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"double Minded Misery" A poem I wrote
lordofthesabbath replied to Reduced Logic's topic in Art & Creativity
I liked it, very good man, for a starter -
Web Arcade Games pls list if you found
lordofthesabbath replied to badinfluence's topic in Computer Gaming
http://www.ultimatearcade.com/ is a good place.http://forums.xisto.com/no_longer_exists/ also. http://www.freearcade.com/ http://www.funisland.com/ http://forums.xisto.com/no_longer_exists/ -
Where is the inception of digression in a human life? When is the answer just a bright light? Who am I in shamelessly defining all the wrong and right? What is the difference if we all die? I am not the first, the last, the absolute You will find no clarity in me I am the deceased, the least, the solitude Failing every face I try to be. I'm not your progress, the pay of your pains I'm stabbing the questions for answers I can't face I'm losing the battle and finding no life to retrace. I built this anguish with my own hands I felt the burn inside with my heart. I built this anguish with my own hands I watched our faces fall apart. CHORUS: I felt the tears of all your angels, so cold. I saw the fall of all your children, I'm so cold. We are just a fraction of the poison living in this place How can we answer with a straight face? Who are you in gauging every standard you Would have us chase? Are we alone to run the last race? We are all the weak, the meek, the innocent Kissing every fault that we disgrace We are of the worst, the cursed, the desolate Leaving every hope that we embrace. (CHORUS) You turn your eyes to me in hope of my decline Pointing your blame as I faltered on that line We saw your slander when you pulled it off the shelf If you want justice you'll point it at yourself Face your fears. Trace your tears. Kill the blind assumption that you know how I react inside I am not so hollow, you can't see what grows inside my mind Straight-faced, straight-faced. This my favorite song from my #1 favorite band, i like his poeticness. Notice from serverph: made txt which is not part of the song italized to distinguish from actual song lyrics. i know, no reason to edit actually, but i just felt like doing it to make the song stand out (now in bold).
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I thought you'd come back at least i prayedthe romance has been dead for yearsbut i've been too afraid to dig the graverelief support never camememories carry me through the dayof when we were kidsand angels came to watch us playclose my eyes just for tonightthe sun still sleeps and when she wakesa movie that plays in my mindremembring you helps me surviveevery day a re-run of the nexti promised to stay by your sidethat all would change i can't complainanother victim of the gamemaybe love will fund us againfor there is always tomorrowsincerely till the end close my eyesjust for tonight the sun still sleepsand when she wakes you'll be a memorythis one of my favorite songs. What yah think?
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First of all id like to say that i cant believe you think that Metallica is even thought of a hard core band or sounds hard core. If anything they need to add some screams and distorted voices in there. my favorite songs are: One<-Oh yeah!!!Master of Puppets<-cuz of the speed of the guitarist, Enter Sandman, and Sad But True. I dont really listen to Metallica, cuz sometimes i forget about them and that i have their cd's. Im more into Lamb of God and Slipknot now, i guess you can say i have matured.
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Dude, thats exactly how UT2004 is with the clans and seeing whos best and stuff. But now i went to a system link party and man did i forget how wonderful Halo2 is! I just love that game now, only problems i have with it is the super hangtime with the jumps, makes you an easy target for snipers, and if master chief is a super soldier how come he can't dodge as good? you can only jump and move around witch isnt that much dodging. but still, we played a sword fight with 15 players and man was it funny and fun, some cheap noobs get on the ghosts and turrets though but one grenade and bam! problem solved, i also like the covenant sniper rifle, very useful, and the reload thing is cool too cuz it makes the game seem more realistic and more challenging, the new rocket launcher is awesome as well, and now that the bashing is stronger i can get back to the old routine: Shoot & run up to enemy>Bash at distance. that usually always works. i guess i dont know which is better now, ah well as long as i get to play both, im cool with either one.
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Liar Song about a certain time in my life.
lordofthesabbath replied to lordofthesabbath's topic in Art & Creativity
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Games = Tough Work? Do You Sweat Whilst Playing Games?
lordofthesabbath replied to JJBDude's topic in Computer Gaming
When i play UT2k4 i get really into it, i even find myself trying to dodge bullets and missles by moving around in my chair Yah i sweat alot, and my mouth is open and im all crying when i die, thats how into it i get. Games like halo too, i sweat, Yell, shout cuss words, get up outa my chair and walk away, you name it! -
Liar Song about a certain time in my life.
lordofthesabbath replied to lordofthesabbath's topic in Art & Creativity
not really supposed to ryhmeobviously its about a time in my life that i lied, and gossip made it grow and people got hurt. -
Unreal Tournament:2004 this game is totally awsome1
lordofthesabbath replied to Megaman's topic in Computer Gaming
the demo for this game was so awesome i had to go buy it for 50 bucks, its worth it people, very worth it. Gametypes are so awesome, esoecially the new Onslaught gametype which is the most famous right now. Vehicles are awesome as well, and the weapons. The fps, oh the fps! Very nice Graphics although you'd probably need to upgrade your comp if its old. My comp can barely handle this game but i dont care, its worth it. My favorite Gametype is Invasion, which you and other human and bot players have to fight off swarms of aliens from the Unreal adventure game, each wave spawns with more and different kinds of monsters everytime kicking the level up a notch, the best part, you can play in your favorite Deathmatch maps. Very good gameplay, gamemodes, vehicles, weapons, character option, and mutators make this game unbeatable in my opinion. Can't wait for Unreal Tournament 200x, the next installment would probably blow me away, since 2k4 alone was so awesome!PS. sorry for long post. -
Am I just a vapor in the wind?Look at me can you see what?s within?Am I just a grain of sand?All this pain is beginning to expandAnd grow into a monster that?s consuming meEvery time you tease I want to unleash its furyYou see me as nothing but a waste of airYou tear the life out of me while I hide from despairI made this monster on my ownI let your words anger me and diminish my soulI?m killing this beast that was born from anguishSoon ill be free and my soul replenishedI?m destroying this monster in meI?m replacing rage and hate with humilityYou really don?t see it from my point of viewEvery time you talk your mess I?m inside smiling at youYour feeble attempts are no match for my integrityEvery time you move your lips you put yourself in jeopardyI?ve had just about enough of your vulgar insultsBut I stick to my morals strictly following His exampleTurning the other cheek is a difficult taskI can barely handle this slap, I hope I can lastI formed this monster on my ownI can?t believe myself for answering your insultsI realize now there?s hope in anguishI won?t let you win this beast shall be vanquishedAnd now I start to reach my victoryGood bye, farewell my hybrid of agony
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A Song I Wrote when I was younger
lordofthesabbath replied to electriic ink's topic in Art & Creativity
Despite the grammar, i liked it, well done -
It wasn?t supposed to be like thisI didn?t think a lie could be so destructiveAnd now as I walk throughout this worldEveryone is fighting for all the wrong reasonsMy lie started as a small seedBut when I turned my back it grew into a large treeOf a thousand branches for a thousand liesWho knew a little fib could multiply?It?s been far too longI should have stayed strongBut now I seeThese lies are weakening meI?m linking into this cycle of liesI?ve become a liar whom I?ve always despisedNot even I remember what the truth was beforeNo one tries to help me out as I seek recourseNow I see what I?ve become as I hide from truthA creature formed of lies that I continue to distributeI can?t stop spitting all these liesIt?s like a virus, a routine, and a part of my lifeIt wasn?t supposed to be like thisI wish I could cast all my lies into a dark abyss foreverI can?t escape this prison that I have builtClaustrophobia inside starts to buildThroat sealed tight, no air coming insideIt?s probably better this way cause now I can?t eject lies
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Trapped in a ditchJust insanity and meI?m gnawing at these chainsThat forever restrain meMy teeth are shatteredI?m bleeding uncontrollablyMy ditch keeps getting deeperAs the earth swallows meIt was you, not just meWho dragged me deeperInto this hell and my holeKeeps getting steeperYou stabbed me in the backTime and time againI never hateYou give me reason to resentBleedingWildlyDepletingMy soulCryingFor helpDying AloneTryingTo exitFailingMyselfDrivenInsanityDyingAloneYou contradicted my plansAnd all the hope I hadMy misery is displayedFor bystanders to laughMy face is blankBody with no certain imageI represent all mankindCause we?ll all soon be in thisMy hope dangles on a stringAnd life is torn from my corpseFlashbacks of my lifeBring me remorseAnd now I haveNo chance of survivalBut I keep trying to escapeSo I can at least keep my soulConstantFearUn-endingTormentWishingFor deathNotMy ownFeelingResentChains Restrain Begging ForgivenessDyingAlone________________________________Feedback appreciated
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Renewal PrayerRefine this vessel and reconcileThis feckless heart made of steal and ironI indulge in pride and I?m overwhelmed with shameI encrust my emotions and I?m swallowed by painOh please my king mend this soulYou lift me up and make me wholeDispel my past which is faded and blackSo that I may move forward and never look backPick me apart then reform meInto a brand new being so that I may serve theeWith all my heart and all my mightOh please God hear this plightThis world is twisted and made of thornsBut instead of making it better they just lay and mournWe have drawn the lines and waged the warNot against flesh or the world but for the soulsThat belong to the God in heaven above allSo that no more blood is spilled for Christ has spilt it all
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In my opinion, COD is way better than MOH becuase of graphics and realism, mostly becuase the mounted machine guns on MOH fire Squiggly lines for the bullets, LOL but COD has better animations, also the thing about working with AI allies is awesome, makes you feel like you are really there in the intensity of the game, makes it really fun to play.
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My Goodest Joke this is very funny joke
lordofthesabbath replied to hogwortsil's topic in General Discussion
no offense to you man but you dont speak or type english very well and i didnt get the joke, sorry man, no offense -
Its ez for me to choose because of the fact that i have played Halo, halo2, and the latest UT2k4 all the way through, both single and multi player. UT2k4 to me is undoubtedly the BEST becuase of the following1. More flexibility and dodging abilities makes UT more skill based. Halo is just jump and gain alot of hangtime.2. More vehicle variety3. Better weapons including the Spider mines, Grenade Launcher, Target Painter, and the Redeemer.4. Gametypes are way better, Halo2 tryed to rip off UT's Bombing run with that gametype that i forgot what its called but you gotta take the bomb and plant it or something(havnt played since i switched to UT)5. Camp smiping is way harder to do in UT, for me anywayz 6. You can use alot more characters and even make your own.7. the player gets to make his own maps thanks to the nifty UnrealEditor3.08. More, WAY more gametypes to DL from internet that other people have made.So yah thats all my reasons, oh yah and those cool mutators.
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"red White And Blood" Political Piece.
lordofthesabbath replied to Velveteen's topic in Art & Creativity
looks cool but does need more texture, i couldnt make out the gun or anything.other than that, looks nice -
Setting Aflame To A Sinner?s HopeBurn!If you thought for a moment I was just like youThen you?re sadly mistakenThis world goes by like a d?j? vuBut I?m never a part of themIf you?ve seen what I have, then you know I?m rightThis world will crumble in its own perversionsRaging fire is louder than their screamsOnly matter of time before everything?s goneGoneGoneBurn!If you thought your rejections would make me crySorry to say that you?ll never break meYou were never able to make up your mindIt?s pretty sad watching someone about to dieI got to break away from this before my life is destroyedEvery dream I killed in life brings me remorseThe time is near its too late nowNo need to fight, just lay there, give it upGive it upGive it upLife destroyedAll aroundCities burnTo the groundLife destroyedAll aroundCities burnTo the groundBurn!Every moment I spend drowning in my thoughtsIs a moment that poisons my own heartMy very guilt is the chains that bound me to earthI wish I could break away from all this hurtThe time is close I can sense it nowMy own demise is the only sound aroundThe beast is coming to devour the worldI close my eyes and wait for the massacreMassacreMassacreLife destroyedAll aroundCities burnTo the groundLife destroyedAll aroundCities burnTo the groundWould you look at my face for just one moment?And find what you never realizedEvery word I spat was nothing but truthAnd now as I begin to dieFire rains from the sky!Caught up in lifeTo never realizeMy own demiseWas too close for comfortCaught up in lifeTo never realizeMy own demiseWas too close for comfortLiving with false convictionsDeath my only missionIs it true there?s another answer?Or was I based on failureBeautiful bodyMutilated for forgivenessIt feels so strong nowYour undead presence_______________________this is a song so its in Verse>Chorus>Solo formPlease leave a comment.Music=Metalcore
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my favorite is UT99 becuz of loading time and plus it never gets boring when play practice session, especially in assault mode. If 2k4 included maps like operation overlord in their assault then i would totally like 2k4 better. Also the specs are too high for me so i cant really run assault or ONS that good. UT had a more SOLID feeling to me as in the characters seemed real and like if they had mass. Does anyone know what i mean? and the lighting was way better on the guns too, they looked super realistic, especially the impact hammer looked real.