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  1. I believe that hot baths do help relaxe People because like you already stated, they help loses tight muscles and there just peaceful. When i take a hot bath i literally put it as hot as my body can take it because i find it numbs your body which really helps if your in pain or are really stressed because sometimes people dont know that they have tight muscles or knots in their backs so taking a hot bath would be perfect tohelp relief that stress off your shoulders. Literally!...................................................................................................................................................................:(So next time your feeling a little tense and want to find a way to just relaxe and get some of that weight off your shoulders try taking a nice long hot bath and im sure you will feel lots more better then you did:)
  2. well I heard from a friend that if u have the persons IP address then using some script that you would insert into a Command Prompt...(start>run>type cmd) then u could eventually get access into that computers shared folders and from there u could do anything that you want. Now im not sure if this is true but i looked it up breifly and i found out that u could access the shared folders but it said that u could only access the files in those specific folders.
  3. Okay i completly agree with you and your friends... everything is an addiction, it doesnt matter what it is now adays but if you do it to much, it meens your addicted!!! So here are some things of the top of my head that could be considered an addiction.- Smoking- Drinking- Doing drugs- Reading- Watching t.v/movies- Shopping- Going on the computer- Eating- Msn/facebook/myspace- Lieing- Listening to music- Sex- Swearing- Laughing- Bullying- Gossip- BloggingWell this is all i can think of at the moment but im sure i'll think of more and post them later, hope you enjoy
  4. Okay so heres the problem, your still seeing her when see doesnt want to have a relationship and you do. Thats the first thing thats going to mess you up because every time you 2 get together for you its the best, and you want her more and more, but for her shes just using you. It sounds like she doesnt really care at all and she knows your still in love with her so shes using you for her sexual pleasure, But i could be wrong here, maybe she still does have feelings for you and she was just hurt when you got into drugs, and maybe thats why she keeps meeting up with you because she secretly misses you but doesnt want you to know cause maybe shes scared she will lose you to drugs again and doesnt want to be put threw the pain of seeing you like that. Lets face it no one wants to see the one they love all messed up, they just want to be with you and make memories together. So the way i see it, you have a few choices. Choice Number 1 Tell her how you feel. Take charge, set up a meeting for the 2 of you and tell her everything, lay it all down on the table and see what she says. If she truly has feeling for you she will want to try and find a way to work things out, and if she doesnt, well thats when you move on to Choice Number 2. Choice Number 2 Cut her out of your life completly. If your trying to move on then thats the first thing you need to do. Get ride of anything that reminds you of her, dont make any secret meetings anymore, and try and avoid going places you know you will see her, because this is going to be hard for you and if you mess up then you need to start all over again. But if you can seem to get this one right then try Choice Number 3. Choice Number 3 Continue with the way things are now, if you cant succeed in either of these then just keep living a miserable life were you cant be with the one you love and your going to end up hurting the one your with. These are just suggestions, you dont need to actually do any of these but if you want to change the way thing are now which it realy seems like you do, then i suggest you just try. Good luck
  5. self-esteem I look in the mirror and all I see is an expressionless face looking back at me People say im beautiful, but all I see are the mistake and flaws that seem to follow me. I want to be the girl I know inside; the one I always seem to hide But she's too afraid to show herself; she doesn't want to end up feeling left out How can I change this, make things right? I don't know how much longer I can get through the night? How much longer I can put up with this disgrace I've become So many things I regret that I've done All I want is to be accepted, to feel like everyone else To stop feeling caged inside, and learn to be myself How can I do this? Seems like I'll never know Seems like im running, out of places to go? Don't know what to do now, Or the meaning of all this Does the person I want to be really exist? Untitled my feelings inside, i cant understand dont know what to do, i cant handle this anymore dont need these feelings, dont need this guilt i thought i could deal with them, but once again they have over powered me taken control of me, changed me once again made me re-enter the dark world i keep trying to run away from its not possible, because that dark place is me a place i created with in myself, never to be destroyed my prison, where i am held captive and alone with my thoughts the things that have occured in my life, oh how many times must i be here, how many times will i feel this way i long to get away from it all, to find something more so many questions i ask myself, not sure how to answer them not sure if i want to, not sure if i can can people see me for who i really am? who am i? im not sure anymore, despit what people think of me they could never define me, for how can you define something unknown? once more a question unanswered, to keep me company in my little world my little world of misery and dispare its so cold here, im so cold here, but i cant be reached, nore be saved no matter how hard ive tried...this place cannot be reached by others i wont let them in, i cant let them in, for then they would see the dark side of me maybe they already see it, i cant be sure, for this place has taken me but i cant risk it, i cant risk them, for they to may be trapped inside my world and that is something i could not do, i life i cant aford to risk... this world, dark place i live in,it already has me, it wont get to the ones who care enough who care enough to try and save me, no this dark place will never get them, till the day i die i will never let them in nore let the dark out... this is who i am, i have to accept it, no more questioning it this is the end of hope, the end of me Undifined feeling alone, wanting to go home no one to talk to, no one to love wanting to cry, but not knowing why feeling confused, i think ive been used cant handle the stress, now i confess cant make it all alone, no point in going home trying to hide, my feelings inside there taking me under, they want to be seen what should i do? i feel so confused cant handle this stress, can fix up this mess the mess ive become, so far from myself so far from the girl i once thought i knew i used to be strong, i could handle the truth now i am lost, in this world i cant exscape i want to run but i cant change my fait who am i now? where do i go? so many questions, the answers? unknown Confusion Ever sence the day we met I promised myself i would never forget Never forget the way you make me smile Never forget the way you read my thoughts Never forget the way you look into my eyes like you know everything I've never had someone who cares as much as you So much confusion though and not knowing what to do The look in your eyes drives me crazy The smile always on your face that makes everything seem ok The feel of your touch when you hug me All these things keep running through my head All through the day and right before bed Im not sure what to say now, im not sure what to do Im sorry i can't help myself, i think i fell for you<3 Depest Sorrow Sorrow So Sad, It Makes You Cry, Pain So Deep, You'll Wan't To Die, Love Unseen, So Cruel, So Mean, Broken Hearted, Yes Thats Me! Friends Who Hurt You, No One Cares, Family Members Who Just Arn't There, Love So Close But Yet So Far, Lonlyness In The Dark, Broken Hearted Yes Thats Me! People Say Thing You Should'nt Hear, All The Secrets You Quietly Fear, Love Unnone, Unseen, Unheard, So Many Rules You Need To Learn, Broken Hearted, Yes Thats Me, Broken Hearts Is All I See, Come A Little Closer, Then You'll See, The Broken Heart Thats With-in Me. Happy 6 Months Whoever thought we would end up here, six months have past, so soon so dear. With each day that goes by i love you more and more. With each day that goes by i realize you are the one i truly adore. There are no words to explain what my heart feels for you now. You are my whole world, nothing could compare, to the comfort and love each day we share. Spending my life with you is what i was meant to do, feeling these feeling with you is a dream come true. You fill me with such a joy i just cant define. Theres something in the way you look at me that lets me know we'll be just fine. Theres something in the way you hold me that just seems so right. So no matter what happens, i know we will be allright. Until the day i die i will always be true, until the day i die i will always love you Happy 8 months For all the times we've laughed and cried And all the times i tried to hide You have always been here for me You have always seen what no one else see's You love me through the good and bad Being with you is the best experience i ever had You make me laugh even when im blue Theres no words to say how much i love you No matter what i'll know you'll care Something tells me you'll always be there To hold my hand and walk with me To be the perfect man for me I'll love you more than you'll ever know I never want to let you go These are just a few of my poems and there are more to come! Hope you enjoy
  6. Sorry to say but you wont be getting an accurat result cause theres nothing to say that Females get more depressed then Males. People always assume thats how it is because girls can be more emoitonal then guys and they cry more and blah blah blah, but that doesnt prove anything. Alot of Teenage guys get depressed about girls and dating and just because some of them dont show it doesnt prove that it isnt there. So this whole survey thing about who gets more depressed, its probally not the best thing you could have picked. Yeah you can hand it in anways according to the results you get on here but honestly it wont do you anygood on getting the information, but it will get you a mark so good luck with your findings and you should post them on here when your finished because i am interested in what you might find.
  7. When people get depressed it often leads then to hurting them selfs because thats what the world has come to. Think about it, all around the world in media, t.v and the internet, you are expected to be a sertain way just to fit in. People will do things that are completly retarded and pointless just so they can be socailly accepted. Its just like young teenage girls who go on crazy diets and throw up there food so they can be skinny ( just because thats whats advertised in the media, Thin is beautiul) well thats retarded, everyone is specail in there own way and no one should ever have to feel like there not good enough. The worst part about people who hurt themselves is they dont realize that their hurting the people around them that love them. They often feel like no one cares and that they are usuless and unloved when in reality thats no true. The only thing i have to say with you on the matter is yes its wrong to cut yourself if your unhappy, but i think you should try and be more understanding, most of the time if they just had someone to talk to they wouldnt turn to hurting themselfs. So maybe instead of judging them, you should try and help someone next time.
  8. Everyone gets depressed at some point in there lives and this is yours. Your unhappy with your career, so change is, do something you love, take a risk, what have you got to lose? Your already unhappy with the way things are so do something that will benifit you for a change instead of just doing what you think is right. Think about it, whens the last time you've done something for yourself? Your husbans boring and unromantic, take charge, you be the outgoing romantic one and maybe he'll see that your unhappy and need a change and step up, yes yo may have doughts about your marrige but everyone does at some point in there life just like everyone gets depressed now and then. Take a marrige councelling course or go on a vacation together so you can discover what it was that made you fall in love with them in the first place, theres always a solution to a problem and most of the time you know what it is, but its to hard to listen to your own advice and we often find it more realistic if is comes from someone else. So heres your chance, take a risk and you just might find out it was worthwild
  9. Depression is a very difficult thing to go threw and wether or not she is just going through a phase or is actually depressed the best thing for you to do is just listen. Whenever you try and talk to your sister you say she always ends up screaming at you, thats a common reactions because she probally feels like your working against her and not with her. If you can show her that your on her side and seriously take an interest in what she has to say and whats on her mind, you might see some improvement. She doesnt want to here that shes emo or that she dresses like a freak, she doesnt want to be excluded from family outings and she doesnt want to lose touch with her family. whatever made her cut her self in the first place obviously ment alot to her. so just show your support and im sure things will get better.
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