tatati

Me too! I hate all of you! LOLwe shouldn?t be punishing ourselves like this, it?s a waste of time. If i hadn?t been measuring myself up against others, being jealous, and minding my own business even during the lazy times, instead of allowing myself to be a little bit lazy instead of labeling and hating, i would be so much happier and attractive...

I love chocolate...When i was a little kid i would do smoking gestures with a pen to pretend i was smoking, so when i was 12 i tried one of my aunt?s cigarrettes and didn?t like the taste much, then when school started me and my friends bought a pack of gudang garam clove cigarrettes that were much tastier, then we bought regular cigarrettes to smoke while drinking beer because they were cheaper, and then acid, and so on. good times.i?ve been off and on with smoking, now i?m off. i find it stinky and that my lungs weren?t made to inhale dirt. sometimes i crave them, but i know they are pretty addictive and if i succumb to them i will be souza cruz?s slave again.

No problem at all if it?s cool and clean (no dust around) and has nice memory management. the first computers weren?t allowed to shutdown because they had to work too much! cellphones are computers too and i hardly turn mine off.

cool i love assessment tests. i took one earlier this year and it said i was INTP also. i keep track of these things in my personal blog, so back in september 2007 i was ENFP - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving. i used to have a lot of friends, and now im living in another city that is scary and i cant relate to anybody here, thats why my results changed.

this one is not from a book, but from a seicho-no-ie podcast, goes something like"Be like a sun dial and keep track of time only while it is bright"

wow previous poster did a lot of dating forget relationships, learn to live with yourself, ward off anybody who tries to restrain your freedom! don´t even try and try, you might get some nasty DSTs along the way and maybe get involved with a wacko girl and perhaps be a victim of a crime of passion? i dont know, but being alone sounds very appealing to me at the moment. This reminds me of this piece from the comedy Seinfeld

ohh how cute, the naivete this week a woman in brazil was found dead in her appartment, along with 4 TONS OF GARBAGE and 20-something cats, a handfull of birds and rabbits. She was a woman in ther 50s with mental problems. They took 2 days to remove all the trash from her appartment and they found several cockroaches and theirs nests and all the neighbourhood will have to be fumigated to kill them all!

My family went through a big change in the last years and it doesnt look like it?s over yet. But when my parents first separated, they would confide on us children and we ended up taking sides. Before that, when they were fighting, my dad would blame me for the situation between him and my mom, so I took sides with mom. In fact there was a strong financial stress behind all this and buy, did a hole iceberg surface with all that fighting! He was an absent parent, both were. When I got home drunk and stoned they would get worried and blame each other for not making me perfect little copies of themselves, i pitty them for thinking like that, they had nothing to do with my experimental youth so to speak Most dads don?t like to be parents anyway, they come home tired and go sit in front of the TV, moms they do it too, and once in a while they will open their mouths to say they spend too much on kids when they should be taking care of themselves. Too bad I kept all these negative memories growing up. I have some idea of who my parents really are and I don?t enjoy the company of my father that much, but I would support him when he?s old and wetting himself, boy oh boy, seeing him becoming old and senile will be the best revenge ever. But i digress, people don?t really have to be parents to pick fights and disturb your peace, siblings also do that. Just yesterday i was concentrating on my studies (you know how hard it is to concentrate and really hack the books, right?) then my sister ordered me to pick leaves in the yard, and she was very emotional at that, i found it best to interrupt my studies to go and help her. did i get back studying? no. i hate her. she did something similar when she asked me to help unload the car, there wasnt many groceries in the car, and i was studying again. some people just can?t see another person minding their own business, is not like i was watching tv or reading a magazine... but i think she?s the alpha female, i can say no to her but there will be this heavy emotional cloud between us, and i have to curse her a lot in my mind to ignore it, repeat a thousand times she burdens herself because she wants it and her wants are useless and irrational. when i complain about the distraction she starts making a list of aaaaalll the things she does around the house, and we pay somebody to help with the upkeep, she is neurotic or too capricious i think.

Unless the department of defense decide to contract outside of America, it looks like a fine stimulus for the engineering and construction sector, it employs many people, 4 billion sounds too little. All that spending with health sounds very nice for a country that produced movies about lack of public health. The population will benefit from that, but the economy not so much, as laboratories and high-end tech. are already held by the wealthy and there is a lot of mechanization in that sector. Energy doesnt employ much people, but a country can?t function without it, and I heard something about achieving independence from the middle east oil suppliers. That should lower oil prices for the rest of the world, we will all thank america if that happens. What puzzles me is why you complaint about the government spending with wellfare in the midst of the unemployment wave that hit america. I think your government is doing the right thing with the funds and is taking good care of americans, keeping them alive to be creative. I hope that in the next few years you don?t pick a fight on anybody claiming that wars bring advancement, which advancement did this last one bring? I had a video of this sniper called Juba, it was one of the most thrilling videos i?ve ever seen in my whole life, the next american that claims a war is good should see some of their youth being killed off guard, there is nothing worse than violence.Good luck with your kennel business, i have dogs and i?m done with pests. they are cute though.

So we have an expert in the forum! A call center is more than choosing over PRI/internet, call managers and the human capital, the CRM software (Customer Relationship Manager) is very important! In Brazil I have seen many job openings for Siebel certified professionals, how is the market in your side of the world? ps: there is open source CRM for the Asterisk

the USB bluetooth dongle is a source of interference in the 2.4GHz channel, no matter wich channel you use for your wireless access point (item #6) the bluetooth dongle will sweep trhough all frequencies looking for bluetooth devices, this is called Frequency Hop Spread Spectrum. In a given time slot you might have the bluetooth trying to negotiate on the same frequency band as the access point operates, and since wifi listens for the busy medium before it transmit, you might disasociate from the AP.

Hello mr. africa, have you found anyone yet? I liked Tramposch´s advice. I feel lonely sometimes, but i have a crush on this unnatainable person and i can´t let anybody else enter my heart for that matter. I still want a real relationship, with someone I like, of course this guru here on youtube says that you should be a source of happiness by yourself, then you´ll have something to offer to other people. Osho said something like that too. Bottom line, we have to fill that gap with something other than sorrow. I believe that once we take care of it, instantly we become happier, more confident and attractive, people want to be our friend, etc. Are you really ready to enter a relationship?

Hello :PFor those who never did it, public speaking is an easy thing to do, it is evident who is good at it and who is not. But when the roles are inverted, one realises that speaking in front of an audience is not as simple.When I had to make a presentation in college I would stay nervous the whole time, and I knew the classroom could see how nervous I was, and I just wanted to do my thing and get out of there fast.But now I have a job opportunity as a teacher at a school nearby, I really want to do it because it is close to home, and I wouldn?t lose contact with the subject matter of the classes. The interview was a try-out class. I prepared and trained for it, the room was empty and I knew the people who I was speaking to. Even so I froze, I was so nervous I couldn?t say a single word, I knew I wasn?t supposed to cross my arms or show signs of nervousness, so I ran to the bathroom and I cried :PI went back and the interviewer knew I had burst into tears. I might have another shot at it but I have to work to improve my presentation skills. By tuesday... :PEven so, does anybody have experience on public speaking? If I fail this week I might try again next semester, who knows.

my sister is a ... annoying.growing up she always been in charge of the house. i had a conversation with my mom a couple days ago, but my mom denies passing all the responsibilities of the upkeep of the house to her.but my grandma keeps a picture in her wallet of my sister watering plants at 4 years old.to sum up, i believe its in her character to maintain things. this is a wonderful quality for a woman, given the proper resources. well she is also a big spender with useless stuff (i think theyre useless, for example, her dog has more clothes than i do)when i rant about her to other people, they say that clean freaks don?t have dogs. in fact they don?t. but my sister has a ****ing dog that pisses in my bed and chew all my shoes. yes i am mad.but this is not why i opened this topic.i wish from the bottom of my heart, that she would stop nagging me about dirty floors.or at least she would clean them without irradiating this angry energy.i dont need clean floors, to me the floors are fine. i will not clean them, so if she needs clean floors, i think she should clean them with much joy.we live by the shore. the sea breeze leaves the floors all sticky, EVERYDAY.just now, she said she had cleaned the floor twice already, and there was dog hair all over, and it was disrespectful for a person?s job.nobody here had dirt on the floor intentionally, it was the sea moisture and HER DOG?s hair on it that made it that dirty.you might ask, -tatati, sweeping the floors is a house chore and you should help your sister.I DO HELP! i do the dishes, when i cook i leave nothing out of its place, i do laundry, i feed the dogs and pick up their poo. if i drop something on the floor i pick it up and clean the dirty spot it fell on. you want to know why i dont sweep and mop all the rooms?because we have cleaners that come twice a week and are payed to do everything else. they get paid for it.i just won?t do something that will be undone an hour later.im not a buddhist monk, and sweeping floors is not drawing a mandala with sand.can?t she stand 3 days without waving a broom around the floor? it wont clean anything, even with closed windows the sea has a way of enetring the house and making the floors all sticky.this is making my home life very unpleasant, i can?t stand the sound of her voice because she yells all the time when she sees somehing that?s not of her liking. her presence is overpowering even when she is not speaking she will have that overbburdened look on her face, and she is always angry at me.i wish she would give up cleaning the floors.i dont know if she does it in her room this often or at all, my room is always sticky because i don?t clean (it is already cleaned twice a week for people who are payed to do it) maybe she likes to victimize herself? i do not care about the floors. i do not like being nagged at home.her dogs can?t understand what she?s screaming about.i wish i lived in a peaceful house.i cannot support myself at the moment, i knew it was a bad idea to come live with her, this is the main reason. this is a nice house, and it is located at a beautiful beach, i shouldnt leave because of her. please god make her realize that nature always wins and the floors will always be sticky. amen.

I was so happy when I got HDSPA internet access. The area I live in doesnt support DSL. So I got a v24 GPRS modem and it was very slow, too slow to share the connection between mine and my sisters laptop. Now a mobile communication service provider upgraded their service to 3g and we subscribed ^^ I hook it up one computer and used windows? ICS to serve as WAN to my linksys router and now I have a wireless broadband internet hotspot It?s only 1mbps though, but it?s an improvement. I will be happier when the antennae i ordered online get here then I can get a better quality signal

make monkey go happy flash game a real time waster, really each phase you have to solve a puzzle to make your pet monkey happy difficulty increases as you complete levels funny and cute, but yet a time waster http://armorgames.com/play/2936/monkey-go-happy

triplebtalk owes us a cake This recipe can be found at http://lilyng2000.blogspot.de/2006/06/rainbow-cake.html

hello trappers!As there are a lot of chinese people on this forum, i would like to ask your opinion about Beijing. I want to hear all the good stuff!I saw an article in a local newspaper on those "work and study abroad" program and got excited about it. Now I want to learn mandarin and do business at the manufacturing nation of the world. My friends tried to talk me out of it, they say the pollution is bad and the work is plenty, a 45 hour week. In Brazil is not rare to work 8 hour days and part time Saturday, so it?s not uncommon. I will graduate in logistics in the middle of next year and i want to live abroad for 6 months or so. In this work abroad program they say the salary will cover only maintenance. I don?t know what that means, me i?m high maintenance :PHow long does it take to commute from the city to the nearest residential burrough that one foreigner earning an "only maintenance" salary would live? How good is the public transportation system? does it function everyday?Are there any curfews, do the shops close on any particular hour or day of the week?Is the city violent? Is the police violent? and most importantly, is Beijing friendly to foreign people? Can you get by without knowing how to read chinese characters?okthxbai

hi thereeven though this post is old and the OP must have let go of this crush by nowits very clear to me that your ex doesnt want to confront you and make you cryhe doesnt want to be with you anymore, maybe because he has grown up, or maybe he feels he cant live up to your expectationsdont lie to yourself, he is trying to hide something from you.take care of yourself, make a plan-B, plan-C, DEFG for your future, people are very unpredictable and proudthank god your ex was somewhat of a coward! imagine if he was to marry you just to keep his promise or prove your mother wrong....its very hard to lose somebody who appreciated you! now all that you have left is your mother!ive been dumped before, last time when there was no explanation, i evesdropped on a conversation between my ex and a girl 10 years younger than him on some social network website. then it was easy to let go.another previous situation, it was just gossip and my outgoing behaviour that scared my other ex away.people are complicated, i like cats.

sometimes being with your family makes it worsechristmas tiem i feel so bluein every situation with my family each and everybody will "put on a mask" and play the blame game on somebodyold people speacially will compare you to some other fail kid who has had similar problemsfamily sometimes will gang up on a person if theyre down so they can feel better themselvesthis is just my point of view

keep your love silent and platonic, defend it, dont take any harsh actions, dont talk back in anger if someday your girlfriend decides it's better to pick a fight with you if you can't stay together. make the most of your friendship and keep your feelings holy inside your heart, your feelings are yours! dont try to undo love, reverse psychology claims that by trying to block a thought you invite it in your head anyways.

Vitamin B, i should go buy thatit's cheap, and they say if you take a high dosage of B12 mosquitoes won't want to bite you.

i think that this period in my life qualifies as the 4th long depression period i've had in my 27 years of existence. i've been on fluoxetin before and i think i should go see a doctor again, i dont just feel bad, this time im concerned about my health and my hability to pull myself out of this one, i ask myself if this is part of my personality now, and if my achievements so far counts for anything if lately i've been a zero, and oh so many restrictions i put on myself when i'm depressed! right now i can sit on my computer to type, but i've had some days i couldnt even shampoo my hair or answer the phone!

my kiss was so not special, it was at a concert when i was 12, i cant remember the boy's name, he was 14 and he told me his address but i forgot that also his friends knew some of my friends, he came up to me, told me his name and asked if he could kiss me, i said ok and then that big mouth came and kissed me this boys mouth was huuuuge and he gave me a very wet and long kiss... then his friends left and so did he.... i daydreemed about that kiss for about a week, my friends who were with me at the concert asked me if i was going to see him again but i was too shy to go after him.

if I were in love with 2 people I would go for that one that is more likely to ditch me first, then i go crawling to that one who I feel would have a more lasting love :)being alone sucks, specially on hollidays