In Memory Of Nirvana Goodbye Nirvana

[The69_er 0]

Nivana

 

 

Kurt - (sign)

(position) vocalist; main song-writer

(description) - perfects the garage attendant style

(hobby) - can't handle one

(quote) - In Aberdeen, I hated my best friends

w/ a passion, because they were

idiots.

 

Chris

p - bassist

d - sideburned six-footed beanpole

h - competitive tree-climber

q - 99% of the music out there is *BLEEP*.

There are way too many bands out there

and they just get in the way. So quit!

Give it up! Turn in your guitars for

shovels! You guys suck!

 

Chad

p - drumming blur

d - looks perpetually stoned

h - dishwasher

q - Why did I start playing music?

Boredom, I guess. I wanted to be able

to play the drums. I still do.

 

Yes, if it wasn't for the success of

Nirvana, the trio would probably be

in a bowling league - probably w/a

better name. But their neat bag

of heavy drums, chord progressions, hard riffs

and feedback give too much big-amp

fun to keep 'em in their logging town

brandished as Satan-worshippers.

 

 

The Suicidal Note of Kurt Donald Cobain, 1967-1994

 

To Boddah

 

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.

 

All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.

 

For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.

 

On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too *BLEEP*ing sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!

 

I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.

 

I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.

 

Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.

 

Peace, love, empathy.

Kurt Cobain

 

Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.

Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.

For her life, which will be so much happier without me.

 

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!

Farewell my friend we will always miss you

[midnitesun 0]

oh boy , i cannot believe how missed this ! , i am great fan of nirvana and songs like smells like teen spirit has been my all time favourites but i never knew he left a suicide not when he died . Thanks for sharing it up

[The69_er 0]

Well im glad to inform you all it was the world day in human civilisation losing kurt "R.I.P Kurt"

[keri-j 0]

The day this world lost Kurt Cobain was a sad, sad day. We lost one of the greatest, most creative individuals there was. I was only one year old, if that, when he commited suicide... I think that if I'd known at the time, even as a baby, I would have cried. I see Kurt Cobain as an idol and as inspiration... I just hope that some day I can be one millionth of the amazing person and musical artist that Kurt Cobain was.R.I.P Kurt Cobain... I hope you have transcended to a higher plain.

[The69_er 0]

No one could ever live upto the expectaitions that kurt was forced to do he is a insperation to me and many other people in this world.Long live the spirit of Nirvana

[pat_decor 0]

I'm a huge nirvana fan! So this was really nice to see :)By the way, does anyone else here think courtney had him killed? Because his "suicide note" wasnt even in his hand writing, and there's lots of other things that lead you to believe he didn't kill himself (even if you don't think courtney did it, someone else did that wasn't kurt). I can't remember what they are right off the bat, but I know court tv did a show about it.

[The69_er 0]

Well first of all it was only roumors it was not in his hand wrighting but it acually was prooved 3 days after plus it was found in his left shirt pocket and the only prints on the gun were his and it was registered in his name and found in his hand.I know its hard to belive and alot of people dont want to buy my personal oppinion is that he killed him self cause he lost the passion for music and music was the only think that keeped him going.