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Well, hello my friends of Knowledgesutra here I am with a big problem that I can´t solve. Well let me tell you the story of my last three months.
 
I finished my mandatory practice to be able to graduate as Medicine Doctor in last June. The practice last a complete year. Everything was fine until I discovered that my girlfriend is pregnant and i will be a father in September. That alterates all my plan to the next year when I planned to exclusively study all the day. Now I can´t because I have to work to sustain to my girlfriend an my future son. I know you maybe are questioning me about how a medicine doctor can make a mistake like these? Well my girlfriend suffer Policystic Ovary Syndrome and the possibility to get pregnant was minimum under the treatment she had.
 
Since I finished my practice and planned to give me a break at least two weeks. I knew it then this can be a bad idea because I could come to my old bad habits where laziness was my dominant behavior. When I don´t have to work I can spend all my day in front of the computer doing a lot of things, playing games, reading forums, reading Wikipedia or watching Youtube and only stand up to eat or go to the bedroom. When I have this behavior I can be awake all the nigth and sleep in the morning, posponing all the things I have to do for tomorrow.
 
This problem was destroying myself a years ago where I have troubles to approve an intership, that was essential to go forward in my career.
 
I have read almost 25 complete books about discipline, coaching and self-help and I understand all the concepts the authors trasmit me but simply I can´t apply them to my life. Maybe I can follow them a few days but after that amount of time I come back to my old lazy behavior.
 
Rigth now this is my situation: The two weeks break have been converted in two months and counting. I haven´t done any of my paperwork graduation had to do. All my colleagues have finished the thesis with their respective doctors and I haven´t even start to do it. I have only a month to my child´s birth and I have no job or money. I have savings but they are few. All my colleagues will graduate in August 28th and for me is impossible to do all the work have to do in this short period of time. So i will not graduate in August. The next graduation after that is in November.
 
This is my situation and I feel I am out of control. I don´t know what to do. I know that maybe this forum is not a good place to post my situation but I need some help my friends. I am posting this rigth now with the hope someone of you have suffered a similar situation like mine and could go forward.
 
I will apreciate any word from you, Even critics.
 
Regards.

Recently I started reading a letter dating from the nineteenth century called the Protocols of the Elders of Zion. I must say that when I found it on the internet the first thing I imagine is a book like "The DaVinci Code" or something like that. But what I found is a historical book that supposedly was found in Russia at the time of the Tsars, and spoke about a Jewish conspiracy to take over the global economy and thus also of world power. This may sound like antisemitism and even I must add that there have been extensive investigations of these writings and many researchers have said they are fake but so far it seems that the reality of the events of the twentieth century show otherwise.The automobile industry mogul Henry Ford read these protocols and has since become a fervent anti-Semite since according to all the events described in them proved their fulfillment in the time that Ford lived. The Jewish conspiracy in my opinion was perfect in the sense of understanding how the world and using it to seize power in a subtle and complete with no country or military or religious power could snatch. I must say that I'm not Jewish, I'm far from it. But if one day someone actually devised these protocols but I can not condemn his cruelty but also praise his cleverness.The protocols begin with a brief exposition of world reality. Part by focusing on the inference that analisisi and individuals, countries or institutions had the power. These observed that monarchies, the industrial countries and the Catholic Church had world power, world power being understood as full independence to do and undo of these organizations. In this state that had a crack in the power system of the nineteenth century, which the kings and popes had not taken into account and that at that time was not looking so influential in political power that was money. Economic power was confined to simple employee-boss relationship any more. The Jews found it very difficult to use the economic power (which they had as always) for the political and military power of nations. And it is also observed that the only way to seize power from kings and popes was excite the people. And this is where the need for exposed communism.And by provoking a civil war communism in strong monarchies disempower kings. Of course, a condition for which this was done was that the Jews will lead to communism (Marx and Lenin were Jewish, coincidence?) Overthrew the Tsar of Russia and ownership of all the country's resources and wealth in the name of communism. Once this would create a war between the political powers of the time (France, England, Germany, USA) and the First World War happened, coincidence? Then after all that would be devoted to trying to take over the economy of "free non-communist countries" like the United States using a strategy used by a banker named Rothschild in England in the Napoleonic wars, creating a huge economic crisis to seize the economy of a cheap (and depression of 1929 happened, coincidence?) should then be destrur all those powers that have remained in place as the domain independent Jewish (and WWII happened with the removal of Japanese and German power , coincidence?). And finally seize full of economic power to the extent that shook the country to make a sound on the economy (recession of 2008 with the multi-billion dollar bailout that almost leaves the United States on the brink of socialism, coincidence?)This and many other things that allegedly planned those Jews today are a historical reality, so in my opinion these Elders of Zion plan existed and was real too many coincidences?Hopefully opinions and open answers ok?

I am happy to see that the world cup is over. This was a weird world cup in all the ways you see, first of all the champion: Spain. A team that really didn?t deserve to win and I can?t no explain how they could get the way to be in the final. For me the World cup ends when Spain defeat to Germany because I thougth that maybe that finally proof the news before the world cup that some mafias in Spain and Rusia bougth referees to be sure that Spain win the world cup and make money with the bets. Spain isn?t better team than Brazil or Argentina. I think that referees have a lot of responsability with this weird world cup and a lot people think like me.I can?t post congratulation Spain because I feel that Spain had a lot of help from a lot of sources to win the world cup. First of all was the elimination of the hoster: South Africa. I am suspecting how could South Africa be damaged by the referees in two matches versus Uruguay and versus France. The hoster team have to be favorite because they are in their home and their public. Second I hate some things about the football that I feel don?t have to occur like the hand in the match Ghana versus Uruguay. Hand that eliminates Ghana without deserve the elimination. This world cup have a lot of doubts with a lot of football fans. Proof of that in my country anyone talked about the world cup two hours later the match(except for the spanish commnunity). Honduras was Spain?s opponent in the groups round and in my country there are proofs that Spain pay to the honduran players to lose with them and later to get the draw with Switerland that Spain needed to get the ticket to round of 16?s.This corruption is not allowed in front all the planet like witness. Come here and say "Congratulations Spain" is be with the corrupt people who organized all this trap called South Africa 2010 world cup.Think before come here to congratulate to a corrupt country.