Kirralouise

i was sittin next to Switch in I.T and he was on this site, so i decided to see what it was..

i remember sittin in my room, with a bottle of vodka in one hand and the other hand full of pills, ready to od, an linkin park was on "breaking the habit", and i realised i couldnt do it. just laying there listening to that song... needless to say, they r one of my FAVORITE bands. Numb seems like its written about my life. the gurl in the clip is like me aswel.

thanks...im gunna try some of that.. thanks sooo much.

i broke up with my ex.. like 5 months ago.. and i went out with someone else since then, but then we broke up, and ever since then my ex has been all over me and its nice, at first.. but now its getting kinda like he wont get over me. im sick of it... but i dont wanna say nothing coz hes still one of my best friends...i like this other guy, but hes got no idea hu i am really.. and i dont wanna say nothing. and its SOOOOO crap.. my dad died when i was 9, but i just cant get over it, and ive been cutting myself. ive been in treatment, and it worked for a lil while, but now.. its just getting to much again. i really dont like myself, ive strated dieting extreamly dangerously, and its really not good. i feel weak and sick all the time, and i cant tell anyone. i know this sounds selfish, but i just need someone to help me, like to give me advice... im soory, i know this is really self-absorbed.. but i cant say any of this out loud.kirra

i liv in australia.. we rnt sposed to go trick or treating r we??? all the ppl round my house spray ya with water... lol... but im grounded.. so i cant go out! like 4 mad as partys i wanted to go to.. and i cant... so sad

lol i just punched u 4 that comment! lol.. sry bout that.only really slack gurls mainpulate... u deserve better if ya gurls mainpulatiing you.. if shes good at it tho, yo wont be abe to tell. all da bois out there.. if she really likes ya, shell stand by u nomatter what, and she will understand if ya dont call her of one night. i really liked a guy, and i was with him for 3 months and he didnt talk to me once.. but i liked him that much that i stayed with him. if shes treating you badly... she aint worth it.love kirra