dizilluziondmasokist

I have been trying to find the manga for Devil Lady. I have the first dvd for Battle Royale. The one that was not to be released or sold here in America. It is so sweet. Does anyone here like Priest?

They can cause martial law to be declared if they stage a crisis. I personally think that 9/11 was planned. Or at least they knew about it but did not want to do anything. I do not believe that the government does advocate us anymore. It is doing next to nothing to fulfill it's original purpose. More and more states are turning into POLICE STATES. All that they want is money. So why wouldn't they declare martial law?

I still vote for Doom Generation any day of the week. It has everything, evil, gritty, gore, spooky, it has a really sticky sort of plot. That is why it has always been my favorate.

What is the Scariest thing that has happened to everyone? What frightens you the most?I do not get scared to easily however when I was in a group home, I had this weird gypsy girl roommate. She kept milking me of information on witchcraft (yes I am a black witch). She loved me and followed me around constantly. We were up all night once. After a while she began to get a little spooked. Not by me, but these things she was feeling. Around four in the morning she fainted, or what looked like fainted. I went to her to see if she was okay. Her face was completely white and she had a joker smile on and abnormally huge eyes. Then her eyes opened and it wasn't her. I could feel it. She didn't say anything, only shrill shrieks and grunts that were deeper than her voice could ever go. She was trying to choke me. So I threw her into a wall and she got knocked out again. I casted a half-assed circle around her and she just bowed her head and began laughing at me. Her face turned beet red and her eyes were all red too. Not just viens showing. I mean RED. I wrestled her down and then jumped down 8 stairs to go to the office to tell the staff what was wrong. She ran after me and I shut the door to the office and locked it as fast as I could. When she was distracted by scratching and banging against the plexi glass (which she did damage),a friend came down to see the commotion and ran in the office. The story goes on and in much more detail. But she could not be restrained. No one could calm her down. It came and went all day. I never got sleep until I left that group home. She was never the same again.

Thankyou

Is someone a fellow libertarian here? Even though our candidate did not make it we can vote for Nader as a write in. Or did he make it? Anyway, I am voting for Nader. Who else is? I refuse to vote democrat or republican.

It has come up in conversation that if Bush does in fact win the election that Martial Law would be declared. The Constitutiond would be suspended (it is not really of much use these days anyway) and we would all likely to become slaves to the government. This country is headed toward being socialist. If this in fact does happen, what would you do?

Hair is perfectly natural. Shaving hair should be a concern of the women that is shaving it. I tire of men being so disgusted by things that women do. Yet, when it comes to something that they do, Holy *BLEEP* men get all defensive and try to pretend that they are gods or something. Like there is some higher reason for their natural processes/habits, whether they be the same as their female counterparts or not. You really should revise your idea of women. If anything, men should shave their hair. Believe me, it is very sexy when men whose bodies seem to be hidden with a gorilla-like mountain of hair shave.

I am going to be a journalist. I have to do something about the government. I want to be the next Michael Moore. I can't wait to get into muckraking. But I also want to help the Libertarian Political Party with winning an election so we can just get rid of the government. It is going to be so fun. I will make a living by hating on people.

What was the point of that. I would say your family is weird but I have a pretty wierd family too.

I would have to say Giving In, by Adema. Or there is by Megadeth, Use the Man. Both are very dark and raw. The second is talking about a friend who overdosed on Heroin. How, the guy who wrote the song shot up with him and everything. It reminds me of a friend who died early last year of an overdose. He also was a heroin addict. The first song, I could totally relate to because I was at a stage in my life once that could be described like that. Perhaps I say that these songs are the "saddest" because of what they mean to me.

Many pop bands would be considered hard rock. Look to the local bands (if there are any) that keep the spirit alive. Many bands tend to change their sound after they get a record deal. Has anyone noticed that.

What do you guys think about the current punk music out there. As a punk, I am offended by it. Some bands are even claiming the title of pop punk. To me this is very ironic, considering that pop goes against all of what would be considered "punk" to begin with. The current bands, you know which I am talking about, sing about the same exact stuff that girl and boy bands sing about. Their dress is not even original. It seems like more of a beuaty pagent then anything. But that is my opinion. What is does everyone else think? :DBut of course, GG Allin is my hero.

Ramstien is awesome german metal. They will even send you their music in english if you request. When you get a cd all you have to do is send in this little paper that comes with it that asks you if you want it. Dimmu Borgir also does some songs in german. They are more like black death metal. They are a satanic band. What type of music are you looking for. Because of course there are german folk songs. Especially if you are not into metal.

What is everyones political affiliation? I personally am a libertarian. This year I am voting for Nader. I would vote for Kerry if Nader wasn't a write-in because I think he he is the worse of the two evils. I am tired of the liberal/republican crap because I feel that whoever wins out of either of them, we are still screwed in some way or another. I have come to the conclusion that both parties have been working together for some greater good. Anyhow, what do you guys think? Who are you voting for?

We are at the same one idiot.

I find it interesting to hear people talk about their lives. Especially very meaningful ones. So I shall start with, what is your best date. Certain details excluded of course, due to certain restrictions. I think that the best date that I have ever had was when Spawn_Syxx9 took me to see I forgot what it was called. It was a really bloody slasher movie. But when it let out it was raining. So we were going to walk a few miles to where I was living at the time. The bus had stopped running. When we were just standing out in the rain across the street from this field where certain things have happened to me (both bad and good). That was our like, first real kiss. Then a mutual friend of ours saw us and gave us a ride. Obviously more happened that night, but I felt so awesome. It was simple. At the time, that was not something that I was used to. It was our conversation, and our energies that carried it over the top. Mind you when we started the date, I was a little drunk.

Yes thats right Chris. France was not far behind just because of something that you got there. I will never know why you said that french girls are the most favorable to you. From your style you would think quite differantly. Especially how you describe the differant girls.

Do you want a link to the entire Final Cut cd? Go to http://forums.xisto.com/no_longer_exists/. The site is in spanish but hey, it works anyways. I do not think that you can save the songs. If anyone finds a way to, please tell me.

I recommend everyone here to read Behold a Pale Horse. It is a very thoroughly researched conspiracy book by William Cooper. By far it is one of the best ones that I have ever read. He has first hand accounts due to his involvement in Secret Societies and covert government agencies. The introduction is about a lady who found him just to see if what he was saying was true. He has scars on his face and lost his leg. She came back knowing that what he was talking about was nothing but the truth. It even has information about the Geneva Convention that was not told and he talks about Weather Mountain. There are letters sent back and forth about classified government operations. It also includes information about US drug involvement. That is, bringing the drugs here from Panama. Just go out and read it. Buy it, borrow it, rent it from the library whatever. Just read read read. Trust me. I think you will have a far differant view of the government after you do.

What I meant was that no one is going to commit suicide over anything said here. I would think that people realize that these are merely words put upon a screen by people that seldom know each other, or care really about what anyone write upon here. At least I hope not. All I am merely saying is that you do not worry. Things put on here is for people to get their feelings out. People who would really commit suicide would do it regardless of anyone else. Especially in spite of those they cannot see.

There is not enough that I have to say about Pink Floyd. They put me in such a mood. I can listen to them all day and never get tired of them. The double meanings in their songs and the guitar captures me so much. Comfortably Numb, Hey You, Vera Lynn, Us and Them, The Entire Dark Side of the Moon cd, and the Wish You were here cd, are absolutely amazing. I once had 5 cds or so by them. I was never able to find the last cd though. That one was supposed to be real good.

HighSchool. Yeah that was one big bad memory. The nearest thing to school that I go to these days is MPC. I just go there to hang out. It is a community college and most of my friends go there so yeah. I guess in school, you have to create your fun. I found my fun my being absolutely wild and crazy. Everyone says that I still am, so I guess I still am. If I were still in highschool, I would just do that same thing now. Find something to do in the school that makes you happy or at least bear through it.

Most of my sites have always had a sort of psychedelic surrealistic theme too it. In them I talk alot about random *BLEEP* and the occult. I change themes very briefly so no one who comes to my site will ever get bored with how it looks. At least it keeps things interesting.

So far the best blogging site that I can find is modblog. This place will probably be ten times better though. My thing with some blogging sites is restrictions to customization. I have an account with alot, including tblog and livejournal. Except for modblog I do not use any of them. Check out my blog here http://dizilluziondmasokist.modblog.com/ I must warn you, have an open mind.