I just had a discussion with my girlfriend, whom i love wit all my heart. It involved somethin dat happen to her a while back. Early in our relationship, she told me somethin she never told no one before. She told me she had been raped. I knew right then and there dat it would be a hard relationship, cuz i seen the aftermath of situations like dat. i got friends who been raped in the past and they aint never gotten over it. 1 committed suicide. the other one i had found out after we had gone out for a while and i paid the man a visit and he messed up real good now. but now dat i look back on it, it only made me feel better, not my friend. But here i am with a similar situation. she had told me almost a year ago and just a few hours ago told me who had done it and when. she told me it was at a halloween party in the 8th grade. her bf at the time who's 3 years older than her spiked her drink. she woke up bruised and in alot of pain. her boyfriend and a friend of his told her dat they had both been involved in the incident the night before. she told me she was also a virgin. when i hurt that i shattered inside and now im feelin full of rage. i know myself well and this is the kinda rage dat led me to do some stupid crap before. i wanna go mess these guys up but they dont live in my state no more. and my girls got probs she wont admit cuz of it. im so mad. i cant stop thinkin bout it and i dunno what to do. i cant talk to her bout it cuz ill get even more upset. im sure some of you know what im feelin. so im askin you, what should i do? what CAN i do?
