Sorrow

I'm not so sure that guys do all the things which are wrotten in that message, because we have similar stereotypes for girls to...on the start of some relationship, we think that the other person is perfect, and we idealize our partner and this kind of message is the result of that...Everybody has some "bugs", girls and guys...I never liked generalizations, stereotypes, because I can prove that the most of the guys are whole different, when you turn down the lights and nobody else can see or hear him, except you...

I recently start to work again after some time, so I think that I will not have so much spare time to enjoy and have fun, but I really like to do something creative...Sometimes I paint, this is something that I love to do alone, without anybody, just to relax and paint for hours.I also love to walk, listen music, watch movies...

My favorites are:HIM - Join me in deathChristie Lauren - Colour of the nightEnya - Less then a pearlMary J. Blige - Be without youChris Brown - Run it!Jamie Foxx - UnpredictableThe Pussycat Dolls - StickwituNatasha Bedingfield - UnwrittenKelly Clarkson - Because of youMariah Carey - Don't forget about usSean Paul - Temperatureetc...

Do I feel sad?!I think that the "sad" word is to "easy", to explain what I'm feeling right now, about my breakeup. In a word it, it hurts.My relationship was a good one for a long time and then just wound down, to the point of breakup. I don't know who was "dumper" and who was "dumped", who was guilty or who wasn't, who cryed more, he or I...and it is very hard to believe after some time now, that we are not together anymore.I still can't explain to myself that the boy, who made me laugh, who made me the princess of his heart, who spend nights and day with me is no longer here, that he went out from my life...I miss the moments that we had together.In some period of my life, I thought that time cures all pain that the breakup caused in our heart,but now I'm not so sure in that "truth".Maybe, one day...maybe one day I will be able to forget, to find a person who will make me feel happy or satisfied.