hey guys im 15I am feeling reeally depressed and ignored for a fair amount of time... i mean seriosly i got *BLEEP* all in my life, never get invited 2 parties even though i want to and stuff... ok so what i mite not be the most popular or most good looking but cant any of my so-called school friends come up and talk 2 me... its like im feeling like that guy left in the corner,,, and 2day i went 2 sit at the desk where everyone normally sits and everyone goes sit 2 the other 1. im feeling like the biggest loner. it doesnt stop there at home my mother parents me like if i wer 3 or sumfin and my dad well he doesnt giv a *BLEEP* bout anything... so i started going on computer more joinin games going on clans and stuff but thats bring me no joy wot so ever.. i jus wanna fukn feel accepted is that 2 much 2 ask for... im really a nice guy 2 talk 2 and all its just that well i take these pills 2 help me concentrate with school they make me talk less i guess but now even if i dont take them its still like i cant start a conversation aswell i h8 talkin 2 ppl about it coz it feels like i got no true friends... but seriosly im not a nerd or anything im not even that smart... i BMX, Paintball n all that *BLEEP*... maby its i dont put much enthisuasm in my actions but the way whit it going im not really feeling that enthusatic its really hard 2 explain wot is really going on in my head and how i feel n *BLEEP*thats not all here is what happened 2day...i tried 2 make this joke in class and everyone laughed at me and called me a loser and thats when i was feeling really down and they make jokes bout me being different coz i come from a different country fukn racist bastards but the whole class is in it aswell its fukn rediculous... so anyway i had enough so 2day i smackd this guy who was giving most of the *BLEEP* after skool,,, doesnt really improve my popularity though does it... funny thing its them who are the fukn pussies and wankers
