krazygoddess

I have had a paypal acount for a couple years now, I at one time had a site where I made a little money nothing big I dont even have that site anymore, But I never had a problem with paypal I think it is a very safe site, I even have a paypal credit card So when I have money in my account I dont have to wait to transfer it to my bank account or wait to get a check in the mail. When I have funds in my account I have access to it immediately on my card which I love that fact. If anyone is interested or uses paypal alot the card is the way to go. It is free and I have never had any problems using it anywhere since it is a visa debit.

I found Trap 17 jsut by doing a search on yahoo looking for free web hosting. I had used a few others before but was tired of sharing my page with an add. So one day I got up and started a search. I actually came up with a few different sites that were suppose to be free with no ads, Which they were not, they were free yes, But you have to pay to get the ads to go away. And when I first found trap 17 I was very unsure and felt a little overwhelmed with all the reading and I was totally lost. But here I am a few months later. I am so glad I stuck with it. They staff here is great everyoneis very helpful, and there are no ads!!

I do believe there is life after death im not sure to what extent I believe, I dont know if we are reborn or what happens, but I do believe we are an energy and energy cant just die its always there somewhere. I wouldnt say I belive in ghosts but I wouldnt say I dont either, I am still unsure what I believe on this topic. I dont believe in heaven and hell but I do believe in god. Its kinda confusing to me. But to believe that we are all gonna go somewhere and be judged whether we go to heaven or hell, I do not believe. I dont believe in heaven or hell, Its a little far out there for me to believe.

Well i lived with my mother but was raised catholic by my grandmother, she even put me into a catholic school for a couple of years, to this day i am not a steady church going person, I married into a greek family and they are greek orthodox, we wanted to be married in the church because of his family so i had to learn and study and take classes on the orthodox religion, which turned out to be almost the same exact as catholic, with a few small differences. it was interesting to find out. I still am not a church going person, although i do believe in god. I think thats all that matters is that you believe not how you believe, I really dont think someone should be made to believe in a religion. Like some want to go door to door and puch there religion upon you, I dont believe this is right. Everyone has a right to there own opinion and there iwn beliefs. Iunderstand that some may not agree with me and im not asking you to. All I say is I do believe in god. But i dont want to be made to believe in any certain religion.

I have and use PSP the newest version, paintshop pro, and my Front page, I would doe without my frontpage, that is my favorite html editor at this time.

Well this is kinda a funny thing my favorite team when i was a kid started off as the Steelers, Then i went to the 49ers when they had Joe Montana. When he left i did not go to the Chiefs. So Green Bay became my favorite, well living in Washington State I finally went to a game Seahawks and I fell in love with them. Well recently 3 weeks ago i moved to Pennslyvania so I of course am back to the Steelers. Gooooo Steelers!!

I use yahoo for email and messenger for the fact that I help run a gaming league at yahoo games and only yahoo messenger is set up for that when you enter the game room it helps when all the names of the people in the league are right there in blue instead of having to hunt for them, other than that I would love to try anothermessenger service. yim has its problems and there are to many viruses going around if you dont set your preferences right you can get them easily.

I personally use wondows xp home edition, and although it has its problems I have not even been the least bit tempted to try windows vista. I never really hear anything good about it, Its all been bad. And like i said xp has its problems but I think im gonna stick with it, Its not that bad.

i would have to say my favorite show is House, I dont watch tv to much but i ussualy try to make it a point to see house when it is on.

I would have to also say no to this, I mean of course you can make a little money but its not much, I was a stay at home mom for many years and I in my spare time answered surveys and did some of the better pay to read sites, I paid I think 30.00 to join a site that had hundreds of survey places listed there that you can join, I of course made my money back but it was nothing to brag about, There is not that much money in them, I mostly would get amazon giftcertificates but they add up after a while, for a month i could get aboput 50-100 in amazon gift certificates and about 100.00 cash for hours of work, unless you dont have a life or anythign better to do during your spare time I ouldnt recommend it. But if you are set on wanting to give it a try please dont spen any money on it, Like I said i paid 30 for a lifetime account with a place called survey scout and I would give anyone the login and password if they wanted to try it. So again if you are interested in this please do not spend any money jsut send me a message I would be glad to give you my account information ans I no longer do this. You can rach me here by sending me a message or a faster way to get ahold of me would be by yahoo messenger under the name krazy.creeper.

WOW I have to laugh at some of the comments that were left. I have been a smoker since i was about 13, I am now 37 and dont plan on quitting permantely ever. I have quit on and off over the years although I love to smoke it can get a little expensive and there are other things I would rather spend my money on. But I dont think I would like to see it legalized for the fact that the government would tax it like crazy and it would probably be more expensie than it is now. (legalized for medical reasons i could see, and agree with)I have never really been a drinker but once in a while I like to go out and have fun and have a good drunk but thats about it, I do gree alcohol is a huge killer and I have seen it ruin alot of lives. I dont drive or really do anything but sit home when I smoke I have never seen pot ruin someones life. Not talking about legal issues talking about the effects of it. I personally just love to put my kids to bed at night and have some adult time smoke a joint and either watch a movie or play on the pc. I dont now or ever plan on smoking in front of my children, my oldest two of course know but not my young ones, and even though they are older I still do not smoke in front of them. Its just my quiet time my personal time to sit and enjoy myself and some of my favorite activities such as my pc pr watching movie as I had said earlier. You never hear about people smoking and driving or robbing banks or fighting or being violent after smoking a bowl or a joint. When people are drunk they become a whole other person alot of times and do stuff they wouldnt normally otherwise do. No matter how much I have smoked I always remember the next day what I did the night before and I never have a hangover. Anyway I have a lot more feelings on this subject but not really alot of time today to sit and express myself, so these are jsut a few of my feelings.

Yes I also have rad the rules. ITs been a awhile though and y memory is not the best so it may be a good idea for me to reread them and see if anythign has changed or what may have missed, I also worry about breaking anyrules I would never intentionnally do that, I love it here and would hate to get into any trouble fr not following the rules. It can be a little overwhelmin as a newbie to have to read the rules because there is alot to read but it is definately worth it to read to make sure you dont break any and get into touble.

Yes I agree, I would love to see them also, but all links are dead at photobucket images removed for violation, lol I have photobuket and it happens to me alot also, dont ya hate that. I make tournament pages for cases ladder for a canasta league at Yahoo. I love working with graphics and making pages, Although i have never tried to make my own graphics, I am not that good or creative. But i do have photoshop ( which you have to be a genuis to use..) and i have paintshop pro 9 and 12 i believe it is the newest one, and my favorite baby but it is not a image editor is frontpage. Anyway, I also would love to see what you have done, if you have the time please upload them again, or link me somewhere i could look at them. Thank you very much.

Ok well if any of you have read my stories about my mom you would know she just passed away March 20th. Thats not the issue here though, the issue was her service, We paid alot for it and it was totally messed up. Theres nothing like sitting at a loved ones funeral service ( in the funeral home not a church) and as you are all sitting there crying for you loved one and as if thats not bad enough, but the service that you, or your family has paid for is a complete mess. Yes I understand this was an old man probably late 60's ealy 70's and he had a cold and was feeling under the weather. BUT He so totaly messed up my moms service beyond fixable. He had almost all his dates wrong, he had my brother and I who are 10 years apart with different fathers as twins. In the survived by he had left out one of my children completely and he had my uncle (moms brother) Listed as her nephew. My brother and I were of course sitting bye eachother and when it was almost over I scooted next to him for support and we hugged and cried and he looked me in the face and said that was horrible. I agreed we were both so very upset as were other family memebers that attended. Ok where I am stuck and needing some help is with this. I understand like i said again that he was 1. Old 2. Not feeling well.But on the other hand this was a last memory for alot of people that he completely messed up and that can not be fixed or replaced. I am thinking he needs to be replaced, I would hate to see him do this to another family. I am kinda over it thinking whats done is done. but it was horrible and i hope no one else has to experince it. Now please help me out with my poll. Thank you.

This is for anyone who may have read my other posts i wrote about my mom and her battle with lung cancer. Well the battle is over she passed March 20th at 12 pm. I am sad, but also glad that she is no longer suffering. The doctors were not far off back the day before Thanksgiving when they gave here 2-4 months to live 3-6 with chemo and radiation. All I really have to say to anyone is that if you know someone who has lung cancer spend as much time as you can with them because it happens sooo fast. I can not stress that enough. She was doing good one day and then bad the next and then the last week was completely horrible it was like a chain reaction, her body was just shutting down 1 thing at a time and then it was over so fast. Anyway Im glad she is finally at peace and no longer suffering. Thank you all for your support and listening to me.

Thank you all for your great replies, it helps to read others thoughts and get different perspectives, I have tried to talk to her and have asked her why, and her answer is just I DONT KNOW. Because I wanted to, OR because i didnt want to go. Becuase i wanted to go hang out with friends instead. But anyway i am trying to work on this. She still says she knows the imprtance of school and wants to go on to college and I am trying to help her with this the best I can. It has been a couple days now and I have been following her progress with this [rogram I signed up for its called the parent connect. And i can log into this everyday and see if she was absent from any classes or late to any classes and what home work she has from each of her classes. I sure wish I had known about thsi program ealier, may have prevented some of this sooner. Anyways thanks again for all your responses.

Wow what an imagination, Kinda reminds me of wonderwoman and her invisable plane, I think it would be fun, a little scary but fun. I would give it a try. I might ride 90% of the way with my eyes closed but still I would try it.

That is absolutly in sane, I agree he did keep her alive and if he would have starved her she probably would have come out, but sounds like he may need some mental help also, for not helping her sooner bye getting her the proffesional help that she needed. I sure hope they can charge him with some kind of abuse, he sure deserves it.

Thank you all so much for you kind replies. You are all great. But really dont worry about it, I wasnt looking for anyone to give my credits, I like to post,I just havent had any time lately. And im not sure but I think someone may have given me credits anyway i got up to plus 15 and this morning I wake up and I have 44.05. So whoever did that Thank you very much it is very much appreciated. And you guys are all great it does seem like a family in here, I know I havent been around much but when I am everyone sure is nice.

hmmm well i know this will probably get deleted for spam or being a one liner, but ty for your reply and btw name krazygoddess im a FEMALE rotflmao. You made my day made me laugh ty. =)

Hmmm well sadly to say my family does not have a good track record when it comes to school, I for one did not finish school I dropped out at the start of my 9th grade, I am 36 now and I did a few years back go back and get my ged, I know its not the same but I felt I needed it at the same time, And of course do wish now that I had finished school, What adult dropout doesnt. But back to her, she says she does want to graduate and go on to college. I dont know why she would lie about this but that is what she tells me. And I do try to stress how important school is but you have to do it for yourself not others. She is a very arguementive child, I have told her all her life she would make a good lawyer because she loves to argue. She agrees with me and the last few years has said that is what she would like to go to college for, I have even told her dont do it because I say that do it because you want to. And she says thats what she wants so I dont know. She sure is not acting like that is what she wants, maybe I will have another talk with her about it. Thanks again.

Thank you saint michael And yes I am kinda using this free time I have here at trap 17 to take my mind off of somethings, and also to talk about some of them at the same time. Believe it or not it does help to talk to strangers and get different perspective on things. Thanks again for your reply.

Thank you upnorf for your response all are welcome, I need all the ideas and help I can get. Ok first of all I agree alot probably does have to do with her friends, she is not much of a follower but I could see her skipping becuase friends asked her, but I also see her as the one asking friends hey lets skip today.. lol Thats terrible to say but truthful I could see her doing this, and im sure she has. As for her friends I dont really know many of them anymore of who she hangs out with because since she has come back to live with me she has pretty much been grounded almost the whole time she has been here.. lol I do however know a couple of them one being her boyfriend and I do talk to him, he is a great student and I have asked him for his help to get in into her head that school is the most important thing right now, she is a junior this year and she is in serious danger if not being able to graduate if this keeps up, she has a long road ahead of her to make graduating happen. But again thank you for your response all are welcome.

Hi!! I dont know if any of you remember one of my firsts posts here was about my mom. I just wanted to kind of do a recap and update of whats going on, and why I am in need of credits. First of all I would like to say I am soo happy and grateful that my account has not been deleted. When I got on this morning I was 32. something negative. yes OUCH. But like I said I cant tell you how much I appreciate that I still have an account here. Anyways I have not been able to stay active and to the plus side on credits lately I just seem to have so much going on right now. One of my first posts here at trap 17 was about my mom dying of cancer, for those of you who might remeber reading it, heres a little update. She is still alive not doing real good but at least she is still here. I have been spending almost all my time out at her house with her, I just dont seem to have much free time anymore, between seeing her and taking care of my family. Anyway she is hanging in there, we have to admit her to the hospital alot because she is not eating at all. Not so much by choice she is just not been able to swallow foods, and when she does it comes back up a few minutes later, she has had a port put in her chest. For those of you who dont know what that is its a metal piece that was placed in her chest under the skin. It is used for alot of differnt things in her case its used for chemo, radiation and blood tests. Its a port for an IV so she doesnt have to get stuck everytime she goes in for chemo and radiation, since the are given intranveniosly. She can have all her labs and everything done right from the port. She is getting worse though she is starting to have trouble even swallowing her medication so I am unsure what they are gonna do next. It just has been real hard that last few months around here the last few months and has really taken a toll on my family. Anyways, today I am home and doing my best to get back on the plus side with my credits so you will probably see quite a few posts from me.

Ok, I have 4 children, 18, 17, 5 & 4. I dont know what i am doing wrong with my 17 year old, I am soo fed up with her crap right now I dont know what to do next. I have had problems with her in the past and sent her to live with her dad. Yes I know and understand coming from a broken home can be difficult for children just as much as it is the adults. Her dad and I get along fine now and she does know she is very muched loved by both of us. She moved back in with me right after Thanksgiving 2007 I had to go to the school after winter break I was called by the assistant vice princaple because she had been skipping school, not once or twice always, she was harldly showing up at all, once in a while she would go to a class or two throughout the day and thats it. If I remember right the paper i got from him with her attnedance on it said she was absent 18 out of 22 days since she had moved in with me. I was furious. OF course she was grounded. I thought we worked passed this she told me and promised it would stop and not happen again, she really didnt have an excuse as to why or were she was going. Any way all said and done I truly believed her and thought it was over and she would stop. Well here it is today March 11th. And as I was sleeping yesterday Morning my oldest brought me the phone and said mom wake up its Jessica's school. So I get on the phone still half asleep and its her school councelor calling wanting to know why Jessica wasnt in school for the wassel testing. (This is our states testing required bye all to graduate highschool, I think all states have them jsut named differently) Any way I said what do you mean she is not there? ( I was still half asleep) And he said well she didnt show up today for her testing and I wanted to know if she was gonna be here at all for testing this week? And I of course said well yes and I dont know why she isnt there for it today, she left this morning at the normal time for school. So anyway the after the call I sat and the more I woke up the madder I got. And knowing my child, she always is full of excuses I thought well maybe she was just late. So after about an hour or so I called the school back and asked to talk to her counselor again, Of course he was away from his desk so I left a mesage, This was about 10:30 am. By one I still had not heard from him so I called the school again and asked to speak with him, And that time he was at his desk. So I told him, now I just want to make sure Jessica wasnt just late for her testing, She is always full of excuses and before she gets in trouble I just want to double check and make sure she wasnt just late showing up. So he tells me just a minte and looks her up in the computer and says no she is still marked absent, he then tells me if you would like to hold on a minnute I will walk down to the testing room and see if she ever picked up her test. I said of course I will wait. So I waited he of course came back with a no she did not show up and did not take the test. I thanked him and as I was saying goodbye he stopped me and said he wanted to talk about her attendance record. It turns out as of febuary 8th she has not attended a full day of school. OH MY GOD!!! Was I pissed. I could not believe she is doing this again, after all the promises she made me. I was shocked. I talked to him and tried to ask for help, but he really didnt have a good solution. He asked about her life outside of school and I said well she has been grounded from the last time this had happened for a long time and then finally got ungrounded, and then report cards came out and she got grounded again, of course she was failing almost everything because she doesnt go to class. The only advise he had to offer me was to let her be ungrounded because his theory is she has no social life so she is using school time to have a social life instead of going to school. Which I agree thats what she is doing. But I would rather try to find another solution, because ungrounding her she will think she got away with it and can do it again and again with out being in trouble. I feel like this makes me look like a bad parent. I just dont know what to do. I signed up for a program today thought that I wish I had known about in the past. It is called parent connect, And it is a program that I sign up for on the internet so I can watch her daily at school, I can see IF she showed up for classes, if she was late, her homework etc.. So I am hoping this will help me to find out what she is doing. She also knows that I did this, so hopefully it will help, and she wills tart going to class. Please if anyone has any suggestions or ideas please post back, I am really stumped her on what to do and could really use some suggestions. Even if you are a teen yourself I would love your feedback, Or reasons why maybe you yourself skip school. Thank you all for reading sorry it was so long.