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to be aware of what your community needs is the key. How old are you? are you male/female? What kind of party are you holding? To make more fun, you need to define what is fun for yourself, to have a partner? Then invite those that you think can become a partner (beside your friends). You need first to know what you need, what your friends need, its not easily to know our own selves, but we need to know it by contemplating and thinking what we are going to do in this life? What makes us proud? What is the motivating things we want? Though the possibilities may be unreal, but you can actually find away to make it feel real, what the most important is the feeling. What kind of feeling do you want? If you fill empty, what makes you feel empty? Have you achieved everything you want in this world or have you abandoned everything?

Yes I agree with you,I have once meditated for better health, then my teacher give me some kind of energy and suddenly my body feels very hot and itchy bumps coming out of my skins, and my teacher told us that these effects are because of toxic inside body that needs to be taken out. That is the reason why I am easily allergy to things, ever since cleaning out the toxic, my body regains better health though still need more work to be done on cleaning my throat energy and heart energy.Usually I do meditation for those cleaning by using music, where my mental state when listening to those musics become very calm and then it will flow with the music, and the cleansing process begins once we can harmonize all 4 elements inside the body, harmonizing the mind and heart to become still and can well communicate (to attain so that our heart is the one giving command to mind not the confused).For breathing, we also have our breathing techniques, while I often invent my own, to make my breathe smoother, slower and lesser but still I am well conscious. I train so that when breathe, I breathe lesser while can have the same consciousness level, by doing that I am detaching myself from many wild thoughts that consume much energy, I begin to lesser those thoughts to reduce the amount of energy used, and my body feel lighter and my feeling feel better.I am really agree with rajneeshosho about meditation and health, beside meditation I also do exercises to keep my spirit of life always in aware, cautious but calm mode.

You don't want complicated things? Then try Windows!For gamers and common users, windows still the best, for who want to know more than just to use application should try learning linux.

Yesterday I am sleeping and I remember about Xisto.. Suddenly I ask myself "WOAH, I have not login into Xisto and make post for quite sometime, could my site possibly being closed already?" I asked myself and feel like somewhat shock because of sudden realize about my free hosting.So I am now login in to check for Xisto, and quickly found that my point is still quite much, and really feel gratitude. Hmm why I am not login for quite sometime? Maybe you are asking this question, for several members here, they know that I am going to look for jobs in Singapore and know with so much help from the unseen hands, I have finally found a job in Singapore and successful in all ways, in term of working required pass and also the company environment, which everything suits me very well. My colleagues are nice and most of them are from my country and even graduated from the same university and even the same year, but I don't know him until now. And then what makes me happy is the salary is quite fair (truthfully it is not high, just fair). So I am now working as ASP.NET developer in Singapore, anyone want to join me here? I can tell you the procedure to get a job here, it is quite simple actually but there is some tips you need to know and becareful with, anyway I am BACK

Hi all, today I am still thinking a topic "Being Obedient" and what really makes me think is, the different with "Being Conscious". I just feel that both of them differs so much that "Being Obedient" is just a way to satisfy others need, not to spiritually enhance ourselves? The reason for this topic to come out, is because that I am currently living in an environment that we need to become obedient! Why! Because I live in a temple of my father's friend, which means that as a member of this Tao spiritual group I need to become obedient, so that I could stand out among of the members there, I need to strive to change every members' view about me, I need to make them feel happy and how they can make me obey them, is that really something good for me? Somehow, in some people's life, there is no more things to worry about, they keep pursuing for happiness, which by common folk means money, but it is endless for pursuing money, so where did they had to go for happiness? Happiness not only means money, but also being admitted. We are human that needs attention, that is the reason why we all suffer if people around us is being indifferently to us. We need someone, something, but for some reasons we are being forced by realistic environment to keep all of our desires inside ourselves, thus we are closing ourselves deep inside, we are unable to express our trueselves we are force to live in a way in the wilderness of this world, thus are we really happy? Singapore is a difficult society, everybody is much being indifferently to anyone, they are not warm hearted like where a life in a village is, this is a social impact for modernized environment, everybody is driven to strive their life to attain the fulfillment of owning everything, every modernized needs, that's really make them attach to those things, so that they are unable to become harmony with nature. So what's the big deal of not being harmonized with nature? People that is not harmonized to nature or surroundings will not understand even their ownselves. The biggest challenge of us is not how to understand others, but is to understand ourselves. At this moment, I live in this temple with one junior school boy, two young ladies, and one auntie. We are all guests in this temple and live there because we are foreigner and need a place to stay in Singapore. At first, when I come there, I don't know there is so much political issue even in temple (its just like you are a politician inside that temple). When I come there, I was told that this junior school boy, who stayed there for already a year, is a problematic boy, he does not like to go to school, and his parent in Myanmar is working so hard to pay his Singapore school fee, and yet he doesn't feel gratitude. Then in my mind, there is like such a faint voice, it seems that they have some plan and want me to do that. So in this temple, more and more people is judging this boy in front of my present, as if I am the one blaming this boy. And until then, I know that I am a spacegoat for their plan. I see that how many seniors in this Tao Temple are designing their politic strategies, pushing people that they like or their friend to become a more welcome one in this Tao Temple, while every senior has their own person (who they brought in), so they are practically trying to get rid of other senior's power in the Temple. And more things that make me sad is, two days ago I am going with this auntie that stays in this temple too, I with this auntie go to McDonald to eat, and after we come back, I just realize that a senior is inside the temple (while usually there is nobody at home). Then this senior quickly come to me and forbid me going out with ladies, they say that this old auntie is tempting me and woman and man should not go together from that moment I had a feeling of no good, which means that my position in this temple is going down and my popularity is no more in a stable condition and I will soon need to leave if I do more mistakes. Then a day later, this senior sent a word via the young ladies (staying in this temple too) to me, which means the senior is not telling me directly in word, the senior is like using the politics to make this girl feels higher than me and more obedient thus this girl need to have an eye on me, while the other time, the senior is telling me the other's disciple's bad word. The senior perhaps practising one of her Tao teachings? I begin to think so, since not only her (this senior) but also the other senior like the leader of this senior is also doing the same thing. Which means that they dislike anything harmony from the temple's resident. Their spiritual view is like who is the more obedient to them is the one who is highly cultivated, which in other words means that the one obey them is the one those go to heaven. They claim their spiritual teachings is like much better than other religions but practically its the same or even much worser. They drive the resident to think selfish and secular, keep sow discord us, everytime they advice us, they are just showing to the others around them, that they are so powerful, to show their seniority, that is why they are falling into the vanity and yet they does not understand, they are being controlled by the desire of power, by the desire of acknowledgement, their vanity rules them. Then, what we (resident) can do is just nod and nod like a stupid man with no personal mind and interest, we are like robot being ruled. What even worser is that this senior is actually telling me not to look at girl, smoking, drinking and coming home late. And what the hell is she talking about? I am already 24, it's not that I like to drink, smoke or come home late, but I have my own life that does not need any of her seniority interference, and I am not a kid, and I have my own freedom to look for any girl and I am already in an age of ready to marry (my friend even already has a kid). And this temple is no actually has nun or monk, because they don't have a rule like that, that's why, how can a senior involves in a disciple personal life? I wish to see that is their Grandmaster that teaches Tao actually acts like they do, or they are just a bunch of rubbish seniors that already run out from the correct path of the Taoism. Because I need to stay in this temple (no place to stay), that's why I pretend being so obedient, like a kid always nodding head though I am 24! I should listen to those rubbish teaching about how I should not eyeing a girl, how I should not drink or smoke, and how should I always stay at home (maybe in the old days of those seniors, they are staying home 24/7 and live an unhappy life of their young times, and they are now going to teach the same to me for the sake of my own goodness) and ehem I begin to wonder is my happiness is measured by myself or by them? Is not drinking, smoking is happiness? But being jealous and being obsessive of power and like to control others movement 'for the sake of their happiness' is somekind of good? Anyway whose happiness is that? It's much like that I should not think at all and my brain is born for a waste, and they are giving all the commands and all the rules, we just like a robot following those, but what if suddenly I am unable to manage to earn money and can't buy food or doing anything? The truth is they will abandon me and find another disciple, another disciple that works and stay there, that can support the temple, help burning the incense (those seniors are too busy doing their own business so its left to the resident of temple instead), and gratefully yet the resident could still manage to earn money on their own while being obedient listening to the busy and also busybody seniors. "Being Obedient" is much like today's kid, you see they are so obedient, obeying your command, staying home, not coming back late, and doing good things that YOU THINK it is good. But deep inside them, they are suffering so much that you don't know, they are then becoming a person like you and those seniors I mentioned, they feel not satisfied of everything, and they are creating rules to rule you, they want you to suffer the similar unhappiness, they don't want you to climb higher, to become happier than them. Their wick heart is said as a good heart since they are currently in a high position in an God organization but yet created by human. Why? Could you know why these happens in east? Mostly iIn Asia? Because they lack "Being Conscious". It's hard to raise a kid to be aware and conscious on their own, since the modernized world is always pulling them into the crazy way, I mean not because of their bad friends that teaches smoke, drink or discotheque of course. Being conscious is much determined by the cause and effect of karma causalities. And what parent can do to their kid, is to do the best to raise spiritually conscious, aware the different of being conscious and being obedient. A conscious kid will definitely obey their parents, but they have their own determination, their own position, their own view, and finally their own life, they are not own by anyone, they are not owned by parents, the common wrong view of most asian parents. Commonly those conservatives think that being obedient is listening to parents like robot, they keep pushing their own kid to sacrifice their life, by putting a lot of burden on their kids. We are we, we are not anyone, and we own our ownselves and responsible for our ownselves. So how do we deal with those seniors that obsess with power? The easy way is to obey them, and do things according to yourself, if you like then do it, if you don't then don't do it, don't do it in front of them to prevent conflict or being chased out from the temple (hehe). This is what the young junior boy is doing, I some how begin to understand that how he feels and thinks. Every seniors is pushing him to become like them, they are not aware of age different, the different mindset, though the boy is still in the age that needs to play to be happy with, but they are making him a robot. Is this life so hard, then everybody is maybe unawarely making children so that they can push away their stress unto those kids.

Haha, this news must be a hoax or written by some not very computer literated company. Is this possible that Microsoft will actually abandon their product?And is it possible to move a windows OS to a web OS? That is a crazy idea, so where will those gamers, those no internet users, might go? What OS should they use? If Microsoft really done that, then microsoft is much like crazy.I think if windows is much own by Bill gate then bill gate is leaving microsoft, then I might think that this microsoft will do something about bill gate.

When installing Visual Studio 2005 or Visual Studio 2008, the installer will automatically install for us one instance of SQL Server 2005 Express. But we can't actually connect the database without extra tools and we can't login except using Integrated Security. In this article I will explain how to download extra tools and how to login using sa account (not Windows Authentication Mode). 1. First download Management Studio Express for SQL Server Express 2005, http://www.microsoft.com/en-us/download this tool will enable you to connect with SQLExpress instance that is installed via Visual Studio. Install this tool and you can connect to database [MyComputerName]\SQLEXPRESS but for first you will need to use Windows Authentication mode. This way you can connect to the instance. 2. After success connecting the database, Open Security tree, Logins tree and you can see sa account. Double click 'sa' account and from General page, change the Password and Confirm Password to new password that you want. Then change to Status page, on Login section select Enabled. Then click OK. 3. Now right click the [MyComputerName]/SQLExpress and select Properties then open the Security page, on Server Authentication section select SQL Server and Windows Authentication Mode. 4. Open Services diaog box, (on Control Panel open Administrative Tools, then Services). Select the SQL Server (SQLEXPRESS) service, restart this service. 5. Now you can connect to SQLEXPRESS instance using Management Studio via sa account and new password you set. This solves many issues by developer that often ask me or asking on the net 1. Why can't I connect to SQLExpress instance using sa account? 2. Why can't I connect to SQLExpress using a username and password that is assigned to me by database administrator? 3. How to configure SQLExpress to accept user login from SQL Server authentication? The issues raise because by default Microsoft has (once again) made the free SQLEXPRESS by default instance only with Windows Authentication Mode (which means that it will accept connection only from integrated security, like from local computer or computer that has login for it). And by that reason, SQLEXPRESS is limited to developer, thus some developer does not know that this default behaviour can actually reconfigure. After configuration you may see that SQLEXPRESS can now act like a decent database, and even more if you read my other article here you can even configure the instance name SQLEXPRESS to whatever you like! And Microsoft has released the free Management Studio Express that works with SQLEXPRESS 2005, then you might find that your default free database can actually connected by an application with user interface (not the old MSDE). What I wonder is why Microsoft not by default installing Management Studio and ship it with Visual Studio 2005 and Visual Studio 2008??? Hehe..

i dont know what is zuchinni? what is that really? a kind of cucumber? is that sweet? or bitter? how to eat that? raw or cook?

hi jogarriot, i have also experience the same. Okay let me tell you what had happened in psychic view There are several possibilities for this to happen 1. First, your energy field is very high, which means you have high energy field in your body, from my experience, this can be caused by that you have a high cultivation or you are attuned by someone using energy. That's why, every signal from the universe is caught by you, every subconscious mind of others is caught by you first and you notice it first, then people just think about it. 2. Second, you have a low energy and low consciousness. Which means that when you speak unintentionally you are switching eyes to hamburger, or you thought about it, then people notice it and then they help you to find what you want. This means you didn't notice about yourself, never pay attention on yourself, thus you can't link your every action that you had done, which causes others to give a reply as your wish since they are paying attention on you. If you had never been attuned with energy or never practice meditation, and an emotional person, which means you often get angry with everyone that you met, then the second possibility is much happening to you. Then I shall give advice, and few questions for you, first how old are you? Do you have any trauma or depress before? Do you wish to become very rich or have very high target to go with? If the answer is yes then what happen is because you are a low consciousness person. Which means you must have such criteria 1. You never pay attention on yourself, you don't know what you like to do, to eat, to be friend with what circle 2. You put a lot of hopes on something, like you are hoping to have a very good future, to become a must of rich person, your ambition is very wild 3. You neglect persons around you, which causes you always change friends, you did not have any certain friend that they are good with you, possibly if you have, you must have something for them such as, you are clever? You are rich? You can guide yourself to achieve your ambition while he/she can be helped by your motivation. 4. You can't stay alone, you need to find something to entertain you with If you had a lot of energy on your body, that causes your brain wave to be slow and can get the signal of universe, then this might happen to you, this criteria 1. You must be a quite calm person, which means that you often feel happy when you do nothing, just being alone can stay happy without being entertained by anything 2. You speech is much influence people, people often think that you have good quality of speech, thus many persons like to talk with you 3. You don't have illness such as headache, and you don't stress and depress 4. You are aware of many things, which means that you often aware of the changing of your surroundings, like you notice things very much, such as people's dress, do you remember your friend dressing that you met yesterday? What kind of dress he put on? You might notice such a thing You can answer me using criteria which is applied to you above from both possibilities, and I can judge which one is you, hopes this help

Hmm, i really think that maybe google has time out, or when this is posted, admin has fixed it. Now have you try using the webmaster tools Sky? Try for first, creating a sitemap, for each sub forum create a link, read this http://www.sitemaps.org/protocol.html <?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]urlset[/url] xmlns="sitemaps.org/schemas/sitemap/0.9/; <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]url[/url]> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]loc[/url]>central-gaming.trap17.com/; [i]<[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]lastmod[/url]>2005-01-01</lastmod> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]changefreq[/url]>monthly</changefreq> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]priority[/url]>0.8</priority>[/i] </url> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]url[/url]> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]loc[/url]>forums.central-gaming.trap17.com/; [i]<[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]lastmod[/url]>2005-01-01</lastmod> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]changefreq[/url]>monthly</changefreq> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]priority[/url]>0.8</priority>[/i] </url> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]url[/url]> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]loc[/url]>forums.central-gaming.trap17.com/showforum.php?id=subform1; [i]<[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]lastmod[/url]>2005-01-01</lastmod> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]changefreq[/url]>monthly</changefreq> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]priority[/url]>0.8</priority>[/i] </url> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]url[/url]> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]loc[/url]>forums.central-gaming.trap17.com/showforum.php?id=subform2; [i]<[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]lastmod[/url]>2005-01-01</lastmod> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]changefreq[/url]>monthly</changefreq> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]priority[/url]>0.8</priority>[/i] </url> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]url[/url]> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]loc[/url]>forums.central-gaming.trap17.com/showforum.php?id=subform3; [i]<[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]lastmod[/url]>2005-01-01</lastmod> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]changefreq[/url]>monthly</changefreq> <[url="https://sitemaps.org/protocol.html"]priority[/url]>0.8</priority>[/i] </url></urlset>Then save the file into sitemap.xml put it in your hosting account, and use the webmaster tools and add the url to it, about 2-3 hours google will crawl your sitemap, and the result will be shown in google search, this is convenient and very good way to optimize Google Search to your site. --- hi -Sky- have you followed creating the file as the codebox above? your url address is at <loc></loc> tag, remember that some url might contain & such as : hxxx://http://forums.xisto.com/index.php?act=post&pid=123123 replace : hxxx://http://forums.xisto.com/index.php?act=post&pid=123123 replace the & with & change hxxx to http Notice from serverph: merged.

thats not true curtis... in fact a girl also need a company, if you view that a girl is such a weak person need to be protected from any harm then you are wrong, and definitely wrong. That way you are spoiling your girl and definitely she will be spoiled and control you since you are viewing too high on her.I mean from looking for a girl, is you can have a girlfriend or a friend which is girl, that way she can be your best friend or something or even a serious relationship with, this is most definitely can cure your low feeling and ALSO HER LOW FEELING (remember not only you will benefit if you go to find someone, its in fact both of you is benefiting!). And she herself can protect you and not the one side point of view that you must tolerate to her, she is also a human being and need to learn how to tolerate, its just if you keep everything inside then everyone keeping inside too, then everyone is going to stress.Being confident is not staying in the low mood while figuring how to be confident, everything needs a process and also needs to meet some problems to be confident with, in short you will surely need a problems or create a problems TO GET SOMETHING IN RETURN. The more you are knowing people, showing your true self, or even hurting them, the more you learn and also can help you gaining confident, don't let the value of hurt and no hurt is good or bad, don't make these values on your mind, just remember not to over doing. While others learn to tolerate with such a person like you, and YOU are YOU which does not mean that you should not do something to others, or must be perfect first before meeting anyone, such a thinking is THE UTMOST MISTAKES! Don't let any value exist on your mind, don't being dragged by such a point of view, about how people view you, about how you view people, its only IN YOUR MIND. If you dare to erase those things in your mind, and express any bad or good side of you to anyone, then it means you are opening your heart towards them, which by your subconsciouss level is creating a balancing system which means that your bad will be returned with good by yourself without you awaring it, I am not explaining this since it can corrupt your mind, you just do what I told you to, to erase such as ridiculous thinking value in your mind so you are opening anything to anyone and create your own world with your own creativity.

hmm i hate the things about this kind of 'love' and 'dating'.... I don't know why... i just hate itI wonder why must god creates male and female and they will need to be together? Why not just one kind and can self reproduce instead of depending or relying on others? This is very bad, since I hate and really hate such a relationship.Never start dating or you will fail your life, this is what I believe

how is it?i think the post is already quite long, how is going on then? any further story?so we may know if we could slap our child or not...

I have used windows 3.1, 95, 98 (for quite long), XP then vista. I think the best for my current job is XP, windows 95 is so lame, always blue screen whatever you do with it, while 98 sometimes blue screen, then XP also has blue screen but a different one and quite rare The success of windows is from Apple, if you view the history you will know how bill gates acquire apple's OS and modify it

Yes the problems is like this in precise 1. We register Google Webmaster Tools, so we will need to create a filename from google and upload it to our hosting space in Xisto. 2. After uploading it, then we use Google Webmaster Tools to verify the existence of the file, but it always say failed to verify 3. Me and Sky try the same thing again and again and failed But just now, I have tried to ask google to verify it again and it has succeed verifying, but sky is not around, hopes to tell him this good news.