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Well there are about 400 students in my grade. And about twenty five new people each year... yeah - BIG school. So I still don't know everyone in my grade. From what I can tell there are cliques but everyone is fairly friendly to eachother. There are no serious nerds because even the popular people study...even though they fail miserably - they still try and they hardly bag out anyone else for being smart. Cliques 1)Popular people (they drink, party, swear etc etc but can be alright if you're nice to them)2)Popular junkies... (self explanatory)3)The Average People which includes me. This is split up into Cool Average People and Average People. The only difference between the two groups is that the "Cool Average People" have better connections with the popular people and are respected by everyone.We have a Goth, tonnes of Korean, Chinese and Japanese cliques otherwise deemed "Asian cliques".And yeah, thats about it.

Well these songs may not be considered depressing for other people but the lyrics of these songs really affect me.They are in no particular order1)Blurry - Puddle of Mudd2)Beyond the Sun - Shinedown3)Starless - Crossfade4)Bleed for Me - Saliva5)Somewhere Out There - Our Lady Peace6)23- Jimmy Eat World7)By Myself - Linkin Park8)Outside - Staind9)Best I Ever Had - Vertical Horizon10) Hello Lonely - Theory of a Deadman

I don't think this is applicable to all girls...or maybe i'm just different but I don't think it's worth crying over guys. I mean, it's not like you're married to him and it's not like this "relationship" is giong to last hundreds of years. It's just my opinion, no matter how many times I got angry at my boyfriend he would never see a single tear fall from my eye. And I don't get that bit about girls crying when they are happy. If I'm happy I'm happy - I smile! I don't burst out in tears. Maybe I'll get it one day but for the time being, there's no point feeling horrible and getting yourself soggy for a couple of tears. That's what punching bags are for

Hmm, I being a girl know how *nasty* girls can get towards eachother. Haha, its horrible to be on the receiving end of endless whispers and giggles and stares etc etc. But you can't really focus on that kind of stuff for too long. You shouldn't be preoccupied with what others think about other people. We've all got brains and can tell who's a nice person and who's not. I guess getting new friends would be a good solution.

Lived in two different placesUnited Arab Emirates: 7/10Pros: *Lots of things to do since its a huge tourist place. It's a paradise for a bored teenager. It's even got its own ski park =)*No crime*It's not involved with any wars and its hardly extremist for a Muslim country*You can have a comfortable lifestyle for not a lot of cashCons*Bad weather - 40+ degrees celsius in summer*Since its a Muslim country you cant really have freedom of speech and you can get sued for making out in public - haha*Everyone is too materialistic -So many people want to be like the perfect superstars in Hollywood movies or something. Sometimes people treat you well according to how much cash is in your wallet.*TRAFFICAustralia 9/10Great people, great mix of cultures, great weather! Plenty of opportunities for you to do what you really like.The bad things are the gangs and the previous riots and the crime - but that is found everywhere and I live in a very law-abiding surburb where on Sundays everyone goes to the park to watch cricket =)

Hmm...I just came back from church and though many people might condemn me for doing this, I always seem to drift off and start thinking about things related to this topic. You could call it 'meditation.' =)Anyway, sometimes I think we're all in a huge doll's house and I'm just walking and doing things, with a big pair of hands moving me around. It's like what I'm seeing is not really real because I'm just another plastic doll in the big doll's house and everything is controlled -a controlled environment. It's a weird thought I know, but I talked about it one day to a friend of mine and she said that she had the same weird idea as I did!

They aren't in order. These are the only bands I can think of.1) Foo Fighters2) Saliva3) Machine Head4) Disturbed5) Lost Prophets

The first manga I ever read was Wallflower. I'm captivated by the chracter Sunako - she is definitely a good not-your-average-heroine sort of person. I was a bit disturbed by the fact that even the guys in manga were 'slender' and 'pretty' and I almost thought they were girls - still you get used to that idea after a while. The gothic theme in Wallflower is what I like the best. Favourite ainme has to be Bleach and Blood+ and favourite anime movie is Princess Mononoke.

Life changing events? They've happened twice. I've made two huge moves, "country-hopping" from one place to another. I never really appreciated moving because I didn't think any of this would be good for me but now I realised that each move made me a stronger person. I've learnt to adapt and I'm used to being the new kid going to new schools, learning new cultures (because of the different countries) and languages. It might be horrible at first because you keep losing your friends but I guess that would have happened eventually... If I can move forward with a smile on my face - then that's all that matters to me.

I'm still not sure about my response to this question. The guy was one of the sweetest jerks I've ever known . And yes, that oxymoron was written on purpose. I keep telling myself that he used me and was never worth the time i spent with him - which sounds pretty harsh but most of my friends agreed that I should have dumped him a long time ago. And I didn't even dump him - I stayed with him till the end and then my family and I moved! Ah well, I learnt my lesson - I'm not getting involved with anyone else for the next year - hehe, let's see how long that'll last. I just don't know if its right that I miss him or if I'm just weak and pathetic for not hating the guy.I don't cry over guys. That's not me. But I do get really depressed. Hopefully this isn't going to last...

Alright, it seems you were insecure from the start and if you two ever happen to get together again there would be no point because there is a chance those insecurities will arise. Did you tell him that you wanted to break up with him? Because I think he took it seriously and must've thought that you didn't care about him. In my opinion you just miss him a lot. I've just broken up with my boyfriend and its been two months. You can't stop missing the gyu but you've got to remind yourself of all the bad things he's put your through.Hope this helps!Take Care

What happened to gunz?? The server's been down for months! Haha, and I was just getting addicted. Ah well, I agree - it's an amazing online game and the graphics engine is like no other. Note to gunz moderators: Just hurry up and get it fixed!!