twis

why cant i find my old poems ? have they been deleted !? WTF

She Picked me up then let me downgot too hopefuli am the clownthrown the dice a few to many timessitting here wonderingwhat next, so perplexedwhy did i do thatwhy do i still do thiswhen does an obsession become and afflictionwhere did having a good time become an addictionpicking up pieces and tryna move ondont believe in tomorrow but gotta keep onQuitting is easy but it aint funEven though im washed up and laid outgotta shout for sunshine to sing a different songMisery has always been a friend of minewe chose to be friends it's all pretendmoments of clarity screaming for changehow are you doing buddy, it's a dead end.so i decided to do something bettermy old wasp in wateryou sink i swimflyslaughterI realised you could swim but dont caredrowning in your own lack of hopecouldnt say goodbye so unfairsorry i ever met you because i changedchose to follow a dream not your dispairmoving on now, not my fault your derangedi used to feel sorry but no, its fair.Virtual terror, it's practically true,i expained it a thousand timesand it nearly got through, duality of mantry to think outside of multiplicity,found a love so pure it couldnt be refinedfrom the first tastei left the others behind.

You can kill a man, but you cant kill an idea. I'd just like to be able to tell people i know, 'yeah i have the proof, i wrote that back in 010' what is fame anyway? Rhinoplaster and narcissism? I'd rather be motivated intrinsically, constantly trying to reinvent myself, to be better. Im to ugly to be famous lol.chocolate horror, death but food, the universal terror, the occultic dude, you might kill me once but i wont let you kill me twice, role the dice, the unlucky number of device, from the dum to the numb, the genie moster of genetic splice. sad but true, they the voodoo woo do, and you dont know how to do. made a portrait of you and painted it black, happy on the cover but dead inside, pages of advertising with no content, a message in a bottle that a dead man sent. something about how he's the biggest and he's the best, your playing with fire but he's the best, you got *BLEEP* and he's the best.. so i see where it's going and who's just like the rest, no contest, not lucky or blessed, but definativly the best. what about all the rest, loving you loving you, they'd do something else but thats not what you told them to do best.Be the reason i get up in the morning, be the reason i work so hard, make a wish on every star, no matter how near or far, i wonder, how is the moon in the night sky? forever dancing around the earth, forever spinning with the stars. i imagine everything is still when you are with me, as if time slowed down so we could notice so many little things which before we could not see. may our souls join as one, let imagination meet reality in the warm summer sun and we remember each other in the dark night, that the sun never stops shining so bright, just this time we are physically apart. it's only just the start, let the world stay still, you make light shine in my heart.twis

I have been writing since i was a teenager, as emotional release. when i first heard my lyrics being sang by Justin Timberlake i thought something weird was going on because the song was instantly so,, on the tip of my toungue.. it sent me back to the time i was chasing a girl online and i wrote her.. if i wrote you a symphany just to say how much you mean to me what would you do. you know this song?? i wrote the full version in about 2004, and that was just the beginning of so many rips of my stuff. I have not written poems for the last 3-4 years. this time i would like proof i wrote it first, so i hope this website wont go offline like the last one did. Anyway for me it's no about the credit, i have seen great artists runined by success, a wise man once told me, all creativity come through suffering. every blessing has it's curse, it could be better, thank god it's not worse. read the words online, feel my thougths resonate through this subliminal sighn.for me writing is not about rigid structure, words convery emotion, rigid structure would ideally have lines of equal syllables, i dont think anyone is the western world writes that good. what makes a good racing driver? you can measure times but with lyrics who is the judge? it's an indefinable quantity, to define it would be to kill it. i hope it means something to you.

Hi, i have started posting my songs online for all the see and copy and at least this way i will be able to proove i wrote it first when i hear them in public. Ok so i posted one straight after the little love poem and it's totally gone. I dont save them in my computer and it be nice to at least have a copy in my computer, the one that was deleted had no swearing in it. so why delete it? can i have it back?? the first line went something like,, vibrate in perfect harmony. it's really annoying when you write stuff on websites, then hear it on the radio and the website has either deleted your posts or like last time the website was totally gone. my computer is totally hacked so i can never write them and expect to keep them secret. im 99% sure you will say i never posted it, which means someone stole it. in that one percent is the chance i write the stuff here, otherwise im gone, which is so annoying because you would never belive some of the names who have sang my lines. and i cant proove it to you because of this pattern of my stuff going missing one way or the other. twis

vibrate in equal pattern, pure harmony, see natures shapes playing movement energy,infinitly complex and always true,how many levels can you get to?what is reality when there is more than you could ever see?that tree never made a sound, no one was around,time space, multi dimensional reduced to 3D.humanity freed and enslaved under natures laws,truth goes up and lies go downleaves of the same tree fighting constantlyevery green leaf must turn brown.emotionally imprinted from past generationsfighting the war against blood relations.There is not glory in victory, a slave to a system he cant seelove is a flaw in the chemistya once useful emotion reduced to diety.Wash over desert sands and set them freelift up your people, preykill them softly.i had a dream of love and peaceand nature said no,i got real and cried for there painbrothers killing motherssisters killing fathersfilled with 'would you rathers'moral imperative was always rightand what you have left is s**teMacdonalds thanks you for your service'we couldnt have sold them burgers without ya'MIDC could have done it cleanbut naaa, we just mean.

Dreams, dreams are a wish on a star,it could be near, it could be far,could she be the one to complete me,shining her light for all to see,through space and time be minethoughts meet reality,we align.

chocolate horror, death but food, the universal terror, the occultic dude, you might kill me once but i wont let you kill me twice, role the dice, the unlucky number of device, from the dum to the numb, the genie moster of genetic splice. sad but true, they the voodoo woo do, and you dont know how to do. made a portrait of you and painted it black, happy on the cover but dead inside, pages of advertising with no content, a message in a bottle that a dead man sent. something about how he's the biggest and he's the best, your playing with fire but he's the best, you got *BLEEP* and he's the best.. so i see where it's going and who;s just like the rest, no contest, not lucky or blessed, but definativly the best. what about all the rest, loving you loving you, they'd do something else but thats not what you told them to do best. twis

im the brilliant, the terrible, the food thats inedable, all the things you can but i cant, understated yet incredible, happy smilie sickohphant. got so high then fell to greatest depths, from the roots to the leaves of the plant, chemical transmittin compound buildin, smoke generating cloud blowin rain droppin circle completin, playing it honest, keepin it cool before the seas rise, see the future in your eyes, picturing flowers bloom right before they seed, i said it before and I'll say it again. what did you say again. got hands to fill and greed to feed a destructive destiny, disconformity. least i have a dream today, that aint making it pay, nor saying *BLEEP* i gotta say, Im never gonna let you go cause your my baby. i write this, anyone who hacks my computer has no advantage because i will post everything online from now on.