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Studing in Australia is advisible because it is one of the most decent country ive ever seen on this face of the earth, and moreover people go to US for their higher studies. According to me Studing in Australia is far better than studing in US.

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My friend work at a surf shop in Huntington Beach and he teach surf lessons there as well and he never been happier. He's leaving for University in the fall and ,he feel like it's stupid because he'll be going so he can become an architect and work for his dad. In reality the only reason he am going is because he's going to be playing soccer there on a full athletic scholarship. He honestly rather ditch school and work at a surf shop and play soccer on the beach for the rest of his life (not really the rest of he life but you know what he mean). If he really needed money at somepoint his parents would definatly give it to me but he don't want to have to take their money. He know school's important but is it worth it. Do you choose happiness and a job you love that doesn't pay that well or do you go to school and get a lame job that has financial security?

I bring to the table a fairly common situation, I think. I've read back a bit, but none of the ideas sit well with me...I've moved from the South to the Pacific Northwest. I've just graduated HS, and I'm starting at a community college here, as well as working. There's been a lot of upheaval in my life, and most of my friends and I have grown very distant, if only because I have a harder time relating to people if I'm not physically with them.Any assistance in learning to make friends? The last time I made a real friend was 4 years ago, and, well, I'm used to having them now. Extra info that just really isn't needed; I just feel like letting it out. Sorry...:I find my main issue is that I don't relate to normal things. I can't dance, I hate most popular music, I disapprove of underage drinking, I'm not sexually active, nor do I really care to be, I love talking, but about silly random things. I find it hard to share my feelings about serious subjects unless I really know what I'm talking about. I'm a *recovering* chronic liar, but I don't know how to get close enough to people to ask them for help...It's a new climate, with nobody I know here. I'm from a small town, I now live in a city. I'm lost, in so many ways...I've never had a job before, and now I'm trying to manage 30 hrs/wk and full-time school...The pity-fest lasted for three months. I know better, I know I must be at the beginning of a wonderful opportunity...could someone help me figure out how to take advantage of that?

I have been dating a wonderful girl for the past 4 months of my life. She is so good to me, we get along well, have similar interests, and until now I really believed she could be the one. I actually moved back home to go to college here, mainly just to be with her. I felt as if she was too important to pass up. We've already talked about marriage, living together, children, and etc. I am 21 and she is 19, but we are both very mature people about our futures, and want to start a family. When I met her, I had a case of molluscum contagiosum, and in the time that I had to deal with it, it nearly ruined me. I have only been with two girls in my life (including her), and when I caught it, it was not through sexual contact with someone, I somehow had to have touched something infected somehow, it wasn't my fault, which made it even harder to deal with. I was very safe with her, and ensured that she could not contract it, and she never once made me feel badly about it, she trusted I knew what I was talking about, and never once questioned her desire to be with me, even after a short time spent together. She was amazing about the entire thing.Now, however, for the kink. I had a scare a couple of weeks ago where I thought that I was having another molluscum outbreak. I was breaking down, and expressed to her that I felt as though my condition was something that she had to deal with, and I just wished to be normal again, to have my perfect health back once again. She continually expressed to me that she did not feel that way, and would be with me through anything and everything, which made me feel better. She then confided something in me in an attempt to make me understand her empathy, but instead it did nothing but terrify me. She explained to me that as a baby she ruptured a cold sore on a family member's face, and through auto-innoculation spread the virus to the area around (definitely not on) her genitals. Unlike normal hsv-1 cases in that area, she has only had one outbreak her entire life, 4 years ago, where she was finally informed by her parents of her condition. Of course she was floored, upset, confused, etc. However, through various factors of the case, her doctors assured her that in her case, there was no way she could transmit the virus asymptomatically, and therefore was her choice to bring up in future relationships. She carried on one serious relationship before me for a year and a half, and her partner of that time never contracted the infection. Of course I go home and google the life out of it, until I come to my own ignorant conclusions that, although minimal, I am still at risk of contracting the infection.I am ashamed of my reaction to all of this. This has made me understand what kind of person I really am, and I am very disappointed in myself. This girl is one in a million in terms of sweetness, loyalty, caring, selflessness, and understanding and her condition and any negative quality I see in her, I realize is not her fault anymore than it was my fault that I contracted molluscum. The only difference is that mine was for a year and half, and hers is for life. She is everything you could hope for in a companion for the rest of your life. Instead however, it is doing nothing but causing my self conscious to find as many reasons as possible to not want to be with her. When I think about it, I find that I am not necessarily scared of dealing with the infection, but instead I realize that regardless of what relationship I am in, I want to feel I will have the ability to leave the relationship in as good of a condition as I was when I began. I think about having to date again and explain to possible partners that I have hsv-1 for the rest of my life. I feel that I don't have the sense of duty to someone when I say "I do" because in the back of my mind I just say if things get bad enough, I can just leave.So essentially I am afraid of being stuck. That my condition, much like getting a girl pregnant, will directly influence my decision to stay with them. So then I think would it really be so bad to be stuck with this girl? The answer is undeniably NO. That honestly, making the conscious decision to be stuck could be the best decision I make my entire life. Somehow I was accepting (and even excited) of the idea of being with her forever, until something occurred to me that would cement that eternity even further. I then think of all of the aspects of the future, and realize how vain and selfish I really am. I consider things like should she become overweight like her mother, how I would react, and it causes me to obsess over the tiniest imperfections of this beautiful 4'11" 100 lbs. petit girl who eats healthy and exercises regularly. I still envision her getting larger and larger until my physical attraction to her dwindles, and because of our shared condition, I won't be able to leave. I HATE that I think about it, that it is a determining factor for me, because I would despise anyone telling me this story, saying that they are taking these things into account. I can't stand myself, and wish that I could just turn that off because I realize that ultimately things like that won't be nearly as important as the bond, connection, and friendship of a lasting long term relationship, if it should ever become an issue at all.And so through the past couple of weeks since she told me, I have been up and down so often that I can hardly concentrate on any other aspect of my life. At certain times I am resolved, and confident that I want to spend the rest of my life with this girl, and then it could no shorter than 20 minutes, an hour, or several hours when I feel completely different. That my head has two different versions of me, and that they are constantly combatting each other over the state of my future, and what will ultimately be important to me. I am going into therapy over this, regardless of the outcome of the relationship, and I feel that my problem is that I know what kind of person I want to be but that I can't be that person unless I really concentrate on what I am doing and thinking about. That my initial reaction is to be a vain, selfish, and superficial person when considering the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. I realize that the chances of me being with someone who is physically appealing for the rest of my life, or even the chance that I, myself, will always be that way, are not likely and can not be predicted regardless of who it is, or what their genetic history is. I also realize that this should not be much of a determining factor in a mature person's decision.I want to make this work very badly. I want to be proud of the decision I make to believe in this girl, stand by her, and promise to be strong through thick and thin. I want to be able to think about the possibility of any negative situation and being steadfast in my resolve to stay with her. I want to be able to take a chance on her, because she deserves every bit of effort I can put into this, but I feel that I may not be capable of doing so, which has caused me to break down at least once everyday since this began. I care about her so much, and really believe that I love her, but i'm scared i'm going to ruin it through my worry. I don't know either way which decision will be best, or if there is a best decision in the long run since your future is never guaranteed (and generally nothing like you imagine) to be a certain way you perceive. I believe that there is an aspect of anyone's life that says do the best you can with what you're given, and believe that is what you're supposed to do. Well i've been given this situation, and I don't know what to make of it. Maybe I am just too young to handle this, when my body and hormones still tell me that sex is king and that any risk of losing that possible freedom is a mistake. Maybe I just don't understand myself at all. I do know that I am a good person on the surface, but that I have a shallow person within me. Either way I have a monumental decision to make, and I desperately need some advice or input. Please help me.

First if some one smokes I don't recommend smoking, unless you want to die of cancer or heart disease.Pooing only once a week is a serious problem. You need more fiber in your diet to exercise your colon. You should poo about once a day and if you're not, then something is seriously wrong. Food high in fiber includes fruits and vegetables (the white stuff on oranges, the peelings on apples, pears, plums, cherries, and potatoes, and the seeds in strawberries). Almost all fruits and veggies are high in fiber. Some cereals that contain whole grain or oatmeal are high in fiber. Popcorn is high in fiber, granola bars are high in fiber, breads that are whole grain are high in fiber, seeds, esp. almonds have fiber. You should be getting 30-35 grams of fiber per day and if you are not, try to integrate more fiber into your diet on a daily basis, but do it VERY SLOWLY. If you don't, then you will have major problems pooing and I'm not kidding.As far as losing weight goes, you need to restrict your calories and watch what you eat and integrate more activity into your life. If you have access to a gym I would go there to work out. Start taking the stairs instead of the elevators when you go into buildings. Park your car further from your destination and walk more. Go for a walk after dinner instead of watching television. I would recommend buying a pedometer and I'm sure you can do a google search to locate where you can buy one or go into any sporting goods store and ask for a pedometer. They usually cost less than $20. You can wear the pedometer on your pants and it monitors how many steps a day you are taking. It counts the steps each time you move and it's a good way to monitor your physical activity. It can get addicting looking at your pedometer to try to increase your steps every day. If you don't lift weights, I would strongly recommend you begin doing so. Weight training is a great way to increase your metabolic rate at rest because you are increasing the volume of your muscle cells (hypertrophy) so you need more energy so you burn more fat, even at rest. I would start a weight training program and consistently do it 3 times a week at the very least.

Me and Courtney are still together, her parents still do not know but she is doing little things that I believe is a step towards everything being ok. For example while we were at the mall walking around shopping her mother called and of course I had to be hush, but out of nowhere she said "Mom I just saw Mark" the conversation continued from her mom about how I had been and how long we talked..etc. Do you think this is a good small step ? Yesterday I did however slip up on my worrying, she was across the street from her house babysitting for her neighbors and I wanted to go see her but since her mom and dad were both home and across the street we decided it was a bad idea. That is until I saw multiple ambulances screaming by towards her house. I called/texted to make sure she was ok, and when I recieved no response I jumped in my car and rushed to the house she was babysitting. All went well, I explained why I came and she actually told me to stay. It was amazing having time with her and when the parents of the children came home we all sat around and talked about our situation. They said we reminded them of themselves when they were younger and that we were so obviously in love it was sickening. I am supposed to go back over there tonight at 8 to see her again. Another risk but a risk well worth it ?My biggest problem right now is this...1) Things are going too well - I know sounds crazy, but I am expecting something wrong to happen now. For example, for her to cancel about tonight or for her dad to be there when I arrive. Anything drastically wrong. 2) I feel as if I am far too easy - Meaning to get a hold of etc, she knows that in the drop of a hat I would do anything to see her. I cannot help this feeling bc of our limited time together but I do not want to come off as weak. I need tip on how to just realize things can go good. Maybe some type of therapy...? I called her 2 hours ago but she was minutes away from meeting her father so she had to go and when i called back...no answer. It is driving me crazy. LoL God I am sooo in love with my angel. Thanks again for the help

he has been dating his girlfriend for just over a year and a half and it been a really happy relationship. he love her very much and he even talk about a future together. Unfortunately, she had to return to Prague where she's from in May of this year but we maintained the relationship with the plan that she would come back to the UK in the new year. As with most relationships we've had our ups and downs. The main problem at the moment is whether her parent would accept the fact that he is black. There is also the issue of trust. he like to think he can trust her but he always had my suspecions as to how honest she would be with me and most especially whether she would court attention from someone else while she is away. He dicussed this with her and told her my concerns and she always brushed it aside telling me how much she loves me and the thought would never cross her mind. But a few weeks ago he came across this note she wrote by shere accident and now he's not sure how to proceed. Do !;a. Confront her and give her achance to explainb. End the relationship and tell her that the trust issue is a problemc. Tell her what I know and see if we can work through it

Would you accept a date with a guy who is on a work permit in the country...i feel a bit wary doing that.I recently got in contact with a guy i met on fropper.com - recently being yesterday and he and i have been emailling each other since but now he's asked 'do u like to catch up sometime for a date may be.., and getto know each other better..can i? What do you like to do when we meet'I feel a bit wary about meeting someone who is not a permanent resident in the country and for all i know might just want to use me to get permanantly into the country. I don't know....This guy says he has been on a work permit in the UK since 2000 and he is able to apply for his PR (permanant residency) next year. What would you guys do?

I love the new Porsche Boxter S. It has the 911 engine with 295 HP and you can chip it to 340 HP. It is priced nice at about $60K. I hope to buy one sometime to go along side my Touareg. I also love the Cayenne S with the Titanium package. It looks awesome.The Audi line is very nice also. My family wants one asap. And of coarse I want a V10 TDI!

i got a new computer recently and everything was fine , until one day suddenly while listiening to songs my monitor got switched off and again wen i powered off the computer and when i turned it on the monitor was ok , but again after some time the monitor got switched off and this problem is continuing for a longtime till now , i contacted my dealer.The dealer said to change the CMOS battery , i did and still the problem exists and again i contacted him and he said to reinstall the video card , i did again the problem came , and he asked to remove all the magnetic devices near by , i did all that the dealer said but still i have the problem can any one say any solutions to that ?

friend it depends upon the configuration and the type of the comp you are willing to buy whether is it a desktop or a laptop.?

I guess your configuration is pretty well, but the only defect i find is that 500 power supply is quite Low for this high end configuration

yes sure you can connect a new hard disk to an old PC but by the way you must verify whether the hard disk is SATA or PATA that is serial or parellel ,if your computer is quite old it may support only PATA abd not SATA , Check for this and then try connecting

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