yongjja

Ok today I was studying for the SAT and my mom seemed to be bugging me on purpose.She was eating cake, more like making grah, mrah, ermmm, mmmm sounds.I ignored that sound and decided to try again without being so irritated.She then starts making sounds when she drank water like sip, AHHH~I told her please quiet down, I'm taking a test and she comes up to me and slaps me.I said I'm sorry and she hits me again.She goes on for half an hour yelling and hitting me while I'm trying to concentrate on the test.I look at her in the eye and she slaps me again.I stop completely and tell her I'm sorry one more time and she tells me three things.1: You're not going to make college, stop trying you son of a b****.I was hurt by that.2: She tells me to finish my test. She didn't just say finish the test, she told me finish your "f***ing" test.3: I'll give you ten minutes to finish your test. (Takes about three hours). The total time I've taken on it is around an hour and she gives me one hour and ten minutes to finish a test even the most intelligent people get around 2300.

Well yes, I can often see her problems because she's going through this one cycle, but she has to express herself by screaming hitting and yelling and I'm not sure if she notices she often goes overboard. Like yesterday after school I had to attend a study group with two friends and I told her before. She told me I never did tell her and I asked my other siblings and my cousin if they heard it. They said they did hear it and my mom exploded. She drove me to my friends house at the speed of almost 92 miles per hour. Not only that she called her friend to scream about her problems.... When I tried to get off, she just speeded and the door slammed onto my leg which hurt a bit and not only that I tried taking my bag out when I opened the trunk and she just speeds off making my cello fall and get a few scrathes and a crack that is quite noticeable. It might be just me but I think she did remember that I told her because when I got home, my mother was silent and just ignored me.

Ugh my mother does much worse than that. She claims her conditions aren't good and she shouldn't be yelling but even on the phone when she's talking to someone, she yells. She solves all her problems by yelling. What should I do?I come home from school and she looks at me in an angry way all the time. I say how was your day mom, but she takes this as an insult and tells me to shut up and go do my work, so I go ahead and do so. I come home from school at 4pm and I stay in my room until 3am studying and reading my books. I'm tired so I want to sleep so I turn off my lamps and aquarium lights but then my mother charges into my damn room and yells at me for being lazy. Lazy? I'm sleeping at 3am in the morning because you want me to woman!I tell her I have lots of things to do tomorrow so she gets angry and yells at me for 45 minutes every night. This is routine daily.After shes done, she slams my door and wakes my cousin. She assumes my cousin is still awake but the truth is she woke him up with her yelling and she goes in there and yells again for 45 minutes. So there I am awake until 5:30 in the f-ing morning awake and when she finally sleeps, I go to sleep which is usually around 6am. I have to wake up at 6:50am for school, so I've been sleeping for 50 minutes for a month and a half. What should I do? My friends don't know what to say and other adults think I'm overreacting.And sorry if I used some bad and inappropriate language. 16 years of life, and I've never used this many bad words in my life.