old and they obviously were coded for IE only is pretty funky to try to view through Firefox. I am using Firefox right now. so I do use it. Just not for everything.

Gotcha. Well at the same time my run32.dll apparently is infected but not seriously so I didn't do anything about it. I just wanted to make sure that if I empty the vault, that the virus doesn't return to the system.

Yeah but see I don't like Mozilla or firefox because they are so not coded like IE that some websites just don't work on them.

American Idol is a television show I never watched. I truly despised the concept of it when it first came on the scene and now I realize that it just sucks completely. The former winners are not celebrities because of their talent. They were able to survive the ordeal but none of them has made a huge impact on the music business and I doubt any of them have even hit the platinum record yet.I can't stand reality tv shows anyway.

ALrighty. Then I shall be routinely emptying the virus vault. :PWhy would you have important files in there?

Importing drugs and medical items from different countries only goes to lower our economy and weaken the lready fragile relationship between the consumers and the producers in this country. Granted they really need to stop either making it so expensive or they need to try to come to better terms with insurance, but going somewhere else hurts the whole country and not just them.

Damn I'll miss him.

I am just wondering if they will have these on the new Age of Empires 3?I am still pretty sure though that Warcfrat had something to do with them releasing this.

http://spawnsyxx9.deviantart.com/ is my homepage for Deviancy I'll have to check your guy's stuff out.

If so what do you sell ? I just recently joined though I am pretty sure that I used to have an Id on there.

Congrats to you two

Do any of you even use the SP2 firewall with all the issues it has?