Have been depressed as long as I can remember, since about 3 years old. Now 49.Have tried sundry of new antidepressants, but all had side affects, on balance sexual. Problem: I'm currently running a warehouse. Work efficiently and effectively, but my boss & office mgr. find it really weird that I can't remember specifics on orders I've worked on. Are my concerns of memory loss due to antidepressants justified? Thanks!