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i know someone having similar problems... And if you need anyone to talk to, ill be here for you. i know i am a complete stranger, but i am a FRIENDLY and UNDERSTANDING complete stranger that will listen to what you have to say and i will be a buddy for you. You have some self esteem issues which can be helped by doing things you like, joining clubs, start a hobby... but my favorite is this:Get a notebook. just a simple notebok, nothing fancy. And keep it by your bed every night. Every night before you sleep, write down 3 POSITIVE things that happened in your day. 3. thats it. you can write more if you want, but write 3. Then write ONLY 1 negative. you cannot write more than one. And under that write down any compliments you recieved that day, or if anybody said hi to you or smiled at you... just little stuff like that. Also write down at least one new thing that you like about yourself. It doesnt have to be long and elaborate or anything just make simple little lists. And when you feel down about yourself, you can look back and see all this good stuff. And you will eventually learn to think positive because you will be looking so hard for 3 good things and only be writing down one negative. You see, your mind remembers the worst things the most. So it seems like there are more of them, but there isnt. My teacher used to be a volleyball coach and he was a really good one, but he didnt think so. He coached his best and the team all loved him, but he thought they thought he was a horrible coach. Why? they lost 2 games. He kept thinking what he should have done to win those two games and gave himself a hard time about it. But you know how many games he won? thirty something. He only remembered the bad games. So... this will help you to remember good things that happen to you. Having them in writing is very useful those days when you are feeling down.As or having weight issues, those dont go away very easily. I have severe weight self conciousness, but i am working on it. I feel really bad about how much fat i have on my stomach and my thighs and such. No matter how much people tell me i am pretty and skinny i think i am ugly and fat. But i am doing my best to get over this. One thing that helps is to wear one of those weird legging things that go real high on your waist and goes over your legs and stuff. you wear it under your clothes and it kinda sucks your fat in a bit. It makes your clothes fit better and you feel more confident knowing you look thinner and your belly isnt hanging over your pants and your love handles arent sticking out. I have one in black so if it shows under my skirts it matches and it looks JUST like leggings. it goes to like right below your knee. And it isnt uncomfortable at all. It isnt going to make you super skinny or anything like a corset would, but its just enough to give you that extra boost of confidence. and they are real cheap too. i got mine at kohls in the undergarments section for like 5 bucks. and you forget you are wearing it during the day... so yeah thats my spill on that. try it!as for your ex, yoiu will have to confront him eventually. just tell him you are uncomfortable. if he is your real friend he will understand and back off. there may just be a misunderstanding. maybe he thinks yoiu are interested. So just tell him politely and he should be fine!If you wanna talk or you have any other questions for me or anything else, you can email me at mandy_estelle@rock.com i really hope i helped you out! this may sound like really strange crap but just try it please you would be surprised!

I am new as well! I just joined yesterday. I am trying my absolute best to earn enough to keep up a site domain name. I also want to be able to run the scripts you need to to run a pet site where people can sign up for their own personal accounts and earn points and what not... oh dreams... lol. Well if you need a buddy on here, let me know! I am quite friendly and I am not afraid to get to know people. Oh wait where are my manners? My name is mandy, nice to meet you. *slaps forehead* DUH! sorry I forgot to mention that. XD Well welcome to Xisto, and i think you will enjoy it! I must say I agree with you, this is a really unique hosting service and I am falling in love with the concept of it.I havent earned any money from my posting yet but I hope to soon!

SHOW ME WHAT YOU MEAN BY LOVE:Let me tell you how I feelwhat is wrong and what is reallet me tell you what to doyou hate me but i love youtell me how to show my feelingswhat to do and how to talktell me how to word my answertalk the way and walk the walkCHORUS:Show me what you mean by lovewhats this feeling from abovelet me show you how i dancespin your mind round in a trancegoodbye is a lonely worddrugs and crying is absurdlove is just a painful gamewithout love id go insanepeople dont understand my logicbut lets not get off topici tried to show myself to youyes its love but its not true.What do you think? Leave feedback and share some of yours!

My name is Mandy Estelle. I have beaten Kingdom Hearts two all the way through on proud mode. It is a fantastic game that I highly recommend if you have not played it. Anyways, this is for help, discussion, and tips.... -Valor mode helps you turn into antisora which is a secret form that is TOTALLY awesome... -Use the moogles to get the ultimate weapons for all the team members-Sephiroth is really hard to beat but there are a couple of good meathods. Just ask me.-To level up fast, go to the world that never was and kick some butt... nobodies there are like 1000 exp each and respawn. Plus that place is awesome and has cool scenery. Win win people, come on.-When you attack just press x like all the time. Just get all up in their face and dont stop. I usually dont even get a scratch.-On the struggle competition, that arrogant seifer that asks you to lose on purpose... well if you DO lose on purpose he gives you a reward. Its this thing you ONLY get from him that raises stats. It is extremely useful that early in the game.-Collect all the moogle ingredients you possibly can. You will need them!!!If you have anything else to contribute, go ahead!

My parents met over eharmony and have been together for 9 years. But it is dangerous if you are not careful. And try to find someone out in the real world... Go to places and just meet people. Or look even closer to your heart. Your friends make the best partners. Odd, but true. One day you may discover you like them out of nowhere. Sometimes they end badly, but what is the value of love when there is no risk? Do not be afraid and just get yourself out there. My current boyfriend of 4 months was my friend. Also do not let bad first impressions get in the way of a friendship. I thought my partner was a complete jerk when I first met him... but I gave him a chance and became his friend. Now we are in a happy relationship. So you never know what you may find out there...

I very much appreciate graphics as well. I am an artist so I get very much into detail and precision. Bad graphics just dont do it for me. You could also try Fall Out 3. It is made by Bethesda (the creators of Oblivion) and is basically Oblivion in a post nuclear war setting. Quite interesting and has even better graphics than oblivion!

I have been playing Oblivion TES4 for a while now and I have a decent character. I am a woodelf assassin specializing in stealth. I like to take out my frustration of the world in this video game by killing things. As an assassin I have run out of things to do. I am listener in the Dark Brotherhood and the Gray Fox in the thieves guild... So for fun I play little games I make up. I call one "War" Where you complete various things that earn you travel buddies, and then you get one from each. Then go run up to a guard and smack him... the war begins! The villagers and guards gang up on you and the army you gather kicks their butts. XD What are some of your favorites?