countrygirl32601

thank you everyone for all your advice i dont wanna see either one of them hurt and im still trying to decide what to do...and for the record im not the materialistic type and not the type of woman that looks are everything im saying you have to be attracted to someone to make it work otherwise i may just be setting myself up for heartache later u know... but hopefully it will all make sense soon thanks again!!also...i do tell my current boyfriend that im not over my ex he has been very understanding throughout everything and i told him im not ready to be serious again yet but he just wants to be with me so bad and will do anything to keep me around and its nice sometimes but other times its hard because i feel like he is trying to buy my love and do everything for me just to keep me around and it makes me feel like a jerk to let him do everything for me that he does...how do i know its not just an act???

i'm looking for a little help...i love two people... to make a long story short i was with someone for 6 years and we have been apart about a year and a half now but never stopped talking completely....we were both young and stupid and made some mistakes and ended up breaking up...i am currently seeing someone else who treats me amazing, does everything for me and we get a long great and all. sometimes i feel like im not 100% attracted to him though and i almost feel embarassed to be in public as horrible as that sounds but im trying to work on it because he is all i ever wanted and loves me for me and wants all the same things i do too and im trying the whole looks dont matter thing. .... BUT for some reason i cannot stop thinking about my ex and i know he loves me more than anything and will do anything for me too..he said he has had time to be alone and see other people which i have too, and that i am the only person he will ever want and need and he wants me back and swears he will never do me wrong...and i know i still love him too and the thought of being with him again makes me want to go back but im afraid if i leave my current boyfriend and it doesnt work out with my ex that i will miss out on something that truley had potential to be perfect too...its so hard to decide...i have no idea what to do...this is the hardest thing i have ever had to go through and its killing me . any advice?