BluePwNaGe

I have a good laugh thinking about my room. I am girl so of course we are known for trying to be organized and girly. My room is a complete MESS. There is dirty clothes pilled on everything including the hardwood floor. It smells like how do you say it... like closed... when you haven't opened a window. But my room is weird.. its an organized mess in a way. I know where every shirt is. In the morning when i am getting dressed for school i think of a shirt... and remember that it is on my chair under the pizza box and on top of the dirty pants.. but its ok it doesn't smell so i will wear it. My mom use to try to get me to clean but i just hate cleaning. Don't get me wrong there is probably one day out of a year that i just want to get rid of all the junk in my room. So i go crazy and start cleaning everything. But then i get exhausted and start making a mess all of again. I dont know what it is about me but can not keep my room clean at all. My mom got so fustrated since she is a neat freak she started cleaning my room but then i would get upset because she would move everything around and i sort of knew where everything was. I have noticed that the mess is getting to me though when my boyfriend comes to pick me up for school i get this feeling that i have forgotten something.. when i really haven't so i stand in my room looking around like i am lost. Just thinking for awhile. and then my bf gets mad cause i take long so i leave. most times i find out that i really have forgotten something and something that i really needed. I dont know what to do i keep trying to have my room cleaning but when i change i just throw everything around like crazy. I guess its just a bad habit of mine but i hope one day my room won't be full of junk.

Wow alot harsh!I think we have no RIGHT at all to even think about killing murderers, then we are all being a load of worthless hypocrits! and that makes me mad. Weither we have money to house these prisoners or just feel like they diserve "justice". We have no right to play GOD. if you think about it if we kill them we are doing nothing but seeping to their level. Sure they did do the killing first but killing them because they killed someone is going to get us know where its going to leave us in this big circle of on going murders. Don't kill people to get justice it is no good. no nice. lol but in all seriousness i am against everything that has to do with killing.

Dont be shy around girls. well i know you like her and what not so it is natural.. but some girls really do like shy guys. When i first went on mny first date with my boyfriend i could tell that he was shy but i LOVED IT! it was the cutest thing ever! I also fell in love with his eyes and his thighs they are so gorgeous and i love to squeeze them. Girls have different things they like about guys. Not every girl is the same with her taste in guys. Some like his hair some his rear end but most girls won't admit it.

Wow! First Love!Well i am in a relationship right now.. with my first love. and she meanes the WORLD to me. I am older though we started dating when i was 17 and you were only 10 so you could see love from a different perspective. A first love is NEVER going to go away. You know how people say "You were my first love and you will always have a place in my heart." First loves aren't suppose to be forgotten. Since it was your first experience of love she will always be in your mind no matter what you do. Another reason you possibly aren't able to get over it is because you really didn't have your closure. She didn't give you a real explination i guess you cvan say in lamins terms. Since you only said ok and really didn't seem that heartbroken it bothers you not to know the true reason behind it. Dont get me wrong i am not a psychiatrist or anything but i know. When i even think of being away from my first love i absolutely freak out thinking of life with out her. And how i would just think about her all the time. Dont worry that you can't get over your first love, just remember that you're not suppose to. That ten year old roman e will always have its place in your heart and its meant to be there.

I live for reading but i love the young adult novels. My favorite author of all time is Sarah Dessen. My true favorite book though is 1984 by George Orwell. It is so riveting. From the first page it began to creep me out.. the idea of our lifes not belonging to us at all.. with no privacy.. ruled by technology. I dont know if any of you have read this book but its a must. I really learned alot from it as well. And it makes me think of all these different kinds of possiblities.. what can someday happen.. you know it s just that kind of book that keep you wonder when your in bed and watching tv.. what if someone was watching me all the time monitoring every move. After i finished the book i felt a sense of .. whats the word i cant think of it. umm oh an invasion of privacy.. i always make sure every curtain is closed in my room. I also noe realize the importance of our freedom. These days people walk around complaining about not being able to carry around a gun in a shopping mall and other ridiculous things and we dont really realize that we are able to do so much. Did it ever occur that we might possibly have too much freedom. Since everyone takes it for granted. But this book is amazing it just really makes you think about everything. Read it Guys!

well... this seems like a useless forum but here i go posting rofli some times too get really bored and just post for no reason..actully i do have a reason.. i want my website to be alive, up and running i dont want it to get shut down.plus i only got like 1.38 credits right now so ya, need to keep posting

i dont know but i think it would be stupid to ever fill out such a form like that. you get a free ipod yes, but they end up making a WAY more of a profit stealing your identity by knowning where you live, your real name and everything. and plus if you give false info, they will find out and make sure you do give right information. and once you do your screwed.if any of you do this YOUR FREAKING STUPID.

i only have one favorite drink in the whole wide world.my one favorite drink would have to be ORANGE FANTA!!!eh.. i love orange fanta, it first started with sunkist but when i tasted orange fanta i was like FREAK that... lolz but anyways...if i coudnt drink orange fanta then i woudnt mine drinking a stawberry fanta lol

<- my avatar is i dunno and i dont really care.in my files filled with renders i just decided this 1 is the best and it will be my signature/ avatar.so as you can see i have a matching ava and sig

when i was a kid i always dreamed of being a professional soccer playeri have been playing soccer since i was 5, still got all my trophies all under my bed just there probly all dusty and old roflz. but this year i decided to stop playing soccer, for now i just dont have time for it. so the dream that i always wanted, i dont think it will happen.

so far all i know is that the ps 3 remotes are sensitive to movement and probly will mess up your gameplay if your those type of people that move with the game.iv meet a couple of people that actually move when they play, its kinda weird and funny but to come to think of it that sucks for them if they play ps3 cuz they will move something that they didnt want to be moved. i dunno for now but i think im staying with the 360

i rememer back then everyone use to play this game, and all i remember doing was making a character and never played it because it looked really stupid.but i got a gf and she made me play it and it was actually ok i guesscoughbut still its an ok online chat/game thing

I think thats freaking STUPID..... (Call of Duty 3)i just bought my 360 not to long ago and bought call of duty 2, and now they are ardy making a 3?!?!?! OMFG.... sigh..i mean what did they add new to call of duty 3 if its ardy comming out? its probly just the samething but just a new revolution of war most likly.

my favorite way to spend a million dollars is by buying every single 360 game, have 2 360's with HUGE t.v's so i can invite all my friends over and system link or go on xbox live and play agaisnt each other or other people. If i really found 1 million dollars i would probly save it in the bank for a while then when i get old i use it to have fun and travel or something. but i garentee i would use every single cent of that million dollars

my favorite hobby right now is to mostly play xbox live. playing Halo 2, PGR 3, Call of Duty 2.on my spear time, when i get really bored or just decide to do something i usually play cards, learn more magic tricks, or just being with my friends.if im not doing any of those above then im probly with my gf

i say Xisto is a CRAPLOAD better. I too encountered the exact same problem. I got a total of 50 something credits and applied and waited and waited.. and waited.. it really pissed me off how they would sign on, and just sign off, and sometimes they signed on and POSTED something and then signed off. with out even checking or saying anything in the free web hosting requests, where i was waiting for my application to get approved or declined.after 2 weeks of waiting i said screw it.. ill go to trap 17. After that i got my 30 credits applied, and got checked with in 1 HOUR... it freaking pissed me off because i should have came to Xisto in the first place.... right now im still running my site and looking forward for more members too.all i have to say is Thank you Xisto

i dunno, i hate math..right now i have a teacher that doesnt even know how to explain anything to his students. (im one of them) im currently inrolled in alg. 2, and its pissing me off because im not learning anything. but besides that i think im going to fail the class now, because im really lost.and thats because i love math..

i beleive that there is life somewhere else in the universe, there has to be. if Earth has life, something else might have life.I kinda believe in a diffrent demension too, i could imagine me doing something else as we speak some where else.Things like that make me really wonder.. and the scary part is how far in technology are they in? i can imagine they have lasers or some powerful weapon that can do alot of mass destruction and we just still have nukes. but i guess we will never know.. thats the gay thing.. probly later on in our life time/ or kids life time they will find something out.

OK.... soMy dad was totally just talking about this the other.. i don't drive yet but every time he takes me somewhere he never forgets to show me at least one mistake someone on the road makes. he especially doesn't agree with women drivers... i don't understand why since appearantly men have to automatically pay extra for car insurance because they are more likely to get into a car accident

Ok Coming from a girl.... Not ALL girls react like that... you need to know who she is she might seem totally OUt there and loud with her friends.. but who knows with boys she could be shy and timid the best thing to do is just start a conversation when she is alone. not with friends so it won't feel to weird for (or scarey) make sure you have great breath ... or she'll think twice <33 The Girlfriend

i think it will stay the most users online ever because when i do come on not that many people come on.Xisto should do these special days where they give a date for EVERYONE to come and login in a certain date so we can try to beat it .

most of the time i do use similies and some times i dont. but when i do i usually use them because im happy that day or i have a little joy in me, and when i dont, i dont usually use them or i just forget about them.

the thing i was most scared as a child would probly be the dark.. i would always be scared of the dark, and im pretty sure every one was scared of the dark when they were little. but i can always remember that i always had the bathroom light on when i went to sleep or i leave the T.V on so my room could be lite up.the second thing that scared me the most is spiders.. i STILL hate spiders till this day just because they look all weird and creepy. and some are freaking deadly and poisinous and that even scares me more so now you guys know what i was scared of when i was a child.

i dont really know too much about Movie Special Effects but all i got to know is now in days, when people are making movies the special effects finally look real. its funny when i look back on some old movies and i remember saying to myself man this movie is COOL.. but then as i watch it now its freaking STUPID and i laugh to it and imagine what i said about the movie back then. but im really glad i live in a updated generation, i coudnt imagine what would i do if didnt have xbox live a computer or internet lolz.

Well i mostly use the internet to look at funny/stupid videos and usually check my clan site for halo 2 (Halo 2 Clan Website). but other then that i just be online and listen to music, i will probly play runescape when ever i get really bored of playing xbox live, but runescape kinda keeps me entertained because its free for one, and for two its actually a pretty good RPG. So i guess i mostly use the internet so i can do something when im really bored