therapy

it is just so stupid! Tonight the latest Dutch Big brother series start at tv.. and there is a pregnant woman in it oh come on! Ridiculous.. anyway the government is checking if that is childlabor or something like that when the baby is born and stays in the house.. i cant really tell what I find more stupid..

Last night I dreamed that I was shopping with a friend and somebody else but i forgot who :S we were looking at rings, talking about it as in wedding rings stuff.. and she knew that I had a girl friend.. it was just nice that she knew.. I wish I had the guts to tell her

My first kiss was strange.. I was 16 years old and I was on holiday with my parents and my younger brother. At the place we stayed was a party and I really wanted to go there and I had to take my brother with me.. don't remember why.. Anyway once we got there I saw a cute guy and we danced some and he eh requested a song from Jennifer Lopez for me after that we went for a walk and I really really wanted to kiss him.. not really because of him but because I wanted to know what it was like how it is to kiss (yes im such a dork) anyway.. we kissed and it wasn't that special.. I forgot most of it.. but I was glad we kissed