irdix

I have one article about ZEN Meditation actually but it still in Indonesian language , it would take sometime for me to translate it into an english language. I'll post it as soon as posible here..

so.. how do we get those free host ? and how is the TOS ?actually. I'm a bit confused.. how can you made that kind of offer ?? I mean.. that's a real free hosting and it's features are the same as paid hosting package.. wow.. I revisited the website and see the rules already I'm sorry for my last post.. that shows my stupidity.. but I wont erase it to keep seeing it as my self

Well I guess installing some viewbar software won't be good.. and I 'aint gonna join it for sure..if it's track our surf habbit.. then it may log our activity.. damn.. this is like some other program wich are detected as spyware.. sorry dude.. I'll never do it..

If you want it then you can try to use this Xisto Free host it has cpanel and inside it there are a lot of features that are very easy to use, you can install phpBB in just a few click.. try it.. I really recomend it for sure..

TypoMage you won't think that God will plug on His laptop and reply this post ? you did...!? omg..

I agree.. maybe there are billions of planets wich are on the universe.. but in our solar system we(human) always looking for another place wich are suit for us.. well who knows if jupiter were suit for other species but it's not for human.. that's becouse we(human) search an environement that suit us.. we create our own limit of searching. it is, I agree with you, but I guess nothing wrong if that's make the world as a better place to stay now you think you can understand god ? cool.. you do really know what God want and God don't want ? a free will so it's even free to say that God doesn't exist ? and if He know it before time, then why(it seems) can't you accept other's free will ? is that the truth ? or it's did the writer found out by himself ? wow.. if it does then he is a (what we say as) zombie.. In my humble oppinion.. since you said that the husband deserves nothing more than heaven, than that makes you as God, and so the woman well it seems you are a better "GOD" for me since you do understand all what God do, even you know and predict where a died man should go to.. wow.. cool Pardon me for my comment we(human) are feel comfortable if we can understand things, thats include understanding God.. in this post you'll find a lot of comment from me, IMHO it's just a comment of the "free willed" human as I do have brain to use to creating post as I use the brain think. The way human understanding things there(previous posts) are by taking God into human's attitude (how shoul I say this in English.. ) I mean, we take God into "how a human usually act" (read the brown collored sentences in this post). let's say God is in our own way of preception, sometimes we learn from other's preception.. see how God "want" (did we human ever know what God wan't? ).. How God "gave test" to Adam and Eve's faithfullness (it seems God didn't fully know how his creation will act -this breaks his own statement that God know the future/everything- ).. How god "choose" to gave human free will (to choose.., this means there were an option.. who/what/why gave God an option? ).. How God will keep her(the died husband's wife) kids safe (is this means that there will nothing bad happend to them? they won't die maybe? they won't get sick? they won't got an "small" accident ? -wow..- what a God..). Okay if that's what "God" is all about, then I have to pass on it.. it's too "weak" for a God IMHO God exist in our own way of think, what my God is surrely not your's, so do your's is no mine.. we have our own preception to see God.. and I choose not just to accept other's preception/teaching, I choose to hear what "my self" should said about it.. btw.. it's just my humble oppinion.. I say you all are right in your own preception/perspectif..

haha.. that's true.. I'm agree with that.. nice to see you coolduck123456 may happiness always be with you

so I'm not that late huh.!? well thank you BordaForx.. (that's really makes me feel better now ) I guess I'm here for the community, it's fun to have another community. Ihope.. Well at least finding new friend, learning something new from other member or maybe share what I can share here by the way, thank's for your reply on this intruduction topic of mine hope you have a nice day.. - actually I'm still learning to speak in English too -

nice refference I guess we must share it here.. I hope you wouldn't mind to share a meditation that helps to overcome fear when it comes to danger situation, who knows it might be usefull for everyone here in Xisto (who read it offcourse) :PI wrote some articles (note for my self ) I'd like to share it too, but I guess I will need some time to translate it in English ( I wrote it in my origin language.. Indonesian. ) so will u execuse me for a while

omg... PS 3... in our country it still hard to get and it's still verry expensive..sigh.. well it's better start savin up now..

I have no interest of knowing when I will die or how will I die or something like that.. even if somehow I know when I day, I won't be necessary to think it, just let it flow with the time, then face it when it comes.well why should we affraid of death.. we can't run from it, so it's better to face it

well OpaQue.. thats why I join Xisto.. I guess you do meditation when you feel like to do it and I agree, quiet environement will help our mind undistracted. IMHO meditation purpose are to achieve self awareness, so.. quiet and dark environement will help you to feel "yourself" -namaste-

Hi everybody.. actually I'm joining here two days ago.. but I just realize when I'm browsing Xisto I haven't introduce myself..well sorry for being late.. but I guess it's better than never.. :Phi my name irdix i lived at Indonesia wich are located at south-east asia. Well.. I guess that would be enough for now, if you have any question, just ask..

I guess that's one of the biggest question on the human existence.. Our answer to this dilemma has great implications for our life here on earth. Although many avoid the issue, we must sooner or later address the question. There are many competing answers to this question.. and there are many brain, mind and soul who create it. So what will happen after our death will be what we think now, if you do good things(good in objective, since stealing are might consider as good things for thief) to other then you won't expect and think bad things.

this morning is my first interaction with the mods..well actually I'm asking some stupid question wich I should've read it on when I joined this forum.. but they answer it, they didn't ask me to read or something.. well.. that's makes me feel stupid even more.. :Dthx mods hope you all keep your good job

I got what u've said hybridsystem it's quite nice explanation and it's very nice that you don't believe in god since you "can't see" Him. -back to topic- well I know few friends who talks about past lifes, matrix stuff and things about dejavu's explanation, I just had one question for them.. "did you find it out by yourself or you just simply believe what other people said when your mind said 'hey it's a nice explanation' ? ", so how about it.. ? I agree with something u said hybridsystem, we simply often decide something by our memory or past experience (sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad -how good or bad is relative- ) when doing, facing and act on things..

pardon me for writing this comment I guess different men really said it at different act, well sometimes.. someone sometimes don't need "anything" to find "their" own enlightment he's already proof it by his own belief, and maybe you won't believe what he believe you find your believe wich well said that by meditating you are resting your brain , I guess that's what we said believe.. we believe in something and what someone else believes aren't has to be as our believe.

try to know your power by knowing yourself..

how about trying to do sport ? that will help you gaining weight healthy..

what is stress anyway ? ehhehehe.. do meditation, hear some relaxing moment music.. hmm.. or meeting someone new, go somewhere I haven't go yet.. well.. but.. what is stress anyway ?

well we might never know what she's facing right now.. but whatever she's going to face later, well face it either.. dying then death. Well wether it's true or not I don't care.. just take the lesson, it's worth it for us who still wan't to learn something from something or somebody else..even vampires, and highlander should die too..

well.. I would say meditating is un-explainable.. but as far as I know meditative is not about concentrating mind into something.. it's not "imagining" that we don't think about nothing.. but founding reality that undescribeable is what meditating is all about. Well don't take my words, but find your own truth.. like a friend said to me.. "there is one truth, but man describe it in his own ways"but for pactice.. it would be good to try realize and find out what really happen around us, let me share u how :D1. find a place peace, silent (usually I was doin' it at midnight )2. somehow, find a position wich u can relax (do not lying down.. youll go to sleep if u do) I prefer sitting.3. in that relax position, start to watch your breathing.. your stomach movement, not with your eyes, just watch it in your mind don't say anything in your mind, just realize it and watch it. then close your eyes :D4. while doing this, I presume some of you will see a lot of things.. well it's your thought.. follow it pasively.. don't resist it.. just realize what you were doing (you are following your tought), then slowly.. go back to watch your breathing.. (don't take a deep breath).. sometimes you'll feel like to do something, maybe your hand are itching, your legs are tired or you want to open your eyes maybe.. or you heard something.. - don't be affraid.. - just realize it, try to see (in your mind) wich part are "want to do" things.. watch it closely.. just realize it.. and remember.. you are still breathing.. just realize it, do not resist just follow it pasively by doing nothing.. example : you feel like to move your legs, just realize wich are the one who want to, watch it (realize it as a desire) if you really-really feel that u should move your tired legs, then first realize it, realize your desire, when you start to move it, then realize that you are moving your legs.. do it slowly.. realize it, feel it. before you stop move then realize.. it.. there is desire there.. a desire to stop your movement.. realize it.. then when you're done and stop your movement, realize it.. then what happen next.. you realize it..sometimes you forget realizing something and you remember it.. realize that you remember it, then realize it that you were forgot.. hear what 'yourself' said to you.. it's about the detail things that we forgot.5. try do it when u are awake.. :Dwell that's for the tips.. just do it regularly.. you'll find difference.. what will you get ? well.. find your own..