Hey , I read your thread, sad to hear that you are going through a trauma. What i see is that, currently you are having lot of time for yourself and you are not able to utilize the same in an efficient manner and this is leading to depression. Why not do something ? We have a group which supports people suffering from Bipolar Disorder, over there we help people who are suffering from Bipolar and their family members as well.... Depression is also a part of Bipolar so by joining this group you can benefit in two ways, you can utilize your time in helping people and the other would be to gain understanding about ways of getting out of depression. Bipolar Support Group