Twilight-seraphim

im not getting back at my ex. me and him are cool now so it's all ok and stuff. i just like the other guy >.<

oi im such a moron!ok here's the stituation guys! i broke up with this guy like 3 months ago and i said to myself that i didnt really want another bf unless i found an aswome guy right? well i've had at crush on this one guy for a long time but he had a gf.but now he broke up with her last week and she's going out w/ my ex now.i talk to him sometimes in the hallways and after school and stuff. he's really nice and i like him... but im way too shy to tell him!i've liked him for a while but always saw him as taken so i never really thought about it. but now i cant stop >.< im so stupid!so what should i do? i am gonna talk to him more often and become better friends with him but should i ever tell him? im not too good at this stuff. i would talk to my guy frinds about it but most of them have or had crushes on me so... it would be wierd

personally, i belive that there is a god but not in organized religion. i find it to be too corrupt and hypocritical. me and most of my friends were raised n a baptist school and now we go to public school. my one friend is the one who makes me think religion is fake. some one would ask her "why do you believe that?" her response: "because that's what i was told all my life and i belive it" so if she was told that evolution was true she'd be athetist? or that buddah was real she'd be a buddist? it makes her seem brainwashed. then she goes off bashing other religions (like baptists normally do) and hating people cuz they dont belive what she does. living proof for me!

yes yes it's me again w/ my pathetic high school drama/ friend problems.... i find such great friends dont i? i'm here to tell the story of why i think i hate most of my friends.... there's this one girl who has never been too close to our group. she'd once and a while hang out w/ us ect ect. she was a little annoyong and everyone knew it but she was ok in small doses. she's selfish, pridefull (to the extreme!), and a little slutty but she has her moments. well she decided to date our really good guy friend. we had no problems at fist cuz we didnt think it'd last too long.(note: i've already talked about this senerio b4). well now she wont let us alone. she thinks she's always been a big part of ours and his life so she tries to spend every waking minute w/ us. i can understadn her a little but... she goes to extremes. she always talks about herself and tells us what to do now... but the guy does see it cuz she acts different around him. well she really doesnt like me cuz her bf spends his most of his time w/ me (we've been friends for like 2 years and he lives in my neighborhood). so she spreds rumors about me and talks about how much she cant stand me but then we all get together and it's like nothings wrong and i tihnk she's ok again then she hates me the next day. so she's been spending extra time w/ my closer friends so they dont have time for me just her. at first i didnt really care but the way she talks w/ them like they've been close for years... if she wants my life she can have it. she makes everyone belive that she really likes the guy. but recently she's announced her newest attraction like it's sooo "bad" of her. she thinks it makes her cool to cheat on her bf and tell all of her friends not to tell the guy cuz it's a secret (duh). it makes me hate her even more. how can she call herself human? i'm probly mostly mad about it cuz he's my best friend and i kno that she's doing this but i cant do anything as she leads him along. it makes me hate myself for being so weak and it makes me hate them for playing along. and they all go along knowing that it bothers me and knowing that she doesnt like me but they just talk to please whoever's there never really standing up for themselves. they would start a conversation when she leaves and it's just me about how they dont like her either and i cant tell if they're being sincere(sp?).i wish i didnt have to worry. i feel so pathetic posting my problems on some message board like a loser who cant even handle her own friends and weaknesses. i cant tell him that shes doing this but... i feel like i should. i dont care if she hates me more... i never valued her to begin w/. but my friends.... i supose the true ones will stick through all this and the others... well i dont need them anyways.

wow i have a few favs really...freya from ff9 cuz she's a fricken rat person w/ a spear... i mean she just REEKS OF COOL-NESS!albel nox from star ocean3... i like the dark characters and he's the kewlest XD i luv his hair (oh the braids X_X)luigi, yoshi, and falco from the nintendo series... secondary characters rule!link! zelda pwns(i sound nerdy XD)sheena and zelos from tales of symphonia. they're awsome and i luv the pervy characters ^^vivi(ff9) and genis (ToS) ... MAGES RULE!soren from fire emblem **see albel and vivi/genis**thats all i can think of right now ^^

ok so i picked up a copy of nintendo's new stratagy RPG Fire Embem and i must say it's quite impressive. alothough i hate the fact that if a character falls in battle... you'll never see them again EVER no matter what. it seems kinda dumb... so then there's this one character... a lance knight named oscar... he sucks so much. he'never killed anything for as long as i've had the game. he's absolutly wothless... but i'm here to ask from anyone who's gotten farther than me (i'm in ch13 now) if he's ever going to be usefull cuz if not i'm sending him out on the front lines and i'm gonna watch him die. MWAHAHAHAHA ahem...

well me and my friend have decided that the best has to be Sepharoth(sp?)!we also conculded that albel nox (star ocean 3) is high on the list as well (about 3rd)dont agree? tell me! u tihnk someone else is better? then reply!

the title explains all. i have some one that i hate and that i want to tell them that i hate them so they can leave me alone. but i cant. cause you see the person that i hate is my best friend's girlfriend.i knew his g/f for along time and i never concidered her a friend. i never liked her... probably cause we were so oposite. when they started going out i didnt care because i have no feelings towards him. but ever since then she's been doing more and more things w/ me and my friends just so she can be accepted by him. she expects him to treat her, whom he's known for 2 months, like he treats us, whom he's known for 2-3 years.at first i didnt care but then she got obnoxious. she goes every where we go and i hate every minute of it. she even wants to go to a concert of my favorite band of all time w/ us and she said she doesnt really even like them. when she's around i cant be friends w/ him or she'll butt in and act like she's part of the conversation or she'll get mad at me. i understand that he's her b/f but cant he have friends of the opposite gender too?she's always been known to be cruel to her ex-b/fs. so when they break up it'll ruin alot of things because she's friends w/ some of my other friends. and we'll hear about how "he's a *BLEEP*" and "o woe is me" for months. the sad thing is he doesnt really know her. she get's angry if he doesnt go w/ her some where and he's over at my house or something and he bluntly tells her that he "didnt want to go, besides i was at her house"i wanted to tell her that i hated her or tell him that i hated her after what just recently happened...he didnt call her for a week. she asked him to ride his bike to my friends house where she was. he told me "i dont really want to do that anyways." i didnt ask him why. but he told her he was going to be at his cousin's. but before that, he came to my house for dinner as he always does on wednesdays. she found out. she called my friend every five minutes trying to get her to ask him why he was mad. he wasnt mad he just forgot. but she stressed my friends out so much. she stressed me out so much. i thought the world was going to explode and nothing would be the same. i felt sick. but as soon as he called her she forgave him on a "hello". she never told him why she was angry. she never told him that she didnt like him coming to my house. she never told him any thing just "no it was no big deal"it was a big deal then. but now now? i hate her for doing that to my friend for nothing. i hate her for doing that to me for nothing. she used me to get him in the first place. she thinks i'm jealous of her when i have my own b/f. she spreds rumors about me too. she dangles him in front of my face thinking that i care. he can have her. i suppose he likes being naive. she doesnt tell him anything. he thinks every thing is great and there's nothing wrong.i cant tell him that i hate her. i cant tell her that i hate her... but i almost did. the entire ride home from the theme park we went to was in silence. i wanted to scream it. i could hear her complaining about sore feet in that back. i ignored her but i wanted to say it." i hate you" that's all. no why's. i hate her for following me and useing me. i hate her for doing those things to my friend to bring her to the brink of tears. i hate her for not telling her own b/f anything. i hate her for useing him so that the world can know that she has a b/f. i dont want to even go anywear w/ them any more because i feel sick when i see her. but if i did tell her i'd just say "i hate you. that's all you need to kno and you can hit me yell at me do w/e u want but i still hate you..." and that's all.should i tell her that i hate her? or should i just disconnect my self from them? i dont kno what to do right now...

i hate to tell those who shun the revolution saying that "who wants old games when u can get hem for $10 anyways?" first of all old games is not the only thing i want the revolution for and 2nd the total cost of getting those old games is much more that $10... trust me i've tried. and those who think "the old games suck anyways" you are mistaken. although new games have better graphics and what not, when talking w/ any gamer they admit that the most fun they've ever had in a game is in the older games.

so many people love SSBM. people buy the GCN just for this game! here we shall discuss random stuff about it's greatness!my best characters:(ordered)1.Falco2.Luigi3.Peach4.Roy5.Young Link/ Link (same)this game in my opinion is the best fighting game ever. it takes skill and a noob cant just walk up and button mash and win against an advanced player like in other fighting games. even the cheepest tactics can be countered by a skilled player.according to many tiers(best character lists) there are the top characters:1.Sheik(not zelda)2. Fox3. Marthwhy marth? why fox? i dunno i didnt make it up...

the new nintendo revolution sounds sooo awsome! i for one will buy it over a ps3 or w/e not only cuz i'm a nintendo fangirl but all of its features! like downloading all nintendo games as far back a NES! as well as square enix wanting to make more rpgs for it and a possible free online service for new mmorpgs and of course what everyone wants... SSBR (super smash bros rev.) ONLINE!go ahead and bash it all u sony and xbox fans i dont care cuz the rev is gonna kick *bottom*!

i dont really have a fav RPG but my top favs have to be:(no order)Tales of SymphoniaFinal Fantasy 9Star Ocean 3Zelda (ok it's not really rpg but...)Phantom BraveDigaeaKirby (for SNES)Golden Sunect.

ok so i'm currently addicted, no, FULLY OBSESSED w/ Star Ocean3! i've gotten pretty far but i dont really know about everyone's abilities. mostly cuz i never use anyone beside my main three:Fayt all though i like the fact that you can change him out for some one else i dont know why anyone would want to. he learns awsome moves like dimension door and such so he's definatly one of my main three. plus he's easy to level up.Cliffhe does so much damage all the time plus he has a high max HP level. what more can you ask for? but if there's anyone better i might switch him out of my top three.Albelfast, powerful, high attack power, and my fav character. I LOVE ALBEL THE WICKED!if you think there's a better party i'd like to know but just to let you know i'd never switch out anyone for Sophia... she sucks and i hate her the end (gets killed by sophia fans {do those exist?})

well i do not agree w/ ur points. although they might have had WMD's or w/e and although it might not be "for the oil" or w/e... why attack iraq? i dont get it? same w/ afgantistan(sp?) why? who bombed america? saudi arabia. so why iraq? why afganistan?random.what u dont know is it's not only the oil that will make Bush some money, but his father is close to another company that produces weapons for war.... HUMMM...?!i dont mean to sound like i'm critisizing or w/e but that's my two cents.

i know this probly isnt how you make "additions" to another post but i dunno how to work alot of things ( I'm not good w/ computures) But the 1st post of this topis is here: http://forums.xisto.com/topic/22194-i-need-advice-please-respond-this-is-important/ any ways time for pt.2 Well the problem w/ my friend Liz w/ the drawing thing and art thief thing isnt that much of an issue any more because she hasn't been really attacking that as much (mostly because nothing new came up concerning that topic) But what's more of an issue is, liz has issues. and i am her official scapegoat (she acctually told me this, jokingly because our other friends where around, but she ment it). well like i said last time, at first it never really bothered me. i guess it's just because it's been joing on for a while and i never really paid mind to it. but for example: a few nights ago liz, laura, racheal, and me went to our other friend ashey's birthday/sleepover. liz and racheal were playing ping pong and i was really paying attention but when i did, something funny happened (like and unexpected mess-up) and a laughed a little at it 'cuz liz laughed at it too. but went i laughed at it she glared at me in like a full rage and just yelled at me how "because you're sitting there i'm not doing good ect. ect." so i didnt pay any attention to the rest of the game but liz lost and she yelled at/ blamed me for it again. Well i sometimes dont think she hates me so much or maybe i'm just naive and a wishful thinker. but like they all went swimming and even though i could go and i had my suit i didnt want to and liz along w/ the others were begging me to join them. but i really didnt want to so i sat out and chatted w/ my friend who had just had her apendix (sp?) removed like 2 weeks ago and she couldnt go in and i kept her company. so any ways, some people (from here) said that i should confront liz about this, but i never see the chance, or rather i try to get around to it but she changes the subject. i thinks she knows that i know but she doesnt know how much it hurts me now. for example again: ashley's friend jenny was talking about a time when she went to a sleepover and fell "alseep" but heard some other girls talking trash about her and her friends. we where all giving suggestions and so on so i decieded to put my two cents in and say "well you kno it's not really the fact that they gossip or what they gossip about it's the fact that they dont have the gut's to say it to your face." jenny agreed w/ me. but liz made a coughing/ ahem noise and her and laura laughed. (side note: like i said b4 laura just goes along w/ liz cuz she afraid of her) well that didnt really bother me so much cuz they were just being immature or w/e but later that night when i was trying to go to sleep it really got to me and it made me feel sick. so i didnt eat breakfast. but what made me really concider if liz has any feelings towards what other people think/feel is when we where disgussing about an anime con we're going to soon. we invited her cousin heather and my friend kevin (not b/f... for now... i think) about 3 months ago and now she doesnt want them to go so other people that her and racheal invited a week ago can go. but that was dropped cause that was just completely rude. another thing is heather invited one of her friends to go and liz got so pissed and hated her for it. i told her to put herself in heather's shoes and she just brushed it off. well now i'm going to confront laura about it and try to work things out and eventually tell liz but any other adivice would be appreciated. but b4 u answer let me just say that this whole issue makes me feel so sick some times i feel like vomiting ( but i havnt) and i dont eat alot any more and i sleep too much to were it's probly not good for my health. and i dont want to lose my friends but if that's what has to be done then that's what has to be done.

So it appears there's no easy, quick fixes (unless you go for the smack in the mouth approach - sounds good, but not really approved of in sociology circles). 144533[/snapback] well i've been trying what u put from ur book thing but it doesnt work. i've acctually been trying that for a while now and Liz'd just jump right back into somthing if she feels like she's left out even in the slightest bit. as for the slapping thing that would definatly not work cuz as i forgot to mention... she's bigger than me... alot and i'm kinda scrawny so... that'd only end up in a frre trip to the hospital... her punches hurt too Notice from BuffaloHELP: Modified reply quotes to reflect the correct sighting.

ok there's been alot of things goin' on between me and my friends or should i say one friend (source of the problem). I'm not puttin' any names so every1's name in this is fake (for personel reasons i'm not using the real names)the situation is this:Me and my friend Liz are both anime artists. well we arnt that good but the point is we both draw. well so does my other friend Laura. but anyways me, liz, laura, and racheal (other friend) have been going to the same little private school for all our lives. until this year, laura went to a different school but we still talk and get together w/ her. well at the beginning of this year i entered into an art show to make some money and sell my stuff. they let me in. then a week before the art show they called me and asked if they could interveiw me for the newspaper. i said ok cuz they were nice enought to let me sell my crap so what the hey ya kno! so they interviewed me and 3 days later they came to take some pics.in the article it said that i liked to draw my own characters and some that already exist and what not ect ect (it may seen point less but pay attention to this detail)so the day the paper came out was a school day. and people were comming up to me and stuff. so i was known as the anime artist of our little school. well little did i know that that day wrenched at liz's soul and made her extremely mad (o btw liz has a temper problem it might help to know this). but she never said anything about it she just smiled and went w/ the flow. as for racheal she didnt care cuz she doesnt draw or ne thing.well after that day liz just became more and more angry w/ me and i can tell because she would criticize me or make fun of me every chance she got. she even threw sticky tack in my hair and rosa (random classmate) had to scrape it out... that hurt like a *BLEEP*. but stupid naive me went along w/ it like one of her little jokes. in fact i went along with it for about 6 months.she never told me that it bothered her but i did kind of get the feeling that she really didnt like me... or in fact hated me. but it didnt dawn on me that she'd been talking behind my back to my friends. calling me an art theif because i supposibly "stole her style" if u ever saw our art u could see the difference w/ no problem it's like night and day. (i've had other people confrim that so it's not just me). i first learned that she'd been accusing me of that when i brought up the subject of my sister's friend stealing my character and passing it off as her own. Liz made a coughing/ ahem noise to laura and they both looked at me and snickered.again it was pointed out to me when a kid from my school was talking to liz while she was doodling. i overheard him mention me and she told him that i wasnt original and that she was the first to ever draw anime anyways. like that matters all anime dosnt belong to her anyways... that's likes saying CLAMP stole her art. (i'm not compairing myself to CLAMP i'm no where near their godly art skills).and thus it went on. i got a complement, she'd make fun of me or pull another prank. and i really didnt care i thot she'd get over it and everything would go back to normal.but it didnt.it just got worse. and i knew that they called me and art theif and stuff. the worst part was that they never had the guts to say it to my face. i'd accused sum1 of art theift b4 but at least i said it to his face, and it was all resolved a whole lot quicker.(but that story had a happy ending so dont worry)recently i told my friend Dan about this. he told me that amonth ago Liz told him the same thing and tried to convince him to help her. but he didnt belive her. he also told me tha laura hates everything that liz says about me and that she just wants it all to stop the only reason that she went along w/ it was because she fears liz and her anger problems. and racheal has nothing to do w/ it she just goes w/ the flow.and now hear i am. one day left of school and i'm never gonna see liz again cept when we all get together. but if this isnt resolved it'll just keep going on and on. but i dont wanna just leave it at that because i dont wanna just run away from my problem. but if i tell her how i feel she'll either yell at me so i cant finish or get even angrier and ruin all out plans w/ our other friends. but now that i kno the truth i can hardly even look at her w/out my stomach churning. i dont wanna say it's jealousy but if she really wanted that article then fine she can have it i dont care! i could still lived w/o the popularity heck i'd have alot less requests too! (btw this isnt the whole story. there is more incidents of pranks and mockery and such but i'n in a hurry)so what would you do if this happend to you? please respond i need help.thanx ( sorry for any misspellings im in a hurry)

**shakes fist at u** >>>>MAJOR HIEI FAN<<<< well i thot about hiei vs sasuke but it's been done (random fanficts) sides hiei's kill sasuke XD and i'm not going for balance really **points to the roy vs naru one** PULEEZE NARU'D WIN DUH! j/p ... hiei'd burn vegeta to a crisp mind u..... j/p j/p XD

FULL METAL ALCHEMIST!!!!!!!!! i also like yu yu hakusho alot too but i'm currently obsessed w/ fma ^^

ya ok i was really bored... me and my friend made these up... as u can tell we got pretty stupid after a while... like from tails vs shippou on... XD ya it a bunch of random anime fight pairings XD i probly shouldnt have done so many fma ones but.... XD it the best anime to get rondom fights from XD

ok this is for the games/anime/ manga for .hack! enjoy ^^ (this place needs more anime XD that's y we anime luvers exist!)

ok this is for the anime fullmetal alchemist ^^ the 7 cardinal sins! w00t! vote fer yer fav! more info at http://forums.xisto.com/no_longer_exists/

hooray for the .hack games XD i've only played part 1 ^^ i cant find part 2 ne where ^^; but i think they should come out w/ a real version of the world... an online rpg like that omg i'd be on it in 3 seconds XD!!!i kno there are already existing online rpgs but i cant understand them... i dunno how to work em and stuff ^^; half the time i can never activate my account fer em ^^;

i speak english and some japanese ^^.. i'm forced to learn spanish but i dont get it ^^; ya no halbo espanol

I LUV COHEED AND CAMBRIA! XD omg they're like my favorite band XD i also like a perfect circle, greenday, the used, and chevelle ^^ but COHEED AND CAMBRIA ROX MY SOX XD!!!