kurt18th

I wouldn't. She called me boring. I took offense to that haha. Just made me dislike her alot. If it was so boring maybe she shoulda gave me a warning or something. At least a chance would have been nice.

Well I know that an education is important. I don't think anyone here said it wasn't. It is basically our entire future. You don't do well in school then you most likely won't do well in life. I guess I don't hate it that much. It's just that I have school for 8 hours, then football practice for another 4, then go home to work on homework, which usually will take an hour, maybe longer. Then I have got to go to sleep early, so I barely have any free time, but I guess that's what the weekend is for. But I guess I am looking forward to learning the most I can this year, which is a weird thing for me to say because I never really cared before. I guess it's just me being really tired and frustrated because of a mix of football and school. It's over a hundred degrees here everyday so it's not too nice.

It was weird today though. I went back and it didn't even feel like any of us had ever left. Everyone is still the same. Nobody looks different. I guess there are new people but I prolly won't get to know much of them. Highschool is kind of weird like that. In all the other grades you would come back next year and everyone would look different, act different, etc... But in highschool you notice people don't change that much, at least not looks. I guess moods do change. I am realizing how annoying my best friend of 7 years is and I'm getting fed up with him.

Anyone else a little annoyed/pissed off that school is starting up again? In a couple of ways I am happy that it is. No more boredom, new people to meet, friends to see, some classes are fun (guitar). But then on the other hand I am just angry because that work is going to take up so much time. Oh, I'm also pissed because we lost our game in football to the state champs. 69 to 7. It was terrible. They are some incredibly fast little dudes. So I guess this is a mixed subject. School sucks sometimes/it sucks to lose a football game. Anyone agree?...... Disagree?

Ah. She's one of the biggest liars I know, but she says she doesn't anymore. Yet I still don't believe her. Anyways, a friend of the girlfriend that just broke up with me came and said she regrets it, which is just great. Now I'm gonna feel bad when I say I don't want her.

Wow, I haven't played NS in awhile. There are levels now? What exactly does that do for you. I think I vaguely remember something like that... Did it give you access to better weapons, armor, or what?

Well the point is is that I have only been single for about 4 days, and it's gonna take awhile for me to want another girlfriend unless it's her. So if I can't get her I'm not really gonna worry about it much. I've got much more important things going on for me right now to worry about than that. I'll try for her but if it looks like it isn't working then...hmmmm, how can I put this. I guess I can say I won't worry about it and I won't let it get me down, etc... This all seems like too much trouble to bother with at the time anyways. Man, I REALLY need to quit changing my opinions on these sort of things.

Wow, it's weird that I never even considered that option. I prolly should. Actually, I think the best idea would be to not have a girlfriend at all. They are kind of a bother anyways. Well, I don't know. My opinions on these sort of things are always changing. So I can't stick to something too easy when it involves something like this.

Ya, it comes with the Source version of Counter-Strike. Which in my opinion is worth all the money alone. Only one downside. I have yet to find any good players on Cs:S. Honestly, everyone I have played sucks. Not even challenging.

I am ready to commit, its just the others that aren't, and don't get me wrong, I did really like my now ex girlfriend but I agree with her on why we broke up, but for some reason I'm still bitter about it and don't really want to talk to her at the moment. So I guess I'm just a little angry that she did it even though it was for a good reason. I don't know why that is. I'm guessing selfishness. Anyways, I guess I'll post more as it happens. It'll prolly take awhile.

Ah, now my girlfriend broke up with me today... I asked why, she said it is gettin old. I'm sure my best friend had somethin to do with it but then again this really isn't affecting me much. I agree with what she said, but all of a sudden it seems like my life is going downhill.

Well I'll just continue with the hard to get, whether I want her or not. Plus, she went to Florida for vacation so it should be easy to get her off my mind and not talk to her when she comes back eh?

Ya, I thought of that. She apparantly likes me also. Alot more than Kati. I guess it could've been a lie but I seriously doubt it. Hmmm. I don't know. I guess I could ask Kati if she said that, and if she didn't then ask my friend what the hell they were talking about.

Ha. Nice, but I couldn't do it anyways.

K, I'll do all these things. Thanks.