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Okay f*ckface, a person cannot go on ignoring his problems forever. I am a bit rougher than Chris here (who I think you highly took out of proportion what he was actually TYPING). If I were that kid I would *BLEEP* them up so bad their parents could feel it. Take it from someone who was both the object of ridicule and a bully in highschool, you will not win by sticking your head in the sand. You have to be tough and fight back. What ever that fighting back means. You gotta get even.Walk into one of my schools and try to reason with the kids, you are bound to get killed.B*tch.

I dislike him because he is two-faced, saying one thing and doing another. He is a liar. He is only interested in more money for himself and the other rich f*cks out there. He passed a law that made alot of websites that I frequented outlawed from existence. The same law is the reason why I cannot find alot of the books I like. But for most of all is this. He reminds me of my father. He voted for Bush. In a elementary "who would you elect" thing. He forced me to pick Bush or I would get ridiculed and punished. He forced all those Republican ideals down my throat, knowing that they were never mine. He tryed to make me into what would become a Christian Republican Stepford Wife sort of thing just because he knew that this was never me. He tortured me with those Republican Christian ideals the entire time I lived with my parents. He loves Bush.

I still say that prayer just makes you feel better about what is going on around you. It takes away from you guilt and personal responsibility. Do not pray to a g*d that is not here to do something it would be so much easier for you to do yourself. I am not saying that I do not believe in outside forces at work in your life. But I do think it is stupid for people to pray to something not even physically there to do something you can do yourself. Often when people pray and then something "miraculous" (spelling?) happens they say that g*d did not. But are you sure. People make things happen by force of their own will. We have all seen accounts of this even in the smallest. You want something to happen so much that your energy is raised to such a degree to change what is happening around you.This would technically make prayer a misinformed ill cast ritual. Thankyou for your time.

I know you do Spawn, but I want to hear it from people that I don't know. Bexa, it can and will spice things up but it is not a spice like you are talking about.

I've been waiting for a hugTo come into my handAnd disolve in meFly me from this landHow long have I stayed upWaiting for you to comeTo silence my crysBe my releaseNow I feel like I'm gonna dieBut I'll never sleepThe dolphin rose into my skySo you came this wayI'm not going backBe here to stayAnd all that I lackI'm happier now Then I've ever beenI can't figure howTo come back down againDon't hold me backLet me hug the sunWhen my world's undoneThen I'll fall into your darkThe games never over but your eyes have wonDrown me ecstasyI'll never be doneWhat do you think that I am talking about here?

Well, what ended up happening?

How about the new got milk commercial that contains the Pillsbery (or however it's spelled) dough boy and a whole bunch of italians dancing around. Then they find out they don't have any milk.Whatever happened to the coke commercials with the polar bears. I thought they were cool.

How ironic that it is a Christian that is saying that prayer sucks. If anything I should because my parents made me, and it was a complete waste of my time.People turn to prayer when they have been taught that, or when they observe that behavior. I think that praying does not work in and of itself. What it does is it can make you feel better and focus your energies on fixing whatever you are praying about.

Commercials seem to be getting dumber and dumber these days. It seems like the more popular the bisiness, the stupider their commercials get. For example, have you noticed that they only have 1 guy talking on the Geico commercials. I think that by far they have put out the worst commercials I have ever seen. What horrible commercials have you seen lately?

I hate this country. However I cannot move at the moment. I would rather live somewhere else and never vacation here. I would probably like to move to the UK somewhere. I would travel to Amsterdam after learning to speak Dutch and I would be set for life.

Perhaps you should pay attention to what you see when that happens. You should record it down. How is that day when you have those visions?

I think that they worst date that I ever had, was when my ex and I were on a date and we end up argueing, then we ended up almost breaking up. But I think it was almost a month later that we did.

I am a nympho, I like smoking too much and I can't live without music. Spawn_syxx9 and I discussed that the other day, about our addictions. He said that he liked to think of addictions as passtimes that you really really enjoy. Does anyone else see that way?

Man, beg4mercy I hope that you are not still cool with that homie of yours. That really sucks when peeps go nuts like that. He must have had some really good stuff. Schweden what was your trip on shrooms. The first time I took them I had a really bad trip. But the second what good, and it has been good ever since.

Bush and Kerry keep on changing their standings back and forth on their issues. One minute, Bush is for draft, the next he is not and Kerry is. For me, it is safe to assume that they are no differant from one another, and either one that is picked, large ammounts of people will get screwed over.

I would not even come to America. I would just purely live in another country and visit other country. Nothing in this country is something I could not take with me so why stay? I do actually plan to move to the Netherlands and live when I get older.

I don't think that they are differant. What actions has he made that would prove a point differant than my conclusion and the conclusion of others. With the draft, and all the other points I am afraid of both him and Kerry. What makes you think that he he would not have the support of all that he needs. Most of his policys help only the rich, so of course they would support all his endeavors.If any "crisis" does happen to occur that gives them the excuse to do that, then I would not be surprized if those in authority did know about it before it happened, and decided that they would just let it happen. Think about the past. Think about Vietnam. All of the corruption in the political system will come to a catalyst.If martial law was declared, I would gather all of my friends and get out on the first boat to wherever the Captain was going (or where we could pay him to take us). It is lucky that I know many degenerate fisherman and captains.

I am sorry that I have to ask that, but can you explain what you mean by that?

Does a good man bring down what he views as justice and then goes home to a fat dinner, to enjoy the fruits of his good doing. I do not think this is a truely good man.I think that when a good man does something he thinks is right, then he too should feel guilty for any lives he may have had to ruin to do that good deed. For instance, a "good man" sees a friend of his having serious drug addiction problems, he goes and tells a drug counciler. But that counciler ends up telling the police and they put that friend in jail. I think a good man should either have not told at all, I tried to help his friend personally, or feel remorse that his friend is now in prison, ruining his job, life and freedom. I think that the good man should try to get his friend out of prison through bail. What do you think?

This morning I tried to put my hair up since it is already cut into a mohawk. (It has been for over a year now). However, since I am 1/2 black and have thick corkscrew curly hair, the normal gel and glue does not work for me. Hairspray does not work either. Does anyone know what I can do?

Bruises........Blood........Insane........Handcuffs braces*BLEEP*ed up heels and facesHow much would you payTo give life faster facesA tear shedTatoos of long agoWho bled moreMe or youWith a memory blownOn stupid powders and liesA survival that shownI haven't lost my eyesCrystal suicideHigh, paying to dieI have fought the mirrorOnly to become a lieSleepin' with an enemy, thisThinking of those I missI've seen her faceOnly to tasteThe sin I would recieveOnly a mind to wasteNever a body to concieveI've only a birdAnd a song to singBlack then ashThough they beHead's dark tearsKharma for *BLEEP*ed up yearsThe one thingI will kill herSo that the nation shall feel the sting

Dude, your screen name is from the Soup Nazis on Frasier isn't it? Awesome.

What is that book about might I ask?

I could have stabbed her, if I had a knife. Even then, the staff did not believe that anything was really wrong. Just that she was trying to scare us. But throwing yourself against plexiglass, foaming at the mouth and then breaking down into hysterical crying, only to throw yourself at the plexiglass again, and try to break it is not exactly the behavior of someone who just wants attention.Anyway, we were in a group home. They do not allow you to have protection in your proximity.I am also known for having nervous breakdowns in one of the highschools I went to, along with having extreme manic, depressive episodes and fits.

Don't sweat it dude. I am not really with the person that I went out with that night anymore, but we are still closer than *BLEEP*. In fact he is on here as Spawn_syxx9Gaining the friendship and closeness is way more satisfying than being successfull on a date or relationship. You just have to work with what is around you. Make do with what you have. It will slide right on through from there.He did sort of plan part of it. The rest happened purely on it's own.I send with you my luck. Use it well.