Kirralouise

i think that anyone with confidence is beautiful. anyone who belives in themselfs

i cant belive no1 has said this yetbeauty is in the eye of the beholder.

ahh the oc! in supre *trashy but good clothing shop* you can get a top that sez somfin like "obsessed with the oc" all my friends have it. series one finshed here on wed. night, and ii was a nughty gurl and went online and found out what happens in series 2... im suffering total wihdrawals. grr.lol

ppl should take responisblity for their own lives.. not leave it up tp gods will

NO i didnt mean i like model guys!! at all!! i like realy guys. i know some really nice guys that are models, but i like guys that make you laugh. i dont care what they look like, as long as they love me!sry if i gave you the wrong idea! i only like many kane coz hes such an amazing singer, hes a punk no-name really, only a few ppl have heard of him. i like him because hes not classicaly beautiful, hes beautiful coz of who he IS.

some guys look hot im makeup.. like mandy kane.. ooh hes hotnah but like modle guys

im totaly infatuated with a guy.. i have to get over him tho. ive jst met another guy named whos everytingi want.. and im just starting to like him.. oh im so pathetic

some chicks are.. modle guys arnt tht good tho are they.. i mean who wants a guy that wears more makeup than you do??

im medium height, small chetsed, with dark red hair and blue eyes, i am average looking, and i am a size 8-10, but at my school that makes me totaly un-attactive. the "popular" girls, the ones all the boys lust after, are short, blond haird blue eyed, big chested, size 4. or the dark exotic beauties like my best friend shellie. i hate sport, and i dont think that insulting ppl is funny. im a pacifist, and im extramly opinionated. all of this means that im not the "perfect" girl. im the chick thats 'just-a-good-friend-and-thats-all-she-will-ever-be' magazines tell me im to short, to tall, to fat, to thin, i should have brown hair, i should bleach my hair, i shouldnt wear hipsters or that it doesnt matter what size i am, i should wear what i want. i should get colourd contacts, i should wear glasses. Cleo and Cosmopolitain have "lose wheight quick" stories all thru them, and then You Are What You eat tells me to eat more. what are girls supposed to do?? the images the media throws at us are totaly unrealistic, but still poeple belive them. im happy with my size and wheight *mostly* and a heap of guys have told me the sexiest thing aboout a girl is confidence. but then, you hear them saying "oh no, i couldnt date her, her butts way too big" *this guy was talking about me* or "no shes not my type, i like thin chicks" and guys wonder why we feel bad about ourselfs?? the majority of guys i know are awsome ppl, and respect girls the way we should be respected. but the media and the minority of males that do judge girls by their apperance and wheight have such a terrible effect on girls that for some, anorexia and bulimia beome ways of life.but guys dont get off scott free either. a good friend of mine will only go out with a guy if hes blond haired, blue eyes, 6 pack, and is tall. guys feel the pressure as well and its NOT RIGHT.why cant ppl be acepted for who they are? what does it matter kif your blue eyed, or if your a size 10? or if you butt is bigger than your boobs? my philosophy teacher asked me a question the other dayb "what is your ideal person like?" and i said "someone who loves me for all my faults and someone that has them himself" but then i thought.. what are faults? ppl dont have faults and imperfections. everyone is perfect in their own way. the things that are "wrong" about our appearance and personalities,they are really what make us so beautiful. who cares what you look like? ignore the media, ignore the *BLEEP*s of the world. every guy and girl on this earth is beautiful, and deserves to be loved.

omg, im australia we used to have Hey Hey Its Saturday (As if that wasnt bad enough) and the host of the Darryl Sommers was just horrid. and now he hosts a show "Dancing With The Stars" the "stars" are pauline hanson (a fish and chip shop owner cum raseist pollitician) some celb vet, the fat guy off blue heelers, bec cartwirght, and matt shirvington.. there may have beeen more but they r the ones left. lol. its basically a take off of Strictly Dancing on the ABC.. man i hate darryl sommers.. he cant deliver a joke, and he cant talk without stuttering, and he works for PRIME... lol sry. but he has to be one of the worst hosts. toni peran is fairly bad (the host of australias funniest home vidoe show).. actually, its our only video show.. hmmm

im not gunna lecture ya on the evils of sex outside marriage, but ya have to see it from ya girls point of veiw. when girls are growing up they r told sex is dirty and bad, and that if you have sex your a bad girl. you cant judge her love for you on if she sleeps with you, that isnt fair. fear is a HUGE infulence on a girl, fear of her parents, of getting hurt, of ruining her reputaion, and fear of being used. and maybe shes just not ready. there r 60 year old virgins, that have been married since they were 20, but they have been brought up with a negative veiw of sex, and after their wedding night, they couldnt sleep with their husbands and they havnt been able to have sex since then, because of their deep fear of sex. so ya not the worst off in the world, and annyway, what does sex matter, just for now, try and appreciate your girl in a deeper leavel, so that u understand her, and can see why she acts the way she does. i really respect your girlsfriend for saying no, shes a lot stronger than so many girls, who will say yes jst so they dont get dumped, and i really respect you for staying with her. it proves you really do care.

truth in that. lol, i use chat slang all da time. kinda pathetic i no but hey,

its prolly better to ask me how long i stay awake for.. lolsleep is gooooooooood!!!im actually tired now.. and ive had about 14 hours sleep.. lol

i must try that

when you have nothing, praying helps, when dad died i gave up faith in everything. now im slowly starting to belive again.