I have been diagnosed with major depression. I lost a job that was great for many reasons. because of it and was on disabilty. I have been trying to find a job now but with no luck. my husband filed for a divorce shortly after I lost the job. I should have because he is an alcoholic-not a nice one. I lost my vehicle because he has it now after giving it to me. I am faced with eviction. he won't help me anymore. There are other things , too. I have really tried. I have been in the hospital alot-they just keep you and let you go if you have been 51/50'd. Right now I am as close as i have ever been to not wanting to go on. I am deparate and scared-lossing hope with job prospects and counseling and hospitaliztion and medication don't work. I do't see any other option right now.
