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XeNoToSs

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  • Birthday 01/19/1991

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  1. yep..u were pretty cool to me when i first joined.
  2. imm only 14 and that limits me to games. so...if i was probably older i would have more.
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  4. It is noisy becuz dust builds up on ur fan and inside of ur cpu case. try cleaning it with a vacum. make sure u get all the dust bunnies.[especcially on ur fan] and try n see what happens.
  5. Wow, thanks guys. but today i went to buy The once and future king and we are witnesses. For the fact that ill be taking german, and that this long book will entertain me over the summer. thanks for all of your recommendations and suggestions tho.
  6. dont rush.. ull ezly get bored. lol AA is walking on a road, an angel came and told him this: (walk down this road without turning around, pick up the largest rock u can see, you can onli pick up 1 rock once and i will give u gold according to the size of the rock). As AA was walking down the road, he sees a big rock, but he figured he will get a bigger one later, so he kept on walking, utill the end, the angel came bak, and in AA's hand, was a little rock. Angel doesnt know why, so AA said: "This is the last rock i see...i saw a big rock but i past it...." So angel smiled and say: (THIS IS LOVE)
  7. the reason y i have to read it is because when school starts i have to write an inclass essay of the 2 books i chose. Wow thanks. this definatly helped me narrow my choices greatly. it helped alot.
  8. to my knowledge everybody who is asian played gunbound atleast once. they either get bored of it..or gave up on it cuz they suck.ill be adding on more later. that whole thing took me about a week to rite. and theres still half a year more to add in XD. thanks for taking your time to read it,.
  9. I am suppose to pick out 2 books from this list and read it over the summer. with such a big list i dont know which one to chose from, i want your suggestions, replying with 2 selections from the listBoas, Jacob We are WitnessesBronte, Charlotte Jane EyreCheng, Nien Life and death in shanghaiCooper, James F. The last of the mohicansDickens, Charles a tale of two cities david copperfield oliver twistDu maurier, Daphne rebeccaGarcia MArquez, Gabriel chronicles of a death foretoldgreenberg, joanne i never promised you a rose gardenlondon, jack the sea wolfmathabane, mark kaffir boypaton, alan cry. the beloved countryremarque, erich maria all quiet on the western frontrenault, mary the king must dierushdie, salman haroun and the sea of storiesswift, jonathan gulliver's travelsTan, amy the kitchen god's wifetolkien, j.r.r the hobbitTrain, mark a connecticut yankee in king arthur's courtwhite, t.h the once and future kingthanks in advance
  10. Streaming. I think as long as you get the music from an original cd you bought.. and streamed it. its ok. Its not technically downloadable because they would get the music from a stream and that woould come from your site [the cd you got it from].
  11. This will be my story..all true nothing made up or exagerated. all from my experience. I knew she existed in 3rd grade. Played Dodge ball with her in 5th, 2of my friends liked her and she liked one of them back. 6th grade first time i talked to her, on aim or anywhere else (the first one outside my family for the least but, that was only for that one conversation.) First one id have feelings for. School year of 2003-2004 7th grade, Wow. that year was just like any other. I didnt like anyone or think of liking anyone then. all i focused on was my schoolwork. When i found out my friend C liked K, that was cool with me. and i supported him. Even told him to ask her to one of our school dances but, he never did so. He would always ask me who i liked and name out all the posible girls that i might have. I would always laughed saying no to his choices. Until one day, ive started to crush on her. Ive never felt this way before, n i would just ignore it all denying it. part of the reason is that i knew my friend liked her. and rumor had it that she had feelings for him too. So i never bothered to say anything or tell anyone. On the last school dance, which i didnt attend.. he come n told me that they were dancing i was tryn to act happy for him saying how cool that was. But deep inside i kinda felt dissapointed and i thought that my chance would never come. So from that day on i told myself i wouldnt say anything to anybody about how i felt aobut her. Why would a girl like that even picture herself with somebody like me anyways, rite? So ya everyday my feelings for her would grow more and more.And ppl were saying that they were together and stuff. i didnt know what to do. And everyday afterschool i would see them 2 hugging each other saying bye. i felt so bad.. So even over the summer i had feelings for her....i didnt know y i never saw her o r talked to her on that summer vacation.. Fall 2004-2005 So new school year. Never thought i would sitll like her. but then i did. that was the sad part.First day of school, we were in the same class agen.[side note: our school is a k-8 grade so middle school classes worked differently 5 periods 3 teachers. one taught 8th grade science and math another taught 8th grade social studies and english, another taught 6th 7th 8th grade p.e this worked for all classes of 6th 7th and 8th] me and my friends including C sat in the table next to the one she sat in. I tried to ignore her cuz i knew C still liked her, and i didnt wanna get into anything with him. but i kept looking at her but, i would always turn back. Then the teacher just had to pick me to pass out papers.. as i was passing it out i walked by her..and that was the closest i ever got to her. I felt even more awkward and nervous. like always. everytime i was within 10feet of her, i would be nervous and not say anyything walking away staring at the floor. As the first day of school moved farther away i started to talk to her on aim. i wouldnt have nothing to say, except some weird and very random things. I still felt nervous. talking to her and this was AIM! wow, damn she really drove me crazy.. So as we talked more on aim, i would ignore her just as much at school. I mean i totally dont talk and avoid her on purpose and, just admire her from a distance away. C on the other hand..started talking about her less and we would just fool around in class and stuff. The only reason y i would do so, is to get her attention. I knew that when the teacher called us out or yelled at us, the whole class would see. which means K would see too. As the school started getting more organized for the school year,the classes got all screwy and everything was different. the only times i would be in the same class as her would be in social studies and science. Everyday after school i would look forward to talking to her on aim. Everything i had to say or thought of saying to her i said it. except the feelings i had for her, nobody was to know. And i started to play gunbound and i told her about it. and we started playing, me being the one who taught her how to play, her being newb and all, i taught her. and i still remember in one game, all of a sudden she said i don`t like you. that hit me hard..how could she know? how would she know? how? this i didnt know..i just ignored it. since girls ussually say "i dont like you" or "i hate you" when they're loosing or soemthing. Liking her form a distance, just talking to her on aim was good with me. as long as there wasnt anything less. i didnt need more. So few days later. My friend Ivan told me that he had asked her who she liked and she replied saying that one of her friends [J] said that i liked her. This surprised me alot how could he know? i mean i didnt talk to him since the 2nd grade. So i as the only thing to do. i just ignored it agen. So with with the question of, does she know? and the fact that she doesnt like me i would sitll talk to her everyday saying my weird stuff and she would just reply with a "lol" all the time. I thought this was a good thing, since most advice would come saying make her laugh be funny. As time passes on i would just continue my daily basis still having feelings for her, even after beeing rejected? So to keep the convo going i would tell her everything that was going on in my life. New shoes? got a hair cut. i would tell her. wheather she was intrested or not i would just tell her. When something happens she would be the one i go to telling her whats wrong. So our p.e teacher set up this chess club thing for tuesdays wednesdays and thursdays after school until 5 o clock. So for some reason she tells me that shes gonna go to chess club... cuz she has nothing to do afterschool. so imm like oh *BLEEP* this is my chance to talk to her. [at chess club i mean] So i signed up too, even though i suked *bottom* at chess. So i would go to chess playing other ppl from the other side of the room, when it wasnt my turn i would look at her even if her back was facing me. Most of the time i would see her and another person playing chess, hearing them talk with her laughing, i would always get jealous, but i just kept it inside of me. Even at school, i would see her talking to other guys, wearing their jackets, hugging, doing all sorts of stuff and the fact of her not liking me would always come up...but i didnt care.. i didnt need those stuff or did i? And that would be the only reasons i would go to chess. I knew she had all these other guys, who are better then me that are always talking to her, and the only way i knew how to get her attention was agen, acting up. Me and my friends would act up alot still. Sometimes we got yelled at soemtimes we didnt, but as long as it got K's attention it was fine with me. As time pass by i would sitll have feelings for her. And the only person that i know forsure knew who i liked, was I. this guy is trust worthy. Once in a while we would sit down and he would listen to my problems about her. he was kinda like my therapist. And what he would say is " i dont get it.. why do so many ppl like her...what do they see in her" my reply would be..dunno.. i especcially didnt know y cuz i knew she didnt like me..So as time pass by..i would think about her not liking me, more and more. One of my friends E, introduced me and a friend of hers, A. Me and A would talk. we had many different things to talk about. weeks gone by and i dont recall thinkning about K as much as i did. My freelings were growing on A and i would talk to K less and less. i would call A randomly and our coversations would be veryyyy weird and funny. so the more we got to know each other i started to lose intrest in K mainly becuz of the fact that she didnt have any internet source. and A was the one that i focused on. Lol, and A would always ask me woh i liked and i never told her becuz i was afraid of expressing my feelings, scared of rejection. until one time i said id tell her only if she told me who she liked first.. and asked her y does she wanna know. she said y not. i told her it was because "who ever i liked wouldnt wanna be with my so it wouldnt matter" so when she finally told me who she liked, it was very surprising, becuz somebody like her...wow..would like me? thats like.. a solar eclipse. so when it was my turn,i told her it was her that i liked. From that day, we would text msg each other alot. saying how we felt about each other. XD. Until oneday i asked her if she would wanna be with me. she told me yes. and that was that. From that day on i would call her everyyday to talk to her. our conversations would always be weird and painfull..becuz we would always come up with scenarios about how we would leave each other and this would just come up randomly. I still called her everyday with many textmsgs. My mom would complain about how i use my cell phone too much n this was odd becuz she complained that i didnt ues my cell phone at all!!!! One time the phone bill came and the fee for text msging was 60 bucks and o__O each text msging [sending only costed] was 10cents..so as time moved by..i started to think about K more.. and i lost intrest in A but i didnt wanna hurt her so i never said anything. When K got her interent back, i would try to talk to both girls because i liked them both but i would talk to A more just because i was with her. K's profile would have these things expressing herself, i didnt know who it was about or why it was there, but i would soon find out. imm not done but ill be adding more later.
  12. heres what was inside those mail envolopes.
  13. OMG i totally agree with u...if that was wat would happen....it would be muchhhhhhh better then not saying anything..
  14. Even if you could sitll be friends, do u feel like u want to?! Ive loved this girl for one year..and now i want to..but i dont feel like we could... Its like this void between us when i talk to her on aim.. when is ee her its weird and awkward...
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