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as far as i know, what starts in lust usually stays in lust. let me tell you what i think, there is two type or relationships: short term and long term. when it is a short term relationship 90% of the times you get involved with the person far faster than with a long term one. usually both are far more easy to get, phyisical affection comes in very early in the relationship and its even usually the start of the relationship... what i mean, it usually starts as that girl its hot i want to have her. that kind of relationship almost grows up fruits. you barely really know the person who you are with and after maybe 6 months (thats my experience) you start to see the bad side of the person you didnt know. then relationships crash because its not what they expected and they didnt know what to expect since they didnt know each other that much before getting together. i was in a relationship similar to yours, for around 5 months, and it really was never love... my "girl friend" was really hurt but she knew it wasnt love, it was a bit hurt too thought, but we were together for the physical. separation always hurts
now if you want a long term, take it a little bit slower. get to know the person better before really getting into some formal relationship. and good girls for long term relationships are the once who are a bit harder to get, not because they have all the guys after her, but the ones who take more care of themselves. dont wish that you already lived stuck to one girl... specially living under the same roof. its not as pretty or easy as it seems after some time. the first months or even years maybe but it eventually gets hard. i lived with my girl alone for a few weeks and by the end of those week it felt heavy. i moved of country and she came to visit me and stayed (for a year) to learn the language and so she is leaving at my place, its been 5 months now... and its tough: "who are you talking to?" "i dont want you to hang out with that girl by yourself" "do this, do that"

bottom line is, enjoy your freedom and life!

ps. let me guess, ur first language is spanish right?

thanks for the reply, but .. me and this girl had way more than just physical attraction..(don't me to sound like a fruitcake, but we were connected mentally too)


first language is English...why you ask?

Most people do not like it because it requires so much CPU power and Memory space to run efficiently. On slower computers you will not be able to run windows vista. I think another problem is people find it packed with too many software/features they would not use. I remember when vista came out my mate playing final fantasy xi could not install the game on his vista laptop. I've use windows vista personally for a short time on a friends computer. It looks great but I have not really had the time to explore the features in it. Her computer was new so it did seem to run fine but I doubt it would run smoothly when more programs are installed and hard disk space taken up. I think its a great OS for new people since it is more user friendly then say Linux. Its still hard to compare Vista to Mac OS x as to what is more user friendly, I think Windows is still more user friend just because more software people use like the office suites are being used widely.
I do hate Microsoft personally for having poor software thats being exploited. One example was with internet explorer just late last year there was a flaw in its active x with real player that allowed scripts to be run on the host machine and a Trojan loaded later to log passwords. This was used on the FFXI online game community and i think hundreds or maybe more players got their accounts stolen. The exploit was loaded on many trusted final fantasy resource websites that provided players with guides and information regarding the game. It was sad that the add companies displaying banners got hijacked and then the exploit code was loaded from there.

My friend lost his account through that, The symptoms he gave me was his computer was running slow and he thinks hes got a virus. I thought it was nothing then and told him to stop visiting porn sites and downloading their stuff. He had a good laugh at him thinking that was the case but it turns out it was internet explorer being hijacked, I should of paid more attention and asked him what browser he was using. If I knew I would of told him to use Firefox but its too late now hes lost his account because of using internet explorer.

Thats another reason why I hate windows and its software.

yeah, what you said makes perfect sense. Because i started using vista when i bought my new laptop.....thats why i didn't notice it took so much cpu power and memory

and vista does have alot of software, while most of it cool and nice to have ... some of it i don't even need..

Last year near the end of april my family moved beside my dad's cousin(age, 50) and his "more than a girlfriend but not his wife spouse(melinda, age 27). A few months later my grandma died. I meet melinda for the first time the day after the funeral. She came over to my house to talk to my sister. She ended up staying and we took some shots of vodka. We ended up naked in the pool playing truth or dare, but all we did was kiss. We went back inside. Everything had calmed down by then.we held hands until we fell asleep. The next evening went about the same way except this time we went to her house.(by the way my dad's cousin works nights)Things went smooth, 1 thing lead to another and we had sex. From that moment on we were trying to see each other as much as possible. It was hard keeping it a secret. I would sneek out at night and walk up to her house. We got real close after awhile. Lust turned into love. This went on for about seven months.Then the worst happened. We got to careless, and showed our feeling for one another in front of some friends. They got pissed at us one time and told my dads cousin about us. he kicked her out for about a week and then took her back on certain conditions: i'm not allowed up there and she's not allowed down at my house.she didn't have much of a choice, she had to take the deal because he was the only person she had to live with or the only person who supported her.It's a shame, things were getting serious right before things went down...she's probably the only person i'll ever love............i just wish i could have been a little older with a place of my own ... things would have worked out then..mabye(if you're gonna reply to this please don't be a jackass, this stuff really happened and i still get depressed about it sometimes)

Hi, I was wondering about having an internet service based from a satellite connection. This mostly comes from this article:
http://www.informationweek.com/default.asp

The service promises 432 KB per sec but I am wondering how might work as I've heard the connection speed for satellites connections (phones) had a large delay due to the range of transmission.

Would anyone recommend this?

i have satellite internet- i had a choice between 4 deferent packages. i chose the cheapest which was 0 dollars down and 60 dollars a month, with an additional 20 dollars a month for the equipment.

internet speed - 700 KB (i think the highest package was $120 / 2MB)

you have a download threshhold(size depends on package). mine is 200MB a day , if you download more than that in a day your connection will get really slow for a along time. then i goes back to normal.


all in all, if you can get cable or dsl(upgraded), get that

if you can't...well, satellite is alot better than dial-up;)

personally, i prefer itthe only thing i don't like is that i sometimes have trouble playing older pc gamesEDIT:sorry, just relized i'm prlly in the wrong forum

i never skipped class, i skipped shcool tho. and by that i mean i quit and got my GED

diablo, because starcraft will start to get old after so long.

This will make your pages load even faster.
1. Type "about:config" into the address bar and hit return. Scroll down and look for the following entries:

network.http.pipelining
network.http.proxy.pipelining
network.http.pipelining.maxrequests

Normally the browser will make one request to a web page at a time. When you enable pipelining it will make several at once, which really speeds up page loading.

2. Alter the entries as follows: (by double clicking them)

Set "network.http.pipelining" to "true"

Set "network.http.proxy.pipelining" to "true"

Set "network.http.pipelining.maxrequests" to some number like 30. This means it will make 30 requests at once. (I changed mine to 100, works great.)

3. Lastly right-click anywhere and select New-> Integer. Name it "nglayout.initialpaint.delay" and set its value to "0". This value is the amount of time the browser waits before it acts on information it recieves.

or you could just download "fasterfox" witch does that for you,plus other tweaks that speed up your broswer

someone else may have already posted this, but i don't want to read all of that;)the main diff between IE and FF is that with FF this is all sorts of add-ons, themes and extentions, and is said to be a littler faster

i use firefox 2....with windows vista