kurt18th

I wouldn't. She called me boring. I took offense to that haha. Just made me dislike her alot. If it was so boring maybe she shoulda gave me a warning or something. At least a chance would have been nice.

Well I know that an education is important. I don't think anyone here said it wasn't. It is basically our entire future. You don't do well in school then you most likely won't do well in life. I guess I don't hate it that much. It's just that I have school for 8 hours, then football practice for another 4, then go home to work on homework, which usually will take an hour, maybe longer. Then I have got to go to sleep early, so I barely have any free time, but I guess that's what the weekend is for. But I guess I am looking forward to learning the most I can this year, which is a weird thing for me to say because I never really cared before. I guess it's just me being really tired and frustrated because of a mix of football and school. It's over a hundred degrees here everyday so it's not too nice.

It was weird today though. I went back and it didn't even feel like any of us had ever left. Everyone is still the same. Nobody looks different. I guess there are new people but I prolly won't get to know much of them. Highschool is kind of weird like that. In all the other grades you would come back next year and everyone would look different, act different, etc... But in highschool you notice people don't change that much, at least not looks. I guess moods do change. I am realizing how annoying my best friend of 7 years is and I'm getting fed up with him.

Anyone else a little annoyed/pissed off that school is starting up again? In a couple of ways I am happy that it is. No more boredom, new people to meet, friends to see, some classes are fun (guitar). But then on the other hand I am just angry because that work is going to take up so much time. Oh, I'm also pissed because we lost our game in football to the state champs. 69 to 7. It was terrible. They are some incredibly fast little dudes. So I guess this is a mixed subject. School sucks sometimes/it sucks to lose a football game. Anyone agree?...... Disagree?

Ah. She's one of the biggest liars I know, but she says she doesn't anymore. Yet I still don't believe her. Anyways, a friend of the girlfriend that just broke up with me came and said she regrets it, which is just great. Now I'm gonna feel bad when I say I don't want her.

Wow, I haven't played NS in awhile. There are levels now? What exactly does that do for you. I think I vaguely remember something like that... Did it give you access to better weapons, armor, or what?

Well the point is is that I have only been single for about 4 days, and it's gonna take awhile for me to want another girlfriend unless it's her. So if I can't get her I'm not really gonna worry about it much. I've got much more important things going on for me right now to worry about than that. I'll try for her but if it looks like it isn't working then...hmmmm, how can I put this. I guess I can say I won't worry about it and I won't let it get me down, etc... This all seems like too much trouble to bother with at the time anyways. Man, I REALLY need to quit changing my opinions on these sort of things.

Wow, it's weird that I never even considered that option. I prolly should. Actually, I think the best idea would be to not have a girlfriend at all. They are kind of a bother anyways. Well, I don't know. My opinions on these sort of things are always changing. So I can't stick to something too easy when it involves something like this.

Ya, it comes with the Source version of Counter-Strike. Which in my opinion is worth all the money alone. Only one downside. I have yet to find any good players on Cs:S. Honestly, everyone I have played sucks. Not even challenging.

I am ready to commit, its just the others that aren't, and don't get me wrong, I did really like my now ex girlfriend but I agree with her on why we broke up, but for some reason I'm still bitter about it and don't really want to talk to her at the moment. So I guess I'm just a little angry that she did it even though it was for a good reason. I don't know why that is. I'm guessing selfishness. Anyways, I guess I'll post more as it happens. It'll prolly take awhile.

Ah, now my girlfriend broke up with me today... I asked why, she said it is gettin old. I'm sure my best friend had somethin to do with it but then again this really isn't affecting me much. I agree with what she said, but all of a sudden it seems like my life is going downhill.

Well I'll just continue with the hard to get, whether I want her or not. Plus, she went to Florida for vacation so it should be easy to get her off my mind and not talk to her when she comes back eh?

Ya, I thought of that. She apparantly likes me also. Alot more than Kati. I guess it could've been a lie but I seriously doubt it. Hmmm. I don't know. I guess I could ask Kati if she said that, and if she didn't then ask my friend what the hell they were talking about.

Ha. Nice, but I couldn't do it anyways.

K, I'll do all these things. Thanks.

Oh, well just a bit ago she said something to me on AIM when I was away. I haven't talked to her for only like one day and she write " i just want to tell u i care about u and wut u said before was wrong ok i love u ur like my bro i cant bare for one sec to have u think i hate u but i g2g bye." I didn't get to reply because she left. Even if she hadn't of left I'd have no idea what to say. Any ideas?

Well, this will prolly be the last update...Well I was bored a couple of nights ago, and completely ignoring the hard to get idea, I started to talk to her. Saying things I shouldn't of, so she basically knew she could control me anyway she wanted. She sent me another one of those pics, not boobs this time. I'll just say it was another part of her and a couple of her fingers. Anyways, I am talkin to her and my friend Kayla, who is also her friend goes "You really need to stop talkin to Kati." I ask why, so she sends what Kati wrote and one of the things she wrote was "I hate Anthony." That really made me wake up, and really made me break down. So I have decided to no longer waste her time or my time. I realized she's not that great of a person, but then again neither am I. I don't know if she realizes it or not but she has been torturing me ever since she left me, and for some reason I let her do it. Maybe she doesn't know she is. Maybe she knows but doesn't mean to. Maybe she doesn't care and just wants as much attention as she can get. But I am gonna stop talkin to her, if not forever then for a long time. I think I can be alot happier without her in my life, as she can be happy without me also. Thanks for all the advice though people. It sucks that I wasn't really able to use any of it but I really think this is the best thing to do. Ha, this is pretty ironic. I came on this site to get webhosting so I could upload a video of this band she liked, and she'd put it on her Myspace. I guess it really doesn't matter anymore though...

Just gotta get her alone sometime during the evening.... I don't know. Say some sweet things. Put your arm around her. Maybe tickle her. I don't know. The time to kiss just seems so obvious when it comes. It's like a natural thing. Instinct. Ha, prolly not. But that's the best I can explain it. At least for me.

I met my gf through a girl I wanted to date. She had been lying to me and tricking me into thinking she was older than she was. She really looks it. So one day this girl tells me that shes been lying to me for months and that she is alot younger than she says. So I'm not sure what happened. She gained alot of my trust with that and I started talkin to her more and noticed that she was a really cool person. Then I started going out with her a couple of weeks after that.

I am thinking of dumping the girlfriend I have now. Not really for anyone but because we just never get to see each other anymore. We're both busy and it turns out when one of us is free the other is busy. Oh, I just found out this Eric dude lives in like Conneticut, so no worried I guess. I think I'll go for the ignore her and play hard to get kind of thing. My friend Ryan told me to do that. I didn't talk to her for like a month, then she talks to me and asked why I never say "hi" to her anymore. So I started talking again. Now I think I'm giving too much attention. Maybe I'll just go for a little bit of conversation every couple of days. I don't know. I'm busy with football so it'll prolly work out anyways.

Ya, Kati knows I have a girlfriend. I got her right after we broke up. A little bit of it was to make her jealous. Damn, I seem to be worse and worse of a person everyday. Anyways, I think I'm attracted to her because I know I can't get her. Apparantly she wants this guy named Eric all of a sudden, and she's under the impression that everyone that shows an interest in her is trying to use her. Ah, I am so confused with her. I think that's another one of the reasons why I like her though. She's unpredictable. I can't figure her out. It seems like their will always be something new and exciting with her, but I don't know.

Ok... so I have this ex-girlfriend named Kati. She was a really nice girl while we were dating, very nice and sweet. During the end of the relationship she just started to randomly yell and be mean towards me. So then she broke up with me. I felt real bad cause she was like perfect to me. I realize now that she's not and I have gotten a new girlfriend. Well, I was on myspace a couple of days ago and I see she put on new pictures. I look at them and say "wow". She just looks better than ever. Amazing to me. I've started to talk to her again and I expected that she wouldn't want to talk, or she wouldn't care about anything I'd have to say, but she actually seems interested and is telling me that she wants to see me. She says she misses me and misses hanging out with me. I can't tell if she has really changed or not. But anyways. Like last night she sends me a couple of pics of her boobs with "Hi Anthony" written on them (that being my name ha). I want to know from you guys what exactly is she tryin to do. Could she actually want me back or does she just want me to think so just to torture me and make me misserable.

Wow, there's alot of youngins that like to do graphics I'm guessing.

Conker was always a good character to me. He was a funny little mofo. Uhhhh... My favorite would have to be... Master Chief I guess. Haha. Prolly a very common one. I don't know. He's cool looking. Uhhh... Cloud from Final Fantasy VII is good. Nice big *bottom* sword.

Thanks buddy!! Pretty damn kickass. I got stuck and gave up. Lol. It was seeming real easy till the end, but still a very fun game. Got any more?