30 Days Of Poetry: Day 4 Go/Stay (Italian Sonnet)

I find myself in this odd place againNot knowing whether to go or delayCan there be something if I choose to stay?Is there a road to follow, no. A lane?Should I take my life in this risky plane?I don't know if there can be chance to layMy life to put in success right away.Should I take risk to start over again?I don't think this can be worth all I sold.Too risky, too much danger. Oh, no way.For there is more things in life than gold, (and)There's things that I can't buy, so here I sayThat I won't risk my life on some passed, oldLove that can go and break my own soft heart.- Jori