I'm in trouble, and I feel horrible about this. I never meant for this to happen... I'm in love with two different men. One man I had just had a baby with, and the other one was my best friend since high school, and I've loved him ever since. I never told the friend from high school how I felt until it was to late..( i was pregnant) but he expressed to me that he felt the same. The one I'm with now is a wonderful father and I know he loves me too and i do love him very much, but sometimes I wish me and him we're as close as my friend from high school. I love them both so very much, and it would hurt the one I'm with so bad.... but some times i wonder....and I regret not knowing what could have been with the other. I'm caught between a rock and a hard spot... I need help getting out from in between.
