Losing The Pet I Had My Whole Life i cant believe the day has finally come =(

[BOAW 0]

i lost the one true animal(cat: Smokey) that i love today , this is so hard to deal with and i cant believe its happening. ive had him since 1990 and im 18 right now, i had him for about 16 years. i dont know what or how to think when stuff like this happens, all i can think is negative things be sad and cry. When we took him in i couldnt even watch them put it to sleep so i stepped out, the only person that was there for him was my father so he could keep my cat company in his last few moments. i wish i cudve stayed to be there with him in his last moments but it was just too hard, i didnt want to see the process of him falling into the neverending of unconsciousness. my father never cried, i just dont understand, not even when his parents died. ive never in my life ever seen him cry. i promised myself i wouldnt cry but thats just way to hard, its nearly impossible to make myself do that.Now that this have happen ive viewed life differently. just thinkn about how every1 will pass one day and theres nothing we can do about it. all the people you loved and lived with will die someday, and one day when that day finally comes, your going to have to experience your loved ones death. everyone goes through it and thats just part of life. in some ways life sux but its worth living.some people say when you lose a pet of yours a good way to make your feel better is to get yourself a new one. Well i feel whether i get a new one i still wont be satisfied, nothing will ever replace the cat i had my whole life. Some poeple may think the way im acting is ridiculous, that im crying and moping over a cat. Well if there is no sorrow in your life how would you know what love truly is? Today i truly showed how much i loved this cat and no matter what it is, if you love it and cherish it your going to be very sad when you someday lose it. besides would you think getting a new pet would be worth it? becuase one day that pet of yours will someday pass away and youll experience the same stuff over again, and then what are you gunna do? get another? Well i dont think ill be gettn any pet for a LONG TIME.

[Mr. T 0]

I am sorry to hear that this happened to you. I also just had this happen to me a few months ago I had a dog also for 17 years every since I was just over one years old. She got def about 4 years ago and is very protective to anyone new who came near my house. She has was sick for the last couple years and had a very bad cough everyday.Losing a close pet you had your whole life is one of the worse things you can go for since it is a member of your family and your closet friend other then humans. You grow up with the dog mostly starting as a pup till over the age the time the pet is suppose to live up till.So I feel how you do with how close you were to your pet because not many people understand that it is not something to easily get over it is like have a conjoined twin on your head that is how close you really are to your pet.

[gameratheart 0]

This happened to me recently, too. I used to have a dog named Sandy. We rescued her from a family who was torturing her when I was a toddler, and she's been with us ever since.About three month ago problems appeared on her, and she eventually was unable to move. I knew then she was soon to die. So a month later I talk to her and say how I was going to miss her.She died a week later, in her sleep. I was asleep at the time, and was only informed about her death when I woke up at noon. While I was initially upset, I knew I had already said my goodbyes, and I knew it would happen. I was the only one who felt conforted that night.But I won't get another dog, because I feel it would just remind me of Sandy, and bring me nothing but pain. It hurts, I know.I am thankful to think that I still have a happy and healthy cat, however. I know she'll stay alive for many more years to come. That is my only comfort now. Unless I find another thing to comfort me, I am absolutely sure that the day my cat dies will be the day I die.

[Madkat-Z 0]

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. I have gone threw that experiance quite a few times. I've lived with cats all my life and I currently have 7 of them. My cat, Stranger, died year ago and I'd had her for most of my life as well (about 16 years as well). However, I've managed to move on, and we ended up with another cat. I know its you get attached to your cats and I know that there will never be another cat like Stranger in my life, just like there will never be another Smokey in yours, but life goes on and the wounds heal.

[Tsunade 0]

That's sooooo sad to hear.... you're completely right and your way of thinking is absolutely right! I have a cat, ONLY for 3 years though - and when he ran away a few days ago I was about to cry when I saw his food/sandbow/bed thinking I'd never see him again (and I'm 21) luckily he returned, but I can't imagine what would happen to me and my way of thinking if my cat died and I haven't had him for that long too (compared to your stories and all the long memories you have) - it's just sad reading this post!And whoever says another pet can cure the wound is a heartless ****

[WarFact 0]

I have 3 dogs, one of which we've had since I was about 4 I think. He has arthritis and sometimes cannot stand up. He's also overweight, so that doesn't really help. I can sort of understand how you feel, even though I haven't lost him yet. When that day comes, I will be out for a couple days.Losing a pet is almost just like losing a member of your family. So you have a right to feel the way you feel.

[Tetraca 0]

I'm sorry to hear that. . Though the only pets I've lost were some fish, so I can really feel for you, though. It's not really sad when you lose a goldfish since there was little redeeming value for me from having them as a pet.

Edited June 16, 2006 by Tetraca (see edit history)

[Mich 0]

You have my sympathy , BOAW. You are doing the right thing. Talking about it will help you let go of your pain. I have lost several wonderful pets over the years as well as a couple of horses that I grew to love too much. My last pet, my Siamese cat, was with us over 21 years. I consoled myself by creating a memorial to him on my personal web site. My Memorial Writing or talking about these losses is very theraputic. Perhaps you could write a story about your cat's life and the characteristics that made him so special. I managed to hold my special cat while he departed as I had my poodle a number of years back. It was very difficult, but I felt I had to do it for them.

 

I also have a page on my personal site about dealing with death; albiet human. That Webpage Being an older person, I have found the need to learn to accept death as it comes. When you lose your parents, it certainly puts you in touch with your mortality. And that isn't any fun.

[Zabb 0]

my father never cried, i just dont understand, not even when his parents died.

you build a tolerance over the years.

[husker 0]

It's hard to not cry. It may sound easy, but when the moment comes, you just have to let it out. This is sad to hear though. There's nothing you can really do besides move on. Although you say you won't be getting a pet for a long time, I think you should. It may not seem the same, but you begin to love it and forget about your old cat.

[lawmatchmaker 0]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your cat.I understand where you are coming from as I had lost 2 dogs too.I always took their presence for granted but after they leavew, I really how empty life is without them.They used to keep me entertained all the time,doing all kinds of tricks

[yellowhairedguy20 0]

That really stinks. I have had my cat only since I was 12, but it will be very sad when he dies. I play with him everyday and when he is gone I will be very bored. I will probably get a new cat, but it won't be the same as the cat that I have now.

[Nani Cheri 0]

Yeah, thats sad.. sorry to hear that.... I have 2 cats at home, but I dont really play with them the rest of the family does. Sometimes I pick one up or give it a hug , but thats it. But it would be weird thinking they will not be here any time soon chasing eachothers tale .. would miss that, their presence I guess.Well, i see it has been a few months since you posted it, but still its sad..

[sexymama1723 0]

The thing that sucked about losing 1 of my dogs is he died 2 days after i got married.and the other dog I had my husband ran her over with the truck. and I cried for days over both of them. Since I can't have children,those what like kids to me.and it honestly felt like at the time that I did lose my child.

[me_boxer_dude 0]

It must have been terribly sad for you. I have two dogs and dont even wanna think of their day to come. I guess I would take it as it comes and would be extremely devastated.