As the title says, i'm tragically in love with my best friend.. Shes painfully shy to the point of awkwardness in simple conversations.. Flirting is like dropping a conversation stopping bomb.. She has an awfully irritating boyfriend.. And i don't say this because i like her, He's just.. Awful. The reason i didn't go after her a year ago was because him and i were friends, and i decided to let him try his luck. She'd had a boyfriend when he started "wooing" her, i figured he'd fail. What a horrible mistake that was. We've been friends for about three years.. I know she trusts me, thinks of me as her best friend and blahblahblah.. But like, we used to talk all the time.. Now its almost never, and if it is, its small talk. Which is pitiful.. It fluctuates though, one month we're glued to each other, the next we occassionally text. Its horribly confusing. I've never had so much trouble with a girl in my life, Nor have i ever had one mean so much to me. I thought i had a plan on what to do, but now i'm not so sure.. Thought i'd put it out there and see if anyone else was a bit more resourceful then my brain seems to be..
