From what I gather by reading this, you're main concern seems to be the fact that you and you and your girlfriend have split up. I'm not saying that everyone hating you isnt a problem, but for now lets put that to the side and work on the main problem at hand:I know what its like to have loved and lost, and i know things seem bad now, you're probably feeling really upset, and dont think you will ever find anybody else, right? Well you're wrong. Things will always get better, this must have happened for a reason. Try talking to your ex, let her know that you still care, you never know, maybe she feels the same. Maybe the only reason she chose to go out with youe 'Best Friend' is to make you jealous, she may like you too.If it turns out that she doesnt like you in that way anymore, still try and talk, be friends. I've seen so many friendships fall apart because they had a relationship beyond friendship. Sometimes going out with someone can just ruin your friendship when/if it ends. Try to talk, and be friends, sure things will be odd at first, but after a while it will be okay.Now- About everybody hating you... These are typical examples of how NOT to be a friend. If they're going to fall out with you over this, they dont deserve to be your friend. Try and meet new people, get new friends, make sure you can trust them. The friends that have ditched you are stupid, they aren't real friends and you're better off without them.I have experienced depression myself, I have been diagnosed with clinical depression, its not a nice thing to have.. My uncle also has it, and he has marks all over his arms, and has tried to commit suicide several times. This is NOT the way to go. It doesnt just impact your life, but imagine your friends and family, they would all worry, try not to get depressed, it will impact your family dramatically. You know how hard it is for me to explain to my 5 year old cousin why her Daddy (my uncle) is trying to kill himself? Its not good. I really hope you dont have depression, I hope you're just feeling down in the dumps instead..Hope you feel better soonAndy.
