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I know I need to let her know that I like her. But I haven't find the courage to tell her. I've been too afraid to tell her. I know it'll feel a lot better if I tell her, but still I am too afraid to get a refusal. Ah. I have to tell her before the weekend. Well, I think I really need to think of a way to aproach her and to tell her how I feel. But don't worry I will let you know what happen. Thank you though

I will tell her sometime this week. Well only if I get the courage to go and tell her. I don't know I'm just too scare to go tell her. But thanks again for letting me know that I have to tell her before it's too late.

Thank you. I know I was thinking too much about it, but I don't know I still is thinking why that happen like that. And then yeah, I will go tell her and ask her. I don't want to stay like this all my life and hide my feeling for her. So I really need to go tell her. Yet I am still scared of telling her but if I don't tell her I never really be a man facing the real world outside then. Thank you again.

oh nice... Sadly I don't use Yahoo mail service as or right now.Maybe I should give it a try then if I like it then I'll stick around with it. And maybe it'll give me more thing to do then msn. I don't know. Been really lazy this day, so I barely know where yahoo and msn are going to now. Thank for letting us now though.

I was thinking too much on it, that why I wrote it on here. I wanna tell her but I don't know if it's a good thing to do or not. Well I mean I'm scared of telling her and getting rejected. Bah, I have to be a man and go to her and tell her. Thank you though.

Oh. I didn't know that in Canada you would have to pay tones of taxes. All I knew was that the health care is free to everyone who live in Canada. Anyhow, I don't really know much about Canada but i'd love to live there. I don't really know why but I always wanted to go there. And to me it always seems like Canada is one of the most peaceful country in the world. Then again I might be wrong since I there so many thing hidden from us.I really hope that Canada health care stay the same. And that the taxes things will go down. I know I'm not Canadian but I just want that to happen for some reason. =/

Ahaha. Thanks =) Well I'll tell her that I like her. And I'll see what's going to happen with that. I'll try to live on if she doesn't like me. I really hope that she would like me the way I like her. Bah, I'm dreaming too much ahah.. I'll just to tell her and see what she'll say.

oh.. it's nice to know i'm not alone there then =) Yeah I don't really want to ask her why she sent it to me seperatly, becaus I am not supposed to know she sent it to the others. And I really don't want to scare her in anyway to tell her that I knew she didn't send it to me as the same time she sent it to her other friends. Or that I am obsessed with her like you say too. But I wonder.. If she sent it to me first, what would that mean too? ah.. too much question. I need to stop thinking too much.

I'm a freshman in college.Computer Science is my major.But I think I might change it. Don't really know yet. I really have to think of it.

To me the best soccer player is Zizou (Zidane)It's sad that he had to retired with a red card during the final in the world cup. So many people said that if he didn't took the red card France would have won the World Cup. Either way, it was a great to see that he still have that touches when he plays.Lot of people say Ronaldinho. But everytime I look at him play, I don't really seems to see anything super thing coming out of him. Or maybe everytime I watch him playing, it would be a game where he didn't really have the chance to do anything. Nonetheless, I still like Zizou better.As for the one that are coming, I have no idea who is going to be good. Where I live right now, the people are stupid and don't like soccer and they said soccer isn't even a sport. Kidding me?? It's like the number one sport on Earth.But yeah, hopefully sometime soon I'll get to see soccer again. And have a new player that I will like and all.

You have to have good idea for the game. Asia seems to have the best place for gaming stuff. I don't know why, but once in a while we would always have some news that say like someone over in Asia died after staying up playing a game for 3 straight days. Or something like that.Well I don't really know. I haven't really try to start a gaming business nor do I even play game anymores. All I can see is that Online game seems to work pretty well in Asia but I have no idea what kind of game they play. You have to do some research that's all I have to say.

I said I compared both emaill and they are the same. Nothing, I really thought they were something different but no, nothing. And it kind of driving me crazy thinking too much over it. Yeah I know I should stop but I wanna know what it meant for her to send it seperatly to me.

I like a girl in my school but I haven't told her that I like her. I don't think she knows that I like her, but if she knows then that is a good thing then. But the thing I was wondering is...She sent an email to every of her friends, except me, and that email is kind of chain letter with no curse or whatsover they always say that you will have bad luck or something. It just is an email telling how they care about you as a friend and all. Well, I'll get to the point now. She sent every of her riends but me. I know she didn't send it to me because her friend send it forward it to me and to her other friends. And since when you forward an email or reply to it and add other email address on it you can see who they sent it to. Well I saw that she sent it to everyone but me. That's how I know she sent it them but not me. After that she sent it to me. Like 5-10mins after she sent it to them. Well have to say that I received it from her friend first before I received it from her.But what keeps me wondering is why she sent it to me individually to me but she sent it to everyone else just like that? I compared both her email and her friend email, and it's the same thing, not even a change in the email.What do you think that mean??

I really have no idea. I never tried to make money over the internet. Doesn't really seems real to me. But maybe one day I'll give it a try when I am really crazy about something. I cannot help you this, really sorry that I am no help to you. But I hope you'll find a way and will get the thing you need to get the money.

I neveer said that Russia was only cold... But I know that most part of Russia is cold. And it's ok if you're not that good at English, at least you're doing your best to understand and reply back. I'm only 18, just 3 years older than you. But I didn't get what you were trying to say when you wrote "I had 3 of 5 ball"

I haven't play Pro Evolution Soccer 6, but I've played the 5 and it was pretty nice.I wish I would have more time for myself so maybe I could play some game from left to right to see how good they are like everyone say they are.

Hi Phero-rusI hope you'll have fun in this place. I am still new to this place and trying my best to have fun. It doesn't really seems like there is a lot of people, but there is. It's just that we never are on at the same time or talk about the same thing in the same forum.Anyhow, nice to know that you're from Russia. I live in the US and I don't really like it here. I wonder if Russia is better than the US or not.But yeah, welcome to Xisto and I hope you'll have fun around here.

Favorite sport to watch would be Soccer, Hockey, Football, and Baseball.Favorite sport to play would be Soccer and Football. I never got to try Hockey or Baseball so I cannot say if it's fun or not. Wish I would have more time and the money to buy all the thing I need to be able to try it though.Favorite sport to play as a video game. I would say same as the favorite one to play because I never got to try a Hockey video game and a Baseball Video game.

oh nice.The only thing that is sad is that not all the picture are showing up. Else I really think they're nice.

I don't think I'll be doing anything for Halloween. I barely do anything when Halloween came. I even hide in the basement so I won't have to open the door and give candies to the people coming and knocking at the door. I don't know why but I always wanted it to be peaceful, or maybe I just like to be by myself that's why I always hide when halloween come along ahha. But yeah, I'm not going to do anything this year like every other years.Ah! And don't hate me just because of what I say. Everyone is different.

Omg... What kind of work is that to not let people do who like each other at work date? I think that is stupid. But oh well, I guess you either have to risk it all or try to find a new job and then date her in secret until those 6 months gone by. But yeah, I really have no idea about that. Never thought that something like that would happen, so I never took the time to think of something for it.And if you really sure that she love you, then I think it is worth risking everything. If not, then you'll just going to stay there by yourself for the rest of your life. Well, not really but it just a saying. Ahahha.

Well, my friends always tell me that if I like a girl I should tell her. They always say you should risk it all because if she like you back like you like her than you won't have to hide it anymore. And even if she doesn't like you back like you like her, you know that you told her that you like her so you won't have to try to hide it and all. Which I think hiding it is the hardest thing to do because it hurts you for not showing it to her and also you never going to be able to let her know what you feel about her.And since you two are good friend she wouldn't just ruin a good friendship just to make you not like her. I mean that's if she doesn't like you like you like her. If she doesn't like you, just be there for her when she'll need someone or anything. Just don't try to bother her too much if she doesn't like you back.Also I wonder why I am telling you all that when I myself haven't tell the girl that I like that I like her. I'm supposed to tell her before tomorrow (Monday the 22nd) just because I told my other friend that I would and if I didn't that she would have to help me tell her. But if I don't do it, it just mean I don't really like her enough. Ah... I know I need courage to tell her. And rejection hurt a lot...Well hopefully you'll try to tell her. If not then you're just going to end up hurting yourself holding all those feeling for her.

The real things like you so call it. Because they don't have much chemical as in those tablets thing they do.And like rajibbd said "Good food is the best medecine"I do believe it, because when I'm home everything we eat it just fresh and healthy. The thing I eat at school, I don't even know if it's fresh, frozen, or whatever it is. I barely am sick when I eat fresh and healthy food. And I never tried those tablets things because I always know that I can find the thing I need in fruits and vegetables or meat.Maybe I don't make sense. Sorry if I don't. Maybe I should try to sleep more than try to stay up and do tones of things at the same time.

Is that why it is so slow at time to receive email or send an email?

I think that's because they search the internet for a place for free hosting. And when they come to this one they see free they're like "Cool" and don't take the time to read the thing they said. So they just jumb to where they ask for free web hosting with no credit. Then they don't get it then they'll just jump to conclusion. "Ah, this site suck. They say free hosting but they don't even let us have a free website" Well at least that's what I think happen. Might not be that but yeah, that's what I think that happen. They're just too happy to have find a place for free hosting that they don't take the time to read what need to do to get it.